End with me

[angel222]

I hope you'll enjoy reading this

Disclaimer, I do not own GW or it's characters neither do I own this evanescence song


He sighs cursing himself for being there, staring at her to afraid to even talk to her.
The jong man laught at the thought , The perfect soldier, fears nothing kills without regret .
How ironic he thought that that same perfect soldier couldn?t even kill a young girl.
But he feared her, he feared that she would hate him, he feared to? to hear those words
?I love you?
He saw her, brushing her golden hair, her reflection in the silver framed mirror.
He could even smell her soft perfume.

You're too important for anyone
There's something wrong with everything you see
But I...I know who you really are
You're the one who cries when you're alone

She sighs when she puts down the golden brush. Her reflection in the mirror.
She couldn?t get him out of her head, he was burned in there forever.
Relena was aware of the fact that she was the only one who had seen his true face.
And what she saw scared her and attracted her, she hated him, she loved him her thoughts where always with him.

Where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
You don't want to escape

How could he think an angel as her would love him. He was darkness itself he was condemn to hell, while she would forever bathe in the golden heavenlight.
She did not need him, he knew that and yet he could not stop glaring at her beauty.

How ever did you manage to push away
From every living thing you come across
So afraid that anyone will hate you
You pretend you hated them first

Why did he never come for her, couldn?t he see that she needed him, she needed those eyes.
Those eyes she fell in love with, she needed him and she knew it .
Just as she knew he would never come to tell her he loved her.

Where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape the truth
I realize you're afraid
But you can't refrain from everything
You can't escape
You can't escape

My love, my angel, my saver thank you for letting me feel again.
But it has to end with me, the world does not need soldiers, murderers or ice cold assassin?s anymore. And I am both. People as me do not deserve a place in the peacefull heaven you created.

I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands
Is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone
I can hear you when you whisper
But you can't even hear me screaming

She cried as she went to her large bed. Her large empty bed.
Tears came stroking down to die on the silk bed sheets. Everybody needed her for worldpeace. But she needed him for her peace of mind.
What is true peace worth if I can not even enjoy it? She asked herself.

And where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape the truth
I realize you're afraid
But you can't reject the whole world
You can't escape
You won't escape
You can't escape
You don't want to escape

He turned away from the window he had stared trough all that time.
Inhaled for the last time her soft scent.
He jumped of her balcony from the 1st floor and walked away.
He knew exactly where he would go, to the beach where he had seen her angelic face for the first time.
Heero jumped in his car and drove to the place near the spaceport an walked to that place the place he first saw her, where she wanted to rescue him.
He sat down and gazed to the glorious waves that almost reached his feet.
As he played that scene again in his head.
How she asked his name, how he had scared her for the first. He felt sorry about the way he had acted to her that day.
He reached for the knife in his pocket click it open and placed it on his wrist.
?Forgive me Relena? he whispered as he cut his wrists.
He felt down on the sand, and felt the life slip away from him as Heero Yuy spoke his last words
?It has to end with me?

[Mellie]

how sad. The song fit perfectly.

[angel222]

thx that's exactly what i believe Relena thinks of heero

[HeerosChick1842]

Heero's dead. But it was a good fic even if it is sad.

[lilac310]

it made me cry....why did Heero have to die?....this is wonderful..and I really like the song too....

[angel222]

I'll explaine why he killed himself

[angel222]

Well he killed himself because he hated himself and believed that a soldier as him did not deserve to live in this peacefull world (time doesn't heal wounds remember)
And because he couldn't believe that Relena would love him a murderer.
If only she had the chance to tell him