Rose, for the encouragement she gave me when I first took over this fic (around part 6, I believe. Wow)
Bella, for the ?friendly? reminders each month
Shadowcat, for beta reading and listening to my ranting (*HUGS*)
All the readers, who have thankfully been patient with me
Everyone who reviewed, and gave me all those helpful tips along the way
For those of you who are wondering why this chapter took so long, well, all I can say is that I?m sorry.
Real life junk got in the way of my writing and- bah, who cares!Just to be clear, this is the first lemon I?ve written that has actually seen the light of day. All the others I?ve written were simply to test my ability to do so, and have never been read by anyone other than myself. If there are any myths that I?ve written countless lemons before this one, well, it?s true?but nobody?s ever seen them. Please, do not be gentle with me if you review, because I really want to know what I can do to improve my writing. It?s very important to me to have total honesty in my replies. Also, keep in mind the fact that my beloved editor QUIT! *cries* That said, I hope this last chapter lives up to your expectations, and if not I hope you at least enjoy it.
WARNING: Lemon scene. That means SEX. S-E-X. Everyone got that? Anyone object? (Rose stop tapping your foot) Ok good.
Disclaimer: Does anyone here own Gundam Wing??Anyone? No? Ok. Neither do I.
Very Many Little Things
Day Three, Nooner
It hadn?t really hit her until the first button of her blouse was undone, and the warmth of Heero?s breath slowly caressed the newly revealed skin. It had hit her now, of course, because his hands were slowly inching their way up from her waist to her chest with a grip that was gentle but obviously wanting..
She wanted to make love. She was there with her husband and she wanted to make love.
Completely out of the question.
?Heero,? she began, hoping that, this time, he would listen to her, ?Heero, maybe we should-?
?No.? He said. He hadn?t even let her finish!
?But!?
The low rumble of him growling at her made her lift her head to peer down at him. The image that greeted her was two dark, cloudy Prussian blue eyes boring into her from their position between her breasts, where Heero?s teeth were currently undoing another button.
?I thought I made it quite clear,? he said, inching down a little lower to work at the next one, ?When I said there would be no more talking.? He stopped looking at her then and instead fixed his attention on the unbearable menace that was the rest of her shirt.
She swallowed, trying to think.
Ok, I am handcuffed to the bed where I first made love to my husband, having just spilled my guts about my feelings over our baby. Now he is removing my clothes without the use of his hands, and I am helpless to resist any of the things he may have planned for me. Crap.
The light brush of his hair against her chest made her skin pebble.
Mmmmm. Ah! Dammit! No! New plan. Think, Relena, think!
She felt the soft fabric of her blouse sailing across her skin, indicating that the buttons had all been undone and now the shirt was being removed.
The fabric stopped at her shoulders.
Suddenly realizing that her eyes had slid shut, she opened them to find her husband glaring at the garment now bunched up around her neck. He looked back and forth at each side of the shirt before grunting and reaching around behind her to grasp at the back of it. She felt more than heard it being ripped in two.
After he had pushed to shredded remains as far away from her as he could, (which was only to her wrists because he?d have to un-cuff her to get them completely off, and there was no way he would do that,) he sat back a little and enjoyed the unrestricted view of her chest. Save for one thing.
?Are you fond of this bra??
She blinked up at him and opened her mouth to say something, but the words turned into a gasp as he grabbed tightly onto the lacy garment and tore it apart. She couldn?t stop herself from blushing at the sheer magnitude of lust that appeared in her husband?s eyes as they drifted down to stare at her breasts. His movements were momentarily halted as he stared admiringly down at her.
?I?ve really missed you,? he whispered. A smile crept onto her face from the low and gentle way that he said it, but her lips soon parted to make way for several sharp gasps as her husband?s lips touched lightly against her feminine mounds. Then attacked them with his tongue and teeth as her head fell back into the pillows.
This wasn?t the plan. Wait, what was the plan? God he smells good.
