Blissful Ignorance

Lost
By: Mellie
Disclaimer: I don't own CB.

I wake up every day
And I am Lost.
I am alone.
No one to love.

They all left.
Or maybe I left them.
I can't remember-
That or anything.

I struggle to live
To find reasons.
I think they don't exist.
Or maybe I can't find them.

Everything I found
Vanished.
Nothing is left
To gain in life.

I do most men.
To try fill the void.
But it does nothing
Except hurt and hurt and hurt.

I lost it
I LOST everything.
In just one trip.
It all went away.

I want to find
That special something.
But where is it?
The last time...

The last time hurts.
It was a man
I couldn't have.
Or even love.

The maze of life
keeps on turning.
It won't stop
Except to mar my soul.

I lost it all.
And I'm not sure if I want it back.