Kyo's First Love -Tohru Honda

[sweetembrace]

This day was just like any other day, or so I thought. I crept up to the spot on the roof letting my thoughts take over. Not just one thought, but many. Most of them plans. Plans on how I'm going to beat that damn Rat. How he beats me all the time, I do not know. I mean I started training when I was very little and then I trained in the mountains for four more months, while "Prince Yuki" has never trained in his life. Once, just once I would like to give that Rat a piece of my mind. But, let's not think about that now.

Today, is a very special day, well for most people, I hate it myself. Today is February 14th , Valentines day. The day I have to think of the most. For two reasons: Number one, making sure that crazy bitch of a bore doesn't find me and number two, figuring out what to give Tohru for today. It shouldn't be so hard to think of something, I mean you could give her a French fry and she would be happy. But, I wanted to give her something special, something better then what that Rat gave her and Shigure, I don't want to know what he gave her, that pervert.

No, it had to be something perfect. I opened my eyes only to wince at how bright the sun was. Feeling my hand twitch, I moved my hand over my eyes and only let the light between my fingers get to them. My body felt heavy as I started to doze off from the beams of the sunlight. My eyes shut wearily letting my thoughts swirl in different directions. *Boom* I shot straight up and looked down over the roof. Some grey hair came into view and I whispered *Damn Rat.* He must have heard me because he turned around and looked up at me. After meeting his eyes I motioned myself around and layed down with my hands at my side.

"Stupid cat." "ARG!! THAT DOES IT!!" I leapt off the roof and charged right for him. Of course, I was too slow for hm and he kicked me in the head... again. I stood back up and swung at him. He grabbed me fist, bent my wrist backward and almost got another hit out of him when Tohru came out of the house. "Are you two going to fight all day?" She smiled and went off into the back, most likely going to go fold some more clothes. My hang wriggled out of his grasp, with that I turned and glared at Yuki, and walked back to the house. "Oh Kyo?" I managed to stay in place and force out a "Ya?" "I took the liberty on calling Kagura for you. she just couldn't wait to see her precious Kyo-Kyo." I spun around and screamed.

"You damn Rat! I'm going to fucking kill you!" "Now now Kyo, remember what Miss Honda said. After all it IS Valentines day, can't we just kiss and make up?" He started laughing and he walked away. My face started to get hot out of anger and frustration. I took a breath and headed to my room. I opened up the front door, trying not to knock it over from the last damage that me and the Rat did to it. We sure do fight a lot. Oh well. I?ll win someday. I started down the hall and up the stairs missing the step that squeaked. I slid my door open and walked into my room, shutting the door behind me. I slipped back on my shoes I left in the room earlier and lifted myself out of the window and climbed back up the window.
I got back into my position I was in before, shutting my eyes and losing myself in thought again. 'Maybe I could get Tohru a rose. No, that's too common.' I sighed and moved on my side. When my mind started wondering again, I heard a loud crashing noise and my eyes shot open. "Oh no..." "WHERE IS HE?!" "FUCK SHE IS HERE" I threw myself to the edge of the roof peaking over to see where she was. Yuki was holding someone?s hand. 'Please let it be Tohru.' I closed my eyes praying. I opened one eyes, only to see that it was Kagura's hand he was holding. My eyes grew wide. I looked at Yuki crossing my arms and waving them around, begging him not to tell her where I was.

He just smirked and said, "He is up there." She spun around and looked up. It's not that she is ugly or anything, but it's just her that I hate. When we were little, she threatened to kill me if i didn't ask her to marry me. So ever since I asked, she wont leave me alone! "Kyo! My love!" "AHH!!" I pushed myself up and ran to the other side of the roof and dove off into the backyard. I fled towards Tohru. "Tohru, she is back, hide me!" "Who is back? Oh you mean Kagura? Good! i have a Valentine for her." "Who cares! Hide me please!" I heard her running into the backyard and I snuck behind a sheet, moving Tohru in front of me to hide my feet. "Kagura! It's nice to see you! Hey, I have a present for you. Come with me into the house and I will get it for you." She grabbed her hand and led her into the house.

I poked my head out from the back of the sheet and looked at her. She turned her head and smiled. I lipped a 'Thank you.' She smiled and winked and went into back door. Making sure to hear the back door close, and made sure it was safe, I lifted the sheet and walked away from the clothes line. My feet slowly made it's way back to the door. Putting my hands on the glass and peaking through t to make sure she wasn't standing right there, I opened the door slowly. Closing it quietly. My back was against the wall trying not to make a noise. I peaked my head into the kitchen and sure enough Tohru and Kagura were standing there. Tohru looked up at me and motioned me to go to my room. I smiled and snuck down the hall.

