Walls Crack

[Pure]

Disclaimer-don’t own Gundam wing
Author-Pure
Feedback-yeah give me at evil296@yahoo.com
Pairing- none, implied (1xR, 2xH, 3xC, 4xD, 5xS)
Summary-the pilots and g-girls see a different side to Relena
Title- Walls Crack
A/N-aqua-the other characters, italics-thoughts
Purple italicized-Relena’s voice reading her diary

It was a Friday night and the Gundam pilots had just come back from a lengthy mission so they were just chilling in the living room of one of the many safe houses that Quatre provided. Duo came running into the living room waving a leather bound book Wufei asked, “What do you have there Maxwell?” Duo grinned, “I have the princess’s diary. I thought it would be fun to read it, I mean we could all use a laugh to hear about her ‘poor pathetic life’, unless you’re against it cause she is your girlfriend Yuy.” Heero just grunted, “Hn.” Duo sat down beside his girl Hilde and read, “Dear,no that’s not right…screw this I'm just going write and I don’t care cause hey this is my journal and no one’s going to read it until I'm pushing up daisies…hope they pick a different flower cause those suck. Not roses (I'm allergic to red) something different and unique. Ok this is my head so I’ll write however I bloody choose…not like the stupid lady wants. “You need a place to write down your feelings or else you’ll flip out.” Right I’ll flip out if I don’t tell people things, doesn’t this lady realize I never tell people anything? Ok but since I'm in the running for foreign minister and they want to make sure I'm sane I’ll write down whatever I want and that lady can jump off a cliff for all I care cause she ain’t reading this, I’ll just sugar coat and skip things in the other one. But even Pagan thinks I should spill all somewhere cause I repress too much. Ok…time to get a few things off my chest. Hmm wonder if Pagan will let me paint the throne room…probably not. Ok I'm skipping too much so I’ll start in the beginning-my name is Relena Peacecraft and my mum was Katherine Elizabeth Peacecraft and my da was Lee Peacecraft or King Peacecraft and my brother was Miliardo Peacecraft. I was 2 or so and my brother was like 8 or something when we moved to Cinq. They took their thrones and went against Oz (big mistake). He took the ideals of total pacifism and forced us to live it and pounded it into our brains (don’t agree tho). I was 4 Mili was 10 when Oz came.
Cinq fell soon after. I still can’t look at the thrown room without wanting to scream and puke up everything I ever ate. Why you ask…easy when Oz conquered Cinq they killed my da but I was supposed to be sleeping in my nana’s arms, but how can you sleep when your mum is screaming while an officer is raping her husband’s cold blood before he finally shoots her. I’d love to kill him myself…some honor Treize Kushrenada doesn’t know the meaning of the word, he was just some runt officer who worked his way up to the top by deceit and murder. Mili gave me to the Dorlians and left to get stronger so he could protect Cinq (coward!). Oh well someday I’d like to go back home and just disappear for a while…dream on Relena (it’s a nice one tho ^_~).
Relena Peacecraft.”

Duo sighed and Quatre said, “Wow I never knew. I wonder what other things she’s hiding.” Wufei took the book, “Let’s see what this Onna has to say next,"Mrs.Dorlian signed me up to go to a very prestigious boarding school (wahoo 4 me…*dripping in sarcasm*). St. Gabriel’s, she went there and it was such a blast. I got there and its so boring and stuffy I don’t get how those girls can smile so much, doesn’t it hurt their cheeks or their throat from talking too much. I mean I know the Dorlians are snobby and stuffy but I don’t think that they’re this bad.

Do these people even learn anything? Or is it all about show for parties and appearances? Yeah I grew up a princess so what?! I'm not going to flaunt it cause most people don’t bloody care! Like me! But I’ll just smile and nod and hope these simpering morons get a very serious case of laryngitis (it could happen). I was walking by the ocean and watching the waves (wishing I could be back home, I love watching the waves wash up on shore…it looks like its reaching for the castle) when I spot a soldier’s space suit I was tempted to kick him really hard but I noticed it wasn’t Oz and I'm a very curious person…me grand-mum says I'm like a firstborn kitten…so I took off his helmet and…mmm he’s hot. He jumped up and asked, “Did you see?” I looked at him and thought he was stupid and said sarcastically in my head-no of course not I took off your helmet but I didn’t see your face. See that’s what I wanted to say but nope too many annoying manners programmed in me so I pretended to be afraid and he ran toward the medics and took ‘em out (he moves like a fighter and his muscles ripple very nicely with the suit).

