Warning: LEMON/RAPE
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She opened the door to the intense stare of Prussian blue eyes which belonged to the person she feared it would be.
?Heero.?
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The look in Heero's eyes was...intense...to say the least. Relena found herself unable to move, her mouth opened and closed without saying one word. Relena's heart rate was way to high for her health. And a shiver sped up her spine like there was no tomorrow. There was something about his eyes that made her feel scared. She had never seen this look of him before. Her body responded quite vigorously though as numerous sensations she had never felt rush trough her.
Heero slowly but surely stepped into her room and closed the door behind them. A resounding click informed her he had locked her door.
Unintentionally Relena swallowed hard and stepped back. Heero watched her from hooded eyes. Something was off, Relena could feel it. There was just something un-Heero like about this men who stood before her. Before she knew it Heero had come from completely rigid and not moving a muscle to launching for her. A small yelp escaped her lips as Heero pressed his to hers. The kiss was fierce and hard, nearly painful. She could feel his need, lust and frustration through it. Years of sexual frustration showed it?s ugly face and Heero had seems to have lost control. Relena tensed at first but caught on fast and started kissing Heero back just as fierce as he did.
Heero?s had reached under her blouse and started massaging her left breast. She sucked in air as his cold hands touched her warm flesh. Heero stepped back just a few inches and ripped her blouse from her body without hesitation. Relena?s eyes grew wide at the act and tried to cover herself with her arms.
Heero grunted and grabbed her wrist tightly. She looked at him a question in her eyes but she only saw lust in his. Her heart sank and she felt tears bubble up in her eyes. She shook her head to clear them. She would not cry, this was what she wanted right? She had wanted Heero in her bed so badly she had even said his name out loud in a meeting!
Before she could make up her mind Heero picked her up and threw her onto the bed. Breath was knocked out of her lungs at the impact, before she could recover Heero had already positioned himself over her.
No this was not what she wanted, she wanted Heero yes, but not lust, she wanted his love. She placed her hands on his shoulders and started to push but he did not budge. Heero nipped at her neck as his hips started to rock against hers. ,,Heero no.? She said in only a whisper. ,,I don?t want it like this.? She said louder this time. But still Heero continued. ,,Heero no!?
Heero pushed himself up with no evidence of getting of her. He pulled of his shirt and undid his belt buckle. This time she pushed harder. ,,No Heero?. Anger now filled her eyes and she grinded her teeth together. Heero grabbed her wrist again and placed then above her head. Relena felt fear rising through her, as she started to realize Heero was not there. ,,Heero please.? She whispered as tears rolled down her cheeks. ,,No.?
Heero unzipped his pants and reached under her skirt. She felt her panties rip under his grasp. A sob escaped her lips and started to squirm under his pressure. She saw the chance to place her feet on his shoulders and pushed with everything she had. Heero didn?t budge again, he was just to strong for her. Her sobs had turned into full-blown crying when he positioned himself between her legs. ,,Heero no please!? She screamed when he entered her. The pain was immense when he ripped through her barrier and started to slam his length in her. A moan escaped his lips and started to bite her neck. ,,Heero stop.? She screamed between her cries. The pain was nearly too much to bear she knew the first time would hurt but this was more then she expected. Maybe it was because she wasn?t prepared enough or that she was afraid. She didn?t know.
Heero thrusts became harder and more urgent as she felt his member twitch inside her. ,,Heero stop.? She said knowing it was on deaf ears. His eyes closed a moan coming from his lips as he started to shake. He collapsed onto her, as he reached his peak.
Relena still cried when she heard his breath even out. She pushed him off of her and headed for the bathroom. She locked herself inside and looked into the mirror. The image she made disgusted her. Her hair was a mess, her mascara run in the fine lines down her cheek and her eyes were swollen from the tears. She covered herself as she looked in the mirror. How could he have done this to her? Was this all her fault? As no answers came to her she decided to take a shower to wash off all the invisible filth that seemed to cover her entire body. She turned on the shower on the exact temperature she always liked and stepped in the shower. She started to scrub her body vigorously with as much soap as she had but the filth somehow wouldn?t come off. The pain between her legs had now slowed to an annoying throb. As she looked down she saw a small trail of blood on the shower floor. She followed it all the way up her legs and found the source of the blood to be her vagina. The tears started to fall again as she let herself slip to the shower floor and cried continuously through the night.
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I know this is a short one, but a small writers block came to me. Please be patient this is not the end