Her mind started to get cloudy as Heero brought a hand up and rested it on her inner thigh. His other hand drifted up to massage her breast while his mouth continued to feast on her. She wanted so badly to touch him then, to caress every inch of his scarred flesh and relish in the feeling of being near him, with him, in his arms making love as though the whole world had stopped existing outside the room. A part of her wanted to be stubborn, to resist temptation and make him work even harder for the pleasures she?d been denying him. But that part of her had sexual desires too. Why not indulge?
And then he stopped.
?What are you doing?? she asked, peeking up at him through half closed lids.
He sat back on his knees and looked over her body.
?Contemplating,? he said simply.
A rush of shyness emerged from the depths of what was once her young, naive self and she blushed in spite of herself. It wasn?t the state of undress she was in. It was the way he looked at her.
He?d never stared so intently at her body before. When they first made love, he?d looked at her with curiosity and amazement. Every movement she made had seemed to mesmerize him. But now he looked her as though he were hesitant. What had changed?
It clicked when he ran a hand lightly over her stomach.
?A baby,? he said softly. She followed his gaze with her eyes down to her soon-to-be swollen belly. It touched her that he would take a moment to admire the life they had created by committing this act, but it also made her want to giggle when she realized the other reason he had stopped.
?This won?t hurt it, if that?s what you?re wondering,? she assured him. He looked up at her with concern in his eyes, and she made a move to embrace him. The handcuffs kept her from getting very far. ?Will you take these off me now??
He glanced back down at her stomach before shaking his head. ?You?ve had your fun the past few days,? he said. ?Now it?s my turn.?
A wave of heat and excitement passed through her. His turn. The possibilities that statement inferred had her filled with desire again in seconds, before he dipped his head down to place a gentle kiss on her stomach. He whispered something that she didn?t hear, but it made her heart swell with pride to know that he was already protective of their unborn child.
The brush of his hand against her inner thigh made her jolt. As he began massaging her skin her eyes slid shut, allowing her to bask in his touch once more. But this time, he was being deliberately slow, she could tell, because he raised his hand to her hip and avoided her feminine folds.
His mouth reclaimed its place oh her breast, suckling at the pale skin as his other hand kneaded its twin. She moaned aloud when he bit softly on her nipple, the heat in her core rising to a burning, searing flame. All the reasons she?d been objecting before were suddenly absurd to her; why on earth would she want to stop him from doing this?
Instinctively, she moved her hands to touch him, and cried out when her bindings stopped her. She felt his lips form a smile against her, and gritted her teeth in frustration.
?Let me touch you!? she demanded.
Instead of answering, his mouth moved down along her abdomen, tasting and teasing her with his tongue. A shiver passed through her at the memory of what that tongue could do, and before she knew it he was licking her inner thigh. His hands were roaming over her entire body, cupping her breasts, massaging her calves, rubbing her thighs with a grip that was firm enough to convince her that he was as wanton as she.
But still, he would not touch her ?there?.
?Heero,? she breathed, her breath coming in short little gasps. One of his hands began tugging at her skirt, and when it was gone she felt his fingertips press lightly against her center through her panties. A hiss escaped her, and he responded by moving his fingers around slowly, tauntingly. She moved her body to try and push more of his hand against her but he put his other hand on her stomach to hold her down.
?Let me,? she heard him say, his voice husky and commanding, ?I want to touch you. Like the first time.?
It was his plan. He had brought her here to remind her of the first time they made love, to remind her of how much he appreciated her and cared for her. She realized that he'd brought her here because he wanted to show her that the news aout the baby had not caused his feelings to change. She knew that now.
Before she could speak, before she could even think he had removed the cotton barrier. His fingers ran over her folds, and one slipped between them. The cry she let out had barely left her lips before his finger began moving, feeling, exploring. He slipped another finger into her and she moaned aloud, breathing his name and panting in time to the thrusts of his fingers. She could feel him staring at her, enjoying his ability to please her like this and watching the expressions on her face. She felt her inner heat building up, drawing nearer and nearer to that wonderful moment of release.
