Pleasure & Pain-1 NC-17 ( AxS dark fic)
Posted: Tue Feb 01, 2005 7:23 am
Note - this is a very dark Alucard x Seras fic. Alucard has returned to his Vlad the Impaler ways and is much crueler with Integral gone and no Hellsing seals to control him. Upcoming chapters will have torture & instense violence. I wanted to portray a darker version of Alucard & do a realistic pairing with Seras instead of fluffy AxS.
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Seras awoke with a feeling that something was not quite right. Her Master's maniacal laughter startled her out of her slumber. For a second she forgot where she was and what had happened. She half expected Sir Integra to come into her room and see if she was ok. Her Commander knew what a crazy bastard her Master was. But, then she snapped back to reality. Integra was dead ? gone. And so was Hellsing. She was in her Master?s former kingdom. Romania was its name now. He had come back to claim his kingdom, his domain, his subjects. Politics prevented him from ruling as a monarch, for now. Presently he was content to be back in his castle, his throne. Alucard would rule the night, the countryside, and the peasants that were unfortunate enough to live within its boundaries. Now more then ever, Seras wished she had taken her Master up on his offer to drink his blood. If she had, then she would no longer be in his servitude ? free of his control. The Master she knew when he was under Integra?s command was gone. Gone were the controls his Master had placed upon him. The seals had prevented him from senseless slaughter, feeding on humans, and allowing his evil to reign freely. They were gone. Seras shivered. Fear built up inside of her. She wondered why her Master had brought her here. Why hadn?t he just left her behind to perish? When Integra was alive he hadn?t know she existed. The thought occurred to her that she was better off not knowing.
Alucard walked into the bedroom, his eyes locked on his fledgling. Seras trembled slightly as she felt his crimson orbs roam up her body slowly, meeting her eyes with a look that frightened her. Was it hunger? Or lust? Maybe it was both. ?Master??
Alucard didn?t answer her with words. He stroked her hair in a gesture of possession. She was his. Integra could no longer interfere. Alucard could treat her as he wished. He?d be able to mold Seras into a perfect vampire, a perfect bride. Soon his fledgling would be as evil and powerful as him.
?So Seras Victoria, what do think of your new home? Is it to your liking??
How can I reply to that? ?My liking? Yes. I guess I do. It?s different.?
?You?ll get used to it. You have to. There will be all sorts of changes Police Girl.? Alucard walked away from Seras to look out the window. His eyes brightened as he looked at the sliver impaling poles. How he ached to use them. Soon. Very soon.
Changes. What kind of changes does he mean? Seras wondered. She knew they could not be good ones. Seras knew it was a mistake but the question left her mouth before she realized her mistake. ?What kind of changes, Master??
Alucard approached Seras again, his eyes filled with lust, locked onto hers. ?Many changes, Seras Victoria.? The fledgling backed up to the wall as Alucard got closer. His gaze scared her?it was hungry, predatory. Alucard trapped her against the wall, putting his arms on both sides of her head. ?I will teach you how to feed your many appetites. But tonight, you can sate some of mine.?
Seras looked at him defiantly. She was not going to allow him to see fear - no matter what she felt. The young vampire had her pride after all. That and her humanity were all she had left. ?What do you think you are doing, Master?? Seras looked at Alucard with insolence in her eyes and accusing him with her tone.
Alucard licked her neck, the faint scar still visible that he made so many years ago. ?I wonder if your blood is just as sweet now as it was back then. You are still a virgin??
Seras used all of her strength to push him away. It still wasn?t good enough. She was angry as hell. He was not going to use her like this. When Integra was alive he barely acknowledged her existence and now this? Her hands formed into claws ? she used them to tear into his arms, stomach, and chest. ?No Alucard. Don?t touch me! Not like that.? Seras grinned as she saw the damage she had done to his body. But, oh no, this is not good. He is not fighting back. Alucard was grinning. The bastard enjoyed it.
Seras froze, not sure of what to do next.
Alucard?s grin widened. ?Please don?t stop, Police Girl. Pain is simply delicious. Almost as delectable as the fear in your eyes.? Alucard smirked - he was rather enjoying himself. He licked her neck, but more slowly this time, savoring the taste of his fledgling?s skin. He moaned as he sunk his teeth into her drawing her blood into his mouth. Almost as sweet as the first time he tasted her. He paused to grin, as he smelled the arousal building in his bride. She could not resist his control. Alucard continued to drink as Seras pulled his body closer to hers digging her nails into his shoulders.
