Tragedy of Love Chapter 2

[kawaiiemogirl]

Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing, but I own the tragedy of love of (which I experienced) in the view of H x R.

Rating: Depends if I want cussing, but maybe it might be Rated R in the future for now I?m sticking with PG to PG-13.

P.S: I am a few days behind in this, but I found sometime to finish writing it, sorry about that. Enjoy!

By kawaiiemogirl


Tragedy of Love Chapter 2

The next day unfolded like a book being opened, the pages turning, like as it were leaves shuffling down the street as the wind blew across in September. The book closed as Relena woke up from her peaceful slumber.

She was frozen in a trance; she couldn?t stop thinking about him. Every moment she thought about Heero. It turned into the point of obsession. All she talked about was Heero to her friends and most of all her sadden stricken boyfriend James.

He called her later that night worrying of the future to come. ?If you like him so much, why don?t you date him?? John was disappointed, but angry at the same time.

?No, I don?t want to, I want to be with you and only you.? She lied; Relena hid her true feelings from James. She just didn?t know how to let go and move on, but yet at the same time she didn?t want to she just knew she had to.

He saw it coming. He thought that the relationship was made of lies, and mistaken himself that he thought he loved her. She was his everything, but he knew he lost this war over her, but nonetheless he kept fighting trying to find a reason of to keep her to himself. He thought to himself as a loser and a failure in life.

?I won?t be mad if you do. I just want you to be happy.? He bit his lips trying to not to cry and not let her hear him, but he couldn?t hold it in and let it all out.

?James you know you have a say in this.? She talked briefly and prepared for the volcano to erupt. She felt bad for making him cry, next was him yelling at her and yet letting out his frustration all on her making her seem like the bad guy.

?No, I don?t. It?s your decision.? He stressed it greatly and his lips tremble as his grip on the phone tightened as if he was going to break it in half.

Three months later they fought over this escalating matter. Relena finally realized what she wanted. She wanted to be with Heero for the rest of her life, and only Heero. She called James finally having the courage to talk to him and to end things for good.

?Hello?? Relena?s heart was beating quickly she was nervous.

?Relena?.?

?I?m sorry?I?m so sorry for fighting?.?

?I want to move on with my life, and I know your tired of all this as well, and I feel like we should move on and not see each other again.? Relena bit her tongue until it was sore.

James was shocked in the words she said, but he knew she was right mostly. But being without her was like a man without his beer.

?James I know we had good moments and bad together and we have grown up together, but I feel like it?s my time to leave you. I have feelings for someone else. I loved you, but I felt trapped with you, and I felt like a fallen dove lying in a puddle of crimson blood as I yearned for air, but yet I couldn?t have it. I couldn?t breathe, I felt like I was choking on my own blood.?

His heart was broken in half, but yet he had forgotten that he broke her heart first by just treating her like she was not important. Besides, who would want to blame her? Relena wanted something better, and she felt dead inside. She hung up on him and went to her bed and cried.

He called her again, but she didn?t answer it. She picked it up until he left a voice message on her cell phone. She deleted it and at the moment she didn?t want to hear his voice?she wanted Heero to embrace her.

James got a hold of Relena they then argued like they always did as if it were natural for them and make it up, but this time there was no time to make up the things that hurt each other.

He was furious of her talking about Heero too much. The biggest beautiful mistake was yet to come. She thought of that blue Prussian man every second.

She prepared her ears for what was coming.

?You know what, it?s always about Heero. Leave me like you always do and go out with him.? He yelled at Relena letting out his anger all on her.

She started to cry and said to James, ?No it?s not, I just have feeling with him and you?re just upset that you lost me.?

?I?m sorry for making you cry, I?ll just leave.?

She thought to herself - I?m the one that is leaving you bastard.

?I?m the one that is leaving and I take everything I said to you. You just hurt me so much and this is the end of us and I can?t deal with it. This is our goodbye.?

Silence. Peace. Relief. She hung up on him. She couldn?t stand being treated like crap any longer. She felt so trapped as if she was in an engulfed house on fire.

Lies. She thought of James and his false words that she mistakenly thought were true at first. She thought there was something wrong, but she couldn?t tell or didn?t want to at least. Her family worried about her and tried to infer with her relationship and made it worse in the end. Hilde felt sorry for her, but yet she wanted Relena to move on and find someone better in the future.

She was blinded by his ?love? and yet she didn?t see it.

Pain. It felt like he shot her in the heart with a bow and arrow. She couldn?t escape nor know how to get rid of it.

Hatred. Her love for James turned into deep hate. If she could she would have killed him, but she already killed his emotions. Her eyes were filled with anger and sadness.

Depression. She didn?t want to feel this way, but it was the leftovers that James left behind. She yearned for something more, something to fulfill her heart, and her desires, but she knew it would take time to fix a broken heart, the worst thing she could do was go out with someone else.

She went to sleep as the tears fell down her cheek; her face was pale as if she had passed out from heat prostration. Strands of her blond hair followed the direction face down to where she kept moving her head. She heard her balcony door being unlocked slowly and her body rose up quickly as she jumped up as the door opened. She was surprised to see Heero in her own room. She was frozen at the end of her bed, staring at him and studying him carefully trying to figure out why he was doing at her house in her room. He walked slowly to her as his feet followed his left and his right foot. She looked up and down as her eyes followed his movement.

Relena?s hands cling to her bed covers as he came closer and wiped away one of her tears as he pulled her onto his body gently as he looked at her pale white face, they both closed their eyes and Heero gave her a sweet innocent kiss that made her feel warm inside. He embraced her, bringing her close to his well-toned and warm body. No words were said, but just simple gestures that showed that they had a need for each other.

?Relena?? Heero just had to see her, he didn?t knew what else to comfort her. He didn?t like her being sad and it made his blood boil that a man would do this to her.

He tucked her in bed, and put her vanilla covers over her soft and cold body. As she fell asleep he kissed her forehead, and sat on the chair next to her bed. He watched her sleep as he held her hand and he fell asleep and dreamed of Relena.

Her prince and shining armor came to her rescue.


Well I hope you like it so far, and I have more in store.

[perfectpeach]

its such a good plotline. i love heero and relena as freinds first before relationship because its cuter!

[takisha16]

Yay! she dumped the James guy!
Yay for Heero and Relena! This was short and sweet, like the mini hersheys....mmmm
Awesome story!