And then he stopped again.
?What are you doing?? she gasped out, feeling a great sense of loss as he stood up off the bed. She opened her eyes to see him walking across the room and was momentarilly frightened. Was he leaving? He removed his pants and boxers and stood naked before her, then knelt down to pick something up. She sighed inwardly when he returned to the bed, and she spotted the key in his hands. He made quick work of removing the handcuffs and tossed them on the floor before he crawled onto the bed and lay himself atop her once more.
?Touch me,? he breathed into her ear, running his hands along her sides. She didn?t need to be told twice, and wasted no time in running her hands through his hair and then down the length of his back. Her legs came up to wrap around his waist, and he growled as he bit and sucked on the tender flesh of her neck. She was impatient, and showed it by pressing her hips against his in a more than suggestive manner. He positioned himself at her entrance and reached up to cradle her face in his hands. He lifted his head to stare directly at her.
It was like the first time. In this room, in this bed, the very first time they had ever made love to each other, he had stopped like this and gazed deeply into her eyes. He?d had the same look on his face then that he did right now. And he?d whispered the same words.
?I love you.?
Then he was inside her. Her whole body rocked at the force of their joining, his pace fast and powerful and he pushed himself into her again and again. She clung to him and moaned his name, raking her nails down his back and arching her spine to press more of herself against him. He drove himself into her with the same passion and need that he?d always shown to her when they were together, when they made love throughout the night as though they would never tire. Not a moment passed that she did not want him. No one else had ever come close to affecting her the way he did. He possessed her in a way she could not explain to him, but she had a feeling he already knew she would always was his by the way he growled her name and gripped her body as they tumbled in each others arms toward ecstasy.
Her world went white behind her eyelids, everything else around her vanished except for him. The only thing she was aware of, the only thing real to her was the feel of him against her, inside her, loving her. She felt him release himself inside of her and she held onto him, cradling him in her arms as her own release continued to wash over her. His body was shaking as he sunk down into her form and did nothing but breathe with her as he tried to recover. It was interesting to her that he was always so spent after they finished, but no more than a half hour later he would always be ready to go again.
When their breathing had returned to normal, he lay beside her and ran a hand thoughtfully across her belly. She smiled at the look of wonder on his face, as though he could simply not believe that there was another life in there. Perhaps he was afraid? No, that wasn?t very likely. She supposed it was a difficult feeling for him to digest, having created a life after all the lives that he had taken. Though she knew he preferred not to talk about the past, specifically his past, she was still fighting the urge to ask him if that?s what he was thinking.
Thankfully, it was not.
?I hope it?s a girl,? he said quietly.
She was taken aback, and relieved that he had not been thinking darker thoughts. ?Really? I would have thought you?d be wanting a boy.?
?A boy,? he repeated, smiling a little. ?I hope it?s a boy.?
She laughed at him placed a kiss on his shoulder. ?I?ve decided that the next time I want to surprise you, I am not going to tell the others. They get too involved and mess things up.?
His lips curved into a small smirk. ?Don?t worry,? he said, ?I?ve taken care of them.?
?Oh?? Now she was really curious. ?Just how did you do that??
He chuckled. ?I told Trowa to install extra security cameras, but not in our house.?
It took a moment for her to realize what he meant. "You had him put cameras in Duo and Quatre's bedrooms?"
He nodded.
Shocked, she shook her head and placed a hand over her eyes. Knowing Heero, he had those cameras set to record at certain intervals, probably at night when things were the most 'dangerous.'
She sighed. ?So, how much are you going to charge them for the tapes??
~*End*~
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Before you ask, YES, I dove right into the lemon on purpose, YES, I realize that it has grammatical errors out the Yin-Yang, and YES, it is really over. NO, there probably won't be an epilogue, YES, I am planning to revamp the entired fic, and YES there will most likely be a revision for this final chapter.
*hugs everyone*
~Litia
Absolutely luved it. Heero is soooooo sweet!
I'm working on another lemon right now. Shhhh don't tell Rose.