I'll Never Tell or Say rated R chapter 3

[Ai no Fukushuu]

Chapter 3


?Wake up sleepyhead? Lucrezia heard a voice say. She opened her eyes and saw Heero sitting next to her as she lay down on the bed with the bed sheet over her bare self. He was up and dressed already, unlike yesterday morning where she had to wake him up.

?Heero? Hey, up early as usual?? she asked. He bent down and kissed her good morning.

?Here, I made you breakfast? Heero said placing a tray with food on top of it next to her. It surprised her.

?Wow, its not often that men actually make food.?

?Yeah, well I?m a special kind of guy that can do anything. You?re lucky to have me.?

?Right. So? are we going to be doing anything after school?? Lucrezia asked right away remembering that last night, that was what she suggested to him.

?Oh?we?ll see? he said coolly. He kissed her on the forehead. ?Hey, I have to go to work. I?ll be back as soon as work is over ok??

?Alright. But don?t keep me waiting? Lucrezia playfully commanded. And smiling, Heero left the room.

The school days had always came and passed and today was no exception. The school bell rang in the afternoon and everyone knew that meant the day was over. The students were just dying to get out, not waiting for the teacher to tell them what their assignment for tonight was.

?And don?t forget to do the ?chapter reviews? for the story so far for tonight? Heero tried to say to his students who were already heading the door, but not really listening to him and plus there was lots of chatter outside in the hallway, so that would prevent them from hearing what their homework was. His own assistant Relena, tried to echo him, but to no avail, her voice ineffectively hit the ears of the students. Oh well.

Relena stayed after for a few minutes straightening out the rows of desks, trying to make sure each chair to a desk was pushed in and cleaned up any mess on the floor. As she did so, Heero watched her from his view by his own desk. He could see that she was trying to avoid him, pretending he wasn?t even there. But now, he felt was the time to talk. ?Relena,? he began just after she finished her self-assigned chore of making the room neat and clean. ?I?m? sorry for being an asshole yesterday, and I do realize that we need to talk so I-?

?What the hell do you possibly want to or could talk about Heero?? Relena said rudely interrupting him and still not looking at him. She headed out the door. Heero chased after her.

?Relena, I said I was sorry? he repeated himself as he followed her. ?Please, let?s handle this like adults, ok??

?I really don?t have anything to say. Sorry? she said sounding bored.

Ok, he wasn?t going to put up with this. He had to make sure she heard him out. He pulled her arm as quickly but as gently at the same time moving her to the corner of a wall, and him in front of her, but kept some space between them. This would give them some privacy out in the hallway. And luckily, there were too few students around, and they didn?t seem to notice or care about their presence. But Relena still wasn?t looking at him, but rather turned her head to her side, her eyes looking down.

?Relena, I?m sorry? he said again, but gently. ?I?m sorry for being a jerk yesterday, and? and what I did to you later on. I know and knew it was wrong? I don?t know why I did it, but? and to answer your questions, well? No, I?m not mad at you? but I do kinda blame you, but also myself as well because I didn?t resist? so?there. Can you tell me what you think?? he said, careful about not saying anything about ?I really want to know why you love Lucrezia?, a question she had indeed asked. But she didn?t forget that one question.

Now Relena was looking at him, but stoically. ?Why do you love Lucre-?

Heero sighed mentally as she started to ask that question again. ?Relena, she?s my wife, what do you think?? he told her like it was common sense. Relena nodded slightly and began looking down at the floor, not because she didn?t want to see him, but out of sadness. She looked hurt.

??I?m not mad at you either Heero? I feel the same way that you do?? Relena said unable to lift her head. She felt water beginning to form on her eyes.

?Relena, let?s just forget about it. If it?s ok with you? Heero said gently. ?We?ve been? having problems with this friendship of ours and why don?t we? reconciliate?rekindle it? I?m all up for it if you are too.?

Relena looked up at him to face him. Her eyes focused on his lips for a moment. Oh how she wanted to kiss him so badly and be in his arms feeling safe and secure! But they weren?t hers to kiss, and weren?t hers and only his wife could do what she wanted with them, and no one else. Unless? Knowing that she shouldn?t, she moved her head slightly toward him slowly, trying to place her lips where she wanted to, but Heero backed away knowing what she was trying to do. Yes, he was right to do that and she was wrong to do what she tried to do. ?I love you Heero.? But she moved forward quickly over to him. Again.

Heero was taken by surprise when Relena came forward to hug him. She tightly wrapped her arms around him and buried her face into his chest. She started to cry. He felt the wetness on his shirt and hear her soft sobs. Slowly, he placed his arms around her, but as hard as she was doing to him. ?It?s alright Relena. Its ok? he said trying to comfort her. He let his grip tighten a bit and held her more closely to help her feel better. ?It?s just a hug right? There isn?t anything wrong that? he thought thinking he wouldn?t be cheating on Lucrezia.

