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Dedication: To *Sagittarius Girl * & Taemyr
Wild Innocence
By: Lynzi Knight
Ratings: R / NC-17
Part I: Tears and dreams?down the drain
[After Colony 199, December 22nd]
Ding-dong.
Great, just great, Relena Darlian thought, slipping her arms through the sleeves of her baseball jersey that served as a nightshirt for bedtime. She wore no bra underneath.
It was a little after midnight. She had no clue as to who would be ringing her doorbell at that time of the night. It was rather odd to be getting visitors this late at night. Relena furrowed her brow as she pulled on a pair of boxer shorts serving as her pajama bottoms and then slid her bare feet into a pair of fuzzy pink slippers that had little hearts on the front of them. Plucking her white, wool housecoat from the back of a chair, she began to make her way for the front door in silence. The humming of her fish tank in the corner of her kitchen broke through that silence, as did another ring of the bell.
?I?m coming. Hold on, please,? she muttered as she began to slip her arms through the long sleeves of her housecoat.
Standing on tiptoe, she peeked through the peephole and frowned as she found herself staring at the side of a face that seemed a bit raw-boned and square in a way. Who could this be? She twisted the deadbolt to the side and then unhooked the chain to pull open the door slightly. A huge gust of cool winter wind hit her bare long legs hard.
Yelping out in surprise, her visitor turned their head fully. Their eyes met and locked. Relena blinked as she went to pull the housecoat around her small frame quickly. ?Heero? What are you doing here, at this time of the night?? She held the door open farther, a frown on her face, and he squeezed his broad frame through.
Heero Yuy shook the snow from his dark brown hair and then stomped his booted feet on the carpet in the front hall. It hadn?t been the first time since he had been here in her house. He blinked a few times and then looked at her, giving her the usual blank look he always shot her way. ?You were on the way home, so I?decided to drop by.?
Relena closed the door and walked around him. She stood leaning up against the wall by the doorway to the kitchen, arms under her breasts, hands tucked under her arms for warmth. ?I was on the way home?? she echoed. ?Hmm. Interesting.?
Heero watched her for a moment before his eyes drifted somewhere else. ?So, what are you doing up at this time? Isn?t it a little late??
Relena shrugged, as she stood there. ?I just came out from the shower. I was going to go to sleep after that, but it?s all right. Would you like something to drink while you?re here?? She began to move away from him.
Heero stared after her. His Prussian blue eyes strayed on her small, round, tight looking bottom. It looked?enticing. He gave himself a mental shake and reminded himself of why he was here. Sliding his gloves off, he shoved them into his pockets and then kicked off his boots. In the kitchen, Relena stood in front of her all-chrome refrigerator. The bright white light shone against the front of her body as she stared into it. The light gave her long bare legs a?sexy look.
?What would you like?? She looked over at him as he slowly shrugged out of his jacket.
Heero let his jacket fall to land in one of the four chairs surrounding the kitchen table and walked over to the fridge. Standing behind her, his body towered over hers. He peered down into the fridge and spotted a beer sitting in the far corner with many other ones. A thought came to mind. ?The beer will do me just fine.?
Relena bent over slightly. Her derriere bumped into his thighs and brushed up against something else, something?sensitive. He had to control an urge to grab her hips and thrust his lower half forward to some extent. She reached into the fridge and pulled out two beers. Handing one to him, she stood and then closed the fridge with her foot as she twisted the cap off and began to make her way for the living room. It was large and very beautifully set. A fire sat crackling in the fireplace to her left as she padded over to the couch. Heero followed in silence, the cap to his beer in one hand as he took a long sip of the cool, refreshing drink. Relena sat down on the couch, her long legs tucked under her as Heero chose the chair across from her. With his long legs spread open as if sitting comfortably, he sat there in brooding silence just rolling the bottle between large, calloused hands and fingers.
?So,? Relena murmured as she took a small sip of her beer and settled back against the cushions. ?Why have you come? What did you want to talk to me about??
