A/N - Still don't own, please don't sue.
Ahem - Anyone out there liking this? Much angst over lack of response...
Warning: Lemon
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Heero woke suddenly, feeling something strange in the bed moving. He relaxed when he realized it was Relena. She was tossing and turning in bed, apparently have a nightmare. He had been sleeping (innocently of course) in the same bed with her a week now. Instead of getting better, he knew she was gradually getting worse. She was slipping away from the living world.
Quietly he called to her, "Relena..."
She didn't seem to hear him so he propped up on one elbow and called again to her, "Relena!"
She opened her eyes to find his face a few inches above hers. His eyes were staring into hers. It was then he noticed her cheeks were wet. He stroked her face with his free hand. She welcomed this gesture and unconsciously turned up her face to be closer to him. Her mouth was slightly parted as she sighed, "Heero."
Heero never knew why he did it but he leaned down and kissed her. Relena's eyes opened wide, not expecting him to do this. He hadn't kissed her in so long. It felt so good, so right. She began kissing him back and opened her mouth to deepen the kiss. Her hand lightly rubbed up his arm to his neck to hold his face close to hers as they kissed. He lifted his face up slightly to look into her eyes.
'I'm enjoying this too much,' he thought. He had to get control of his emotions. This was Relena. But then again, he reasoned, he wouldn't be doing this if it weren?t her. There was no one that ever sparked his interest and desire like she did. He didn't even look at other women. Why would he? Noone would ever compare to her.
He was still staring into her eyes when he felt her hand, still at his neck, massaging the back of his neck. Then she ran her fingers through his hair.
Heero could tell when she remembered her mother's death. The look of pain washed over her face and her hand retreated from his hair. He grabbed her hand as he felt her retreating from him.
"No, Relena."
No response. Nothing. She looked as if she too were dead.
He kissed her again, hoping to get some kind of response from her. The more he kissed her, the more he deepened the kiss, the more her eyes began to show some light.
"Heero," she finally said, "I feel so dead. Make me feel alive again."
Heero once more looked deep into her eyes, knowing what she was asking for. He was more than willing to comply, but she hadn't exactly been the most rational person lately.
Relena sensed his doubt and assured him by pulling him closer to her. She began kissing him and running her hands up his back. She kissed him passionately as if each time was the last. He felt her wet cheeks on his.
Whatever doubts he once had were erased now. This is what she needed. Who was he kidding? He needed it too. Relena made him feel human.
He drew his breath in slightly when Relena slipped her hand under his shirt. He cursed himself for not controlling his breathing. It was unlike him. It was then he realized that each time she touched him the more human he felt. She awakened desires in him that he never thought were possible.
"Heero," Relena said shyly, "your shirt..."
He slowly took off his shirt and tossed it to the floor, never breaking eye contact with her. He then shifted his body where it was on top of hers but not touching. She became fascinated with the contours of his chest. Touching him everywhere, it seemed to him, as if she couldn't get enough. He had never felt anything so intimate. It made him want to get as far away as possible, but her eyes willed him to stay.
A few minutes passed with only her touching his back and his chest. He just watched her. He was afraid to touch her, to hurt her, but finally he gave in. His hand reached down to her stomach and slowly found its way up to one of her breasts. She broke their eye contact rolling her head backward with a slight moan.
The feel of her body amazed him. Her nipple hardened and suddenly he wanted nothing more than her shirt off. He slowly moved his hand down the length of her body to the hem of her nightgown and, with it in is hand, moved it back up again. More and more of Relena's flesh was exposed to him. Her nightgown was slipped over her head. Relena was now naked. He looked at her in awe; she was so beautiful, so pure.
'I'm so unworthy' he thought as he once more tried to pull away from her. Relena, however, had different plans. She had somehow sensed he was pulling away and moved her hand from his back to grab his butt. The next thing he knew, he too, was naked.
Relena pulled him down on top of her, rubbing her breasts against his chest. Heero gave her a kiss that left her breathless. He moved down to fondle one of her breasts. He took it in his mouth and played with it. She arched her back and moaned with pleasure. He couldn't believe that he could actually do something besides protect and hurt.
Heero began to kiss Relena down her stomach, thus freeing Relena's hand. She took the opportunity to touch him. Immediately his body tensed. Relena took this as encouragement and shifted so she can rub on him.
Heero felt a series of new emotions in his body. He never knew thought it could be like this for him. Relena saw his involuntary shudder and suddenly had a better idea. She moved him so that she was on top and kissed his chest. Heero's eyes closed. She lightly bit along the side of his chest, each time moving lower and lower. Heero's hands were on her waist. He felt her move and thought she had left the bed for some reason. As he opened his eyes, a strange sensation engulfed him. He looked down to see Relena kissing him, taking him into her mouth.
"Releeeeena" was all he could say.
She kept sucking on him, feeling him get harder and harder. His hands went to her head, gently pushing her to him. She heard him moan slightly. Heero Yuy was losing control.
Relena was proud of herself. She was inexperienced but she seemed to be doing good enough for the one person who mattered. Heero. She never thought it would happen this way. Actually she was beginning to think it would never happen.
Heero couldn't take it anymore. He pulled her off of him and flipped her over, pinning her in the bed underneath him. He inserted his fingers into her and felt her wetness. He began to move inside of her. Her eyes rolled back. Her hands moved to his back to hold him closer. Her breath got shorter and shorter. She was ready.
He looked up at her one last time, only to find a welcoming look and need in her eyes. Still looking into her eyes, he entered Relena.
He was worried that it might hurt her. He'd guessed that she, like him, was a virgin, but I guess you never know. She made no faces like it hurt. Her hands moved to his butt, grabbing him, trying to get him as close and as deep as possible. She shifted her body, instinctively to move with his.
"Heeroooo!"
He picked up the pace inside of her. It felt so good. He couldn't control his breathing anymore.
Relena's body began quivering. All he saw was her. There was no one else, no room, no bed. Just them. He heard her yell his name once more and felt a sudden wetness inside of her. He picked up the pace a little more and found that he couldn't take much more. He heard a voice yell "Relenaaaa" but it was only after they lay together in bed that he realized it was his.
Lying in bed with her head on his chest, Heero was glad for her peaceful slumber. He kissed the top of her head lightly and wondered how he would ever control his desire of her now.
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Bravo!