MY WATCHER CH:14&15
Posted: Tue Apr 18, 2006 10:37 am
My Watcher
Author: lilly23
Author's E-mail: steel_lilly23@...
Author's Note: Since seeing the movie Equilibrium it made me inspire to write this story dealing with Heero and Relena if they were stuck in this world that the movie shows. This is a little different world that one GW we all know but please be kind I have tried so hard to write this story
Summary:In the city of Libria where the emotion is forbidden and where the death means to anyone that breaks the rule if the emotions are displayed publicly and where the sense offenders are killed on the spot, one would dare to risk everything when it comes to the love even to loose her own life for it...
Feedbacks: Most welcome but please no hate feedbacks or they would delited be tolerated thank you.
"Tread softly because you tread on my dreams..."
CH:14- Escape For A Little While
Escape For A Little While
Relena?s POV:
From that day on, I simply did mot want to see him any longer. My love for him only made me so sick and weak with the emotion that I could not control at any cost. I?ve to go back to the Prozium only for a short of a time until I forget this pain I had inside and return to my work and foresight I had by the reading the minds of other people. Strangely enough, Maxwell wanted me at his side at the council meetings that were long and boring but I could not complain at all.
Now, as I was seating at his left side, I listened to the meeting and I had been dressed for the occasion being in my midnight blue velvet robes. The hood of my cape has been up hiding my long ash-blond hair and kept my face in a shadow from others presented in the room during the meeting.
But, with this new position came a much greater risk of being constantly watched by either council members or the Clerics. I could read the minds to know what they were actually thinking, but my mind was to pre-occupy with the thoughts of Yuy. I needed to get out from a city for a few hours or I would go mad.
Maxwell?s POV:
?I have heard that you closed the door into his face. Bold move.?
?I am risking too much, I need to get out from a city for a while.?
?I?ll take you with me.?
?That would be too risky, and the guards would suspect thing.?
?They do not need to know at all, I am Cleric and they can not go against the Grammation Cleric.? Partridge stood up from the couch.? Come, let?s go.?
The white car was already waiting as we descended down the stairs and out from a building. Robin was unsure should she come or not but she needed to get out from a city for a while.
Relena?s POV:
I did not know of it was a good idea or not. Maxwell was the Grammaton Cleric and I was safe with him, but I was not sure if this was going to work. He glanced at me as we neared the guard?s station.
?You will do fine,? he told me.
?I am ready,? I replied back to him and took a deep breath to take my role.
The guard stopped the car and Cleric rolled the window down.
?Identification, please.? The flashlight came into his face and Partridge remained quiet and passive.? All good, sir.?
Then his eyes fell on me. He was getting suspicious of me for some reason. The cover was being blown and I was not being let go at all.
?Wait ? the guard said. ? I?ve not recognized you at all, Acolyte.?
?That is it all right, you are just doing your job.? I told him.
?All right, all clear, you can go on,? Maxwell nodded and we were free to go.
They had let us pass and once outside I could relax completely and take off my blank expression away.
?Well that makes me a quite wanting target.? Maxwell smiled back.
?One thing I know for sure that a beautiful Acolyte and Cleric would raise the eyebrows at anyone who would see us alone.?
?Oh, quiet you, I do believe you are already taken and that Mary and you are quite item.?
?I sometimes wanted the same thing to happen between Yuy and you.?
I did not comment at this for a long moment and when I had finally said I told him:
?He is only too insensitive.?
Relena?s Dream:
All the gardens of were illuminated tonight in honor of the Cleric?s visit. Fires burned in a deep ditch that encircled the grooves and lakes and beds of shrubbery. Candles in thousands of little pots threw a flickering light on the trees, making them glow pale green and luminous. It was fairytale scene, eerie and magical.Through it all walked Yuy, in his entire splendor, so fair, so noble in his features and his carriage. He came to me and I sat on a carved stone bench beside the lake. The air was warm for May, and perfumed with the scents of lavender and jasmine from blossoming plants brought from the green house. Reflected firelight sparkled on the surface of the lake, and shone from his blue eyes.