He joined my school and I invited him to my birthday party I had to have and didn’t want, he ripped up the invite in front of a group of snobbish groupies and I pretended to cry and he brushed my forced tears away (soft hands…gladly have done it again to feel ‘em) anyway inside I accepted his unspoken challenge and we did dance (smooth just like his moves during a fight) until Oz attacked and he used his Gundam ‘wing’ to save me. I didn’t know he was one of the knights my grand-da talked about little did I know I would meet all 5.
Relena Peacecraft-Yuy (lol).”Trowa said, “Seems there’s more to our vice foreign minister than meets the eye.” Hilde sniffled, “I'm her best friend and I had no idea about any of this.” Duo ran his hand through his hair, “I never knew she had a hard life, I always thought it was just parties and easy stuff that made up her life until she became the VFM and grew up but I guess she already had.” Trowa took the diary from Wufei and read, “I met pilot 02-Duo Maxwell, the pilot of Death Psythe and I stood in front of Heero while Duo had a gun then used a flashlight (like that could really blind me) anyway he used it cause the two Gundams were rising and I wasn’t supposed to see. He was cute (2 of the 5 knights). He later joined my school as a cover for missions but I knew cause I can hack (thanx to Pagan’s old spy buddies). They left and so did I, I went into space to visit my foster father and he was in a meeting, colonel une left a bomb in her makeup compact and I picked it up and handed it to her she called me stupid and I just stood there hoping It would go off and kill her and probably me but I didn’t care, instead she threw it in the conference room and it killed everyone even my foster father. Rebels took us and there he laid the ‘big’ secret –I'm adopted- (like I didn’t know that…we are nothing alike!) but I played my part and cried like a hysterical person still in denial and the guy tried to give me a shot to ‘calm’ me down but I moved a little too fast and he got my foster father instead, sorry but true trust is a real issue with me.

I met Dr. J (stupid old coot). He turned a sweet 4 yr old into a killer. Emotionless my arse he’s got emotion you can see it in his eyes (hate, love, fear, shame…etc) whatever you want its there if you can get past the ice he uses as a shield and those bangs cover his eyes but he doesn’t realize the eyes are the windows to the soul so you can’t hide unless you’re really good *takes a bow* cause I am, it also helps to cover them. I love the compliments I get for my aquamarine eyes…can’t these morons realize they’re contacts?! I got me mum’s eyes and hair color. Hint: well let’s just say if I married a guy with those deep sapphire eyes our kids would all have some shade of blue but some might be a shade lighter because mine are midnight blue and my hair isn’t blonde that’s just cause of my foster parents and a bottle of shampoo with blonde coloring. My hair is actually a strawberry color…not like Catherine’s but somewhat and it has blondish-white highlights (natural).

Someday I’d like to return home and I don’t mean Cinq! I miss it and I’d be able to let my hair so to speak. I think I lost my accent maybe Pagan will let me use it again or let me go after this war is over.
Relena Peacecraft.”

Catherine said, “Wow she hides herself well, I can kind of picture how she really looks I never knew the way she looked wasn’t her real self. Hmm wonder where her birthplace was? I mean she really misses it does it say where in the next entry?” Quatre took it from Trowa, “Today wasthe reunion of brother and sister but it didn’t happen like the movies (crying and running toward each other with open arms). No, he coldly stated –I'm Zechs Marquise and this is my wife Lieutenant Lucretzia Noin, we are not allies I work for Oz and you have disgraced our parents’ names by tramping all over the place after a mere boy- then he turned on his heel and left my anger bubbled up and I almost shouted coward! Can’t he and 02 realize that the only reason I follow Heero is because he’s a Gundam pilot and wherever he is so is Oz and I’ll be able to get my revenge. I honestly don’t see how being right hand man to the murder and rapist of our mum and family is doing any good to our family or people. Later I met all of them:01-Heero Yuy…the not emotionless fighter whose real name is Darian Tuskini…but I can’t see him as that, 02-Duo Maxwell…people say he’s a goofball but tell me something do you cry when you laugh? He thought all his family died in the Maxwell Church Massacre, but he’s got a twin…Jase who lives on L2 and runs the Maxwell Cathedral. I think it’s sweet that Duo keeps the braid in memory of sister Helen. I met 03-Trowa Barton…Nanashi? No he’s not ‘no name’, his name is Triton Bloom and Catherine is not his sister unless they committed incest cause they’re married. 04-Quatre Winner…who is not a test-tube baby, Kari wanted a kid so bad and she had Quatre but there were complications and died so Quatre carries that weight and then his father decided to make 22 sisters so he wouldn’t be lonely but he still feels lonely cause most are too snobby…except for Iria. He may be nice and ‘weak’ but the true burden he bears is heavier than most would think.

