It?s a hard choice to make chapter 8/8 Lemon

[darky]

Hello everyone! I?m glad you are still reading. This is the final chapter, I can?t believe it. ENJOY!

Words in italics are Relena?s thoughts.

Warning: This chapter contains lemon, so you are warned.

Disclaimer: I don?t own Gundam Wing or its characters.


It`s a hard choice to make
CHAPTER 8


Relena was very curious to know what Heero had to say. Since he was her official bodyguard, he must be quite disappointed and mad at her. He was taking too long to start the conversation. She had already taken a seat next to him on the couch, she had taken her shoes off and was looking at him in the eye, waiting for him to say something.

? We need to talk?, he said finally.

? You already said that?, she answered a little frustrated.

? You were very irresponsable, Relena. You were selfish, you were childish and that could?ve got you killed. You have no idea of how much time everybody waisted trying to find you.?

She was silent for a few seconds.

? I realize that the way I acted was not appropiate, but I?m not sorry I did it. I needed some time to be alone, I still need it. I?m sorry that you are disppointed, but I?m not sorry for doing it.?

? I?m not disappointed. In fact, I?m impressed. You said that Dorothy had the idea of the false kidnap, I really doubt that. You?ve been in enough kidnaps to know how they work.?

She blushed intensely. Yeah, the whole thing had been her idea, but she never expected him to be impressed by it. She had to be calm, but the blush refused to leave her cheeks.

? I... I guess I do know a thing or two about kidnaps. I?m sorry I lied.?

Heero looked at her silently. Her blushing didn?t escaped unnoticed, no matter how hard she was trying to hide it. He found it adorable. She was still innocent and childish in many ways.

? Heero, why did you came up here??.

? I wanted to talk to you in private?.

She was a little disappointed by his answer. She wanted to hear he had missed her and wanted to see her desperately. She rolled her eyes at the thought. She was so innocent and childish sometimes. She hated it.

? Why did you locked the door behind you??.

Oops, she did?nt saw that coming.

Think quickly. Say the first thing that comes to your mind. Quick!

? I don?t know?.

Idiot. Never say the first thing that comes to your mind ever again.

He was confused by her answer, she could tell. She had to give a different one.

Quick! But PLEASE think first!

? I guess I wanted some privacy, too. Doess it bother you that I locked the door??

Heero gave her a small smile. Was he mocking her?

? Why are you so defensive? I?m not attacking you?.

? I?m just tired?.

Heero kept the small smile. He stood up and kneeled in front of her. Her eyes were wide, surprised, and her blushing came back, more intense than before.

? What are you doing, Heero??

? Why are you blushing, Relena? ?

She could her her heartbeat in her ears. She was nervous and her hands were clutching the seat of the couch. She opened her mouth to answer, but didn?t know what to say. That smile was starting to captivate her.

? You are making me nervous. You had never acted like this before.?

His smile was gone, and he was serious again. His hands were next to hers, and his body was closer to hers. She was still blushing and her breathing was accelerated.

? Heero, what are you doing??

His eyes suddenly turned full of emotion, sweet and adorable. They shined intensely she almost thought he was about to cry. He started getting closer to her, so close that his body touched her legs. He was getting closer, so she opened her knees to give him room. She realized what she had done and blushed even more. He smiled again and put his hands on her back. He brought her forward to him until her legs were on his sides. Her hands were now in his chest and she felt his hearbeat. It was fast, as hers. He was nervous too.

? Heero, what are you...?

? I missed you?, he said as he was getting closer to her face. He was about to kiss her, when there was a knock on the door. They stood up quickly and pushed each other apart. She touched her face and she felt hot. He simply opened the french doors that led to her balcony and went outside.

She followed him with her eyes, when she heard the knock again. She walked to the door and opened it. It was Noin.

? Relena, I just wanted to tell you that everybody wants to go out and have dinner. Do you want to go??

? No thanks, I?m a little tired. Please excuse me with everybody.?

? Sure. We?ll be back in a few hours.?

? All right. Have fun.?

She closed the door and locked it again. She hoped her blushing didn?t caught Noin?s attention. She looked at the opened french doors and thought that Heero had left already. To her surprise, he appeared just after she closed the door. He looked nervous and uncomfortable.

She remembered what he said earlier. He had missed her.