He sat beside me and took me in his arms. I thought, I have never known such complete and perfect happiness. For an hour and more we sat there, no one near us, wrapped in each other?s arms, while the lights played across the trees and buildings, gradually dimming as the stars brightened and the moon rose.
CH:15- The Awake Of Emotions
The Awake Of Feelings
Relena?s POV:
Awakened, and confused to be hunted by the dreams of a man that I loathe in real life and love in my dreams was completely made me insane. I could not stand it any longer. I refused to have any contact by Mary for I could not bear to watch her being happy with something like that was not given to me at all. I was simply loosing the mind living like this as a sense offender.
I look in the mirror and see someone I don?t recognize. A woman with a pinched face and gray cheeks and sad, sad eyes. Will I ever eat again? Will ever be able to think, and move, and take delight in anything?
I spend day after day in my darkened bedroom, black curtains covering the windows unable to do anything but weep and lie in my bed.
Yuy?s POV:
Maxwell simply refused to speak to me. Since the several days had passed the situation was off hand. The rumors were flying outside the temple that Acolyte Darlian was gravely ill and has not being seen at work for weeks. At first, I had refused to believe this. Not Relena, she could be ill at all. Now, as I lay here in my bed I held the necklace that she gave me that I had not destroyed at all.
Why do I keep this silly thing? Why do I can not stop thinking about her? What is it going on with me that unknown sensation that I had not felt before? Felt. What I am talking about? I have no feelings nor I can feel that was not possible. Dear God, I am falling for her and I had not realized until now.
Quickly, I stood up from my bed and walked toward the bathroom. This has to stop at once, but when I was about to do something stopped me. I could not do it. My will was against it and I was in a dead end, only to realize that I had loved her more than anything in the whole world, and I?ve to see her one way or another.
I simply could not think of her any longer and I had to see her and fast. Her blue eyes. Sapphire blue eyes. Trying to fall asleep only to be hunted by a same dream over and over and over again was not a use at all.
I woke up in a horror. What was that? Why does my heart pounding hard like this? Why do I can not control myself? What has been happening to me? It was all because of her. All because of Robin and being constantly hunted by the image of blue eyed girl.
Reaching over, I picked up the delicate chain that could not let it to be destroyed. It simply could not be done at all. It was a thing that came to connect me with her. I wanted her in my life and yet, this was against everything that I might want to have.
Relena?s POV:
I awakened when a hand came to shake me lightly on a shoulder. Looking up, I found Maxwell staring down at me.
?We are here, come.? Then he left the door was left open so I cold come out.
The coldness hit me from all sides, the icy daggers hit into my skin even through the thick velvet cloak. I was still shaking. The winter was surely here more harshly than weather in Libria. Silently, we walked to the one of the buildings and down the stairs to the basement where the several Resistance members were.
Mary who was already there took us by the fire so we could warm up, then I left them alone for I wanted to have some quiet time for myself taking one of seats and away from the crowd.
?Why can I not enjoy myself?? I asked Maxwell quietly who was seating not far from me.
?For the same reason I cannot,? he told me. ?This sense offending can be deadly for both of us and it has to be quiet.?
Sighing away, I stood up heading up the stairs and out form the building for I wanted to be alone.
?There is something strange happening with Relena,? Mary told him.? And whatever it is Cleric Yuy is part of it.?
?What do you mean?? He responded.
?If it were anyone else but the acolyte,? Mary said slowly.? I would say that there was a man involved but that cannot possibly be.?
Maxwell felt a shudder ripple down his spine. Could his cousin be foolish enough to have actually fallen in love with Yuy? If Robin were stupid enough to involve herself with a man not just any man but Cleric, she would eventually be found out. There was always someone watching when you least expect it. And an acolyte?s adultery was considered high treason.
