Letting my walls down.

[Kari]

Letting my walls down.
By Kari
Genre: Angst/kinda limey

Author's Note: First of all I would like to thank LS, Bookworm and Drew (Hiyaa Drew ) for reviewing. And I took your advice to heart and wrote a sequel. Besides as always in was boring in school and this was the result.
This one is a little longer because I had lots of inspiration.
So here it is the sequel to 'Void in my heart' but now in Heero's POV.

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She was standing there
looking out at the ocean.
Her once so beautiful eyes
were full of sorrow and
loneliness was burning
as the deepest depths
of lava right about to
erupt.

But....

But there was also
love shining brighter than the
'Hope Diamond'.

I know she is lonely because of me.
I know that she loves me.
And I love her too.
But how can I stain her with
such tainted hands.

Hands that saw war and destruction.
Hands that caused such destruction.

I can still hear the screams of the soldiers.
Begging me not to take their life.
But I did it anyway.
Ignoring my heart.
Like always.

But when I'm with her
the screaming stops
the pain stops

Their is only love and happiness.
Emotions that I've never felt before but knew
them by name.
Never had them.

There is desire too

I know I want to claim her as my own.
But these thoughts are not possible.
I can't think about her that way.

But it's hard to deny such thoughts.
I love her with all my heart and soul.
I want to share my life with her.
I want to fill her womb with my seed
and so create a life
that we could love together.

I can't resist any longer
I have to go to her
I can't shut out her siren's song

I call out her name
She turns around suprised
and calls out my name

....Heero.....

The way she says my name
makes me shudder all over
my body.

I look in her eyes
letting my walls crumble down.
I tell her that I love her.

There is a moment of
suprise in her eyes but then she
smiles at me.

She tells me that she loves me too.
I sigh and give her a kiss that
contains all the love I have harbored
for her so long.

Stopping the kiss
I embrace her and
never let her go for
the rest of our lives.

Her calls have been answered.

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Well that was the end. Hope you enjoyed it and that I get lots and lots of reviews.

[Andrea]

Lol... Anyway, interesting poem, kinda shocking. And it wasn't limey, but it did have a sexual theme.

Keep it up, MeliGoof!

[bookworm]

That was so good!

Hands that saw war and destruction.
Hands that caused such destruction.

I loved this part. It rhymns.

One word for the poem: Oohhhhhh. *sigh*

[blackrose]

^____^

Nice! I liked it. Heero interspection is always difficult. Thanks so much for sharing!

[Rose of Betrayal]

Wow! Great poem! It fits Heero and Relena exactly!
I really like this.

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/R/Ruri-chan/ ... _Ahope.JPG" border="0" alt="You represent... hope."><br>You represent... hope.

[Morrighan]

Gah, how could I have missed this one??? *smacks her head* Stupid me.

Great job! This really does sound like something Heero would think!!