I Walk Alone pg-13
Posted: Tue Apr 12, 2005 11:12 am
(I do not own Greenday nor Gundam Wing. This is my first one of these song-type fanfics, so please leave comments and enjoy!)
I Walk Alone
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
He stared into her eyes, a violet made even more radiant by the shimmer of tears forming. ?Heero? Heero, why?? she held onto his shirt with her fists, staring up at him. Although fire seared at him, his insides burning as he moved, he grabbed her hands and pushed her away.
?You just don?t get it Relena. You, Me, it will never work. You are the Queen Peacecraft, and I??
She glared at him angrily. ?What? A bodyguard? This is not the 15th century, we can be together!? Her anger slowly returning back to grief.
?It?s not that.? He replied placidly, for it was all he could do to just stem the flood of emotions that attacked him. ?I... I am to dangerous, and my life? it is not safe.?
<i> I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone</i>
Relena moved to him again, her hands grabbing his biceps, gripping tightly. Her eyes bore into him, for the moment stilling him, freezing him in his spot. ?Heero, I will be alright. As long as I am with you? Oh Heero!? she breathed quickly before throwing her arms around his neck and kissing him deeply.
<i>I walk alone
I walk alone</i>
Heero returned the kiss, it was more amazing than words. Her body, completely in his arms, and her soft lips against his. Their tongues entwining, knowing just what to do. He pulled her tightly against him, a mix of emotions.
<i>I walk alone
I walk a...</i>
A strong want welled inside of him, but at the same time a fear, one just as strong. He pulled his head back, now realizing that he was out of air. Pushing her off of him once again, he took a step back and raised a hand to support himself on the wall, panting. ?How can you say that you don?t love me, or even want me, when you kiss me like that!: she said, just as breathless.
Heero didn?t speak, he couldn?t. His ever-calculating mind, his personal tool over which he had amazing control, was completely fogged.
<i>My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone</i>
Relena took a step forward but he shook his head. ?Stop,? he managed, raising an opened hand to her face. Relena paused, staring at him, studying him. She took another step forward so that his hand was almost touching her, and she took his hand in both of hers. She laid it to rest over her heart, which beat madly. Heero felt this as well as the soft firmness of her breast, he felt himself grow hotter, but he did not move his hand. Once again, he was frozen.
?I know you love me? she told him.
<i>Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah</i>
?Relena?? he breathed as she stepped closer, still holding his hand to her chest. She removed one hand and put it over his own heart, feeling the Ice Soldier?s heart beating quickly.
<i>I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone</i>
Heero sensed his other hand moving to her waist, pulling her closer. ?Heero, I love you?
<i>Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone</i>
Heero stared down at her, his once cold eyes now revealing more emotion than he ever had before, his shield was penetrated. At that second, as she spoke those words, he knew that he could never have her. To put her in danger?. It was more than he could bear.
<i>I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...</i>
Heero stared down at her, her eyes lighting up at his embrace. He moved his hand to touch her cheek. ?Relena?? ?Yes Heero?? she breathed quickly.
<i>My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone</i>
?I?? his hands shook slightly as he held her. His brain demanding one thing, his heart and body another. But as he watched her, her delicate figure, her soft embrace, her passion? He could not endanger her! He would die if she were hurt, or killed.
<i>Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah</i>
He let her go, but did not push her from him. He stood up straighter, his arms at his sides. She watched as his Prussian blue eyes, only a moment ago flooded with emotion, reverted to their old steel gaze. ?I don?t love you Relena,?
<i>I walk alone
I walk a...</i>
Relena gaped at him open mouthed. ?Good-bye Queen Peacecraft? he felt himself say, just as he left his spot between her and the wall and began walking away. Relena kept her back turned to him, but then turned around quickly. ?Heero!? she yelled at his impenetrable back, but he just kept walking.
<i>I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...</i>
Heero ignored her screams, although on the inside he was being ripped apart. But he refused to turn around. As he left her, he knew that his own life was over. He heard her begin to cry, sliding down the wall to her knees, her hair hiding her face as she hid her pain behind her hands. Heero continued his walk, methodic, like a robot. Although the pain inside would never leave him, he would never let emotion interfere again. Good-bye my Queen? my Relena?