An acolytes were expected not to get married until they reach late twenties and Relena was only twenty one and that was a breaking of a code and she could be considered as offender and be sent to fire no questions asked. Maxwell knew that this should not happen and with having Heero around it meant not the danger for Relena, but danger to them all.
The night was quiet here and cold, but I kept walking around staying near just in the case of a trouble. I could take the cover back to the building. Just when I thought about to go back to the building for the warmth of a basement, I could swear I heard the whining sound, which was coming from shadows near by. Followed by a sound my eyes caught a sight of a pup there all alone. Kneeling down I called it to me.
At first, pup hesitated, then slowly approached me until I picked it up into my arms wrapping it into my cloak. Poor thing left alone to freeze here in a cold night. If only I could take it to my apartment to be safe, but I know that meant no way for the animals were killed on question asked. How cruel that sounded but it was a law.
Just as a slowly as I stood up, the lights burned out from nowhere. Turning around I saw the approaching team of Sweepers, and with another trouble was in the sight. With luck I had managed to hide the dog quickly. The dead end was all that I saw with no way out.
?Acolyte you have been arrested for a sense offense?? And before the guard could finish the gunshot rang near by followed by several more as well.
It was done in a less of five minutes and when I was able to move I saw approaching Cleric. Heero, but why? He walked toward me. What the hell was he doing here? I could not move as he approached me and before I could come up with the words I found myself in his arms the way I had a dream of him.
?Are you hurt?? He asked.
?No,? I could not keep myself from trembling in his arms.? Why are you here??
? I wanted to talk to you.? Heero replied.? There is way too much thinking going in my mind that I only me no good.?
?And why is it that?? I stared back into his blue eyes.
?I am in the love with you, Relena, one way or another. I want you here in with me and please comeback into my life.?
I could not believe what he was actually saying to me. There as no way that he was actually feeling. It was not possible at all.
?Teach me how to feel again,? He said, his eyes watching me.
?Alright, but it would be not easy.? I told him.
?I am ready to take that chance,? He whispered and lean forward to kiss me for a first time.
To Be Continued...
Author: lilly23
Author's E-mail: steel_lilly23@...
Author's Note: Since seeing the movie Equilibrium it made me inspire to write this story dealing with Heero and Relena if they were stuck in this world that the movie shows. This is a little different world that one GW we all know but please be kind I have tried so hard to write this story
Summary:In the city of Libria where the emotion is forbidden and where the death means to anyone that breaks the rule if the emotions are displayed publicly and where the sense offenders are killed on the spot, one would dare to risk everything when it comes to the love even to loose her own life for it...
Feedbacks: Most welcome but please no hate feedbacks or they would delited be tolerated thank you.
"Tread softly because you tread on my dreams..."
CH:14- Escape For A Little While
Escape For A Little While
Relena?s POV:
From that day on, I simply did mot want to see him any longer. My love for him only made me so sick and weak with the emotion that I could not control at any cost. I?ve to go back to the Prozium only for a short of a time until I forget this pain I had inside and return to my work and foresight I had by the reading the minds of other people. Strangely enough, Maxwell wanted me at his side at the council meetings that were long and boring but I could not complain at all.
Now, as I was seating at his left side, I listened to the meeting and I had been dressed for the occasion being in my midnight blue velvet robes. The hood of my cape has been up hiding my long ash-blond hair and kept my face in a shadow from others presented in the room during the meeting.
But, with this new position came a much greater risk of being constantly watched by either council members or the Clerics. I could read the minds to know what they were actually thinking, but my mind was to pre-occupy with the thoughts of Yuy. I needed to get out from a city for a few hours or I would go mad.
Maxwell?s POV:
?I have heard that you closed the door into his face. Bold move.?
?I am risking too much, I need to get out from a city for a while.?
?I?ll take you with me.?
?That would be too risky, and the guards would suspect thing.?
?They do not need to know at all, I am Cleric and they can not go against the Grammation Cleric.? Partridge stood up from the couch.? Come, let?s go.?
