Aware of myself

[angel222]

Whispering my pain in the dark corners of the words I write down
Screaming inside but silent cries I mumble
Begging to be understood
but I can?t tell

Caught in my web of broken dreams and lost plans
Fighting only to wake up and see that I lost myself
see myself in the mirror ashamed of what I?ve become
A shadow of my former self as my reflection shows
the weariness that I bring over myself

As I die inside I make my body suffer the same
As my soul fades away my clear mind shuts down
the smile that once crossed my face
hidden behind my ever downcast eyes
And I ask myself, why do I linger here ?

Despise and pity
hatred and compassion
they?re always fighting inside of me
pulling me down
and I can?t endure this feeling anymore

Call me weak, I know I am
despite the fact I?m still standing here
Tell me why do the good ones die first
and are the worthless ones condemned to live?

[Mellie]

This was very deep. There was a sense of confusion for the narrator, but the questions asked helped the reader see inside. It was very good, miss angel