Moving On - Seras x Darkish-but-good-Walter NC-17
Posted: Tue Feb 01, 2005 6:55 am
Authors note: Major SPOILERS for vol 6 & up. This is a continuation of my AU fic, Goodbye (on fanfic.net). Set 2 years after Seras released Pip's soul from her body, she goes to visit his grave. Walter drives her and offers her some comfort. Walter is a vampire but is "good" again (having the locks that Millenium put on his mind in Vol 7).
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Seras Victoria wiped the tears from her eyes as she walked away from Pip?s grave. Today was only the second anniversary of the day his soul left her body. It didn?t seem fair that she had been forced to lose Pip twice. Today was the only day Seras allowed herself to cry. She had given up that human weakness. Walter waited for her back in the car. Seras smiled at the thought of the Hellsing butler. He sure was not much of the butler who had greeted her when she had first arrived at Hellsing. No, Walter was like her now ? a vampire who wasn?t entirely happy with his fate. Both of them had accepted it and used their dark powers to serve Hellsing. Seras smiled thinking of how alike she and Walter were.
Walter opened the door for Seras, he was still a true gentleman. That was one thing even becoming a monster could not change. He looked over at Seras with concern and affection. ?Seras, should we return to the Manor now??
Seras force a smile and nodded but then she changed her mind. She did not want to go back just yet. All that was awaiting her back there was an empty room. Seras just couldn?t bare that just yet. ?Walter, I don?t want to go back right now...it?s such a nice peaceful night out. I kind of wish we could just go somewhere ? you know sit and enjoy the moon and cool breeze.?
Walter nodded. He seemed to understand why Seras didn?t want to go back. ?Certainly Seras, I think I know of the perfect place. I haven?t been there in years but the view is quite breathtaking.? Walter looked over at Seras. He was thinking that his view at the moment was what took his breath away ? if he indeed needed air to breath. The two drove in silence through windy roads up in the hills of England for what seemed like hours. Finally Walter stopped the car.
Seras looked around at their destination. This would take anyone?s breath away ? even a vampire?s. Walter had driven them to a sort of look-out point on a very large hill. It was situated just above London and the city sparkled just below their view. Around them were nothing but trees. Being up so high made Seras feel like she was closer to the stars and full moon. She sat down at a picnic table that over looked the valley below.
Walter stood standing, he seemed apprehensive about sitting down next to Seras. ?One of the finest views in all of London, isn?t it, Seras??
Seras grinned, ?Yes, Walter, I must say you have outdone yourself. Thank you. Why are you standing all the way over there? You can?t see the city from over there. You can come over here.?
Walter sat down next to Seras. He thought she looked particularly lovely tonight. Her blood red eyes sparkled in the moonlight and her pale skin and blonde hair almost seemed to glow. He secretly had desire the young vampire since Alucard had brought her to Hellsing. Of course, Walter never said a word or acted on his feelings. That would have been inappropriate and he always did the right thing. That was after all, who he was and would always be. Even turning into a vampire could change that. Sometimes being so bloody good is no fun.
?Walter, how did you know about this place? It is rather lovely.?
?It is actually quite amusing, Seras. It is from following Sir Integral when she was a teenager.?
?You followed Sir Integral?? Seras couldn?t help but giggle.
?Yes, Seras. I was probably the closest thing she had to a father, although I suspect she didn?t need a father at all. When she was 16 years old the Queen had the awful idea of arranging a few dates for her ? in hopes that Integral would find a husband. The Queen thought things would be easier for Integral if all the responsibilities did not rest only on her shoulders and there is always the question of an heir. Anyway one of the young men brought her here. When the gentleman came to the house to pick her up ? there was just something about him that was untrustworthy. So I followed him. It turned out that Integral could quite take care of herself.?
?You?ve got to tell me, Walter. What happened??
Walter grinned mischievously, "I suppose I could tell you ? but if Sir Integral were to find out...?
?I won?t tell a soul, Walter.?
?Well ? all right. I followed them up here and parked the car just over there. They were actually sitting right about here. The two of them kissed, which was fine. After a few seconds, however, the boy tried to umm unbutton Sir Integral?s blouse. I was read to come to her rescue but maybe it was the boy I should have helped. I?m not sure what happened because I looked a way for just a second. By the time I got over to the two of them, the boy had a black eye and I do believe his hand was broken. Sir Integral was grinning smugly and asked me to bring her home.?
?Wow, Walter! Sir Integral did that? Remind me never to make Sir Integral mad.?
?Well, Seras, I doubt you would ever try to unbutton her blouse.? Walter chuckled.