Heero slowly lifted his eyes from his beer and gazed into hers from across the coffee table that stood between them. He shrugged his broad shoulders. ?Just felt like dropping in.?
?Oh.?
?Hn.?
Silence.
?So, what ar?? They both spoke at the same time.
?You fir?? They had done it again.
Heero sighed and Relena chuckled softly, her cornflower blue eyes twinkling from the flicker of the flames that licked the logs in the fireplace. ?What were you going to say?? he asked her, beer straying on his lower lip, his eyes drilling into hers.
Relena grinned as she ran the tip of her finger along the top of the beer bottle. ?I was just going to ask you about your life and if you?ve established anything yet. How about you, what were you going to ask me??
He shrugged. ?Probably the same thing.?
?Oh.?
?Hn. Found anyone special in your life yet??
What? That was shocking to hear from him. Heero Yuy, asking delicate questions. Huh. Relena squinted slightly as she eyed him. ?Would it matter to you if I did or not??
Heero pursed his lips as shook his head and shrugged again. ?Would it matter to you if it did matter or not to me?? he shot back, gruffly.
She appeared shock; it must?ve shown in her eyes. ?What??
?Nothing. Never mind, forget I even asked that question. Have you talked to Duo lately?? Heero asked, changing the subject and content to do so.
Relena stared down at the Persian carpet adoring the width and length of the large floor. ?Well, I?ve talked to Hilde, but not to Duo individually. Why, is something up with him or something??
?Don?t really know. I talked to Hilde and all she told me was that he was busier with work then he normally is. Lady Une keeps assigning him missions.?
?Oh.? She watched him take a sip of his beer. ?That?s too bad, what with Christmas just a few days away. You plan on doing anything with anyone this year??
?Have I done anything special with anyone at all during my life on Christmas, Relena?? His eyes searched hers. She mentally noted that they had softened a tad.
She shook her head and then shrugged. ?Well, I?no. It doesn?t seem like it.?
Heero didn?t answer her. He just stared off into the fire to his side, his mind racing, his thoughts not making any sense to him. He wanted her, or more like his body did. He wanted her, but probably not in the way his mind was thinking that he wanted to have her. How did he want her exactly? Relena rutted her brow as she studied the side of his face and blinked absently as she felt the temperature all of a sudden rise.
?Well, do you have anything planned for this Christmas, Heero??
Heero blinked absentmindedly and his head turned around. ?Hm? What did you say? Something about Christmas??
Relena nodded. ?Yes, I asked if you had anything planned.?
He slowly shook his head. ?Not that I?m aware of, no. Why do you ask??
She watched him take another sip of his beer and noticed that it was his last one before he placed the empty beer bottle onto the coffee table. ?Oh, I was just curious about it, that?s all. Would you like another beer??
?You wouldn?t happen to have any White Wine or Red Wine?? he suddenly asked, his eyes training on the empty amber bottle.
?Hmm. I do believe I still have some white wine left in the cellar from a few weeks ago when the Brussels came over. Just let me go get it,? she said, rising from the couch, her long legs bare, tanned and sexy under the shimmer from the fireplace.
Heero nodded as he stared after her, his eyes on her legs as the fronts of her housecoat flapped out around her. What am I going to do? What am I doing here anyway? I shouldn?t be here; I should just be at home like I normally am. Here with her, alone could mean trouble for the both of us, I?m just not sure if she?s aware of it or not?
He was jolted from his thoughts as a soft curse was voiced from the kitchen. He rose from his chair, empty beer bottle in hand as he entered the kitchen to find Relena bent over the sink. His first thought was that she was vomiting or something like it, but as soon as he placed the bottle in his hand down onto the counter, she lifted her head and glanced at him, a frown adorned her heart-shaped face.
?What?s wrong?? he asked, coming up behind her to gaze over her shoulder into the sink.
Relena sucked in a sharp breath that was soft under her breath as she felt him bump into her rear-end. Did he just thrust himself at me or was I just imagining it? She nodded and answered herself under her breath, ?I?m imagining things. Damn alcohol??
