The Most Difficult Choice?Love Chp.4

[Lady Casper]

Here is part four to The Most Difficult Choice?Love. Hope ya?ll like it.


The Most Difficult Choice?Love Chp.4

In the middle of the night Heero could hear Relena tossing and turning in her bed. She kept moaning something about a picture and then something about her late foster father. Heero decided to check on her. He swiftly got up out of his make-shift bed and walked over to the side of the four-poster bed where Relena lay in trauma.


There lay Relena in a sheet of cold sweat now mumbling of her past as princess of the Sanc Kingdom when Duke Dermail was planning to attack her somber kingdom of peace. Heero raised his right hand and lightly brushed her forehead to calm her. She stopped to the tremors of fear that were attacking her in her dreams and began to cool down. But as Heero stayed by her side she recognized something was next to her, touching her, comforting her in the middle of the night. But?who? Her mind went ramped trying to figure out who the intruder was. Then she heard a soft but rustled voice whispering to her saying

?Shhh Relena its ok. Everything?s ok. I?ll protect you forever. This I swear.? That voice rung in her subconscious and through her heart like a ring of the bell in a church echoing in its corridors. No sooner had she heard the voice that she knew who the owner was. Who was comforting her and keeping her at ease.


Her eyes opened slowly only to realize she was still in her room. No where else just in her room all alone?no wait not alone with someone else who was still beside her. ?Heero?? her lonely whisper bounced off blue tinted walls of the bedroom.

?Yes?are you alright?? Heero was still some what asleep himself but he wouldn?t admit that to anyone. He was still brushing her head when she asked what had happened. ?You had a nightmare but it?s all right now. Don?t worry your safe with me.? Those words made Relena?s mind melt and her back have chills running up and down it and her legs had goose bumps all over them.

Relena suddenly realized his hand was on her face?brushing her hair out of her face. ?Ummm Heero what are you doing?? she asked quietly.

Heero?s hand stopped automatically and pulled his arm away. ?I?m sorry I didn?t mean to.? Heero bowed his head down so only you could see bangs in place of where his eyes once were. Relena smiled at his usual action to an embarrassing situation. Well? when it came to each other anyway. Relena grabbed the hand that he had pulled away and pulled it to her face ?Don?t be sorry. I liked it.? Heero?s face came out of the shadows. Looking straight at Relena Heero only had one thin to say, ?Huh??


Relena giggled. ?I said I liked it. You being that close to me and comforting me. You didn?t have to.? ?I wanted to,? was Heero?s simple reply. Relena smiled and bowed her own head down at his fledged statement. ?Thank you, Heero. I really appreciate it.? She pulled the hand that she taken moments ago bringing him to sit on her bed with her. She moved over for him to sit beside her. Heero was some what in a coma he didn?t know what to do.

Relena smiled at him and patted the space that was vacant for his own butt. Her smile jolted him out of La La land and he moved one swift motion to be by her side.
?Heero is something the matter?? Relena asked while sneaking looks at his uncovered chest. Then she noticed something ?what the hell was he wearing?? Relena was getting light headed by the mere seconds that past in the bedroom. Her mind was at a race with each other as to who can go faster of thinking or beating. At the moment it was a draw. What was she going to do? Her mind was dying to know exactly what he was wearing. Her subconscious was a nasty little spiff. It kept peeking up exactly when she didn?t want any comments from it. You know maybe he went commando to bed. It giggled at its own thought. Or even better his birthday suit. ?Okay that?s enough of that. Besides I?m running the show this time.?

Relena moved her hand that still coveted Heero?s and brought it to her chest. ?Heero do you feel this?? Relena looked into his dark pool of Prussians as he looked into her ocean of the light in hers. ?What your heart? Yeah, it?s beating.? Relena stayed looking at him until she shook her head ?No Heero try deeper.? Heero was now looking at her like Relena?s brain cells were just lost at that last shake of the head. ?Relena what?s this all about?? Relena?s eyes began to tear up. Heero at the sight of the crystal leak coming from her beautiful eyes took his other hand and wiped away the crystalline salt drops. ?Relena don?t cry. Please? Don?t cry. I can?t bear to see you cry.?


