Letters of Love: Prologue/?
Posted: Thu Jun 03, 2004 9:44 pm
Disclaimer: I dont own anything, dont sue me, or I'll have to burn you, and I have headache so yeah.
AN: Please review. This fic is about Relena becoming pregnant, by Heero of course, but instead of doing it regularly,Please Review I've decided that for the most part the fic will be devised of letters between Relena, Heero, and Offspring Please Review.
He was gone again. Leaving her alone, eighteen, and impregnated. She had realized it after he hadn?t returned last night at 5 like usual. The day before she had told him, and she knew he seemed different that night.
Why was she blind to it. Marriage couldn?t even keep its hold on him. Each time he had left her. In Cinq when she offered her entire palace for him to stay at, a place to get a way from meaningless battles. He had chosen death instead of her. Thankfully though, even death wasn?t able to take him.
So eventually she gave up and waited for him to make the move. Thankfully she didn?t have to wait long. After the Mariemaia incident and her election to President, he worked for her as a bodyguard, and took it upon himself too, as Duo had said, ?woo the skirt off her,? and he had. They had actually dated very little, and slept together more often then ever going out.
The marriage had been secret, and was still not known to anyone outside of immediate family, so hiding the fact that she had been left was not a problem.
Relena sighed, and sat down on her bed. It was ?their? bed, but Heero had left again. Her head fell back onto the pillow. His pillow. His pillow still there, she just couldn?t stand it. She picked it up, and in all of her righteous anger threw it against the wall, and in the wake of the pillow a letter flew out falling to the floor.
The President?s head flew up at the movement, and she quickly scrambled towards it. Her name was written on it, just her first name, and in his handwriting.
She pulled it up to her face, and with her gentian blue eyes scanned the rim. Her finger hovered at the lip, she wanted so badly to open it, but could she. What would it say. Would he talk about the reason he left, or would he just say good bye. That would be so nice. For him to finally say goodbye to her. She opened it quickly pulling the page of scribbles out.
[i] My Dearest Relena,
I am sorry, I have never said that in my life. I?m torn between my love for you, and the knowing fact that I will be a bad father. I?m going to leave a P.O. Box number and an emergency cell number. Please forgive me for this. I know this is my greatest sin, and I?m sorry that I can not give my love to our children. You will always be special to me, and I intend to keep myself faithful to you for the rest of my life.
Please know that I write this with regret, not for what we?ve done, because I am sure that are children will be as perfect as their mother, but with me as a father, I can never know if I will corrupt them. So its with a heavy heart, that I leave my peace, and my love.
Goodbye, and Forever yours,
Heero Yuy
P.S: P.O. Box 807346
Blue District, Colony 753, L1 Cluster
2-368-9049-7326[/i]
So she sat there, reading his letter twice more. For her children? She didn?t know what was left to do, and so she went back to her bed, laid down and went to sleep.
AN: Please review. This fic is about Relena becoming pregnant, by Heero of course, but instead of doing it regularly,Please Review I've decided that for the most part the fic will be devised of letters between Relena, Heero, and Offspring Please Review.
He was gone again. Leaving her alone, eighteen, and impregnated. She had realized it after he hadn?t returned last night at 5 like usual. The day before she had told him, and she knew he seemed different that night.
Why was she blind to it. Marriage couldn?t even keep its hold on him. Each time he had left her. In Cinq when she offered her entire palace for him to stay at, a place to get a way from meaningless battles. He had chosen death instead of her. Thankfully though, even death wasn?t able to take him.
So eventually she gave up and waited for him to make the move. Thankfully she didn?t have to wait long. After the Mariemaia incident and her election to President, he worked for her as a bodyguard, and took it upon himself too, as Duo had said, ?woo the skirt off her,? and he had. They had actually dated very little, and slept together more often then ever going out.
The marriage had been secret, and was still not known to anyone outside of immediate family, so hiding the fact that she had been left was not a problem.
Relena sighed, and sat down on her bed. It was ?their? bed, but Heero had left again. Her head fell back onto the pillow. His pillow. His pillow still there, she just couldn?t stand it. She picked it up, and in all of her righteous anger threw it against the wall, and in the wake of the pillow a letter flew out falling to the floor.
The President?s head flew up at the movement, and she quickly scrambled towards it. Her name was written on it, just her first name, and in his handwriting.
She pulled it up to her face, and with her gentian blue eyes scanned the rim. Her finger hovered at the lip, she wanted so badly to open it, but could she. What would it say. Would he talk about the reason he left, or would he just say good bye. That would be so nice. For him to finally say goodbye to her. She opened it quickly pulling the page of scribbles out.
[i] My Dearest Relena,
I am sorry, I have never said that in my life. I?m torn between my love for you, and the knowing fact that I will be a bad father. I?m going to leave a P.O. Box number and an emergency cell number. Please forgive me for this. I know this is my greatest sin, and I?m sorry that I can not give my love to our children. You will always be special to me, and I intend to keep myself faithful to you for the rest of my life.
Please know that I write this with regret, not for what we?ve done, because I am sure that are children will be as perfect as their mother, but with me as a father, I can never know if I will corrupt them. So its with a heavy heart, that I leave my peace, and my love.
Goodbye, and Forever yours,
Heero Yuy
P.S: P.O. Box 807346
Blue District, Colony 753, L1 Cluster
2-368-9049-7326[/i]
So she sat there, reading his letter twice more. For her children? She didn?t know what was left to do, and so she went back to her bed, laid down and went to sleep.