


Disclaimer: why do they torture us with this??? :x It just makes us realize how bad we want to own Gundam Wing and other great anime! Not to mention great songs, a wave to all VC fans!


Last ch.:
Resting in the afterglow, was the next best thing, letting the water drip from their bodies, satiated, they fell asleep right in the bath tub…
Heero woke up after a couple of hours, sensing relena shivering, getting his wits together he slowly realized he was naked at the floor of his shower the water running, cold now, and relena under him. He smiled, reminiscing their swift coupling. Gathering her close he swept her up in his arms, turning off the shower he placed her in his bed. After toweling her dry he slipped in beside her and let sleep take over, he couldn’t have been more happier, he felt so alive…
Ch.5:
Relena POV:
Waking up was such a pain this time, she just couldn’t get the guts to unravel herself from the warm embrace that she was currently lying on. But, she undoubtly had to, having too many things to think about, she was very confused. All these feelings that were taking over her, especially how easy she had laid down for him, I mean, no promises were ever made between them. Once she started thinking about it, she was very afraid that he had just used her, maybe that’s what this was all about. God, how could she fall so hard over just one guy, but this was not just one guy, it was Heero. He was her knight in shinning armor, the guy she pinned over so many years before.
It was ironic how just seconds ago she would do anything to stay a few more minutes in his embrace, now all she wanted to do was get as far way from him as possible, she had to think over what their “weekend affair” was about. Slowly, she lifted a leg, then the other, incredibly slipping past his defenses. Letting out a breath she didn’t know she’d be holding, she crept around silently gathering her clothes that were strewn half-hazardly across his carpeted floor.
She felt sick, and needed some fresh air, his apartment stunk of sex, it was humid and hot, stuffy and depressing…God, what was so wrong with her, didn’t she love him enough!
Making her way around she found the last pair of garments, her ripped up bra. Suddenly self conscious of what she had done the nights before, she felt used and dirty. How could she have been so careless to let go of all that she had learned over her life to some night fling! Thankfully she was on birth control. But it was not for sex, she used it so she could balance out her period and not be moody(I use it for the same reasons, thanks to my doctor I could use it and never have pms! Now back to the plot!) Quickly she made it to the front door unheard of and silently let the door go.
Unbeknownst to her, a silent confused chocolate haired man, heard her every word, he was crushed…
She was running on pure adrenaline, and felt like she was about to collapse. What the hell was wrong with her? I mean really she was acting like a total bitch, leaving him to wake up cold and alone, but…she still was insecure of what their relationship really was. She needed to go back to her house and think things over.
Walking down the few steps of his apartment complex, she wearily trudged on. She felt so confused and sick, ‘why had she left him?’, for the first time in her life she feared Heero Yuy, she was afraid of what every girl in her situation would be. She had let her emotions take over her and leave her open and vulnerable. The tapping of her heels on the cement floor of the street brought her back to reality. What would she do now? Flinging a lock of hair out of her eyes she turned the corner and found an old abandoned swing set. Feeling the need to collapse any time now, she fell to the corroded rusty old iron swing.
Taking a leg back she began the pointless movement. Compelled by more than her hearts dull throbbing, she began to mouth out the words to a melody she quite new by heart…
Making my way down town
Walking fast tears streamed down her face as she felt the sudden urge to wrench away from the sing and return home
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd remembering the way people stared at her as she made her way through the crowded streets, looking for comfort.
And I need you ‘ heero……’
And I miss you ‘God, how she missed him already’
And now I wonder
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by she readily wondered if that would really change anything between them?
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you... tonight she really would do anything for him…remembering her time with him those last few days, she felt a need to hold him close and ask for forgiveness.
But…that didn’t answer her first question…’did he really love her?
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever think of me
everything was so messed up, she felt like they lived in two different worlds!
Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in
Your precious memory
Summing up her courage, she faintly whispered the last verses of the song…
Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by,oh
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you... tonight
And I, I don't wanna let you know
I, I drown in your memory
I,I don't wanna let this go
I, I've fallen...
Making my way down town
Waking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time, would pass us by
Cause you kow I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
If I could just hold you... tonight
She lifted a tired hand to dry her tears and got up from the tired driven chair, she needed a bed, some time, and above all some nourishment. Feeling decided she strode purposefully out of the abandoned courtyard.
Unbeknownst to her, a brown haired male sat listening to her speech and her sweet melodious voice. With a nasty glimmer in his eye, he murmured some last few words before he rose and followed her with a grace only he possessed.
I will have you, relena…[/color]
Well here’s the next ch, I apologize if it’s too short or boring,