Yay!!!!!!!!

She smiled at how silly she was. She walked towards him and noticed that he was blushing too. He looked silly just like her, but she liked it.

? It was Noin, she said....?

? I heard.?

? Oh. Mmm... I don?t know what to say?

She smiled nervously hoping he would talk to her.

? Relena, about what happened. I?m sorry.?

She looked at him sadly.

? You are??

? It?s not like that. I?m sorry I was so direct.?

She smiled softly and walked closer to him.

? So you ment what you said??

? Yes.?

She walked closer.

? So what do we do??

He was getting more nervous with every step she made. She had a flirtatious smile that he decided he liked a lot. But he didn?t want to rush things.

? Stop?

She did what he asked, but her smile never left her face. She knew the effect the smile was having on Heero, and she decided she liked it a lot. After a few seconds she continued closing the distance between them until she could put her hands on his chest.

? Heero, I missed you too?

After that, she stood on the tip of her toes and kissed him. After a few seconds, he started kissing her back, and their kiss turned more passionate and intense. He put his hands on her hips and supported her tightly. She opened her eyes and saw that his eyes were opened too. They stopped for air and started kissing again. She wrapped her arms around his neck, and supporting herself on his shoulders, she raised her legs and wrapped them around Heero?s hips.

He was surprised by her sudden action and stopped kissing her. She was smiling at him, surely mocking at him for the expression on his face. He realized she was teasing him. Well, he could tease her too.

He started walking to the bed. She realized it and her smile was gone. She looked at him and the smile was now on his face. He continued kissing her and slowly he kneeled on the bed and layed her down on it. She continued kissing him and even holded him tighter. She ran her hands through his hair as he opened her mouth with his tongue and started playing with hers.

She was initially trying to tease him, but now she really wanted to continue. His kisses were delicious and he was being so gentle and sweet. His hands were still on her hips, but they were no longer tightly holding her. He was slowly caressing her with his thumbs. He moved his hands up to her ribs and repeated the motion. She smiled and started giggling.

? You?re tickling me?.

He smiled back. She looked beautiful under him. Her hair was spilled in the pillow and her cheeks were a bright pink. He touched her face and kissed her softly. He supported himself on his elbows and stared at her.

? Does this mean we are a couple, Heero? Or what do you want??

He smiled.

? You talk too much. Yes, Relena, you are mine now?.

She laughed softly and rolled him until she was straddling him. She leaned closer to him and started kissing his earlobe. She heard him moan and started biting gently. She moved lower to kiss his neck, but his shirt was buttoned completely. She unbottoned the first two buttons, but she decided to continue. When she finished with all of them, she opened his shirt and devoured him with her eyes.

I like it, like it

He sat up and helped her remove his shirt. She started touching his chest and back, and he lifted her sweater and took it off of her. He tenderly kissed her neck and placed his hands on her back, lighly touching the clasp of her bra. She shivered when he began to caress her back, and turned his face to her. She kissed him more intensely than before, and Heero rolled them, he being on top again.

Using his lips and tongue he kissed, licked and bited her neck, shoulders and collarbone. Relena opened her legs and pushed him closer to her body, while whispering his name. He unbottoned her jeans and pulled them down her legs. He looked at her face. Her eyes were closed and she was smiling. Her breathing was heavy and he focused on how her ribcage ascended and descended with each one of her breaths.

She opened her eyes and sat up. She pushed him roughly and he almost fell off the bed. She unbottoned his pants and started pulling them down. He helped her and they were now admiring each other?s bodies. He focused on her panties. They were exactly like the lace ones he had found, but she was wearing ones in hot pink. That reminded him of the ?bunny? . He thought it was the perfect opportunity for her to explain that.

? Relena, when we were in your apartment I found something INTERESTING in your drawers?.

She looked serious.

? You went through my drawers? What can be interesting in my dra....?

Her mouth opened and she covered with her hands when his smile made her realize what he had found.

? Oh, my God. It?s not what you think. Dorothy gave it to me when I turned 18 as a joke. I have never used it, I swear?.

Heero kept smiling and he crawled to her, pushing her down gently. He positioned himself on top of her and he kissed her ear.

?We can use it later ?, he whispered huskily.

