MY WATCHER CH: 8 & 9
Posted: Tue Feb 21, 2006 9:48 pm
My Watcher
Author: lilly23
Author's E-mail: steel_lilly23@...
Author's Note: Since seeing the movie Equilibrium it made me inspire to write this story dealing with Heero and Relena if they were stuck in this world that the movie shows. This is a little different world that one GW we all know but please be kind I have tried so hard to write this story
Summary:In the city of Libria where the emotion is forbidden and where the death means to anyone that breaks the rule if the emotions are displayed publicly and where the sense offenders are killed on the spot, one would dare to risk everything when it comes to the love even to loose her own life for it...
Feedbacks: Most welcome but please no hate feedbacks or they would delited be tolerated thank you.
"Tread softly because you tread on my dreams..."
CH:8- The Replacement
Vice-Council Marquise's POV:
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Relena why would she go off the doze and chosen to feel instead when she was better like this and had a lot to live for? She had chosen another pathaway instead and this was where she had ended up. Allowing herself to fall as the sense offender and now she was wating to be executed, no there was a more term to that being burned alive and now her clock of life was ticking fast and there was no way out.
She had a lot of a life ahead of her and a bright future but she had chosen to throw that all it the water and turn against her own nature to feel when she should have not. I sat there in the silence looking at the file for a long time and something was telling me that she should be tested at least one more time before the verdict has been placed and she would be executed.
If the tests came back positive that she was actually using Prozium then the charges would be droped and the things would move on. I knew that I need her and she was only one that could keep this Cleric Yuy in the line for good.
I studied her file and so far I could say that she was indeed the impressive
when it came to the education and to be quite educated and wise for one that was barely twenty years of age. Relena's formative years had been spent in the College of Administration, a career chosen for her by Tetragrammaton. She had been raised by her mother when her father was killed when she was four years old. Very few girls were accorded the privilege, but with careful conditoning she was conidered an acceptable risk and allowed with one or two others, to be schooled with the boys, as and affliate,until she was eight.
I have recalled having seeing her attending mathematics and Librian history with the young Heero Yuy. Only graduate of the College could be Administrators or work for the high council, and Relena just chosen to work to work for a council for she was intrested in the runing of this great society. But now, all this might fall if she was executed and I knew that there was only one more chance and I would not let my sister to die in the vain for it was not a time for her to go yet not now.
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Cleric Yuy's POV:
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Soon after the execution for Cleric Barton a new replacement has been already sent to me as a future Cleric. This one was nothing like Trowa and where he had the silence around him this one was too difficult to keep his mouth shut. His violet eyes and unusally long braided hair that was even unusal for the Cleric Maxwell was complete opposite what Trowa was.
I had to remind myself that this would not be easy and that he would not last long though was looking at my postion with some kind of a prize that he wanted to take over and he could try but I knew that few had ever surived to reach the level that I was.
"He was your partner?" He asked when he drove me home that night soon after he showed up upon my execution of Trowa.
I refused to comment at all simply blocking him away as the car rolled and
wanted it to end up soon so I could not listen to him any longer. Finally, the ride came to the stop and opening the door I have not even looking back at him at all, but it did not stop him to be quiet at all.
"Cleric," Maxwell said making me to turn around to look back at him." I only hope that one day I would be as great as you are."
"Good night," and then not wanting to hear any of this more nonsense I had headed away not turning back at all as the car moved out of the sight.
CH:9-Dreams And Guilt
Relena's POV:
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I was left alone to have my peace during the night time in this small cell where they had given me only light blanket but that was not enough to get warm here when you are surrounded with icy-cold metalic walls. It just did not work but I did not complain and as I lay down in my small bed exhaused from the tests and the questioning I finally fell sleep:
********Dream*******
I was playing with the brigthly colored building blocks, seeing how high I
could get. My mother was handing me the blocks laughing sweetly at how serious I was. When the tower was so high I couldn't reach, my brother lifted me up, telling me what a wonderful little sister she was.