As I passed Shigure's room, I heard a noise. I backed up and put my ear against the door. "High school girls. High school girls. All for me! High School girls!" With a frightened look on my face and a 'I don't want to know' _expression on my lips, I scooted up the stairs. I opened and shut my door, and quietly tip-toed to my bed. Taking my shoes off and setting them on the ground, my body flopped down onto the comforter. I sat up and put my head in my hands. At the same time, I put my back against the wall. 'Half of the day has gone by and I still haven?t thought of anything to get Tohru." I sighed and cleared my mind. My mind forgot about Valentines day, forgot about that awkward experience in front of Shigure's room, and it forgot about, "Kyo! Why did you leave me?!" My head snapped up and fell off my bed, making a way to the window.
My hand flew for the screen and I snapped it open, looking behind me I saw her coming straight for me. I pulled myself out of the window but not before she pounced on my back, made me lose my footing and I fell two stories on my face. You can juts imagine how wonderful that turned out.

You can also imagine how humourous it was for Yuki. Damn Rat. My whole body twitched and I looked up to see Tohru running from the house. "Are you ok?!" I glared at her and listened to Kagura say, "I'm fine, Kyo mkaes great padding." She pushed off the ground and stood up. "You know Kyo, you made me spend this entire Valentine's Day searching for you and we didn't get to spend anytime together." She made a pouty face and I heard the front door shut. I looked up again to see Shigure comming out with a huge smile on his face. "I asked for young Miss Kagura to stay the night with us. I know how you two love birds can't get enough of each other, so I offered her to sleep in your bed."

My eyes went blurry from anger. My mouth opened and then closed when Kagura said, "I would love to stay. I would love to stay in Kyo's bed even more, but I have other things to atend to tonight. I'm sorry Kyo, I don't mean to upset you." "Trust me you're not upsetting me at all. I mean if you have something to do other then stay here, you must go there quickly!" I stood and grabbed her arm showing to the end of the driveway. "Wait Kyo, you havn't kissed me yet!" She puckered up her lips. "I'd rather not." She grabbed my head and kissed my forhead. Blushing, I watched her skip off waving a good-bye.

'Please don't tell me Yuki and Shigure saw that. I turned slowly and of course, they saw everything. Yuki and Shigure were laughing their heads off. I focused my eyes on Tohru. She just stood there, smiling. I covered my face an rushed passed them, bumping into Yuki as I walked by. I swung the door open and lammed it shut walking over to the sink and grabbing a dish rag. I ran it under hot water a rubbed at my head. I heard the door open and close. I stopped rubbing my head and turned around. It was Tohru. I grunted and turned back around.

She walked over and took the rag out of my hand and set it on the counter, at the same time, she put her hand on my shoulder and turned me around. She must have seen my blushing because she smiled. She covered her mouth and put her head down. I lifted my hand shakily and cupped it under her chin. Lifting up her head, I could see she was still smiling. I smiled back but then quickly went back to my original face. I let go of her chin and looked down.

"Tohru I'm sorry." She looked at me sternly. "Sorry? Sorry for what? You haven't done anything wrong. It's just Kagura can't control herself sometimes." "No, not that." The smile faded from her face. "I'm sorry because I didn't get you anything for Valentines Day. You gave everyone one, and everyone gave you one, but me, I haven't gotten you anything. That is just like me." We stood there for awhile, her staring at me and I found interest in the floor. She finally sighed and lifted up my head. "Kyo, you didn't have to get me anything. No one has gotten me anything. I mean Yuki said he had something for me but I don't want it. Just being here is all I need and you, Kyo..." I looked up, "your friendship is all I need. Haven't you figured that out yet?"

She smiled and then went to go hug me but she remembered the curse and backed away. I stared at her and put my arms around her. Her frangrance was sweet and she was so warm. I closed my eyes and closed the gap between us. No sooner did she put her arms around me, then I transformed. White smoke formed all around us. When I opened my eyes, I thought I would be on the floor because she normally dropped me at a time like this, but she didn't. She just held me. I rose and fell with her rythym of breathing. She bent over and picked up my clothes and at the same time, she carried me upstairs.

She walked into her room and shut the door, making sure it was shut tightly. She walked over to the bed and set me down with my clothes folded neatly beside me. She walked over to her desk and sat in the chair but out her back to me. She started to write in her diary. I didn't ask what she was writing about, I just sat there and watched. I finally asked, "Tohru, why did you bring me to your room?" Her head propped up but she kept her back to me. "So no one could see you transform back." I looked at her with a questioned look on my face. "Tohru?" "Hmm?" "You do know you could have brought me back to my room, right?" She stopped writing and laughed. "Oh ya." The sound of her laugh made me smile secretly.

