Posted: Thu May 15, 2003 5:26 pm
"By the way, where's Gallian?" Trowa asked.
Porthole answered. "I saw him by the surveillance desk, and he didn't reply when I asked if he was all right. He seemed really down about something."
"I should--"
"I'll go talk to him."
Quatre's head turned. "What are you going to say to him, Mariemaia? I mean...he doesn't even know you."
Mariemaia shook her red head. "Don't look at me that way, Mr. Winner. I'm much older than I was in AC 196, and I am much better at understanding things now than I was back then. I will be very good with the situation." And she rolled out in her wheel chair.
"Ya know, in a way," Duo said, "she's kinda like Une. I mean, I know that she's been with Une for the last many years, but really, now that it's AC 209, and she's twenty, Mariemaia isn't anything like the granddaughter of Dekim Barton."
***
Gallian's head lifted as he heard someone speak.
"What are you doing? Are you really looking at outer space?"
He turned to see that one woman -- Mariemaia -- sitting calmly in her wheelchair.
"Or are you really just looking at your own reflection?"
Gallian turned back to the window, saw his wild eyes, and his face fell. Mariemaia's didn't miss the expression change. "I could look at myself, into my eyes, and still see nothing but space."
"It's really a pity you feel that way," Mariemaia said, rolling the chair to his side. "I used to be that way. Ignorantly. But you are anything but empty."
"I suppose I should believe you," Gallian said softly. "You're two years older than me, and you know more. But have you ever loved someone, had them betray you, and then come back still as loving as ever?"
"I haven't had the oppotunity to fall in love yet," Mariemaia told him wistfully. "I'm happy you have."
"I shouldn't have."
"Hm?" Turning her head, the daughter of Treize couldn't see Gallian's eyes behind the fall of his bangs. Unfazed by his unshown sadness, she asked, "And why is that? Because Rosaan betrayed you? Because it made you think she didn't love you? Or is it because you stopped loving her after you were so happy doing so."
"That's just the problem!" Gallian said, head shooting up. "I didn't stop loving her. I should have, but I didn't!"
"And why didn't you?"
"Because she's just the same," he explained frustratedly. "She's beautiful and kind and she knows how to fight, and she's so intelligent..."
"But you want her to leave you again? Would it be better if she went back to Galfis?"
"Of course it wouldn't. I don't want her to leave. I just don't want to get hurt again. My parents..."
"Is that the problem, then?" Mariemaia asked, her eyebrows raising. She pushed some red hair from her shoulder. "Would your parents disapproved of Rosaan Tohai? Would they have disliked her loving you?"
"Of course they wouldn't. They'd be so thrilled that someone who I could really love with all I am could really love me in the same way. I never..." Gallian trailed off, his mouth falling open. "I never thought about these things. I had so many questions..."
Mariemaia smiled, and scooted her chair away, turned it. "Yes, you had many questions. But truthfully, you had just as many answers. You simply needed help realizing it."
"Thank you." He turned. "I appreciate what you've done for me, Miss Khushrenada."
"I'll say it again," she said, smile remaining. "I was like you once, Gallian. I had many questions myself when I was helping a madman take over the Earth Sphere. And inside me, I had all the answers I needed. My adoptive mother helped me realize that." She turned her head to grin at him. "Now, come back to see the others. Maeko will be leaving soon, and you should say goodbye."
Gallian walked and Mariemaia rolled back to the meeting room.
"Please. I know what I've done so far has only hindered you. Please allow me to fight with you."
Gallian halted in the doorway. Mariemaia continued on.
"Sally?" Wufei asked.
"She's just fine, and perfectly capable of battling. Although..." Sally turned to look at the door. "Hello, Gallian. Do you think you're as good to fight as Rosaan is?"
Gallian's eyes never left Rosaan and the act was reciprocal. "If you fight," he said steadily, "I will protect you."
Next to her, Heero caught Relena's smile.
Porthole answered. "I saw him by the surveillance desk, and he didn't reply when I asked if he was all right. He seemed really down about something."
"I should--"
"I'll go talk to him."
Quatre's head turned. "What are you going to say to him, Mariemaia? I mean...he doesn't even know you."
Mariemaia shook her red head. "Don't look at me that way, Mr. Winner. I'm much older than I was in AC 196, and I am much better at understanding things now than I was back then. I will be very good with the situation." And she rolled out in her wheel chair.
"Ya know, in a way," Duo said, "she's kinda like Une. I mean, I know that she's been with Une for the last many years, but really, now that it's AC 209, and she's twenty, Mariemaia isn't anything like the granddaughter of Dekim Barton."
***
Gallian's head lifted as he heard someone speak.
"What are you doing? Are you really looking at outer space?"
He turned to see that one woman -- Mariemaia -- sitting calmly in her wheelchair.
"Or are you really just looking at your own reflection?"
Gallian turned back to the window, saw his wild eyes, and his face fell. Mariemaia's didn't miss the expression change. "I could look at myself, into my eyes, and still see nothing but space."
"It's really a pity you feel that way," Mariemaia said, rolling the chair to his side. "I used to be that way. Ignorantly. But you are anything but empty."
"I suppose I should believe you," Gallian said softly. "You're two years older than me, and you know more. But have you ever loved someone, had them betray you, and then come back still as loving as ever?"
"I haven't had the oppotunity to fall in love yet," Mariemaia told him wistfully. "I'm happy you have."
"I shouldn't have."
"Hm?" Turning her head, the daughter of Treize couldn't see Gallian's eyes behind the fall of his bangs. Unfazed by his unshown sadness, she asked, "And why is that? Because Rosaan betrayed you? Because it made you think she didn't love you? Or is it because you stopped loving her after you were so happy doing so."
"That's just the problem!" Gallian said, head shooting up. "I didn't stop loving her. I should have, but I didn't!"
"And why didn't you?"
"Because she's just the same," he explained frustratedly. "She's beautiful and kind and she knows how to fight, and she's so intelligent..."
"But you want her to leave you again? Would it be better if she went back to Galfis?"
"Of course it wouldn't. I don't want her to leave. I just don't want to get hurt again. My parents..."
"Is that the problem, then?" Mariemaia asked, her eyebrows raising. She pushed some red hair from her shoulder. "Would your parents disapproved of Rosaan Tohai? Would they have disliked her loving you?"
"Of course they wouldn't. They'd be so thrilled that someone who I could really love with all I am could really love me in the same way. I never..." Gallian trailed off, his mouth falling open. "I never thought about these things. I had so many questions..."
Mariemaia smiled, and scooted her chair away, turned it. "Yes, you had many questions. But truthfully, you had just as many answers. You simply needed help realizing it."
"Thank you." He turned. "I appreciate what you've done for me, Miss Khushrenada."
"I'll say it again," she said, smile remaining. "I was like you once, Gallian. I had many questions myself when I was helping a madman take over the Earth Sphere. And inside me, I had all the answers I needed. My adoptive mother helped me realize that." She turned her head to grin at him. "Now, come back to see the others. Maeko will be leaving soon, and you should say goodbye."
Gallian walked and Mariemaia rolled back to the meeting room.
"Please. I know what I've done so far has only hindered you. Please allow me to fight with you."
Gallian halted in the doorway. Mariemaia continued on.
"Sally?" Wufei asked.
"She's just fine, and perfectly capable of battling. Although..." Sally turned to look at the door. "Hello, Gallian. Do you think you're as good to fight as Rosaan is?"
Gallian's eyes never left Rosaan and the act was reciprocal. "If you fight," he said steadily, "I will protect you."
Next to her, Heero caught Relena's smile.