His comment hung in the air like a lead balloon. Perhaps it was the just the idea that others sometimes came to this location for romance and lust. Seras couldn?t help but wonder why Walter had brought her here. She pushed the thought aside. This was Walter after all. Now if it had been Pip...just thinking of the mercenary soldier brought the tears back. Seras couldn?t help but start to cry. Not having him with her hurt like hell to her.
Walter saw the tears start to flow and there was no doubt of what he would do. The butler put his arm around the shoulder of the crying girl and gently stroked her hair. In a moment she threw her arms around his shoulders and cried into his chest. Walter stroked her back and shoulders trying to comfort her pain. After a short while, Seras stopped sobbing and looked into his eyes. They said nothing for several seconds. Finally, Seras spoke.
?Walter, thank you. I?m so sorry. You must think I?m a pathetic fool. I?m a vampire ? I shouldn?t be crying like this...?
Walter did not take his arms away from her. He continued to stroke her hair as he spoke. ?Seras, I think nothing of the kind. We were both human ? not that long ago. I don?t think it is weak to cry just one day out of the year. No ? it takes strength to let yourself feel the pain.?
Seras smiled widely. ?Thank you, Walter! I could just-just?
Walter knew what she was going to say so he finished her sentence for her. ?---just kiss me. You can you know.?
Seras smiled shyly. She wasn?t sure what she wanted. In the past few years she and the butler had grown closer. It was a genuine friendship but underneath there was the current of something stronger. Seras had ignored it up to now ? she just hadn?t been ready for it. Somehow at this very moment ? it felt different. ?Yes---just kiss you.?
The two were silent for a moment, letting the reality of the words they both just spoke sink in.
Walter was the first one to speak. ?Can I, Seras? Would you mind??
Seras thought she had wanted nothing more in a very long time. She whispered, ?Please.?
As he moved his mouth on hers, Seras let herself feel desire for a man she cared about. It had just been too long. The kiss was cautious and gentle at first but soon it was Seras who became the aggressor. She slipped her tongue inside Walter?s mouth wanting to taste everything about him. He moaned as Seras gently caressed his eyeteeth with her long tongue. Walter soon slipped his tongue into Seras? mouth. He stroked her mouth, tongue, and eyeteeth with his tongue and made her moan. The sound of her desire was music to his ears. It had been entirely too long for Walter as well.
The two kissed like two teenager for hours. The frustration was building up in them both. They wanted more but neither would admit it ? afraid of how the other would react. Seras wanted to forget her pain for just a little while. She wanted to mask it in pleasure. Walter did not care tonight for his own satisfaction. He only wanted to make Seras feel better and taste every inch of her body. Both were trapped in their roles of what was proper and what was not. Walter pulled away from Seras. ?Is it okay if I help you forget for awhile.?
Seras smiled at the man. ?I?d like that but...I don?t want to lose my virginity tonight. Soon but not tonight...not on the anniversary.?
Walter nodded. There were many thing he could do to Seras that would allow her to keep her virginity. He picked her up and laid her down on the picnic table. A part of him couldn?t believe this was finally happening. How many nights had he pictured the police girl nude. Now he would get to see and touch her bare body. As Seras laid still, Walter slowly undressed her. Her body was even more beautiful then he had pictured it. Walter cupped her breast in his hand and stroked the nipple. Seras moaned his name as gently twisted and pinched it. He could smell the affect it was having on her and he grinned. Walter lowered his mouth to her nipple and took it in his mouth. Her skin was so cool and soft. He licked and stroked her nipple as she writhed on the table. Walter could smell her sweet virgin blood just below her skin. The temptation was too much with her breast in his mouth. He had to have just a taste. He guessed it was the nature of the beast he was now. Walter bit her nipple very gently, just enough to make her bleed a little bit. Her blood was so warm and sweet ? Walter thought it was the most delicious substance he had ever had in his mouth. He fed slowly only taking a small amount of blood. Walter watched the affects of the swoon on her body. Seras moaned and screamed his name and the scent of her arousal grew. Walter knew it was time.
He moved down between her legs and gently spread them apart. Walter was finally going to do what he had wanted to do for years. He licked the outside of her snatch and felt her shudder with absolute desire. Her desire tasted absolutely delicious too. It was a different taste but one he would never tire of. Walter grinned momentarily knowing it was all for him. He licked her clit and she spread her legs open wider, inviting him inside. Walter moved his long cool tongue inside and explored the woman he had desired for so long. He plunged it deep inside her as she bucked her hips. Walter could tell her climax was getting close. He thrashed his tongue in and out of her and moved his hands on her clit. Seras moaned and writhed on the table. She screamed his name, told him how good it felt, and begged him not to stop. Walter obliged her and continued to torture her with his tongue. He felt her muscles tighten around it as her orgasm began. Walter made her cum several times as he licked her clit and thrusted inside of her with his tongue. Finally he felt her muscles relax as her orgasm ended. He grinned because for the first time in years, a true look of happiness showed on her face. Seras pulled her up him and he rested his head on her soft breast. For the first time since he could remember, Walter also was truly a happy man.