However, a few girls were passing by and saw them hugging each other. Many thoughts came to their minds. ?Hey, isn?t that Mr. Yuy, and Ms. Darlian?? whispered one of the girls. ?I wonder why they?re hugging. Did we miss them kissing?? said another. ?I?ll bet that they?re in love!? giggled one.

When Heero got home, he found Lucrezia already waiting to find out what they were going to do. He had bought two tickets for Six Flags. That really surprised her.

?To Six Flags? But that?s a kid?s place? Lucrezia protested, but she didn?t resent the fact that was what they were going to. In fact, it would be an interesting choice to go.

?Don?t worry, you?ll have fun. I promise? he assured her.

?Ok, ok, ok? she said smiling. ?But you really need to grow up Heero.?

Lucrezia actually did have fun, which was not what she had expected. She had enjoyed going on all those rides they went on. It had been several years since she had last went on one. There were also some other minor activities too like eating, even getting on those ?little kid? rides. And they spent almost entirely their whole day there, at least seven hours.

By the time they got back home, it was well past eleven ?o clock. They changed into their bedtime clothes and quickly got into bed then turned off the lights. Even though they had a long day, sleep didn?t seem to be coming to them right away.

Lucrezia leaned on Heero?s shoulder as she placed a hand oh his chest playing with it while Heero had his arm around her. ?Heero? Are you asleep yet?? she asked softly.

?No? not quite yet. Is there something you want to talk about?? he asked his eyes still closed.

?Yes there is. Would it be alright if we could talk about it now??

?Well sure, for a while. What is it??

Lucrezia got on top of him now fully laying down on him. ?Can you open your eyes?? Heero did so but not without effort, because they were just beginning to shut. When they were fully opened, she brought the topic up looking into his eyes.

?Heero, I?ve been thinking for a while now, and I? think it?s time that we? that we have a baby? she began a little nervously. ?What? what do you think?? she continued not fully sure of what he would think of it not even letting Heero?s eyes out of her sight, even in the dark. Heero thought for a few moments. As he thought, Lucrezia couldn?t read what he was thinking.

?Lucrezia? he said quietly, but seriously. ?You do know what responsibilities having a child or children come with don?t you?? he stated in a scolding tone. Lucrezia tried to speak up, fearing that he thought it was a bat idea, but Heero just answered his own question anyway. ?We?ll have more work to do, and have much less time for ourselves. Then we?re going to have to worry about the child?s college education, spend more money on this and that on needless luxuries like toys or games? he said quickly in that same tone.

?Yes but-? his wife began fearing that it meant that no, he didn?t want children, and began to feel like crying. Again, Heero interrupted.

Now Heero smiled at her. ?Well of course we?re going to have a baby Lucrezia! Remember, we talked about this before getting married? We both wanted to have at least one? he said in an excited manner but now switching to a normal pitched voice for conversation. Yes, of course he wanted to have a baby. He hugged her.

?Oh Heero? she began to cry lightly, not out of sadness, but out of happiness. She returned the hug. ?I thought you were going to say no? she said through tears. ?I just love you so much?

?C?mon honey, there?s no need to cry. I love you too. We?re going to have a baby ok?? he said trying to comfort her as he patted her. ?But we should wait first I think? he cautioned.

?Yeah, you?re right? Lucrezia agreed.

?We should save up some money first, so we won?t be having any financial troubles when we have it and so that we have a good amount of money to put into a savings account for the college fee? he explained.

?Yes, you?re right? she said.

Instead of going back to his shoulder, Lucrezia went back to laying down on his chest, now this time with both of Heero?s arms around her. She fell asleep quickly and easily from all the comfort she had around her. Heero did give way to sleep too, but not as fast. Something he felt inside worried him? and whatever it was he just had this feeling that it concerned Relena. But if that was true, then why? She was? just his friend right? So if he was going to have a baby with his wife, why would he be involved with something he and his wife decided to do together? It wasn?t her business anyway. Heero tried to ponder on that thought some more, but after a couple minutes, he fell asleep from doing so much this past day.

TBC?... or what?

Anyways, send a review please!

[takisha16]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :evil:
Lucrezia can't have a baby with Heero!!!!!!!
I hope he finally decides to postpone that and go off with Relena and elope!!!!
jajajja...yeah...happy ending
I feel really bad for Relena. I bet she must be super hurting because Heero suddenly wants to cut it off. I think Heero is mostly to blame for what happened. I mean, Relena knew the risks and she tries to control herself around Heero, Heero initiated the kiss and he wanted it as well, if not more!
HMMMMM.....Heero you meanie!!!! :x
I hope he understands that Lucrezia is too old for him, and Relena is definitely the best option. Although, coming back to reality, they are married and I don't agree with broken up marriages, but there is still no kids involved so ..hmmm...maybe... :-?
I hope you definitely post soon!!!! I'm intrigued!

[perfectpeach]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Not cool! No baby! No baby!There's no going back after the baby!