Secret Pleasures [NC-17!!]

[Leia Avenrose]

Disclaimer: I own A'mael Khila, but I do not own Ne'riallr Tanus. They are characters made up in a game called NeverWinter Nights and roleplayed on a server, which is set up on GameSpy. The story is completely mine, however the world of Toril and Faerun are NOT mine. Please note that A'mael is elven, a wood elf, in fact; her ears, long and pointed, are extremely sensitive to touch - they can also stimulate a sexual response when touched.

This is all based on AD&D, if you nerds are familiar with it. And the elven word/name A'mael means 'Beloved' in english translation.

Dedication: Myself. That's right.



Secret Pleasures
By: Leia Avenrose
Rating: NC-17! (if you do not match this age, you should not be reading this, turn away)


Before solid thoughts melted away into something more vulnerable, just before he managed to snag her and drag her under with his seducing touch, she twisted in his lap, shoving away from him with a broken sob. The ground tilted momentarily, her steps frantic and blind. With the blood rushing high in her ears, blocking out all sounds, she hurried forward into the forest, her breathing fast and labored.

She had to get away.

She wouldn?t go down that path, not with him. Secrets were meant to stay secret.

She had played him long enough, too long in fact, that it wasn?t just a game to her anymore, it was something more, it was something real and she was frightened beyond words. He frightened her, and she didn?t know what to do about it, she was unsure of how to cross the threshold. She had crossed that same one long ago, too long, and ended up hurt, angry, and out of control.

Her ears were twitching so fast, she could almost hear a shrill ringing mingling in with the sound of rushing blood. Her skin was on fire, and she fought the urge to tear her clothing free, to sprint through the forest naked. A?mael Khila felt her chest tighten, her legs trembling as she ran for her life. Again the ground tilted, and, for a moment, she thought it would rise up to meet her as she lost her footing.

Rough hands grabbed her from behind. Her struggles were useless, wild. She heard her name, then felt the bark of a tree trunk scrap along her back as she was thrown backwards.

Ne?riallr Tanus pressed the length of his body into hers, holding her still. With a groan, his lips dominated hers, his tongue thrusting forward into her mouth. He felt the sharp, searing pain cut along his left bicep, her nails cutting into his flesh as she clawed him, her hips bucking forward into him. He felt her body betray her, arching up into him, demanding more and more of him, but her struggles showed she didn?t want to be dominated.

Before he could do any calming, she slipped from between him and the tree, stumbling away. He swore loudly, kicking up dead leaves and twigs as he spun and followed. The need to feel her flesh under him was growing stronger with each passing minute, he had to taste her, had to hear her beneath him. He had never known such a hunger as this, not even with Valila. It was like a drug; he had taken it long ago and was now so addicted he had to have all of it.

His ears twitched, and he pushed off a tree, never once pausing to catch his breath.

He remembered the tavern; her breasts ? naked, ripe, longing to be touched. He remembered touching her, his fingers sliding into her pants, touching the smooth skin between her legs; just the mere thought of her skin trembling against his fingers brought him into a painful arousal. What was going on? Why did she not let him finish what he always started? It was always him stroking, teasing, playing, and it was always her pushing away, trying to put as much distance as she could.

A?mael swallowed, her eyes dancing about frantically. She had never known anyone like him, she had never known a feeling as strong as this, and it made her ache, yet she ran from it, knowing it was what she wanted. It had been a long time? Her hair flew in her face, her legs slipping out from beneath her, as she vaulted around a tree, clutching it like a lifeline so she didn?t trip over her own feet.

Suddenly the ground rose up to her, and she hit it hard. A?mael lay there, stunned, the wind knocked from her lungs. Her fast breathing pushed leaves away, her ears straining against the long copper tresses hanging over the side of her face, twitching madly. She closed her eyes, wincing, and it then finally dawned on her, the weight crushing her into the ground from behind.

Ne?riallr buried his face into the back of her neck, struggling to catch his breath. He was amazed at her speed, at how long her strides were, how easy she trekked across the forest ground. She had nearly outrun him, but he wasn?t going to let her get away that easily. Gradually he lifted himself from her enough to turn her onto her back, and found himself staring down into wide golden eyes.