?Why are you so quiet all of a sudden?? Heero asked as he stared at the back of her head, noting how little wisps of blondish-brown hair caressed her neck, falling from the pile of hair that was heaped on the top of her head and secured down with an elastic and headband.
She shook her head, more wisps of hair falling from their mountain. ?Nothing, I just dropped something down the drain, Heero. It wasn?t too important any way. Don?t worry about it. So, you wanted some of that wine still?? she asked as she rose to her normal and full height.
Heero shrugged and took a small step closer to her. He felt her body go tense as she realized that she had bumped into him. ?Sorry,? he mumbled.
Relena waved away his apology and slowly turned to face him. Maybe she wasn?t imagining things after all. ?That?s all right, it was all my fault anyway. Everything usually is??
Heero shook his head at the comment. ?You know that?s not true, Relena. Nothing is usually your fault. Well, not alone, but it?s not all entirely yours.?
She made a small sound. That sound did?things to him. She suddenly found herself trapped between a body made of pure muscle, strength and all one hundred percent male and the edge of a counter. She swallowed thickly and licked her lips without due care and attention as her eyes strayed on his tanned collarbone. What is he doing? What will he do? She didn?t know what was going on. All she could feel was her blood boiling with desire, passion, longing as her body felt suddenly feverous. Heero stared down at the woman in front of him and just stood there. He watched how many emotions chased each other in her eyes, how her small mouth with full lips would twitch every now and then. He lifted a hand and trailed the callused tips of his fingers along her arm gently, the entire time, his eyes resting on her face. Relena felt her stomach tighten with every stroke he bestowed upon her arm.
He felt his insides twisting about, his stomach churning as the area between his legs began to go taut, painful. With every stroke his fingers took on her arm, the harder he became as wild thoughts entered his mind. Was this normal? Was this how it was all supposed to work out? Well, he didn?t know and it looked like now was the time he was about to learn it.
?Relena??
Relena lifted her head slightly at the mention of her name, her eyes glazed over with unspoken passion as she found his deep Prussian blue eyes half-lidded. She stared up into his eyes as she felt him lowering his face towards her slowly, his fingers still stroking her arm only higher up. She inhaled deeply as she felt herself slowing rising up to stand on the tips of her toes to meet him halfway. Their lips met for one small kiss that ended promptly as Heero pulled away to stare down at her. Relena stared back and then began to lower herself back down to the ground, when she saw something unfamiliar quickly flash within the Prussian depths. An arm snaked around her small waist swiftly and before she could comprehend what was happening, she was pressed up against his body, her feet barely touching the ground as his lips took rough possession of hers once more.
She couldn?t think, her mind was spinning, and her breath was coming out quick as her pulse flew off the charts. She wrapped her legs around his waist as he hoisted her up higher into the air, one of his arms going under her rear as a little seat. She felt the fevered touch of his tongue as it slid out from between his lips that were warm, moist and luscious to swipe at her lower lip. Heero felt her lips open slowly and he plunged his tongue into her mouth in one swift motion that was sweet and wonderful at the same moment. At midway, both their tongues met and clashed against each other as they danced to their own desired cadence, which was fast, and full of curiosity. Relena heard herself moan softly into his mouth as she arched her back, pressing her breasts and flat abdomen into his upper torso, which was lean and hard as a rock.
He slowly took his mouth from hers to drag his lips down her chin. Pressing open, hard kisses to the underside of her jaw, he reached in between them to quickly tug open the housecoat, the sash falling to the ground to be forgotten as he then dragged his lips down the slender length of her neck that carried the smell of fresh soap, mandarin oranges and also the scent that each female carried, their personal scent. His tongue darted out past his lips and began to roughly stroke the curves of her neck. Relena tangled her fingers into the thick strands of dark chocolate that rested just at the nape of his neck, pushing his head downwards more. Heero felt her breasts rub up against his chest and he began to walk away from the counter with her in his arms pressed up against his body, his mouth working wonders on her neck as she kept her head thrown back, her eyes closed.