05-Chang Wufei…doesn’t understand girls cause he was forced to marry Meiran, his clan has used justice and honor as a shield. I'm glad he thinks he lost his family because to him they died in honor, boy would Master Chang flip in his grave if he could see the survivors…they call themselves the serpents and care more about when the next ‘fix’ is and how much money can they get off the goods to buy more stuff for a ‘fix’ instead of honor and justice. His family is the Gundam pilots and g-girls. Dorothy loves war because her parents are hungry for power and believe you need power to be happy, which is why she doesn’t date Quatre…c’mon wake up girl and kiss him or something…oh well there’s enough sexual tension in the room with the two that people already know something is going on and bets have been made, I put $10 down that Quatre takes the first step…I won *grins* he challenged her to a fencing duel then I bet that he’s actually beat her-$20…I won again *grins wider* so far I won like $60 on the first bet and $50 on the 2nd it was a good day ^_^

I think we all need a way to escape life, Duo-pranks/jokes, Heero-laptop, Trowa-circus, Quatre-music, Wufei-meditation, me-music…I love to kick back after a boring day of meetings or when I'm sad and just listen to a CD or play the piano or sing…it really does soothe the soul, Dorothy-fencing. Sword fighting is fun especially if you’ve got a fun partner ^_~. I slipped Heero an envelope of tickets so he can go to Japan and find his parents…wonder if he’ll comeback? Oh well schoolgirl grow up! You’re a vice foreign minister now!

Zechs invited me to visit with him and I smiled (politician remember…nothing is as it seems) and nodded so for a couple weeks I’ll be with Zechs (yay oh what fun *sarcasm*) *does happy dance* Pagan redid the throne room and for 2 weeks I get to go home after the summit meeting…yes! Can’t wait to see grand-mum and grand-da I missed them. Pagan said I have to use the ugly pink limo…sheesh you skip out on a few boring meetings and you’re punished for life, luckily on my ‘vacation’ I get to take my blue convertible. I'm mad I lost my accent and developed the stupid European one (grr) oh well…maybe this trip will help me get back to my roots. End for now cause I am so not bringing it with me cause Zechs would probably want to read it (big bro after all) to me he’ll never be my brother…just in title he pissed me off and I don’t care if I'm being petty or a spoiled brat I won’t forgive him…he betrayed us…not me! The pilots joined Preventers after the war and Marimeia incident and they all look hot in uniform…of course Heero looks hot in anything (lol). I’ll write more after this stupid trip.
Relena Peacecraft.”

A cold voice came from the doorway, “So ya like what ya read?” They turned to see Relena wearing a black tank with a black leather jacket on top, blue jeans and black leather boots. Heero asked, “Why didn’t you tell us any of this?” Relena rolled her aquamarine eyes, “Look we all have our demons and skeletons in the closet those were just a few, there’s more and it’s my problem to take care of. See you on duty I'm going back to Cinq so I can pack for my trip.” She walked over to Quatre and snatched the diary from him as she passed to go to the guest room to pack. Heero stood and followed her; they forgot to close the door so the others could hear.

Heero leaned against the doorjamb, “You helped us with our demons and skeletons with out even knowing it now let me help you.” she glared at him using her own ‘death glare’, “If I helped through my diary it was none of your business. I don’t want nor need false sympathy I get that enough. Look I like you and your friends but all you see is a symbol of peace or a weak onna…boy if Sally knew that meant my woman I don’t think she’d yell so much about that name.”

Heero chuckled too, “Yeah but if he calls you that too we’re going to have a little chat and if you think our relationship is just going to be business you’ve got another thing coming. You dented our shields and in return we cracked your wall but a dented shield can’t be used so in fact we dropped our shields but your wall still stands and Koi I'm going to make it crumble. Relena laughed but it had a bitter sound to it, “Whatever Heero, you can try but I'm a politician remember acting and facades are what I do for a living. Besides I’ve dated before and when I opened up just a little they ran you’ll be no different. See you on duty after my ‘vacation’.” She grabbed her luggage and ducked under his arm and left. He followed her outside, “Where’s your home Koi? Where is your heart?” She looked at him tears forming under the contacts before it hardened to ice, “My home and my heart is where magic was born.” She got into her blue convertible and drove away; he smirked at the license plate-Wing-. “Mission Accepted Koi.” Koi your wall of pain, hate and ice will fall because I never fail on my missions and this is more important than all the others…to be continued

[dragonlady9]

Wow, I really like this different portrayal of Relena! It's a lot more realistic and makes her human, for everyone does have their "demons and skeletons in a closet." Can't wait to see what happens in your next chapter!

[Kari]

Well that's a different side of Relena.But can't wait for the next chapter.
KARI

[Elyn Yuy]

Oooooh!!! Different way of putting it... GREAT!!!

Keep it up!!!

To many questions to answer everyone, ne?

Elyn Yuy

[Brenda F]

different! i like it!

[Alex Sinisterra]

Hey, I like this! Please keep posting. I loved the way you wrote this, very different... just like everyone else said...

[Melina]

Wow! I liked it. Can't wait to read the rest