The white car was already waiting as we descended down the stairs and out from a building. Robin was unsure should she come or not but she needed to get out from a city for a while.
Relena?s POV:
I did not know of it was a good idea or not. Maxwell was the Grammaton Cleric and I was safe with him, but I was not sure if this was going to work. He glanced at me as we neared the guard?s station.
?You will do fine,? he told me.
?I am ready,? I replied back to him and took a deep breath to take my role.
The guard stopped the car and Cleric rolled the window down.
?Identification, please.? The flashlight came into his face and Partridge remained quiet and passive.? All good, sir.?
Then his eyes fell on me. He was getting suspicious of me for some reason. The cover was being blown and I was not being let go at all.
?Wait ? the guard said. ? I?ve not recognized you at all, Acolyte.?
?That is it all right, you are just doing your job.? I told him.
?All right, all clear, you can go on,? Maxwell nodded and we were free to go.
They had let us pass and once outside I could relax completely and take off my blank expression away.
?Well that makes me a quite wanting target.? Maxwell smiled back.
?One thing I know for sure that a beautiful Acolyte and Cleric would raise the eyebrows at anyone who would see us alone.?
?Oh, quiet you, I do believe you are already taken and that Mary and you are quite item.?
?I sometimes wanted the same thing to happen between Yuy and you.?
I did not comment at this for a long moment and when I had finally said I told him:
?He is only too insensitive.?
Relena?s Dream:
All the gardens of were illuminated tonight in honor of the Cleric?s visit. Fires burned in a deep ditch that encircled the grooves and lakes and beds of shrubbery. Candles in thousands of little pots threw a flickering light on the trees, making them glow pale green and luminous. It was fairytale scene, eerie and magical.Through it all walked Yuy, in his entire splendor, so fair, so noble in his features and his carriage. He came to me and I sat on a carved stone bench beside the lake. The air was warm for May, and perfumed with the scents of lavender and jasmine from blossoming plants brought from the green house. Reflected firelight sparkled on the surface of the lake, and shone from his blue eyes.
He sat beside me and took me in his arms. I thought, I have never known such complete and perfect happiness. For an hour and more we sat there, no one near us, wrapped in each other?s arms, while the lights played across the trees and buildings, gradually dimming as the stars brightened and the moon rose.
CH:15- The Awake Of Emotions
The Awake Of Feelings
Relena?s POV:
Awakened, and confused to be hunted by the dreams of a man that I loathe in real life and love in my dreams was completely made me insane. I could not stand it any longer. I refused to have any contact by Mary for I could not bear to watch her being happy with something like that was not given to me at all. I was simply loosing the mind living like this as a sense offender.
I look in the mirror and see someone I don?t recognize. A woman with a pinched face and gray cheeks and sad, sad eyes. Will I ever eat again? Will ever be able to think, and move, and take delight in anything?
I spend day after day in my darkened bedroom, black curtains covering the windows unable to do anything but weep and lie in my bed.
Yuy?s POV:
Maxwell simply refused to speak to me. Since the several days had passed the situation was off hand. The rumors were flying outside the temple that Acolyte Darlian was gravely ill and has not being seen at work for weeks. At first, I had refused to believe this. Not Relena, she could be ill at all. Now, as I lay here in my bed I held the necklace that she gave me that I had not destroyed at all.
Why do I keep this silly thing? Why do I can not stop thinking about her? What is it going on with me that unknown sensation that I had not felt before? Felt. What I am talking about? I have no feelings nor I can feel that was not possible. Dear God, I am falling for her and I had not realized until now.
Quickly, I stood up from my bed and walked toward the bathroom. This has to stop at once, but when I was about to do something stopped me. I could not do it. My will was against it and I was in a dead end, only to realize that I had loved her more than anything in the whole world, and I?ve to see her one way or another.
I simply could not think of her any longer and I had to see her and fast. Her blue eyes. Sapphire blue eyes. Trying to fall asleep only to be hunted by a same dream over and over and over again was not a use at all.
