Enjoy the Silence *revised* 1xR NC-17

[War Dove]

GW and its characters don’t belong to me but to Sunrise/SOTSU Agency and such.

I’ve no claim or anything of that nature to Depeche Mode and the song Enjoy the Silence.

My first song fic I ever wrote. Approx. 3 years ago. I don’t think song fics are my strong point, but I’ve always tried.
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“Heero? Heero? Are you listening to me Heero?” I open my eyes and sigh; I am staring straight at her.

“I’m listening Relena.”

She still has somewhat of a frown on her face. “I know you never have much to say, Heero, but at least can’t you try and carry on a conversation with me that consists of more than twenty words, if that.”

I feel myself frowning as well. I know she doesn’t mean to come off as nagging, but that’s what it sounds like and it’s irritating as hell. But, I understand that to her communication consists of actual speaking, she’s a diplomat, that’s all she does is talk. It’s part of her nature. Though can’t she see that my silence is merely a part of mine?

Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can’t you understand
Oh my little girl//

She averts her eyes from mine and turns from me, her head hung low. At first I think I hear her cry, but I know better, she has come past the point of tears with me. My heart breaks to see her so hurt, but I hurt too. For as much as we mean to each other, in some ways we are so different. I cross the room over to her and fold her into my arms. She lays her head against my shoulder and declares her love for me as she has many times. I ditto her back the same message. She smiles just slightly now, and turns to me, still in my embrace. We kiss tenderly and I know that this is all I ever need in the world. This is a perfect, unspoiled moment that does not need to be tainted by words.

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

I feel her body melt into mine as our kiss deepens. My fingers glide up under her sweater and onto her breasts, finding that her nipples are hard underneath the thick wooly material. She catches a sharp breath as my thumbs rub lightly across the nubs. I clench my teeth feeling her fingertips slide to the waist of my slacks, fumbling with the button and zipper, as I am unhooking the back of her bra. I lift her shirt along with it, up and over her head and even though her hair is somewhat flyway, it spills back down around her body as it is released from the neck of her sweater. I step back and take off my own shirt and pants as she slips off her skirt leaving only her panties on. I smile at the teddy bear design on them. Her obsession with teddy bears sometimes makes it hard to believe she’s twenty-three, but then, that part of her that still remains young and optimistic is what I love the most about her.

My thoughts change to more adult things as we come together again, this time in a much more forceful embrace, forceful kiss. She’s filling my senses with her smell, her touch, her soft moans-the only sounds I wish to hear when we make love. I see her blue eyes glossed over with lust and I can taste the salt of her sweet skin. I need her. I need her now.

I push her gently onto the bed and she giggles, scooting into the middle with her legs spread. Her eyes seem to grow darker, her innocent, yet evil gaze, daring me to make my move, daring me to fall into temptation. And I fall, over her, caging the top part of her body with my arms, while the lower half of me vices her legs. Flat on her back now, her breathing is heavy as her hands glide down her hips and into the silk material of her panties. I allow her some movement as she wiggles; a few seconds later she is flipping her panties to the side with a twist of her ankle.

“That’s better don’t you think, Heero?”

She opens her mouth to say something else, but I don’t want to talk. I do not want words to ruin this moment, so I cover her open mouth with my own and bite down gently on her tongue, catching it between my teeth. She gets my point and tries to say no more as her hands move between us, caressing my member, causing my erection to become painful and in need of release. With the predatory animal inside of my soul taking over, I adjust myself and allow her to guide me in-as if I need help-but her hands upon me anywhere intoxicates me and so I permit it, this time.

I give her no control however, as I thrust inside of her once, twice, countless times. At moments her breaths are quick and I can tell she wants to speak, but as I begin to move slower and harder inside of her I notice her biting down on her own tongue. Is she finally beginning to understand how so much more can be said without the use of words? How one’s actions, cannot betray one’s true feelings, as words can?

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

I seethe air between my teeth and groan as the build-up inside of me begins to overwhelm me, smiling with rejuvenated vigor as I hear that soft, special sound she makes, high pitched and airy as if it is coming from the depths of her very soul. I pull her tight against me, wondering if she can even breathe. My senses focus on the wonderful feeling of her tight, wet heat, and that sound-oh God I am so close. My breath is held for a mere second before I cry out and thrust inside of her a final time. I hear her moan and feel her arms drawing me closer to her, as if that is possible. Our bodily fluids accumulate and mix as my seeds of life pool deep inside of her womb.

Relena is not saying a word, but I know she is still awake because I feel her fingers stroking the fine hairs at the nape of my neck. I kiss her shoulder and lay my head upon the same spot, shivering a second before closing my eyes. Still locked onto each other, I relax in the calmness of the afterglow. And, as heavenly silence wraps us in its blanket I feel as if we are the only two people in the world.

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

[Morrighan]

This one is pretty good too. Very sexy.

Great job!

[Chibi-sitter]

oh that was lovely
*clapping* I agree with Morrighan, great job!!!

[Raspberry]

*smirks* I had read it earlier! *sing-song voice* I read it on great hentai website dedicated to Heero and Relena . VERY HENTAI website I will obey your orders, War Dove

[Chibi-sitter]

*gasp* Raspbeery........aren't you 14?
I waited untill I got permission off mum to read this material, though I obey some warnings......YIKES. Oh well, whatever you prefer to read is up to you. WAR DOVE ROCKS!

[Raspberry]

Hehe, yes I'm 14. But no one has to know what I'm reading right? And besides, even if they would check what I'm reading - they won't uderstand anything , 'cause no one in my family knows English as well I Who's the man? I'm the MAN!! * sound of triumph*
Oh, and lemons are the best, really. They have everthing that other fanfics don't have. And don't worry Chibi, lemons don't do anything to me and my psyche They're just fanfics, stories, fans' imagination, right? Below you'll fing link to that great page:

http://nemkess2.50megs.com/eternal_flame.htm

It has cool fanfiction as well! So everything's fine, Chibi-chan?




I'll obey your orders, War Dove