Walking through the hallway with just groans and moans of pleasure breaking the silence was driving him crazy. He had to find a bed and fast or else he was just going to take her all right where they stood. Heero walked a few more feet when he came to a stop in front of a door that was slightly ajar. Shining from inside was a little lamp on the nightstand by a bed that stood opposite to a closet on the other side of the room.
Finally, he thought, entering the room, not bothering to close the door behind him as he made his way over to the bed and laid Relena down onto the soft covers. Relena sat up and slid the housecoat from her body to throw it to the ground. She lay back down onto the bed as Heero began to unbutton the front of his shirt. She watched him through half-lidded eyes, the junction between her legs burning with a need as her stared at him with hunger evident in her eyes. His fingers brushed along the last button as he pulled it through the eye. As soon as he had unbuttoned the last button to his shirt, he lay on top of her, supporting his weight with his elbows as he stared down at her with that unfamiliar look in his eyes. She smiled at him and he lowered his face to hers as his hand slid over her stomach to rest on top of her right breast. Squeezing the plump mound of flesh, he extracted a soft moan from her as he tangled his free hand into the hair at the top of her head.
Slowly he began to pull the headband from her head as well as the elastic, letting the golden brown hair spread out overtop of her head like a silk blanket. Entangling his fingers within the silk above her head, he gave her breast another squeeze as he found her tongue and began to tease her with his. He had to get his pants off and soon or else he would burst. He felt like he was going to burst at that very moment and it was killing him, literally. Relena?s right hand quickly reached out, her fingers trying to undo his belt with one hand. She must?ve been able to read his mind. She wasn?t that successful and he had to help her out, breaking their kiss for a small amount of seconds before she slipped her legs from her underwear and boxer shorts. He slipped his legs from his pants and together they climbed under the blankets, him on top of her.
He heard her draw in a trembling breath as she felt his pulsating member rub along the inside of her thigh and then up against her wet womanhood. It felt like it was on fire. He seemed to stare down at her, his eyes staring deep down into hers. What was he thinking? What was going through his mind at that very moment? Was it regret? What was it? She stared up at him, her eyes shifting over his painfully handsome face. A bunch of minutes must have passed between them when Relena lifted a hand and ran her long slender fingers through the dark bangs that lay on his forehead. She was encouraging him through mute words. Soundlessly, without speaking one single word to her, he spread her legs with a knee and positioned himself at her entrance. With one rapid thrust, he stabbed through her virgin barrier, burying himself up to the hilt inside of her. She cried out and clung onto him, her face in his shoulder, her lower lip trapped between her teeth.
Tears sprang to her eyes, but she forced them back and bucked her hips against his. With a single curt nod he rocked his body back and forth, sliding out and then sliding back in. His thrusts started out from slow and easy straight to rough and demanding, as the moans and cries of passion grew louder and sharper. He could feel her walls clenching down on him as she suddenly let out a vicious cry of passion, her entire body shuddering as if a strong tidal wave had hit her hard. It wasn?t going to end yet, he would make sure of it. Heero shook his head and kept his lower lip tightly held between his teeth as he thrust himself into her body with all the strength he possessed. The mattress gave a whine of protest, as his thrusts grew harder and much more demanding.
?Not yet. Not yet. Again, Relena, come again.? His voice was gruff as he thrust himself into her harder.
Relena threw her head back and cried out as her fingernails dug into his broad shoulders. Her back arched off the bed as his lips found her neck. He bit at her neck and soothed away the pain with his tongue. A loud moan left her lips as she began to protest through heavy breathing. Her head rocked from side to side on the pillow and she reached down to grasp his left butt cheek hard. She felt the muscles under her fingers and moaned. Moaning again, she felt her supersensitive nipples rub against his smooth chest. The contact was passionate. Heero growled in the back of his throat and gave one huge final plunge as he felt the warm area surrounding him suddenly close shut tightly. The former queen of the world?s name left his lips in a whisper of air as he collapsed into a heap of jelly on top of her. His face went into her neck as he waited till his heavy breathing subsided.