Seras hated herself right now. But, she hated him more. Her Master was biting her neck, consuming her blood. Sensations long forgotten overwhelmed her. The swoon from his feeding overpowered all sense of reason. The only things she could feel were raw pleasure, intense desire. Sensations penetrated every part of her being. An involuntary moan escaped her. She could feel her Master smile. Damn Bastard. She whispered, ?Don?t stop.? As he drank of her, Alucard did other things to make her lose all control. Seras moaned as she felt his bare hand under her shirt, roughly squeezing her breast. Alucard pinched her nipple harshly, chuckling as it hardened.
He stopped drinking, looking at her triumphantly - the desire apparent in her eyes.
?See, you like it when I touch you. Why would you tell me not to?? He licked some blood from her neck loving how she shivered. ?What?s the matter, Police Girl??
?Master I don?t want this. Why are you??? Seras looked at him confused. He never would?ve done this if Integral were here.
?But she?s not here Seras. And I only have you to play with.? Alucard drew her close to him and kissed her roughly on the mouth. He pinned her against the wall again grinding his body into hers, letting her feel his full arousal. Seras felt her muscles tighten in anger as her body responded against her will. Alucard grinned insanely at her. ?You are mine Seras. I will have you ? with or without your consent.? Alucard stroked her between her legs, gleefully watching her body?s reaction. ?But the fact is Seras Victoria, you do desire me. Even if your mind doesn?t want to, your body does. You can?t help getting aroused by my touch. If you continue to fight me, I will punish you. You have no idea how painful my retribution will be.?
With those words, Alucard slammed Seras against the wall and punched her hard in the stomach. Seras put her arms up in defense. He twisted one of her arms behind her back, chuckling as he heard it crack. Seras tried to fight back but her situation was hopeless. She was in so much pain it was hard for her to stand. Finally he let go of her arm and grinned at his fledgling. ?That is but a fraction of the pain you will endure if you fight back. I am quite the expert in the art of torture, Seras. Do you really want to find out how good I am??
Seras fought back her tears. She was not going to cry. No she was not weak. Seras had proved that by defeating Joleen and she was not going to show any signs of weakness, no matter how she felt inside to pay considering her options. The young vampire knew she had a choice. Not much of one, but it was a choice. Her Master was always giving choices. She could fight him ? say no to him. But, if she did, what awaited her would most likely be worst then if she said yes. What would she lose if agreed? If she were lucky, the only loss would be her self-respect. A small price to pay.
Seras relaxed and glared at her Master. ?Ok, You win, Master. I won?t fight you ? on this.?
Alucard smirked. He had won. He caressed her cheek with his hand. ?I knew you?d come around, Seras.?
He leaned into her as he kissed her deeply, almost tenderly this time. His tongue explored her mouth hungrily, drawing her tongue into his mouth. He groaned as she sucked on his tongue and ran her fingers through his long hair. Seras leaned into him grinding against his body. It is going to be so much fun corrupting you Seras. I will make you powerful. What doesn?t kill you makes you stronger?
Seras knew she was giving in to him, to her desire. But, the young vampire decided not to care. No she couldn?t care. If she did, that would be the end of her, the end of her humanity, her sanity. Instead she focused on the intense feelings, sensations as they coursed through her body. That was all she felt. She grinned wildly at Alucard. ?Can we go to bed Master??
Alucard smirked as he led her to bed. He attacked her as soon as they reached the bed. Savagely he clawed her clothes ripping them into shreds. Fueled by lust and the scent of their blood mixed in the air, Seras ferociously attacked her Master. She shred his clothes and his skin, giving him superficial wounds. She licked his blood from his wounds, savoring the way it tasted. The power coursed through her veins, increasing her pleasure. She clawed his chest, licking, biting, and nipping his torso. Alucard sighed, as he knew what she was going to do next. A feral laugh escaped Seras as she saw and touched her Master?s cock. She licked the length of it savoring its taste. She put the full length into her mouth, sucking hard as she caressed it with her tongue. To her surprise, her Master released his shadows. Tendrils violated every part of her body. Tendrils shaped like tongues entered her mouth, while other licked her breast, roughly flicking her nipples. Other tendrils entered inside of her, licking her center probing her inside walls, as they shagged her. Seras had to stop sucking on her Master as she lost all control, the tendrils causing her to climax again and again.