I woke, disoriented. My mother and bother. I hadn't thought of them for 2 years, not since my mother had been incinerated. The memory of the dream made me feel warm, but I shook it off. No. I did not want this. I would not become like them. Without my realising,a small tear made its tratiorous way down my cheek.
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Cleric Yuy's POV:
Father's insisitent message of faith and faithfulness to the great society
insinulated itself into my consciousness as I scanned report on the new faction. I allowed myself to admit that Diplomat Darlian's abduction disturbed me, but I was unable to opinpoint why. The council had decreed the Clerics could use any and all resources to pruge Libria of this new 'Cancer'. I thought it reasonable to include finding Relena Darlian.
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Relena's POV:
I was dreaming again:
I was in the EC-10 offices, sorting and filling written items. I would be her
for six months as part of my ongoing Administrator training. There were several young women in the offices, but I was the only one on a fast track.
I was never tempted to read the EC-10 items beyond the title. I saw no point. They were unnecessary. However, I had noticed that one of the other women spent a questionable amount of time on each item.
It was after the mid-day nutrition break, when I returned to the office. I came in so quietly, that my colleague did not hear me. I was shocked to see the woman reading a book even stroking the pages. The book was ititled 'Black Beauty'. For split second, I hesitated. Perhaps I was mistaken. Then I saw the tears running down the woman's cheeks. I turned down and went straight to my supervisors to report what I'd seen. I was not told the outcome but I knew what happened. I never saw Elisabeth Yuy again.
I woke, shaking. I felt the hot, salty liquid on my face. Oh God! What had I
done? The guilt washed of my mother and couldn't remembere my mother's name. Do Robbie and Lisa remember their mother? Oh God! Heero! How could I face him agian? One simple act if conditioning and the three lives lay in ruins.
Did Heero know? If he did,he never mentioned it. But he wouldn't would he? He would have felt what had I flet-nothing. So why did I feel so awful? Such a waste. It was only a book. My only consoltation was a little voice in the futher recesses of my mind telling me over and over, " He will come for you."
TBC...
Author: lilly23
Author's E-mail: steel_lilly23@...
Author's Note: Since seeing the movie Equilibrium it made me inspire to write this story dealing with Heero and Relena if they were stuck in this world that the movie shows. This is a little different world that one GW we all know but please be kind I have tried so hard to write this story
Summary:In the city of Libria where the emotion is forbidden and where the death means to anyone that breaks the rule if the emotions are displayed publicly and where the sense offenders are killed on the spot, one would dare to risk everything when it comes to the love even to loose her own life for it...
Feedbacks: Most welcome but please no hate feedbacks or they would delited be tolerated thank you.
"Tread softly because you tread on my dreams..."
CH:8- The Replacement
Vice-Council Marquise's POV:
******************
Relena why would she go off the doze and chosen to feel instead when she was better like this and had a lot to live for? She had chosen another pathaway instead and this was where she had ended up. Allowing herself to fall as the sense offender and now she was wating to be executed, no there was a more term to that being burned alive and now her clock of life was ticking fast and there was no way out.
She had a lot of a life ahead of her and a bright future but she had chosen to throw that all it the water and turn against her own nature to feel when she should have not. I sat there in the silence looking at the file for a long time and something was telling me that she should be tested at least one more time before the verdict has been placed and she would be executed.
If the tests came back positive that she was actually using Prozium then the charges would be droped and the things would move on. I knew that I need her and she was only one that could keep this Cleric Yuy in the line for good.
I studied her file and so far I could say that she was indeed the impressive
when it came to the education and to be quite educated and wise for one that was barely twenty years of age. Relena's formative years had been spent in the College of Administration, a career chosen for her by Tetragrammaton. She had been raised by her mother when her father was killed when she was four years old. Very few girls were accorded the privilege, but with careful conditoning she was conidered an acceptable risk and allowed with one or two others, to be schooled with the boys, as and affliate,until she was eight.
