Casey's Girl (Poem)

[Perfect Soldier]

Angry poem...definitely an angry poem. I wrote this in spite of a relationship I was in with someone for about a year. In the end things didn't end well and it was pretty nasty. He ended up with my best friend, and I got left with nothing. For a long time I didn't want to write about it because I was unsure of I how I really felt but this just feels right to me.

...feel free to comment. Thanks.


Casey?s Girl

Never was a diamond
Didn?t sparkle
And couldn?t shine

But you were mine

(Casey?s girl)

I was Casey?s girl?

Wasn?t a trophy girl
And didn?t have much taste
Is that why you loved me in the first place?

Like an appendage you dragged me about
Always pretending I was your gem
So why did everyone have to smile and say,
?What was your name again??

(Casey?s girl)

And I was Casey?s girl?

Gave you all of me
Deluded on what I thought was love
It was a one-way highway
You were in the fast lane
And I was in the past lane

Car Crash!

I died
You survived
Left me for my best friend
I had to begin again

Just a plain Jane
Is that even my fucking name!?

Took everything from me?
Like a nasty divorce
Don?t need your confidence
Forget about your heart
Couldn?t even spare me my dignity

A girl without a name
The slut he didn?t need
Naked and bare without her Casey dear

Trying to move on
People always would ask why it didn?t last
Knew they only cared,
because my value lied solely with you

So then, I guess?

Fuck you!!!

And I?m not your girl?
And I?m not your girl?

But I never forgot
The scar on my heart reminded me so
When I was

(Casey?s girl)

I don?t love you
But I want you
Feel sick when I see you
Heart tells me I need you

I?m not yours
Nor am I free
Can only live on as me
Part of me will always be

(Casey?s girl)

[Chibi-sitter]

I love it, really!
I don't like swearing much in poetry but I like that you used some in this poem because it sounds more emotional and true to your feelings.
Keep up the good work Soldier!

[HeerosChick1842]

i loved it too. i can relate somewhat to it cuz its sort of what happened with me in my past relationship.

[Mellie]

wow. that was amazing and deep and expressive. great job

[Perfect Soldier]

Chibi-sitter, i'm sorry about the swearing but i'm one of those people who are less on the conservative side and don't think about offensive language. Thanks for understanding though... ^^;;

Heero'schick1842~ Eek, i'm sorry to hear about that. It always makes me sad when I hear about how bad some people had it in their past relationships. Hope you're in a better position.

Mellie~ I really appreciate the comment. I was looking to write something really raw and intense and your words tell me that I did write something that people can understand and take away from.

Thanks a whole lot everyone.