Seras lay motionless for a few second, her eyes closed as she tried to recover. When she opened her eyes, Alucard was on top of her. He was ready to ravage her body and make her bleed. ?I?m going to hurt you now Seras. But, I can assure you that it'll be enjoyable.?
Alucard impaled his fledgling with his length; he was not a gentle lover. He plunged himself into her without care. But, he had been right. The sensation was as pleasurable as it was painful. She whimpered as she felt him break the skin of her virginity. He ravaged her body as he thrusted wildly into her. Sensations of pain and pleasure mixed together and Seras could no longer tell which one was dominant. The tendrils were released again. The fledgling moaned as they licked her and went inside every part of her, as her Master continued to shagging. She bucked wildly meeting Alucard?s thrusts. Tensions built up inside her body and were released finally as she climaxed again and again. During that time Alucard released himself into her, moaning as he came.
Afterwards, Seras curled up into a fetal position and tried to sleep. She felt so used. The young vampire could not deny how pleasurable the experience had been. But, inside she felt hollow almost empty. Seras couldn?t help but feel she had lost something - a part of who she had been. Bloody hell, maybe that?s what it feels like to lose your virginity. Deep down though she knew that wasn?t true.. So she tried not to think about it. But, tears fell from her eyes as she laid still.
After awhile she felt Alucard over her forcing her on her back and spreading her legs. ?I smell your blood Seras. Let me have a taste.?
?What-What are you going on about??
Alucard grinned, stuck his finger inside of her, and showed her the blood before licking it off of his finger. A look of pure pleasure crossed his face as he sucked the blood off of his finger. Seras nodded. She knew Alucard would help himself anyway ? she didn?t see any sense in fighting him about it. The darker part of her wanted to feel his tongue inside of her. Seras moaned as she felt his cold wet tongue between her legs, licking the blood from her entrance. His tongue was giving her sensations she didn?t think existed as he stroked her with it. But, it was nothing compared to what she felt when he went inside of her, drinking up her blood and juices. He licked her walls as he drank her blood. Seras writhed on the bed screaming his name as her Master brought her to the edge once again. His tongue thrusted inside of her and the vampire screamed as she came again.
After it was over Alucard got up and let his fledgling sleep. She would need to restore her energy for what he had planned. He laughed evilly as thoughts of slaughter, pain, sex, and violence filled his mind. Alucard knew he would thoroughly enjoy forcing Seras to leave her humanity behind and becoming a true Nosferatu.
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Seras awoke with a feeling that something was not quite right. Her Master's maniacal laughter startled her out of her slumber. For a second she forgot where she was and what had happened. She half expected Sir Integra to come into her room and see if she was ok. Her Commander knew what a crazy bastard her Master was. But, then she snapped back to reality. Integra was dead ? gone. And so was Hellsing. She was in her Master?s former kingdom. Romania was its name now. He had come back to claim his kingdom, his domain, his subjects. Politics prevented him from ruling as a monarch, for now. Presently he was content to be back in his castle, his throne. Alucard would rule the night, the countryside, and the peasants that were unfortunate enough to live within its boundaries. Now more then ever, Seras wished she had taken her Master up on his offer to drink his blood. If she had, then she would no longer be in his servitude ? free of his control. The Master she knew when he was under Integra?s command was gone. Gone were the controls his Master had placed upon him. The seals had prevented him from senseless slaughter, feeding on humans, and allowing his evil to reign freely. They were gone. Seras shivered. Fear built up inside of her. She wondered why her Master had brought her here. Why hadn?t he just left her behind to perish? When Integra was alive he hadn?t know she existed. The thought occurred to her that she was better off not knowing.
Alucard walked into the bedroom, his eyes locked on his fledgling. Seras trembled slightly as she felt his crimson orbs roam up her body slowly, meeting her eyes with a look that frightened her. Was it hunger? Or lust? Maybe it was both. ?Master??
Alucard didn?t answer her with words. He stroked her hair in a gesture of possession. She was his. Integra could no longer interfere. Alucard could treat her as he wished. He?d be able to mold Seras into a perfect vampire, a perfect bride. Soon his fledgling would be as evil and powerful as him.
?So Seras Victoria, what do think of your new home? Is it to your liking??
How can I reply to that? ?My liking? Yes. I guess I do. It?s different.?
?You?ll get used to it. You have to. There will be all sorts of changes Police Girl.? Alucard walked away from Seras to look out the window. His eyes brightened as he looked at the sliver impaling poles. How he ached to use them. Soon. Very soon.
