Broken (Rated NC-17)

[teardropdangel]

Broken
teardropDangel

Disclaimer: I don't own GundamWing and wouldn't even think of trying to make any profit off of it. Neither do I own the lyrics to Broken by Seether ft. Amy Lee.
Warning: Yes, there will be sex in this one, (hence the NC-17 rating). There's a bit of sap towards the end as well.



~I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away ~

She still slept naked.

Despite the tumultuous emotions that dogged him, despite the heavy weight that had found its home in his chest since he?d left her three months ago, despite the intoxicating feel of her in his arms, his mind still focused on that one point. His mouth swallowed her, drank her in. He reveled in the familiarity of her body, even as he explored new depths of their passion.

Why had he left her for those three months?

He?d deliberately kept himself away, taking mission after mission so that he wouldn?t be able to see her. He?d obstinately refused to acknowledge to growing darkness that threatened to consume him; it was a darkness that was perpetually repelled by her light. He had been running. Running from the unfamiliar strength of emotions he felt towards her.

~ I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ~

Her slender fingers insistently pulled at the clothes that her in their way. Manicured nails bit into flesh, a symbolic declaration of victory. His mouth left hers, then bit her back, inciting a small gasp of pain from her.

His tongue immediately struck out to soothe, to lave at the injured skin at her throat.

?Heero.?

His lips scorched a trail down her throat, traveled down the valley between her breasts. The dip of her belly button quivered as his tongue swept over it. Her back arched, spine curved in pleasure. His hand slid between their bodies, found the heated bliss between her thighs. Piercing cerulean eyes glanced up as she fell over the orgasmic edge, recording every nuisance of emotion that played over her face, wanting to remember her like this forever.

~?Cause I?m broken when I?m open
And I don?t feel like I am strong enough ~

He couldn?t wait even if he wanted to. Three months of her haunting his dreams had nearly driven him insane and had eroded most of his control. He entered her quickly, hissing at the warm tightness of her sheath. She pressed her hips forward, every bit as needy as he, taking his pounding thrusts eagerly. She came first as she was prone to and his climax followed close behind.

He held her quaking body as the tremors subsided, held her tightly in the aftermath. He felt her subtle stiffening seconds later.

?Stop? It was a soft command and a steely entreaty. She gently pushed at his chest. He didn?t move off of her. ?We can?t do this.?

~ The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away~

?Relena-?

She shook her head quickly. ?No, Heero. I can?t do this again.? She wouldn?t look at him. She couldn?t. She simply didn?t have the strength. This was going to be hard enough without having to see what she was giving up. ?Please get off of me. I can?t have a conversation when you?re still inside of me.?

?You like it when I?m soft enough to stay inside you comfortably when you rest.? His lips coasted along the line of throat, then down the slope of her shoulder, unrushed. He hands held her struggling hips in place. ?And I love staying inside of you.?



~There?s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain~

She sighed in resignation. ?I can?t do this anymore,? she said, her voice a bit more firm. ?The missions hiding, the waiting, the wondering. Constantly praying that you come back to me. I know that your work is important to you. But I want something more.? Her voice finally broke. Damn, she hated that she sounded needy.

?Relena.?

The gentle tone had her looking up to him despite her resolve.

?What do you mean by more??

She glared at him. Could he really be that oblivious? ?I want to be able to go out in public with you. I want-?

?Marriage??

~?Cause I?m broken when I?m open
And I don?t feel like I am strong enough~

A pause. She stared up at him warily. ?Yes. I want marriage.?

An unsettlingly soft smile graced his face. She blinked as his hands slid from her view and was dumbfounded when they returned with a small, velvet box. Her heart stopped beating.

?Will you marry me, Relena??

~?Cause I?m broken when I?m lonesome
And I don?t feel right when you?re gone away~

He watched on, helpless against the tears that sprung forth. Uneasy, he asked, ?Relena, is that a yes??

A laugh bubbled up through the tears. ?Yes, Yes.?

~?Cause I?m broken when I?m open
And I don?t feel like I am strong enough~

He rolled her over so that she straddled him. She admired the ring he?d put on her finger, even as he distracted her by pumping his hips.

?What about missions??

His hips gave an eager lift, thrusting up into her as his cock filled her. ?I think I can find something closer to you.?

?Swear to me that you won?t ever leave me again,? she demanded, rising above him, matching his rhythm.

?I swear.?

~?Cause I?m broken when I?m lonesome
And I don?t feel light when you?re gone away~

[miz_lou]

That was very sweet Tear! Loved it!

[Morrighan]

Aww...!! I like it! I love how Relena put her foot down on the whole issue and got exactly what she wanted.

Great job, tear!

[perfectpeach]

aaaw.now. the prob;em is with the world today is there are very few blokes who
a) have the initiative to buy a ring just in case
b) even think about what she wants
c) would actually quit it when the lady tells him to.

someone should send em all to heero classes.

but on topc, great job! you meade me go all heero lovey in my time of crisis.

[Wingnut]

aaaw.now. the prob;em is with the world today is there are very few blokes who
a) have the initiative to buy a ring just in case
b) even think about what she wants
c) would actually quit it when the lady tells him to.

someone should send em all to heero classes.

but on topc, great job! you meade me go all heero lovey in my time of crisis.

But if they all took Heero classes they would emerge with the social skills and grace of a brick. Good thing that Heero had the ring though, otherwise I doubt that Relena would've believed that he was sincere in the proposal.

BTW Tear, Happy Birthday!

[teardropdangel]

But if they all took Heero classes they would emerge with the social skills and grace of a brick.

Lol, that just too true.

BTW Tear, Happy Birthday!

Thanks!!!

[saeki54]

Awww... so nice....

[lilac310]

I like this....sweet and straight to the point....YAY!!! Relena finally got what she wanted..However, when I first saw this fic, the title made me wonder if this will be angsty or worse yet, end tragically....'cuz it's "Broken"....I'm really glad it turned out fine and that Heero and Relena are getting married!!!....well done!..