She laughed for awile but after she stopped, there was a small pop and white smoke filled the room again. I only had seconds to get my bottem half covered before the smoke left. I got my boxers and pants on in no time and when I looked up at Tohru, she was staring at me. Normally, she would turn around and blush but she just sat there. I looked at her and asked, "Tohru did you see...?" She smiled and shook her head. I wiped my forhead and sat on her bed, still looking at her. She was still smiling and she looked down. "I'm sorry Kyo, I didn't mean to stare at you. Did I embarass you?" I just smiled at her and shook my head. She laughed and turned around back to her diary. I sat there for a few more seconds and got up.

I walked over and bent down on my knees. She looked over at me. I layed my head on her shoulder and whispered her name. She placed her cheek on my head and I could feel her breathing. When she moved her head, I sat up and stared at her. My hand moved through her silken brown hair. I grabbed her cheeks and went closer to her face. I closed my eyes but my trance was broken when I heard someone walking down the hall to her room. I shot back to Tohru and she looked worried. "Quick, grab your shirt and go into the closet!. I obeyed and ran into the closet clutching my belongings.

There was a knock at the door. "Miss Honda? May I come in?" 'Ahh, it's that Damn Rat!' I could just barley see through the cracks of her closet door but good enough. She opened the door. "Hey Yuki. Sorry I left earlier, I had more laundry to do." She smiled brightly. Yuki walked in and closed the door behind him. 'What is he up to?' "Miss Honda, I know it is a little late in the day but I wanted to give you something." He reached into his pocket and oulled out a tiny gold locket. "Oh no! I couldn't accept! You have already done so much for me! You Shigure and Kyo!" "Hmp, stupid cat. He never thinks of anyone but himself. He didn't even get you anything." Yuki cupped her cheek in his hand.

'What I wouldn't give to jump right out of this closet and pumple his pretty boy face to the ground.' But I thought better of it. Tohru looked at Yuki and said, "Don't say that. I love you and Kyo the same. You know how I feel when you talk about Kyo, and he knows how I feel when he talks about you." She grabbed his hand and put it at his side. Yuki smirked and turned her around. He unlached the locket, swung it around her neck, latched it again and turned her around. She lifted up her hair so the chain was ubderneath.

She opened and was surprised when she didn't see anything in it. Yuki grabbed it and closed it saying, "I didn't put any pictures in it because I was thinking that you could put a picture of your mother in it or something." "Great! I'll put a picture of you on one side and put one of Kyo on the other." She smiled again. Yuki laughed and grabbed her chin, making her open her eyes. Yuki went closer to her face closing his eyes. Her eyes were wide and got wider when he kissed her cheeck. 'Tohru, how could you.' I turned my head away. Yuki's hand sliped from Tohru's chin. As soon as I heard the door shut, I slamed open the closet.

"WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?!" She must have forgotten I was in there because she jumped at the sound of my voice. She spun awound looking horrified. "Kyo, I didn't mean..." I grabbed her arm and threw her against the wall. My grip grew tighter on her and my face was right up to hers. "If you didn't like me, you could have told me. You didn't have to play me like that!" "No Kyo! I didn't..." "Everyone that has told me they loved me, has always been a lie. Everyone is too fucking scared of me. Scared of my other side." "I'm not..." "And you! I trusted you Tohru! I thought you were different then the others! I had hoped..." my voice grew quietier, "I had hoped, you would love me in return." I looked up at her and saw tears in her eyes. I growled and punched the wall beside her head.

Staring at her for a minute, I pushed myself off the wall, picked up my shirt, and walked out of the room, slamming the door behind me. The sound of her crying drowned out almost completly when I reached my room. I slammed the door and walked over to the window. I closed the screen , considering I left it open after I got punced on. Before I went for my bed, I stayed by the window, watching the clouds roll by. It had become darker since Tohru took me into her room. NO! I will not think about her now. I shut and locked my window, soon after I sat on my bed, with my head down. I tried to forget about Tohru, but her image of how scared she looked when I yelled at her, just wouldn't leave me.

I yelled and hit my pillow. I fell on my back and closed my eyes tightly, not daring to open them again. 'Maybe I was too hard on her. I mean, Yuki was the one that kissd her, and she didn't return the kiss. So maybe I shouldn't have been so rude to her. I guess I was just...' I sat up and heard a knock at Tohru's door. "Miss Honda, are you O.K?" I got up and cracked my door, listening. Tohru opened her door and looked at Yuki. "Oh Yuki, I did something horrible." She moved out of the way so Yuki could go into her room. I slid out into the hallway, making sure not to mkae any noise and stood by the crack on the door.