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Seras Victoria wiped the tears from her eyes as she walked away from Pip?s grave. Today was only the second anniversary of the day his soul left her body. It didn?t seem fair that she had been forced to lose Pip twice. Today was the only day Seras allowed herself to cry. She had given up that human weakness. Walter waited for her back in the car. Seras smiled at the thought of the Hellsing butler. He sure was not much of the butler who had greeted her when she had first arrived at Hellsing. No, Walter was like her now ? a vampire who wasn?t entirely happy with his fate. Both of them had accepted it and used their dark powers to serve Hellsing. Seras smiled thinking of how alike she and Walter were.
Walter opened the door for Seras, he was still a true gentleman. That was one thing even becoming a monster could not change. He looked over at Seras with concern and affection. ?Seras, should we return to the Manor now??
Seras force a smile and nodded but then she changed her mind. She did not want to go back just yet. All that was awaiting her back there was an empty room. Seras just couldn?t bare that just yet. ?Walter, I don?t want to go back right now...it?s such a nice peaceful night out. I kind of wish we could just go somewhere ? you know sit and enjoy the moon and cool breeze.?
Walter nodded. He seemed to understand why Seras didn?t want to go back. ?Certainly Seras, I think I know of the perfect place. I haven?t been there in years but the view is quite breathtaking.? Walter looked over at Seras. He was thinking that his view at the moment was what took his breath away ? if he indeed needed air to breath. The two drove in silence through windy roads up in the hills of England for what seemed like hours. Finally Walter stopped the car.
Seras looked around at their destination. This would take anyone?s breath away ? even a vampire?s. Walter had driven them to a sort of look-out point on a very large hill. It was situated just above London and the city sparkled just below their view. Around them were nothing but trees. Being up so high made Seras feel like she was closer to the stars and full moon. She sat down at a picnic table that over looked the valley below.
Walter stood standing, he seemed apprehensive about sitting down next to Seras. ?One of the finest views in all of London, isn?t it, Seras??
Seras grinned, ?Yes, Walter, I must say you have outdone yourself. Thank you. Why are you standing all the way over there? You can?t see the city from over there. You can come over here.?
Walter sat down next to Seras. He thought she looked particularly lovely tonight. Her blood red eyes sparkled in the moonlight and her pale skin and blonde hair almost seemed to glow. He secretly had desire the young vampire since Alucard had brought her to Hellsing. Of course, Walter never said a word or acted on his feelings. That would have been inappropriate and he always did the right thing. That was after all, who he was and would always be. Even turning into a vampire could change that. Sometimes being so bloody good is no fun.
?Walter, how did you know about this place? It is rather lovely.?
?It is actually quite amusing, Seras. It is from following Sir Integral when she was a teenager.?
?You followed Sir Integral?? Seras couldn?t help but giggle.
?Yes, Seras. I was probably the closest thing she had to a father, although I suspect she didn?t need a father at all. When she was 16 years old the Queen had the awful idea of arranging a few dates for her ? in hopes that Integral would find a husband. The Queen thought things would be easier for Integral if all the responsibilities did not rest only on her shoulders and there is always the question of an heir. Anyway one of the young men brought her here. When the gentleman came to the house to pick her up ? there was just something about him that was untrustworthy. So I followed him. It turned out that Integral could quite take care of herself.?
?You?ve got to tell me, Walter. What happened??
Walter grinned mischievously, "I suppose I could tell you ? but if Sir Integral were to find out...?
?I won?t tell a soul, Walter.?
?Well ? all right. I followed them up here and parked the car just over there. They were actually sitting right about here. The two of them kissed, which was fine. After a few seconds, however, the boy tried to umm unbutton Sir Integral?s blouse. I was read to come to her rescue but maybe it was the boy I should have helped. I?m not sure what happened because I looked a way for just a second. By the time I got over to the two of them, the boy had a black eye and I do believe his hand was broken. Sir Integral was grinning smugly and asked me to bring her home.?
?Wow, Walter! Sir Integral did that? Remind me never to make Sir Integral mad.?
?Well, Seras, I doubt you would ever try to unbutton her blouse.? Walter chuckled.
His comment hung in the air like a lead balloon. Perhaps it was the just the idea that others sometimes came to this location for romance and lust. Seras couldn?t help but wonder why Walter had brought her here. She pushed the thought aside. This was Walter after all. Now if it had been Pip...just thinking of the mercenary soldier brought the tears back. Seras couldn?t help but start to cry. Not having him with her hurt like hell to her.