I woke up in a horror. What was that? Why does my heart pounding hard like this? Why do I can not control myself? What has been happening to me? It was all because of her. All because of Robin and being constantly hunted by the image of blue eyed girl.
Reaching over, I picked up the delicate chain that could not let it to be destroyed. It simply could not be done at all. It was a thing that came to connect me with her. I wanted her in my life and yet, this was against everything that I might want to have.
Relena?s POV:
I awakened when a hand came to shake me lightly on a shoulder. Looking up, I found Maxwell staring down at me.
?We are here, come.? Then he left the door was left open so I cold come out.
The coldness hit me from all sides, the icy daggers hit into my skin even through the thick velvet cloak. I was still shaking. The winter was surely here more harshly than weather in Libria. Silently, we walked to the one of the buildings and down the stairs to the basement where the several Resistance members were.
Mary who was already there took us by the fire so we could warm up, then I left them alone for I wanted to have some quiet time for myself taking one of seats and away from the crowd.
?Why can I not enjoy myself?? I asked Maxwell quietly who was seating not far from me.
?For the same reason I cannot,? he told me. ?This sense offending can be deadly for both of us and it has to be quiet.?
Sighing away, I stood up heading up the stairs and out form the building for I wanted to be alone.
?There is something strange happening with Relena,? Mary told him.? And whatever it is Cleric Yuy is part of it.?
?What do you mean?? He responded.
?If it were anyone else but the acolyte,? Mary said slowly.? I would say that there was a man involved but that cannot possibly be.?
Maxwell felt a shudder ripple down his spine. Could his cousin be foolish enough to have actually fallen in love with Yuy? If Robin were stupid enough to involve herself with a man not just any man but Cleric, she would eventually be found out. There was always someone watching when you least expect it. And an acolyte?s adultery was considered high treason.
An acolytes were expected not to get married until they reach late twenties and Relena was only twenty one and that was a breaking of a code and she could be considered as offender and be sent to fire no questions asked. Maxwell knew that this should not happen and with having Heero around it meant not the danger for Relena, but danger to them all.
The night was quiet here and cold, but I kept walking around staying near just in the case of a trouble. I could take the cover back to the building. Just when I thought about to go back to the building for the warmth of a basement, I could swear I heard the whining sound, which was coming from shadows near by. Followed by a sound my eyes caught a sight of a pup there all alone. Kneeling down I called it to me.
At first, pup hesitated, then slowly approached me until I picked it up into my arms wrapping it into my cloak. Poor thing left alone to freeze here in a cold night. If only I could take it to my apartment to be safe, but I know that meant no way for the animals were killed on question asked. How cruel that sounded but it was a law.
Just as a slowly as I stood up, the lights burned out from nowhere. Turning around I saw the approaching team of Sweepers, and with another trouble was in the sight. With luck I had managed to hide the dog quickly. The dead end was all that I saw with no way out.
?Acolyte you have been arrested for a sense offense?? And before the guard could finish the gunshot rang near by followed by several more as well.
It was done in a less of five minutes and when I was able to move I saw approaching Cleric. Heero, but why? He walked toward me. What the hell was he doing here? I could not move as he approached me and before I could come up with the words I found myself in his arms the way I had a dream of him.
?Are you hurt?? He asked.
?No,? I could not keep myself from trembling in his arms.? Why are you here??
? I wanted to talk to you.? Heero replied.? There is way too much thinking going in my mind that I only me no good.?
?And why is it that?? I stared back into his blue eyes.
?I am in the love with you, Relena, one way or another. I want you here in with me and please comeback into my life.?
I could not believe what he was actually saying to me. There as no way that he was actually feeling. It was not possible at all.
?Teach me how to feel again,? He said, his eyes watching me.
?Alright, but it would be not easy.? I told him.
?I am ready to take that chance,? He whispered and lean forward to kiss me for a first time.
To Be Continued...