Changes. What kind of changes does he mean? Seras wondered. She knew they could not be good ones. Seras knew it was a mistake but the question left her mouth before she realized her mistake. ?What kind of changes, Master??
Alucard approached Seras again, his eyes filled with lust, locked onto hers. ?Many changes, Seras Victoria.? The fledgling backed up to the wall as Alucard got closer. His gaze scared her?it was hungry, predatory. Alucard trapped her against the wall, putting his arms on both sides of her head. ?I will teach you how to feed your many appetites. But tonight, you can sate some of mine.?
Seras looked at him defiantly. She was not going to allow him to see fear - no matter what she felt. The young vampire had her pride after all. That and her humanity were all she had left. ?What do you think you are doing, Master?? Seras looked at Alucard with insolence in her eyes and accusing him with her tone.
Alucard licked her neck, the faint scar still visible that he made so many years ago. ?I wonder if your blood is just as sweet now as it was back then. You are still a virgin??
Seras used all of her strength to push him away. It still wasn?t good enough. She was angry as hell. He was not going to use her like this. When Integra was alive he barely acknowledged her existence and now this? Her hands formed into claws ? she used them to tear into his arms, stomach, and chest. ?No Alucard. Don?t touch me! Not like that.? Seras grinned as she saw the damage she had done to his body. But, oh no, this is not good. He is not fighting back. Alucard was grinning. The bastard enjoyed it.
Seras froze, not sure of what to do next.
Alucard?s grin widened. ?Please don?t stop, Police Girl. Pain is simply delicious. Almost as delectable as the fear in your eyes.? Alucard smirked - he was rather enjoying himself. He licked her neck, but more slowly this time, savoring the taste of his fledgling?s skin. He moaned as he sunk his teeth into her drawing her blood into his mouth. Almost as sweet as the first time he tasted her. He paused to grin, as he smelled the arousal building in his bride. She could not resist his control. Alucard continued to drink as Seras pulled his body closer to hers digging her nails into his shoulders.
Seras hated herself right now. But, she hated him more. Her Master was biting her neck, consuming her blood. Sensations long forgotten overwhelmed her. The swoon from his feeding overpowered all sense of reason. The only things she could feel were raw pleasure, intense desire. Sensations penetrated every part of her being. An involuntary moan escaped her. She could feel her Master smile. Damn Bastard. She whispered, ?Don?t stop.? As he drank of her, Alucard did other things to make her lose all control. Seras moaned as she felt his bare hand under her shirt, roughly squeezing her breast. Alucard pinched her nipple harshly, chuckling as it hardened.
He stopped drinking, looking at her triumphantly - the desire apparent in her eyes.
?See, you like it when I touch you. Why would you tell me not to?? He licked some blood from her neck loving how she shivered. ?What?s the matter, Police Girl??
?Master I don?t want this. Why are you??? Seras looked at him confused. He never would?ve done this if Integral were here.
?But she?s not here Seras. And I only have you to play with.? Alucard drew her close to him and kissed her roughly on the mouth. He pinned her against the wall again grinding his body into hers, letting her feel his full arousal. Seras felt her muscles tighten in anger as her body responded against her will. Alucard grinned insanely at her. ?You are mine Seras. I will have you ? with or without your consent.? Alucard stroked her between her legs, gleefully watching her body?s reaction. ?But the fact is Seras Victoria, you do desire me. Even if your mind doesn?t want to, your body does. You can?t help getting aroused by my touch. If you continue to fight me, I will punish you. You have no idea how painful my retribution will be.?
With those words, Alucard slammed Seras against the wall and punched her hard in the stomach. Seras put her arms up in defense. He twisted one of her arms behind her back, chuckling as he heard it crack. Seras tried to fight back but her situation was hopeless. She was in so much pain it was hard for her to stand. Finally he let go of her arm and grinned at his fledgling. ?That is but a fraction of the pain you will endure if you fight back. I am quite the expert in the art of torture, Seras. Do you really want to find out how good I am??
Seras fought back her tears. She was not going to cry. No she was not weak. Seras had proved that by defeating Joleen and she was not going to show any signs of weakness, no matter how she felt inside to pay considering her options. The young vampire knew she had a choice. Not much of one, but it was a choice. Her Master was always giving choices. She could fight him ? say no to him. But, if she did, what awaited her would most likely be worst then if she said yes. What would she lose if agreed? If she were lucky, the only loss would be her self-respect. A small price to pay.