I have recalled having seeing her attending mathematics and Librian history with the young Heero Yuy. Only graduate of the College could be Administrators or work for the high council, and Relena just chosen to work to work for a council for she was intrested in the runing of this great society. But now, all this might fall if she was executed and I knew that there was only one more chance and I would not let my sister to die in the vain for it was not a time for her to go yet not now.
*************
Cleric Yuy's POV:
****************
Soon after the execution for Cleric Barton a new replacement has been already sent to me as a future Cleric. This one was nothing like Trowa and where he had the silence around him this one was too difficult to keep his mouth shut. His violet eyes and unusally long braided hair that was even unusal for the Cleric Maxwell was complete opposite what Trowa was.
I had to remind myself that this would not be easy and that he would not last long though was looking at my postion with some kind of a prize that he wanted to take over and he could try but I knew that few had ever surived to reach the level that I was.
"He was your partner?" He asked when he drove me home that night soon after he showed up upon my execution of Trowa.
I refused to comment at all simply blocking him away as the car rolled and
wanted it to end up soon so I could not listen to him any longer. Finally, the ride came to the stop and opening the door I have not even looking back at him at all, but it did not stop him to be quiet at all.
"Cleric," Maxwell said making me to turn around to look back at him." I only hope that one day I would be as great as you are."
"Good night," and then not wanting to hear any of this more nonsense I had headed away not turning back at all as the car moved out of the sight.
CH:9-Dreams And Guilt
Relena's POV:
****************
I was left alone to have my peace during the night time in this small cell where they had given me only light blanket but that was not enough to get warm here when you are surrounded with icy-cold metalic walls. It just did not work but I did not complain and as I lay down in my small bed exhaused from the tests and the questioning I finally fell sleep:
********Dream*******
I was playing with the brigthly colored building blocks, seeing how high I
could get. My mother was handing me the blocks laughing sweetly at how serious I was. When the tower was so high I couldn't reach, my brother lifted me up, telling me what a wonderful little sister she was.
I woke, disoriented. My mother and bother. I hadn't thought of them for 2 years, not since my mother had been incinerated. The memory of the dream made me feel warm, but I shook it off. No. I did not want this. I would not become like them. Without my realising,a small tear made its tratiorous way down my cheek.
***************
Cleric Yuy's POV:
Father's insisitent message of faith and faithfulness to the great society
insinulated itself into my consciousness as I scanned report on the new faction. I allowed myself to admit that Diplomat Darlian's abduction disturbed me, but I was unable to opinpoint why. The council had decreed the Clerics could use any and all resources to pruge Libria of this new 'Cancer'. I thought it reasonable to include finding Relena Darlian.
********
Relena's POV:
I was dreaming again:
I was in the EC-10 offices, sorting and filling written items. I would be her
for six months as part of my ongoing Administrator training. There were several young women in the offices, but I was the only one on a fast track.
I was never tempted to read the EC-10 items beyond the title. I saw no point. They were unnecessary. However, I had noticed that one of the other women spent a questionable amount of time on each item.
It was after the mid-day nutrition break, when I returned to the office. I came in so quietly, that my colleague did not hear me. I was shocked to see the woman reading a book even stroking the pages. The book was ititled 'Black Beauty'. For split second, I hesitated. Perhaps I was mistaken. Then I saw the tears running down the woman's cheeks. I turned down and went straight to my supervisors to report what I'd seen. I was not told the outcome but I knew what happened. I never saw Elisabeth Yuy again.
I woke, shaking. I felt the hot, salty liquid on my face. Oh God! What had I
done? The guilt washed of my mother and couldn't remembere my mother's name. Do Robbie and Lisa remember their mother? Oh God! Heero! How could I face him agian? One simple act if conditioning and the three lives lay in ruins.
Did Heero know? If he did,he never mentioned it. But he wouldn't would he? He would have felt what had I flet-nothing. So why did I feel so awful? Such a waste. It was only a book. My only consoltation was a little voice in the futher recesses of my mind telling me over and over, " He will come for you."
TBC...