Relena suddenly went still underneath him. He strained to hear if she were still breathing or even alive. There was a heavy breathing that was trying to be brought under control as it mingled with his. Her heartbeat was fast and thundered in his ears. He slowly lifted his weight from her and carried it on his forearms. He stared down at her and silently liked the worn out, satisfied expression on her face. He also loved the way strands of her silky hair were matted to the sides of her face with perspiration and along her forehead. Her lips were slightly parted, her tongue sliding out every once and a while to moisten them. He continued to mutely study her when her eyes slowly opened. He blinked and tore his eyes from her face as if he had been caught in a shameful crime. He looked at the pillow beside her head, his cheeks warm.
Relena closed her eyes again and gently pressed open kisses to the arch of his neck as she felt him pull out of her and then roll onto his back. ?I think I need to sleep now,? he murmured as he pulled his shirt from his body and just lay there motionless for a few silent moments.
?All right,? came her reply as she just lay there as well.
What had I just done with Heero Yuy? Is this a dream? No, this has to be real, if not, then I?m going to pinch myself soon. After a few moments of silence, Heero rolled over and gathered her in his arms, bringing her up to his bare body. Her jersey was still intact and covered her sweaty body. The blankets were then brought up onto them as it began to go cool in the room. All she remembered before finally closing her eyes was the shallow breathing of the male holding her close, the steady heartbeat that thumped under her hands as she kept them pressed to his chest, and the thoughts that flew through her mind over and over:
Was this right? Was what we had just done right? Will we regret it later on in our lives?
* * * * *
The next morning was bright and disorientated for Relena as her eyes slowly fluttered open and then snapped close again as the harsh bright light streaming in from her window attacked her eyes. Blurry memories flashed before her closed lids and she carefully opened her eyes to look over at the other side of the bed, which was, regrettably empty. It looked like no one had even slept over last night. But someone had and with that someone, she had done something she didn?t even think she?d do.
Heero?
?Heero?? She tried to remember. What had happened last night? Do I have a hang over, a little one or something? Why can?t I remember anything that had happened?
She slowly rose and then kicked back the blankets to stand up. As a cool flush hit her bare legs, she glanced down to see to her horror that she wasn?t wearing any shorts or underwear! Now, how did that happen? She gave her head a small shake and got a new pair of underwear and fleece pajama pants. While slipping them on, she made her way to the kitchen and saw that her fish tank looked?empty. Hungry looking little fish swam around, as the relaxing hum of the tank began to slowly put her back to sleep.
?Aw, did I forget to feed you again?? Relena cooed, popping the lid of the tank to sprinkle in a bunch of fish food into the tank. Closing the top, she smiled to herself. ?There you go!?
Turning from the large tank, the smile was wiped from her face as a folded piece of paper stood on top of her kitchen table with her name scribbled across the front of it. Frowning deeply, she reached out and picked it up. She stared at her name on the front for a few minutes before fingering the edges and then opening it up to see what was written on the inside. Please don?t let it be what I think it is?
Relena,
What happened last night was irrelevant. I don?t care for you, but I know you love me. You can?t love me; it?s as simple as that. What had happened between us last night did not mean anything to me. Do not include me into any little situation you decide to think of?there?s just nothing really between us that we can call?love.
Heero Yuy
Relena?s eyes skimmed over the note a thousand times before it finally dawned on her on what had happened last night and why her mind was a little fuzzy at the moment. The wine. Heero dropped by? My bed? No, she thought, tears coming to her eyes. This isn?t happening?not to me. Damn it!
Slowly she sank to the ground, the little letter in her hands as she wept softly. She had fallen victim, victim to him. He had won. As she wept, she tore the letter into tiny pieces and left it on the ground in front of her as she curled up into a ball and began to rock back and forth.
To Be Continued...?
Wild Innocence [Part I: Tears And Dreams--Down The Drain]
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