Blissful Ignorance

Posted: **Mon Jul 12, 2004 9:59 pm**

lol yup

*dances crazy like chibster*

Posted: **Tue Jul 13, 2004 4:49 am**

dancin' crazy

Posted: **Tue Jul 13, 2004 10:12 am**

Raspberry wrote:

I liked you from the beggining, I probably offend you and you disliked me for a while. *shrugs* I am person who doesn't beat around the bush. When I like somebody, I like him/her from the beggning, and I don't change my mind. And the same when I hate - I hate with whole my heart.

And I love to fight... And I swear a lot. I am tomboyish. I hang out with boys, cuz I don't have anything in common with normal girls. I can shut somebody's mouth with only my glare. I love to play with fire. I am not afraid of death. I can cut myself without thinking twice. I am anti-social
I'm a major rebel, and if you think about it, sorta a follower too. I think it's because I have that business/poltics thing about me. And Rasp, I'm not a person who beats around the bush.

Example: If someone was going to look at me, I'd say what do you want. I'd make my words short and simple since no one really would get it if I put it any diffrent.

I've hung out with boys since I was six and thus me becoming popular with the guys and getting their habits stuck on me. Not to meniton pulling tons of sex jokes like the. I always make someone run away or shut up with my glare. And everyone thinks I'm the master of emotional murder.

Fire...it's like whatever to me. Just another elment in the world. I'm not afraid of death but I would never cut myself, messes up everything. Few scars here and there from fights but I would never cut myself. I'm not afraid of death, mind you, I'd just do it more....maturely than something as small as cutting myself.

Posted: **Tue Jul 13, 2004 3:04 pm**

Er...cutting are we talking here about actually hurting urself??

Posted: **Tue Jul 13, 2004 5:02 pm**

*sigh* *drops her head*

Okay, so I have this habit that once in a year I cut some symbol on my forarm, but I do it because I like the scar it leaves after it's healed

But I don't cut my wrists or anything! I just meant that I wouldn't be scared to jum into roses bush to get some scratches. THAT's what I meant, okay?

deathroseaiko wrote: I've hung out with boys since I was six and thus me becoming popular with the guys and getting their habits stuck on me. Not to meniton pulling tons of sex jokes like the. I always make someone run away or shut up with my glare. And everyone thinks I'm the master of emotional murder.

I am EXACTLY the same. You should just see my squeling pals when I glare at them

I've hung out with boys since I've learned to talk and walk

Or since I started to go to the kindergarden (sp?)

I always preffered cars, J.I. Joe's, sticks as a swords etc.

I have many boys-mates. They like me, I like tham and everything's cool

I'm so tomboyish that I wear clothes more boy-like than girl like. I love my jeans with low crotch

And my cap... *sighs* That's why ppl often take me as a boy

And my Mum said that when she was pregnat, doctor said I will be a boy

But I did my parents little surprise and I am a girl, though tomboyish

Oh, sorry, I am rambling...

But I love to play with fire. When I was five, I almost burned my carpet

And my Mum always shouts at me when I start to play with matches

Okay Rei, you think we can be friends? I'd really want to be friends with you. I always wanted to have strong girl as a friend, not some weaklings talking about clothes or something

Posted: **Tue Jul 13, 2004 5:18 pm**

I don't talk about clothes Rasp!

Hey, I started out playing with boys - then I changed schools and had no friends....just the entire school picking on me.
I was weird to them I guess. My name Mandy - they called me candy, minty, Bambi :-?
And I lost confidence in myself and crawled into my shell. That went on for over 5 years.

When I hit highschool I was still known as the little quiet shy one.
People thought I spoke another language cuz they never heard me speak.

But I made friends and joined Drama class - crawled out of my shell but I'm always ready to retreat, and now I'm known as just Mandy. Not popular but my year group knows not to bother me since they won't get a reaction.

I'm a hugger not a fighter.

Hey can we have a big group hug?

Posted: **Tue Jul 13, 2004 5:38 pm**

Okay

*hug hug hug hug hug hug hug hug*

I didn't say YOU are weakling or something, Chibi

I found you as an artist - sensitive, emotional, with beautiful soul

I love to have friends like that, too

Chibi my friend!

Chibi-sitter wrote: just the entire school picking on me.
I was weird to them I guess. My name Mandy - they called me candy, minty, Bambi
And I lost confidence in myself and crawled into my shell. That went on for over 5 years.

:evil: :evil: :evil: Who did that to my friend?! Show me them and I'll rip their heads off! :evil: :evil: Or just say something they will shut up for ever *snickers evily* No one hurts our Mandy! *hugs her*

Posted: **Tue Jul 13, 2004 6:01 pm**

I was kidding Rasp, I knew you weren't talking about me. I don't think clothes are more important than 1xR

Who did that to my friend?! Show me them and I'll rip their heads off! Or just say something they will shut up for ever

They long gone now. But in a way I'm thankful because if I didn't change schools and get picked on I wouldv'e turned out just like em. I was on the road to becoming a bully at my first school.
But regaining my confidence has changed me into a better person (better than I was atleast) so I take mine & others feelings seriously.

Hey Rei great advice by the way (your above posts)

Posted: **Tue Jul 13, 2004 6:16 pm**

Sure I'd love to be friends with you, Raz. Most of my friends are gangsta though lol, and I find myself acting liking them. LOL. Not that I'd smoke or anything, sorry if I want to get into my goal, I can't and won't.

And actually I got a sword in my room and a knife under my pillow.

I'm a stealth kinda girl...my friends thought that if I don't get into the job I wanted, I got be a ninja for the goverment. LOL.

Oh to warn ya, Rasp, I dress like a girl. Got habits and talk like a boy, never whine or admit pain (trust me, if someone stabbed me, I wouldn't even groan in pain or tell anyone it hurts, I'd just say it's nothing). I hate being in someone's debt, and I hate when people worry about me.

I'm no weakling. And if anyone calls me that, prepare to die.

Posted: **Wed Jul 14, 2004 5:59 am**

WEAK... just kidding

And what do you that I scream in pain?! No way! I'd rather die if I tell that something hurts me!

Other thing is when boys hit me in place below my tummy. I scream that someone's idiot cuz I wouldn't have children. Or when my belly is hurting because of period - but I go to my Mum or get myself a painkiller *shrugs*

And you should one action: one girl and I were fighting with wooden swords. She said she can't fight with it but whatever, I couldnt either (I'm used to shinai ). So we were fighting and she stabbed me quite hard between my ribs. It knocked the air out of me. I just wided my eyes and gave my bokken to someone else.

The End

Chibi, if you're okay with things that happened in your life I'm okay, too

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