<i>My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...</i>
I Walk Alone
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
He stared into her eyes, a violet made even more radiant by the shimmer of tears forming. ?Heero? Heero, why?? she held onto his shirt with her fists, staring up at him. Although fire seared at him, his insides burning as he moved, he grabbed her hands and pushed her away.
?You just don?t get it Relena. You, Me, it will never work. You are the Queen Peacecraft, and I??
She glared at him angrily. ?What? A bodyguard? This is not the 15th century, we can be together!? Her anger slowly returning back to grief.
?It?s not that.? He replied placidly, for it was all he could do to just stem the flood of emotions that attacked him. ?I... I am to dangerous, and my life? it is not safe.?
<i> I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone</i>
Relena moved to him again, her hands grabbing his biceps, gripping tightly. Her eyes bore into him, for the moment stilling him, freezing him in his spot. ?Heero, I will be alright. As long as I am with you? Oh Heero!? she breathed quickly before throwing her arms around his neck and kissing him deeply.
<i>I walk alone
I walk alone</i>
Heero returned the kiss, it was more amazing than words. Her body, completely in his arms, and her soft lips against his. Their tongues entwining, knowing just what to do. He pulled her tightly against him, a mix of emotions.
<i>I walk alone
I walk a...</i>
A strong want welled inside of him, but at the same time a fear, one just as strong. He pulled his head back, now realizing that he was out of air. Pushing her off of him once again, he took a step back and raised a hand to support himself on the wall, panting. ?How can you say that you don?t love me, or even want me, when you kiss me like that!: she said, just as breathless.
Heero didn?t speak, he couldn?t. His ever-calculating mind, his personal tool over which he had amazing control, was completely fogged.
<i>My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone</i>
Relena took a step forward but he shook his head. ?Stop,? he managed, raising an opened hand to her face. Relena paused, staring at him, studying him. She took another step forward so that his hand was almost touching her, and she took his hand in both of hers. She laid it to rest over her heart, which beat madly. Heero felt this as well as the soft firmness of her breast, he felt himself grow hotter, but he did not move his hand. Once again, he was frozen.
?I know you love me? she told him.
<i>Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah</i>
?Relena?? he breathed as she stepped closer, still holding his hand to her chest. She removed one hand and put it over his own heart, feeling the Ice Soldier?s heart beating quickly.
<i>I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone</i>
Heero sensed his other hand moving to her waist, pulling her closer. ?Heero, I love you?
<i>Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone</i>
Heero stared down at her, his once cold eyes now revealing more emotion than he ever had before, his shield was penetrated. At that second, as she spoke those words, he knew that he could never have her. To put her in danger?. It was more than he could bear.
<i>I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...</i>
Heero stared down at her, her eyes lighting up at his embrace. He moved his hand to touch her cheek. ?Relena?? ?Yes Heero?? she breathed quickly.
<i>My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone</i>
?I?? his hands shook slightly as he held her. His brain demanding one thing, his heart and body another. But as he watched her, her delicate figure, her soft embrace, her passion? He could not endanger her! He would die if she were hurt, or killed.
<i>Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah</i>
He let her go, but did not push her from him. He stood up straighter, his arms at his sides. She watched as his Prussian blue eyes, only a moment ago flooded with emotion, reverted to their old steel gaze. ?I don?t love you Relena,?
<i>I walk alone
I walk a...</i>
Relena gaped at him open mouthed. ?Good-bye Queen Peacecraft? he felt himself say, just as he left his spot between her and the wall and began walking away. Relena kept her back turned to him, but then turned around quickly. ?Heero!? she yelled at his impenetrable back, but he just kept walking.
<i>I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...</i>
Heero ignored her screams, although on the inside he was being ripped apart. But he refused to turn around. As he left her, he knew that his own life was over. He heard her begin to cry, sliding down the wall to her knees, her hair hiding her face as she hid her pain behind her hands. Heero continued his walk, methodic, like a robot. Although the pain inside would never leave him, he would never let emotion interfere again. Good-bye my Queen? my Relena?
<i>My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...</i>
