The Angel Guarding The Beast (1/7)

[stormwind16]

The Angel Guarding the Beast

Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing(duh!) or and of the characters.

I've been thinking about doing my own fic of Heero x Relena. And I had this idea in my mind, it has about 7 chapters. I'll post a chapter every day so keep reading and please tell me what you think about this!
I am Dutch so don't mind my spelling.

Chapter one
Relena's POV(all in thaughts)

Nobody knows about who or what I am. I wish they did, maybe they would understand me more. What I am is the reason why I keep chasing Heero Yuy. They don't know anything, humans are so oblivious to us. Some do see interest in finding out, others just take us as we are and love us, even if they never saw us. Although some of them claim to have seen at least one of us. But mostly that's just their imagination.
Humans have some wierd emotions, which I never had before I can to earth, before I met him. Of course we do have emotions, we laugh, we cry.
We would look down and see humans act so violent or very cute. It depended on their mood, we thaught of those acts as inmature, or even plain stupid.
But now that I have felt them, I know it's all but that. Hate, something we disgust, is almost normal here. Pleople use the word so often, if they meen it or not. I've never felt it, and I hope I never do.
Where I came from love is seen as pure bliss. Nobody knows why, it just is. We never felt it, and most of us never will. But sometimes one of us does, and tells us stories about how it felt, the stories always had an happy ending. We would dream about falling in love, how it would feel. After hearing a lot of stories we understood why girls always giggle when they see a "cute" boy. I never fell in love until I found him. My reason for being here, my "mission"as he would call it. He touched my heart, and made it beat very loudly when he was around. I never really knew what it was until I read about love in a book. I am in love. Relena Peacecraft is in love.
I never thaught it would happen, I dreamt about those knights on white horses who came to rescue me, sweep me off my feet, hold me and never letting go.
But that's not what happenend and will never happen with him. He thinks he saved my life, but I only pretended, so I wouldn't have to blow my cover. I see the gunners even before the Gundam boys do. But I would draw attention if I noticed them earlier, I mean, people would start to get suspicious. So I had to play the poor girl that is depending on her body guards to save her life.
But in fact I saved his life more than once. He doesn't know it, neither do the others. They think it's pure luck, and of course because of his strength and skills. But it was me who did that, they would think I was crazy if I told them. I mean, how would I have done it? With magical powers? Well, they wouldn't be far from the truth. He would have never survived if it wasn't for me. The time he almost killed himself by blowing up 01, I trew him out of range. I had to at least get him hurt, or I would again draw suspicion. I could feel his pain, it was almost to much to bare. But he got well and started fighting again. I saved him a few times after that, when he was fighting on his own again the new mobile dolls, when he destroyed the Libra and of course at the Mariemea incident.
How my heart screams at me to tell them, I want to tell the truth, I want to tell them that I am Relena, but not Relena Peacecraft. I am just plain Relena, no last name.
I want to tell my friends how I love them, that this is the first time I felt friendship. I want to tell them that I came from the sky, send to protect Heero from any harm. Not because he fought for peace, no, he has a better destiny. They never told me, they only told me to keep him save.
What are you thy would ask me in horror. If I would tell them they would laugh, so I would show them. I would concentrate, since I haven't done it for a long time, I would show my wings and tell them. I am a Guardian Angel.


Normal/Heero's POV

'She has been sitting for an hour like that, what is she thinking about?'

It kinda annoyed Heero to see Relena not moving nor speaking for an hour. She just sat there looking up at the stars with a look in her eyes, it look like she wanted something, really bad.

'Why do I even care, she does with her life what she wants.'

Heero frowned slightely, Relena had always been a bit too talkative for his mind but now even he had enough of the silence, he missed the sound of her voice. Even though he didn't amit it at first. But after about 30 minutes of watching her he had enough of it.

'She knows I'm here, she always does. Then why doesn't she speak?'

He wanted to stay were he was, hidden in the shadows of her dark room. He had been there for 2 hours already. Being silent and watching her. It always had been something his mind told him as weak, but he kept doing it anyway. He knew, no, expected her to feel him when he entered her room. Even though she could never see him. She would start talking, then they would talk amost all night. Well, all the talking came mostely from Relena. He always found it annoying that she talked so much. But now he missed it, he wanted to talk to her BAD! No matter what about, as long as he could hear he voice.
He took a step and then another. His heart beating faster and faster with every step. He didn't understand why, but the feeling that came with it felt southing and 'right'.

"Relena" was all he could say. He hoped that she would snap around and tell him that she didn't hear him. But she didn't. She knew he was here all the time, but never even said his name.

'Something is wrong' he thaught. "Relena" He never liked repeating himself but he did it anyway. Anything to hear her voice. It was driving him crazy, the silence. His heart ached from it, he never thaught he would ever hate the silence but now he did.

"Hello Heero" she finally said. He never knew he was holding his breath, but a hugh weight lifted of his shoulders. "What's wrong?" he asked when he noticed one single tear on her cheek. He stroked it away with his finger as he once did.
She finally turned her head to him and looked into his eyes. Those blue eyes always made hime feel naked, like she could see right into his soul.
"It's nothing" she said after a 5 minute staring contest, which he won.

"Nobody can beat my death glare, I'll get her to talk. What? I actually what her to talk? Man, what does this woman do to me?' Even thaught he had a big conversation in his head between his mind and his heart he said. "Tell me"

Relena's POV

2 strong words left his lips. "Tell me" Tell him what? Hi, I'm Relena! I'm your Guardian Angel, yeah I dropped from the sky a few years back so you can forfill you destiny. Which I don't know cause they wouldn't tell me.
"I'm fine Heero, you shouldn't bother over me" it didn't came out as confident as she hear it. It was shaky from the tears she hold back. Why was she crying, she didn't want to cry. But she did, she did it because she loved the man who was now standing so close to her, but they could never be together. He a man, she and angel. It was not meant to be.
She couldn't stop the tears anymore while the silentely made their way down her cheek.
"Then why do you cry?" the voice pooled me out of my thoughts. I looked into his eyes, those seas of blue, enough to drown in. I tore my gaze from his face and watched to stars once again. "Relena" some annoyance in his voice. "I cry because I love a man, but he can never love me"she wispered, never wanting to say that. But it came from the heart.

Heero's POV

He heard her words and they cut through his heart like a kitchen knife. She loves a man, other than him, it had to be. How can the Dove of Peace ever love him.
'Why can't she love me?' he asked himself. He closed and opened his fists slowely. Death glare was in place on his face. This guy had her love, but shattered it into pieces. He would do anything for her love. He denied that fact along the years. But he was now 19, and finally found his heart, his soul, her. It was all hers, but she never knew she had them.
He wanted to kill the guy that made Relena cry. "Who is the lucky man?" he asked, hard enough so only she could hear it. She turned her gaze away from him again, like she was imbaraced to tell him.

Relena's POV

I never thought he would ask me, but as an Angel you have to speak the truth, so she couldn't tell him somebody elses name. She had to think of something fast. But she blurted it out right before she could even think of a good excuse. "You" she said. Right after that she slammed her hand on her mouth, her expression finally getting something else then sadness, this was fear.

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TBC

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