Relena shivered when his breath tickeled her neck and she wrapped her arms and legs around him and kissed his shoulders. He lifted her up a little so he could reach behind her the clasp of her bra. He struggled a bit but he finally took it off. As soon as the new flesh was revealed to him, he couldn?t stop kissing and biting at it.

He finally stopped his ministrations and began removing her undergarment. Relena blushed again and he kissed her lovingly. He removed his boxers and returned to his position on top of her. He was uneasy because he thought it was her first time. She sensed his uneasiness.

? Don?t worry. It is my first time, but I lost my hymen a long time ago. Horseback riding.?

She smiled at him and he felt relieved. He kissed her again, but remembered he forgot something. He pulled away from her and searched his pants. He pulled out his wallet and retrieved something. He returned to her. She saw what he was holding and nod in approval. He took the condom out and put it on. She realized she hadn?t seen ?it?, so she paid extra attention on how he was putting it on. He took her in his arms and kissed her playfully.

She laid back on the bed and turned off the lamp. There was a full moon, so the room was still well illuminated. He opened her legs and grabbed her hips to keep her steady. He gave her a small kiss on the nose and positioned himself at her entrance. Relena closed her eyes in anticipation and in a slow motion he was inside her.

His movements were slow, a little erratic, but she couldn?t tell. He let go of her hips and he was now hugging her tightly. Their faces were very close so they started kissing once more. She didn?t felt any pain, and she started moving her hips upward to meet his thrusts. She couldn?t keep her eyes off Heero. She could feel him shaking. They broke from their kiss and he opened his eyes to look at her.

She had a questioning look on her eyes. She looked worried for him. His movements were faster now, and her breathing was heavier. She closed her eyes and a moan escaped her lips. He couldn?t take his eyes off her. She was the most beautiful creature he had ever seen. He felt so lucky to share this with her.

After a few very erratic thrusts, he began to set up the pace for them both. He grabbed her hips again and held her still. As soon as his pace was faster, she moaned louder. Her hands touched every part of his body she could reach. Her eyes were now open and they were fixed on his eyes. He let go of her hips once again and started caressing her face. A tear escaped her eye as she lifted one of her legs and placed it on his shoulder. He saw her clutch the pillow under her, and more tears escaped her eyes. He leaned to her and kissed her eyes. She looked at him and smiled.

His breathing was matching hers. Soon they were moaning and panting each other?s names. Relena could still feel Heero shaking, so she put her leg around his waist and wrapped her arms around him. Her left hand was on his head, and she was whispering how much she loved him to his ear. She felt something wet on her neck and realized he was crying. She held him tighter and tried to open her legs wider for him.

His thrusts were fast and hard, and she could feel all the passion increasing within her. After a few hard thrusts, she screamed his name and it was over. She was still holding him when she felt his weight falling over her. He quickly withdrew from her and supported himself on his elbows. Relena touched his face and he was still shaking. She felt the wet traces of his tears and couldn?t help but smile. She knew then that it was his first time too.

She unwrapped her legs and removed the condom from him. She tossed it to the floor and kissed him. He grabbed the covers and they both got in. They got comfortable lying on their sides facing each other. He smiled at her.

? We didn?t use the bunny?.

She looked at him confused.

? Oh! The thing you found in my drawer was the bunny??

He looked at her surprised.

? What did you think I was talking about??

She smiled while he was with a very funny questioning look. He tickled her to get her to tell him, but she managed to escape. They started running around the room, Heero chasing Relena, Relena running from Heero. There was a long night ahead of them.


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Well, I finished. YAY!!!
I hope you are satisfied with the ending.

Please write your comments.

[darky]

Well, this was my first story, and it?s the first time I write lemon. I have noticed that almost all lemons don?t include a very important element in sex, the condom. so I had to include it.**Just being responsable fellows**

Well, I know the lemon part is very light, I hope you liked it. I just wanted to capture the beauty of making love.

Please write what you think about it.

Darky.


Love me for what I am, not for how hot I am.

[aertikka1984]

Great end to a great story, and the lemon was very tasteful and very well written.

[Aristale Wolf]

that was so awesome.....kept me on my seat the whole time....cant wait to read more of ur stories.... hope they're soon...

[takisha16]

very tasteful lemon!!!
you were right to include the condom, most fics with lemons do not include it!
I loved the fact that it was both their first times!!!
Very touching ending!