Chapter 1.5
Written by Shadowcat and a LOT of help from Litia!!
AN: this is the chapter between 1 and 2. The scene when Relena goes back home to Blake after her visit at the Barton's where she met Heero. Thank you to LITIA!!! For ideas and everything!! Thank you so very very much!!
And thank you to tornin1/2 for the encouragement!
I wouldn't have been able to complete this Fic without Litia! she came up with the ideas on where this fic is going!! THANK YOU AGAIN LITIA!!
Relena's POV
I fiddled with my nails as Paygan drove me back home from the Barton's. I wonder what Blake is going to say to me. Tears blurred my vision as I blinked and let the tears run freely down my cheeks and on to my hands. I heard Paygan sigh. He has all ways been my loyal friend and companion. I know that whenever I am sad and crying, he cries with me and tries to make me feel better.
" Paygan, its all right." I said, trying to gulp down a sob, "I'm going to be all right, don't worry, Blake will forgive me." I hope…I looked out the window and saw grey clouds covering the once blue sky. Crystal raindrops streamed down the car window as more began to chatter on the roof. I will be all right; I kept convincing my self…hoping that I am right.
Blake's mansion came into view as my heart skipped a beat. Tears began to form again as I stepped out off the limo. Paygan came beside me and held my hand.
"Miss Relena, what ever you do, please be very careful. If you need me just call me." He said trying to blink back tears. "I hope that Master Blake will think this through and forgive you." He said as he looked into my eyes, convincing me but I knew from the shadows and sorrow in his eyes he was trying to convince himself.
I kissed him gently on the cheek and closed my eyes. Paygan was like my father after King Peacecraft and Mr Dorlain died. He cared for me as if I was his daughter.
"Don't worry Paygan, I'll get my self out of this some how."
"I hope so."
I walked up to the front door, bracing my self against it as I opened it quietly, prepared to be stampeded by questions. I looked around. The house was ghostly silent and no sign of Blake was seen. Feeling the wood creek as I tiptoed to the living room and saw Blake sitting on the chair, holding on to a glass of whisky, facing the fireplace. The flames danced around as it brightened the room, making the shadows danced about the living room.
"Are you sorry for what you have done?" He asked coldly, still with his back to me.
"Sorry for what?" I felt my blood boil as my voice echoed through the house, "is there a crime for visiting my friends?"
Blake sipped his whisky and snarled." So you are free to flirt and seduce all your friends eh?" He stood and walked closer to me as I felt the urge to run off. I backed away as he came closer.
"You, Relena Peacecraft am a Slut!" he yelled as tears ran down my cheek. "You do nothing else but go around to peoples houses and seduce married men, have you no shame?"
" Blake Adams the biggest mistake I've ever made was agreeing to marry you!" I feel myself yelling as fear was replaced with anger. "What, you helped me when I needed help and I thank you but that does not give you full control of my life."
Blake spat and threw his whisky in to the blazing flame. Sparks flew as a crack echoed and I whimpered as I crawled to the corner. Blake walked swiftly to me and grabbed me arm.
" From now on you are banned from any out door activity. You are to stay right here where I can keep an eye on you. Your 'friends' will not be allowed here. "
I looked up at him, the tears of angony and anger shone as the light if the flames reflected off. I looked up at him as I felt pain from where he kept a firm grasp on me.
" You may have kept me here but you shall never claim my soul. I trusted you Blake, seems like you have yet to have faith in me."
My 'death glare' grew harder as I looked into his cold grey eyes.
" My soul shall stay with him forever."
His eyes narrowed as my last words tore him like a million swords.
" The pilot with the Prussian eyes? The one that saved you and took off? The one that you proclaimed your love too and left with out a trace? "
My body froze with shock. How did he know about Heero?
"You will never be able to compare to Heero" I answered as I saw his hands raise…
My mind screamed as a burning pain slashed my cheek. Tears slid down the cheek as I looked up and saw Blake's hand in mid air, his eyes opened in shock as he stammered. I can't believe it…he hit me? How could he? At last I took it no more and I gave him a long look.