Seras relaxed and glared at her Master. ?Ok, You win, Master. I won?t fight you ? on this.?
Alucard smirked. He had won. He caressed her cheek with his hand. ?I knew you?d come around, Seras.?
He leaned into her as he kissed her deeply, almost tenderly this time. His tongue explored her mouth hungrily, drawing her tongue into his mouth. He groaned as she sucked on his tongue and ran her fingers through his long hair. Seras leaned into him grinding against his body. It is going to be so much fun corrupting you Seras. I will make you powerful. What doesn?t kill you makes you stronger?
Seras knew she was giving in to him, to her desire. But, the young vampire decided not to care. No she couldn?t care. If she did, that would be the end of her, the end of her humanity, her sanity. Instead she focused on the intense feelings, sensations as they coursed through her body. That was all she felt. She grinned wildly at Alucard. ?Can we go to bed Master??
Alucard smirked as he led her to bed. He attacked her as soon as they reached the bed. Savagely he clawed her clothes ripping them into shreds. Fueled by lust and the scent of their blood mixed in the air, Seras ferociously attacked her Master. She shred his clothes and his skin, giving him superficial wounds. She licked his blood from his wounds, savoring the way it tasted. The power coursed through her veins, increasing her pleasure. She clawed his chest, licking, biting, and nipping his torso. Alucard sighed, as he knew what she was going to do next. A feral laugh escaped Seras as she saw and touched her Master?s cock. She licked the length of it savoring its taste. She put the full length into her mouth, sucking hard as she caressed it with her tongue. To her surprise, her Master released his shadows. Tendrils violated every part of her body. Tendrils shaped like tongues entered her mouth, while other licked her breast, roughly flicking her nipples. Other tendrils entered inside of her, licking her center probing her inside walls, as they shagged her. Seras had to stop sucking on her Master as she lost all control, the tendrils causing her to climax again and again.
Seras lay motionless for a few second, her eyes closed as she tried to recover. When she opened her eyes, Alucard was on top of her. He was ready to ravage her body and make her bleed. ?I?m going to hurt you now Seras. But, I can assure you that it'll be enjoyable.?
Alucard impaled his fledgling with his length; he was not a gentle lover. He plunged himself into her without care. But, he had been right. The sensation was as pleasurable as it was painful. She whimpered as she felt him break the skin of her virginity. He ravaged her body as he thrusted wildly into her. Sensations of pain and pleasure mixed together and Seras could no longer tell which one was dominant. The tendrils were released again. The fledgling moaned as they licked her and went inside every part of her, as her Master continued to shagging. She bucked wildly meeting Alucard?s thrusts. Tensions built up inside her body and were released finally as she climaxed again and again. During that time Alucard released himself into her, moaning as he came.
Afterwards, Seras curled up into a fetal position and tried to sleep. She felt so used. The young vampire could not deny how pleasurable the experience had been. But, inside she felt hollow almost empty. Seras couldn?t help but feel she had lost something - a part of who she had been. Bloody hell, maybe that?s what it feels like to lose your virginity. Deep down though she knew that wasn?t true.. So she tried not to think about it. But, tears fell from her eyes as she laid still.
After awhile she felt Alucard over her forcing her on her back and spreading her legs. ?I smell your blood Seras. Let me have a taste.?
?What-What are you going on about??
Alucard grinned, stuck his finger inside of her, and showed her the blood before licking it off of his finger. A look of pure pleasure crossed his face as he sucked the blood off of his finger. Seras nodded. She knew Alucard would help himself anyway ? she didn?t see any sense in fighting him about it. The darker part of her wanted to feel his tongue inside of her. Seras moaned as she felt his cold wet tongue between her legs, licking the blood from her entrance. His tongue was giving her sensations she didn?t think existed as he stroked her with it. But, it was nothing compared to what she felt when he went inside of her, drinking up her blood and juices. He licked her walls as he drank her blood. Seras writhed on the bed screaming his name as her Master brought her to the edge once again. His tongue thrusted inside of her and the vampire screamed as she came again.
After it was over Alucard got up and let his fledgling sleep. She would need to restore her energy for what he had planned. He laughed evilly as thoughts of slaughter, pain, sex, and violence filled his mind. Alucard knew he would thoroughly enjoy forcing Seras to leave her humanity behind and becoming a true Nosferatu.
