Am I being overly critical?

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Ok, here's the problem. Lately, I've had awesome ideas for new fics. I find one that I truly love, and start writing the outline. This I think, is part of the problem. I'll get through the first few chapters, then go back, think it's crap and delete it all. It's either that, or I loose all motivation for the story.

Part of this, I think, is because when I make an outline, it feels like I'm taking something out of the story, and making it fake. I don't know or understand why, but something just feel manufactured. When I go back, and I see it as that, something just tells me that it's lame, and that it doesn't deserve to be read. :-?

Am I being overly critical, or is it just cold feet? How do I get over it? HELP!!!!

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