Walter saw the tears start to flow and there was no doubt of what he would do. The butler put his arm around the shoulder of the crying girl and gently stroked her hair. In a moment she threw her arms around his shoulders and cried into his chest. Walter stroked her back and shoulders trying to comfort her pain. After a short while, Seras stopped sobbing and looked into his eyes. They said nothing for several seconds. Finally, Seras spoke.
?Walter, thank you. I?m so sorry. You must think I?m a pathetic fool. I?m a vampire ? I shouldn?t be crying like this...?
Walter did not take his arms away from her. He continued to stroke her hair as he spoke. ?Seras, I think nothing of the kind. We were both human ? not that long ago. I don?t think it is weak to cry just one day out of the year. No ? it takes strength to let yourself feel the pain.?
Seras smiled widely. ?Thank you, Walter! I could just-just?
Walter knew what she was going to say so he finished her sentence for her. ?---just kiss me. You can you know.?
Seras smiled shyly. She wasn?t sure what she wanted. In the past few years she and the butler had grown closer. It was a genuine friendship but underneath there was the current of something stronger. Seras had ignored it up to now ? she just hadn?t been ready for it. Somehow at this very moment ? it felt different. ?Yes---just kiss you.?
The two were silent for a moment, letting the reality of the words they both just spoke sink in.
Walter was the first one to speak. ?Can I, Seras? Would you mind??
Seras thought she had wanted nothing more in a very long time. She whispered, ?Please.?
As he moved his mouth on hers, Seras let herself feel desire for a man she cared about. It had just been too long. The kiss was cautious and gentle at first but soon it was Seras who became the aggressor. She slipped her tongue inside Walter?s mouth wanting to taste everything about him. He moaned as Seras gently caressed his eyeteeth with her long tongue. Walter soon slipped his tongue into Seras? mouth. He stroked her mouth, tongue, and eyeteeth with his tongue and made her moan. The sound of her desire was music to his ears. It had been entirely too long for Walter as well.
The two kissed like two teenager for hours. The frustration was building up in them both. They wanted more but neither would admit it ? afraid of how the other would react. Seras wanted to forget her pain for just a little while. She wanted to mask it in pleasure. Walter did not care tonight for his own satisfaction. He only wanted to make Seras feel better and taste every inch of her body. Both were trapped in their roles of what was proper and what was not. Walter pulled away from Seras. ?Is it okay if I help you forget for awhile.?
Seras smiled at the man. ?I?d like that but...I don?t want to lose my virginity tonight. Soon but not tonight...not on the anniversary.?
Walter nodded. There were many thing he could do to Seras that would allow her to keep her virginity. He picked her up and laid her down on the picnic table. A part of him couldn?t believe this was finally happening. How many nights had he pictured the police girl nude. Now he would get to see and touch her bare body. As Seras laid still, Walter slowly undressed her. Her body was even more beautiful then he had pictured it. Walter cupped her breast in his hand and stroked the nipple. Seras moaned his name as gently twisted and pinched it. He could smell the affect it was having on her and he grinned. Walter lowered his mouth to her nipple and took it in his mouth. Her skin was so cool and soft. He licked and stroked her nipple as she writhed on the table. Walter could smell her sweet virgin blood just below her skin. The temptation was too much with her breast in his mouth. He had to have just a taste. He guessed it was the nature of the beast he was now. Walter bit her nipple very gently, just enough to make her bleed a little bit. Her blood was so warm and sweet ? Walter thought it was the most delicious substance he had ever had in his mouth. He fed slowly only taking a small amount of blood. Walter watched the affects of the swoon on her body. Seras moaned and screamed his name and the scent of her arousal grew. Walter knew it was time.
He moved down between her legs and gently spread them apart. Walter was finally going to do what he had wanted to do for years. He licked the outside of her snatch and felt her shudder with absolute desire. Her desire tasted absolutely delicious too. It was a different taste but one he would never tire of. Walter grinned momentarily knowing it was all for him. He licked her clit and she spread her legs open wider, inviting him inside. Walter moved his long cool tongue inside and explored the woman he had desired for so long. He plunged it deep inside her as she bucked her hips. Walter could tell her climax was getting close. He thrashed his tongue in and out of her and moved his hands on her clit. Seras moaned and writhed on the table. She screamed his name, told him how good it felt, and begged him not to stop. Walter obliged her and continued to torture her with his tongue. He felt her muscles tighten around it as her orgasm began. Walter made her cum several times as he licked her clit and thrusted inside of her with his tongue. Finally he felt her muscles relax as her orgasm ended. He grinned because for the first time in years, a true look of happiness showed on her face. Seras pulled her up him and he rested his head on her soft breast. For the first time since he could remember, Walter also was truly a happy man.