A?mael whimpered, licking her lips, and shook her head, staring up at him. She could see the desire in his eyes. She could feel it pressed against her hip, the stiff bulge that throbbed eagerly.

Without a word, his lips quickly captured hers once again, and she let herself give in, she had no choice. Her body arched up into his, the soft moan muffled between their lips. His tongue probed entry, swiping at her lower lip, and she admitted him, her hands lifting. Unexpectedly, they were pinned above her head, imprisoned in one of his big hands. Her eyes drifted shut, a helpless moan leaving her semi-parted lips, swollen and wet from his.

?I want you,? he ground out tersely, his lips claiming the sensitive flesh beneath her earlobe. Her body responded instantly, arching up further, rubbing itself along the hard, taut length of his.

?Please,? she breathed, protesting, and suddenly cried out, feeling his teeth bite into the side of her ear. He used his tongue to wash away the pain before slipping it into the outer sensitive contour, teasing her until she was mindless and thrashing beneath him, crying out over and over.

A?mael tilted her head back, her body rising along the sharp crest. Suddenly her world shattered, and she felt herself burst, her body bucking and shuddering violently. Ne?riallr groaned, dragging his lips along her jaw until touching hers. He swallowed the quick, excited noises she made that aroused him to the point of where he couldn?t think straight, and lowered his free hand down the front of her body, his fingers sliding into the slits of her shirt along her breasts.

He traced out the soft, yet firm underside, the hard bulge straining against the stiff leather of his pants. The twist in his stomach knotted further at how firm she was, how responsive and giving her body was, and he lowered his mouth, trailing his tongue along the slender column of her throat until his lips captured the taut nipple pushing out against her shirt.

He heard her gasp his name, and his ears twitched. He couldn?t get enough of her. Ne?riallr released her hands, both of his reaching down to pull her shirt from her pants, lifting it over her head. He tossed it to the side, straddling her hips and leaned down, sliding an arm under her back, raising her up. A?mael trembled in his arms, her hands lifting, her fingers tangling in his hair, as she felt the searing warmth of his mouth engulf her breast.

Her head fell back, and her fingers tightened their grip on his hair, holding his mouth to her. He suckled her hard, feeling her hips lift and rub along his. Gradually, he lowered her back down to the ground, his hands tenderly moving up and down her sides. Her body trembled under his fingers, and he felt like a God, the noises she made nearly undoing him completely. A?mael leaned up slightly, pushing the vest off his broad shoulders, and dragged her hands down the front of his body, her eyes half-lidded.

She enjoyed the sight of his body, the ripple of hard muscle, the solid arms and legs, and she enjoyed it most when he held her, stroked her, comforted her, teased her. Ne?riallr smiled faintly, and felt the breath catch in his throat as her hands slipped down into his pants. Her slim fingers closed around him, drawing him out into the open. Suddenly his hands were at the buckle of her pants, pulling them open, tugging them down the long length of slender thigh and ankles with a desperation he had never known before.

Her hands slipped off the throbbing erection as his lips followed her pants. They touched the inside of an ankle, her knees, kissing along the inside of her thighs with a tenderness that had her nearly sobbing with need. Ne?riallr touched his tongue to the moist skin between her legs, marveling at the bare, smooth sight. He felt her body tighten, his tongue lazily lapping, and heard her cry out, her fingers absently clawing at the leaves.

A?mael shook her head, trying to slide away from him, and whimpered in defeat, feeling his hands grab her hips firmly, holding her still. Suddenly taking her by surprise, she felt him enter her, felt him touch her intimately with his tongue. Her body bucked once, then shuddered, her keen cry entering the air. Birds, frightened by the sharp sound, flew from the trees, the ground animals scurrying away for a quieter place.

In the back of her mind, as the onslaught of her climax began to gradually wear off, she heard the sound of clothing sliding along skin. She opened her eyes, and suddenly her body stiffened, the gasp loud, sharp as it left her fully parted mouth. His hands ran down the sides of her body, his fingers digging into the skin. She was so tight, so hot around him, feeling almost like velvet. He wanted to mark her, make her his, brand her somehow. He wanted everyone to know that she belonged to him, that it was he who intended to be near her naked body every night, not someone else, not some ... stranger.