Relena smiled at his kindness and the loving shinning through his eyes. They showed how he really felt about her. She squeezed the hand that she held captive. He in return squeezed almost as tightly. ?Relena, if you are speaking of emotions then I am telling you right now that if I know anything of them that I have very strong feelings for you. But to say that I love you is to lie in your face. And I can?t do that to you. Unless I know what love is I cannot commit of loving you. But yes I do have strong emotions for you. I would die for you and I would let no one hurt you.? Relena still baffled at what he had spoken pulled his hand back to his chest and upon his heart. ?Do you feel this Heero? Do you feel a rhythm in your heart?? She took his hand once again bringing it back to her own chest and upon her heart. ?Do you feel this? What?s the difference between your heart and mine? Tell me why you cannot see that true passion I have to hold you to me.?

?I?I don?t know.? Heero?s face went down again not of embarrassment but fore shame that he couldn?t tell her that he loved her. That he couldn?t say that he shared the same passion as hers. Relena grabbed his face pulling it closer to her own and whispered only for him to her, ?then I will show you how to love.?

For the first time in Heero Yuy?s life he actually tore into two making him be able to try crying his emotions out for what she was doing for his battered soul. To show him what true love was? That in itself was a very special gift for someone who thought of himself as he did. Relena smiled seeing the tears welled up in his gorgeous eyes. ?Now don?t you start crying too.? She laughed in-between what she said. He laughed himself and took hold of her head and brought it down for a passionate kiss of emotions that was welted up in him for so long that only now had begun to unfold for what they truly were. She moaned in their kiss bringing her now free hands into his unruly brown locks. Heero on the other hand was more intent on the feel of having Relena?s luscious lips against his own. His calloused hands rose above Relena?s shirt and bringing their kiss to a fleeting moment for her shirt to be out of the barrier. Relena?s heart was thumping into her throat as his hands began to touch her soft skin with his rough but yet smooth hands. Heero stopped at mid-point looking down at Relena. Relena in turn looked back at Heero in confusion. ?What?s wrong, Heero?? Relena was worried something happened in his mind in the last few moments they were expressing their passions to each other. ?Relena?are you sure you want to do this? I?m ready but only if you are as well.? Relena smiled at him in his all seriousness about her well-being she could think of it more adorable than anything. ?I?m sure,? she said bringing him down for another kiss. Then when they broke the kiss a moment after Relena smirked ?Just don?t stop? Heero nodded his agreement.

Ok it?s a cliffhanger!!! What do you guys think???

[Wingnut]

Ok it?s a cliffhanger!!! What do you guys think???

I think you owe us a lemon missy!
Bring it on! Have that girl show Heero what love is.

[Lady Casper]

Hehehe if you insist.

A lemon huh? Maybe.

[Raspberry]

You know what? YOU'RE CRUEL!!! How could you end in such a moment?! Please please please PLEASE write next part!!!

I think you owe us a lemon missy!

Yes, Wingnut is right! C'mon Lady Cas!

[Lady Casper]

Hmm Ok. On one condition. Please review it!

[Tomorrow]

It's definitely getting heated.

Watch out for OOCness with Heero... it's very easy to do (believe me, I still have problems with it ). I especially noticed it at the beginning, with his dialogue. He just seems too overtly scared and romantic... not very Heero-like. I know he's half-asleep, but still...

Also, be careful of grammar. Don't get me wrong, I myself like to use fragments and things like that. However, I noticed quite a few mistakes that just wouldn't fall under an "acceptable" category for creative writing liberties. I'd be happy to be a proof-reader if you need one. I'm normally not one to harp about such things (since I do have some grammatical errors, at times, in my own stories... I know we don't always catch every mistake). However, they're making the story difficult to read and are a bit distracting.

Now to focus on the good things. There's definitely some good emotion being shown... I can feel their tension. It's always nice when the reader can feel the struggles of the characters. Also, you have some nice imagery going on. Great job on that!

I warn you: although I write citrus, I usually don't read it--lemons, I mean. I usually write limes that border on lemons, but they are never explicitly lemons. Therefore, I vote for a good lime... not a lemon. But hey, that's just me.

~Tomorrow

[Lady Casper]

Hmm lime huh? Maybe havent decided yet.

I'll think about it.

[APerfectSoldier87]

Ok, Im putting this here, because If i dont you'll yell at me on AIM, Plus i kind of promised.

Great Story , finish it quickly

[Lady Casper]

Hm i holler at you huh?

Will see about that...now your'e going to get hollered at for puttin this here.

Thanks for keepin the promise. I'm working on finishing it very soon.
Hopefully just a few more chapters and maybe a epilogue not sure yet.

[deathroseaiko]

great story capser-san