Shadows of the past

angel222 · Post by **angel222** » Sun Sep 05, 2004 8:17 am

Hello? can someone hear me? please, help me!

Fainted voices in my head.
Desperate cries of my soul echo through the darkness.
where I locked it up.
They wont escape, I wont tell anyone.

crawling in myself searching for comfort in loneliness.
But all I found is the bitter pain of the tears I hold back.
Suffocating as the walls I created around myself start to enclose.
Loneliness my comfort?
Loneliness my enemy?
It?s a vicious circle that I just can?t escape.

How long did it take for my past to catch up with me?
The memories I tried to suppress?
They found me so quick.
My pillow feels my tears,
The air hears my broken wishes and curses.

The arms of my lonesome existence
locking around me.
Luring me deeper into it?s world.
I keep running, I keep falling
pick me up I?m not broken I?m just heavily damaged.
Fix me, it?s not too late.

Still looking for someone who can glue the cracks.
Looking for someone who can heal my fading soul.
And brings me back on my feet.
But I know I?m wishing for an illusion.

Beyond my dreams, beyond my outer image
I lay in the shadows crying.
There?s nothing out here for me,
I wish for a place where someone waits for me.
Where I?m really needed and really missed.

All the words I spoke, the tears I cried.
All I want to say is I wish I could die.
But I?m bound here by fear.
I?m bound here by the love of one.
and I don?t dare to let go...

Chibi-sitter · Post by **Chibi-sitter** » Sun Sep 05, 2004 6:37 pm

*wipes tear*

You amazing lil Angel. I envy how you have a talent to write such great poems. And you're so young.
Teach me *begs* teach me!

Mellie · Post by **Mellie** » Sun Sep 05, 2004 7:06 pm

Angel, wow.wowowowowowow. That was so amazing! It made me cry! Oh *hug* wow. That is so awesome.

angel222 · Post by **angel222** » Sun Sep 05, 2004 11:32 pm

thx, glad you liked it , als for Chibi.
Well ahm put you're most sad thoughts on paper and then you get something like this, atleast I, do

Egg Drop Soup · Post by **Egg Drop Soup** » Fri Sep 10, 2004 7:52 pm

I have just gotten around to reading fanfics of other authors here, so maybe thier genious works would somehow trigger some use of inspiration for my other fics. I have to say you are incredibly intelligent in the use of your words. You master each sylable and you don't stress out much announciation. Me is very impressed!

You are an incredible author and I am very honored to have been able to read the works that may soon lead you to become a future famous person. I have no doubt that you'll do something great with your talent.

Please continue all you do.

Love,
Egg Drop Soup

angel222 · Post by **angel222** » Fri Sep 10, 2004 7:56 pm

thx, I'm really glad you liked it

You gave me an idea, maybe I might become a poet

Egg Drop Soup · Post by **Egg Drop Soup** » Fri Sep 10, 2004 7:58 pm

blaaaaaahhh spelling errors, I was writing and really not paying attention...sorries...evil tv's, they had me in their trap. I know their plotting to make me look stupid...well...they suceeded. anyway...

their genius*

annunciation*

ok...me fixes.

*smacked on the head by sophia* "dumby."

*sobs*

Love,
Egg Drop Soup

Egg Drop Soup · Post by **Egg Drop Soup** » Fri Sep 10, 2004 8:05 pm

Almost forgot explanation: and yeah...d...u...m...b...y is short for a little inside joke thing that maybe too vulgar...or may offend all who even see it, so...just laugh at my post and nod...that's it...great....

ignore me, Fridays and weekends make me incompetent

even though probably no one cares. But angel, do continue to right. you really are really good. I mean it too!!!!!

angel222 · Post by **angel222** » Fri Sep 10, 2004 8:06 pm

hahaha

it's okay. are you alright I mean you got smacked against your head pretty hard :-?

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