Losing Grip: Falling
The Engrish Spy
Rating R
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing. MBF and Wicked can vouch for that. Though for some crazy reason I?m under the influence of the Zero system and in a Mobile Suit but that?s just their crazy imaginations? I also don't own the Song Fallin' by Crustation
A/N: This is just a thought chapter. Yeah I know lame if you ask me but it?s all I could think off for their story as of lately. So it?s just a short chapter on Heero and Relena?s thoughts about all of the events in Losing Grip. Also all Heero's thoughts are in italics
Why did you wait till the last day of camp to tell me you loved me ~ Happy Campers
Does he love me?
Does she love me?
Can I love myself?I could never love myself.
I need her.
He would never need or want me.
I love her.
He loves someone else.
Do I truly love her?
I will never be loved.
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I'm falling in hate
With this place
Days trickle by
Like a stream
I need to go off
Like a bomb
Before I explode
I need to go
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He will never know my pain.
I want to take away all that pains her.
He will never know my shame.
I feel lost when I look at her.
Why did you leave me?
Why did I leave you?
Can we be more then friends?
Why can?t I tell her she is all I need?
Why does he shy away?
Why can I not get her to see?
Will he leave me again?
She is an angel.
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I'll feel no remorse
When I quit this place
Too long I've wasted in this
Melancholy space
It's always winter here
Like a splinter
A vice in your eyes
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Will I ever find myself?
She is all I long for.
Will he ever find himself?
Can?t she hear me calling?
Will I have to suffer from his touch?
I am addicted to her.
I need him.
I need her.
I love him.
I love her.
I want to disappear.
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The constant sarcasm
Cuts me like a blade
The scars have hardened
And they will never fade
Tearation at a jaded joke
A joke and some
Prize but I despise them
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Why am I cold?
She is so sad.
Why can?t I love him?
Why did I have to kill her?
Why can?t I be normal?
I can?t give her a normal life.
I want to be standard, I want friends, and I want life to be lived for me.
I want to live my life for her, give her a normal life and I want her to love me like she did before.
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I'm falling in hate
With this place
Days trickle by
Like a stream
I need to go off
Like a bomb
Before I explode
I need to go
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TBC?
Losing Grip: Fallin'
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The Engrish Spy
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"Why to all the creepy looking fish monster always come after me?" (Lina Inverse)
mmmm naked Trowa with cat ears and a green coller
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"Why to all the creepy looking fish monster always come after me?" (Lina Inverse)
mmmm naked Trowa with cat ears and a green coller
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Oooooooooooh, there's nothin' like seeing inside a character's mind. 
Thought chapters are not boring. They add something to the story, so don't apologize. Just write more, dang it!
~Litia-sama
Thought chapters are not boring. They add something to the story, so don't apologize. Just write more, dang it!~Litia-sama
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''As a tyrant, I reserve the right to ignore any and all rules of grammar.'' - Sarah the Sock Tyrant
''Kindness is in our power, even when fondness is not.'' -Samuel Johnson
''Love all, trust a few;
Do wrong to none.'' -William Shakespeare
''As a tyrant, I reserve the right to ignore any and all rules of grammar.'' - Sarah the Sock Tyrant
''Kindness is in our power, even when fondness is not.'' -Samuel Johnson
''Love all, trust a few;
Do wrong to none.'' -William Shakespeare