Again, A?mael gasped out, her brow furrowing, her mouth opening slightly. She moaned loudly, feeling him fill her, and her ears twitched, feeling his hips pull back slightly, then thrust back in. He was teasing them both, and she knew it, pulling out slowly, and moving back in even slower.

?Please,? she whimpered, hugging her legs to his waist, her hips lifting. Unconsciously, her body drew him in further and further, only heightening the pleasure searing her body wave after wave, thrust for thrust. She met his pace eagerly, her head thrown back on the ground, her face flushed, the ecstasy evident on her beautiful elven features, and set her own pace: Hard and fast.

Ne?riallr grunted, leaning over her, thrusting in roughly, and swallowed the sharp cry of pleasure that escaped her mouth. Without warning, she came, capturing him brutally within her orgasm, holding him deep inside of her. Her heat, the silky feel of her rubbing along the thick length of him embedded so deep inside of her suddenly became too much for him, and he felt the sharp shudder creep up from behind, shoving him hard into his own mind-numbing climax.

A?mael whimpered, her body tingling. She felt his fingers digging into her hips, forcing her to move against him, and when she heard him shout, she leaned up, smiling slightly, and covered her mouth with his, swallowing the noises he made, his hips still moving inside of her, but slower now. Ne?riallr fought to catch his breath, tearing his lips from hers. He buried them into the side of her neck, grazing them up the column of her throat until they kissed the length of her jaw to an ear.

He heard her breath catch in her throat as his took the tip of her ear into his mouth and suckled, his teeth nipping not-so-gently at the highly sensitive flesh. Her body bucked up into him, her hips already moving again along the thick arousal growing again inside of her. A?mael sobbed out, reaching up to push at him, but he quickly grabbed her arms, pinning them to her sides as he continued to torment her with his mouth.

His hips moved then, meeting hers, and he gave as he took. Her legs lifted, hugged his waist, and moved with wild abandon. A?mael, panting heavily, moaned again and again, struggling to get her arms free, her ear twitching frantically as she tilted it against his mouth further. Her cries sharpened instantly, and her body unexpectedly arched up into his, her mind going blank; both he and her own throbbing climax held her captive.

?Enough,? the elf whimpered, her body shuddering against him, ?please...? She clawed at the ground, trying to twist her arms from his grasp. Ne?riallr shook his head, blowing into her ear, his hips picking up the pace; he was ready to take from her and give her the ride of her life.

?I?ve only just started,? he growled softly against her skin, and nearly smiled, feeling her tighten around him once more, her wild cry echoing around them both.

[teardropdangel]

WOW...no that's not it....OHMYGOD....not that doesn't describe it either.. I think I'll settle with THAT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO HOT!

[Leia Avenrose]

*small smile* I have a LOT of stories like this on my harddrive.... ALL NC-17 to just hardcore XXX. *shakes a finger, gesturing to TDA's age* Tsk, young lady.

[teardropdangel]

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ....You haven't been reading my stuff, have you?

[Leia Avenrose]

*smirks* No, little lady; I've only just returned to the forums. I'll make sure, too.

[Wingnut]

*smirks* No, little lady; I've only just returned to the forums. I'll make sure, too.

Oh, you'll love it. Loard and master I believe is the series. A 17th-18th century 1xR AU, where Relena is, for lack of a better term, Heero's mistress of sorts, and naturally it becomes much more than just a (very hot) psyical relationship.

[Iron Dog]

Absolutely wonderful. I was supposed to be tweaking one of my own stories and just had to read this. *sigh* somebody after my own smutty heart. keep it up (no pun intended).

[Leia Avenrose]

I'm a smut lover.

[Morrighan]

At least I can say that I'm of age....

WOW, Leia. Talk about steamy... *fans herself*

[Leia Avenrose]

*chuckles and grins lopsidedly* Imagine what my folks will say if I tell them when I publish an erotica book. Imagine what that is like.

"So, Linsey, how's that new job?"

"Oh... yes, that. Well... it's good. Real... good. *ahem*"

"We're glad to hear that and very proud of you. What is it you're doing again?"

"Uh.. erm, well... I'm an erotica writer. .....surprise?"

*snickers*