"What's the matter? Is everything ok?" Tohru looked up at him and started to shake. "Yuki, you shouldn't have kissed me. You shouldn't have kissed me Yuki. Kyo, he, he. He saw everything. He was in my closet. We were talking and I told him to run into my closet when we heard you. And now, he hates me." Yuki looked at her and then the foor. "I'm sorry Miss Honda. But what's it to him? He doesn't even know how to love." Tohru looked at him with shock in her expression. "Yuki, why are you acting like this? You're normally the caring one around here. I love Kyo, Yuki!" She stood up. "He may not know how to show love, but he knows what it is! But today after you left, he scared me. He threw me against the wall and said mean things. I didn't know what to do." She put her hands over her mouth. "Yuki, I'm so sorry! I didn't mean it!" He looked up at her and smiled. "You know Tohru, you have made a big difference ont his family. I think more for Kyo then me or Shigure. You always seem to know when to say the right things. You're always so happy. Maybe when he threw you against the wall, it was because he was only trying to protect you. I'm normally against it but I think I see why he did that."

He stood up and put his hands on her shoulders. Tohru looked up at him and said, "Thank you." With that he headed towards the door. I sprang from my spot and ran into the room. I quickly and quietly shut the door and leapt for my bed. Acting like I knew nothing that happened. I heard a knock on my door. I sat up and opened it. "What do you want?" Yuki lifted his head and grabbed my neck. "If you EVER hurt Miss Honda like that again, I swear!" I grabbed at his hands but he wouldn't let go. "Y-Y-Yuki. Stop! I don't want to fight you." He gave me a shocked lok and let go. He looked at his hand and then at me. I clutched my throat and gasped for air. I looked at him and for the first time in my klife, I was scared. He truly did love Tohru. He closed his eyes and said, "Be good to her." With that he shut the door and was off.

Still holding my thrat. I got up off the ground and looked at the clock. "1:30 am. Wow time sure does go by fast when you're being held by your neck." I straightened up and walked to my door. I opened it slowly and my body pulled me to Tohru's room. I breathed in and slid her door open. I peaked in and she was in bed. Msking sure not to wake her, I slid in through the crack, closed the door behiind me and walked to her bed. Sitting on the edge, I looked at her face. She was peaceful but her face was twitching. "Oh no, don't tell me she cried herself to sleep. I'm an idiot." I punched my head his a fist and looked over at her again. I fingertips touch her warm skin before I said, "I'm sorry Tohru."

With one last glance, I got off her bed and headed to the door. "Kyo?" My whole body went cold and I stood in my spot. "Kyo?" I turned around and looked at her. I ran my fingers through my hair nervously and scratched the back of my neck. "Uh, hey, did I wake you?" She shook her head. "No, I have been awake." We stared at each other for awile and then I walked over to her bed. I sat at the end and found interest in my feet. Tohru sat up and looked at me. "Tohru, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to hurt you. I just got jealous I guess." She put a finger to my lips. "It's ok, it happens." She smiled at me. I returned the smile.

She layed her head down on my shoulder and sighed. I let her lay there for awile and then the put my hands on her shoulders and pushed her up. "Tohru..." She stared at me. Her beauty overcame me. I put my hands on her cheeks and closed my eyes, I slowly moved to her face, going slowly in case she had any objections. I could feel her un-even breath on my lips before I touched mine to hers. My whole body froze. I felt numb and yet, happy. She stiffened up but got better after I ran my fingers thrugh her hair.

I opened my mouth and licked her bottem lip. Surprisingly, she wilingly opened her mouth and my tounge made entrance. Are tounges danced for what seemed like hours. We broke apart for air and we stared at each other again. I looked out her window and then back at her. I grabbed her hand and said, "Follow me." I led her to my room and out the window, holding onto her so she wouldn't fall. We climbed the ladder and onto the roof. I motioned myself to myspot on the roof and layed down. She kneeled beside me rubbing her arms for warmth. I put my hand on her arm and oulled her to my shoulder. We layed there with each other until sunrise.

This reminded me of when me and that damn Rat ran all the way here, just to be with her. We stood up and watched the sunrise together then too. She layed on my shoulder for so long that I wondered if she fell asleep or not. When she got up, I thought I did something worng. She looked at me and placed her lips on mine. We both closed our eyes and enjoyed each others warmth. When we broke apart I looked at her and said, "Hsppy Valentines day." She looked at me and said, "I love you, Kyo Soma." I heard a noise on the side of the house and looked down. It was Yuki. He looked up, gave me a salute and went back intot he house. I shrugged and hugged Tohru, making sure not to get too close. We held each other for hours. I knew from then on, Tohru Honda, would be my first love.

[*~Illusions Kiss~*]

oh the drama! nice fic so far