hey...its been awhile....anyway...this poem is kinda dark since i was really depressed at the time of writing it (still am but hey...)
breaking free
I'm not welcome in this world
Everybody hates the sight of me
looking at me like i'm a piece of nothing
they torment me, pushing me too far
I can see the blood appearing, dripping down
my wrists
Even physical pain can't show what
i'm feeling now.
Making me feel small and useless
They don't care what their doing to me
thinking they can protect me
well their wrong
just wait till i'm gone
what are they gonna say?
that it was my own fault
that i caused my won death?
Wrong. It's their fault, pushing too far.
just makes me more angry and dillusional.
breaking things that i love and worked
hard for aren't going to helo
even hitting me till i'm numb or black and blue
my tears are of blood, dripping and staining
my white top
Sitting in the corner alone
Anger just echoing around me
shall i just kill myself?
let it be all over and done with?
no one will notice, i sware they won't
just wait...push me again and you'll see.
there....it didn't make sence and when i showed my friends they were kinda freaked out....but i don't give a damn
complaints are welcome....
Breaking Free
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cHiMes
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Breaking Free
"When I was suffering, you were there behind me" Anon....unless i made it up...
"If she dies, the World Nation and this false peace will disappear. Relena, I'll destroy you."
"Zero won't tell me. Wufei, tell me, how many more times do I have to kill that girl and her dog? Tell me, Wufei." [Heero]
You can find me on Gaia online as Melicent....
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"If she dies, the World Nation and this false peace will disappear. Relena, I'll destroy you."
"Zero won't tell me. Wufei, tell me, how many more times do I have to kill that girl and her dog? Tell me, Wufei." [Heero]
You can find me on Gaia online as Melicent....
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very angsty, i love this one.
"Colony no heiwa no tame dattara, yorokonde shinigami ni naru ze!" - For the peace of the colonies, I will gladly become the God of Death." Duo
Man does not weave this web of life. He is merely a strand of it.
Whatever he does to the web, he does to himself."
-Chief Seattle (1786-1866)
"God will not look your over for medals,
degrees or diplomas, but for scars."
-Elbert Hubbard
Man does not weave this web of life. He is merely a strand of it.
Whatever he does to the web, he does to himself."
-Chief Seattle (1786-1866)
"God will not look your over for medals,
degrees or diplomas, but for scars."
-Elbert Hubbard
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cHiMes
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do u now tornin??? 
"When I was suffering, you were there behind me" Anon....unless i made it up...
"If she dies, the World Nation and this false peace will disappear. Relena, I'll destroy you."
"Zero won't tell me. Wufei, tell me, how many more times do I have to kill that girl and her dog? Tell me, Wufei." [Heero]
You can find me on Gaia online as Melicent....
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"If she dies, the World Nation and this false peace will disappear. Relena, I'll destroy you."
"Zero won't tell me. Wufei, tell me, how many more times do I have to kill that girl and her dog? Tell me, Wufei." [Heero]
You can find me on Gaia online as Melicent....
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tornin1/2
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yes, why? don't you believe me?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Colony no heiwa no tame dattara, yorokonde shinigami ni naru ze!" - For the peace of the colonies, I will gladly become the God of Death." Duo
Man does not weave this web of life. He is merely a strand of it.
Whatever he does to the web, he does to himself."
-Chief Seattle (1786-1866)
"God will not look your over for medals,
degrees or diplomas, but for scars."
-Elbert Hubbard
Man does not weave this web of life. He is merely a strand of it.
Whatever he does to the web, he does to himself."
-Chief Seattle (1786-1866)
"God will not look your over for medals,
degrees or diplomas, but for scars."
-Elbert Hubbard