" I hate you."
I whispered before taking off.
Blake's POV
I stared at the ever change flame. Each flicker reminded me of her. Her face her expressions. I drank another sip of my whisky and my eyes hardened as I thought on how she betrayed me. I heard voices with her all right.
Male voices.
Hadn't it ever occur to me that a perfect girl like her would have millions of guys after her. She was untruthful…'friends' she say. I know better. 'friends' that would let her climb up and smother kisses all over their body. The mental image of MY woman kissing OTHER guys made me crinkled my nose and stare at the flame. From what I remember of her friends there was the talkative braided one. Very noisy indeed. The tall and silent one, the polite blonde one and the Chinese boy who was talking to the blonde woman. Or it could be…that pilot. I saw her staring at his picture the other day.
I red her diary while she was away. All the disgusting love stories she wrote about her encounter with this boy…the dark Prussian eyes captured her. The one that abandoned her…how could this heartless pilot have beaten me whom again and again hurt her?
She could be with anyone of them now. Kissing and caressing them. My blood boiled again. How could she after all that I've done for her?
I heard the door open as footsteps tiptoed quietly in.
So she is back huh? Her little encounter with other guys isn't enough so she wants more?
"Are you sorry for what you have done?" I asked coldly, still with my back to her.
"Sorry for what?"
I felt my blood boil as her voice echoed through my head, hasn't she learnt her lesson?
"Is there a crime for visiting my friends?"
I sipped my whisky and snarled." So you are free to flirt and seduce all your friends eh?"
I stood and walked closer to her. My blood boiling as I stared at the determination in her eyes. She does not think she is wrong. She backed away as I came closer. Fear in her eyes now.
"You, Relena Peacecraft am a Slut!"
I snarled as I was losing control.
"You do nothing else but go around to peoples houses and seduce married men, have you no shame?"
" Blake Adams the biggest mistake I've ever made was agreeing to marry you!"
Her biggest mistake? Anger stirred in my chest as she yelled, tears falling as her blue orbs stared right through me.
"What, you helped me when I needed help and I thank you but that does not give you full control of my life."
I spat and threw my whisky in to the blazing flame. Sparks flew as a crack echoed and she whimpered and crawled to the corner.
I walked swiftly to her and grabbed her arm.
" From now on you are banned from any out door activity. You are to stay right here where I can keep an eye on you. Your 'friends' will not be allowed here. " I screamed as her eyes widened.
She looked up at me, the tears of angony and anger shone as the light if the flames reflected off. She looked at me as if I was a monster. I smirked and kept my hand on her arm.
" You may have kept me here but you shall never claim my soul. I trusted you Blake, seems like you have yet to have faith in me." She whispered as I felt my self collapsing.
" My soul shall stay with him forever."
His eyes narrowed as my last words tore him like a million swords.
" The pilot with the Prussian eyes? The one that saved you and took off? The one that you proclaimed your love to you and left with out a trace??? " I looked up at her. Aren't I worth more than him? I saved you when you need help and cared for you, now I'm nothing compared to him??
"You will never be able to compare to Heero"
My head spun as her last words tore me up I raised my hand and before I knew what I was doing my palm hit her cheek dead centre. My eyes widened with shock. Why did I just do that? My hand grasped the one that slapped Relena. Why?
" I hate you."
She said as she took off.
Relena Peacecraft…I stood , watching her retreating back as I thought to my self. One day you will be mine and mine alone.
please read His Return to Tears (2)
By Shadowcat and alot of help from Litia
Ok ok, i know, even after i rewrote this story it still isn't very good. put please forgive me!
Litia, another big favour for you!! for his return to tears (2) i would like to add a litlle angst scene for our dear friend Blake. i..well am not very good at writing angst so if you please (pretty please with cheeries on top) write it for me....it would mean alot to me!
Please please please pleaseplease!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But please feel free to complete Very many little things and Symbol of Temptation FIRST!!
i won't force you so if you don't want to...well i'll just have to try my self!
And besides that, I know you would hurt me if I didn't finish the other fics first.