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Prologue
The best decision he?d ever made in his life was not to be bitter. It wouldn?t make a difference what-so-ever.
The truth of the matter is that people do disappoint you one way or a other. They might even betray you. So what do you do if they decided to be unfaithful to you.
Everyone gets angry every time. Anger and innocence can go hand in hand. Yet people don?t believe you and don?t understand it.
They throw the book at you or even yet the might throw the freaking law library at you.
When you get hit by a law book it hurts big time. I mean have you ever seen one before. Man, those books weigh something. They knock you unconscious for a day or two.
A innocent guy can?t win against lawyers. Especially if you can?t even afford one who wears the thousand dollars suit with the blue satin tie and matching hankie. The guy who can will convince a jury that you?re innocent. Instead you get the smart ass kid right out law school with the twenty dollar suit and a bad haircut. Who basically lets the system turn the screws on you, hard.
So you end up in jail, left with nothing. Life isn?t fair. Yet you get past that feeling quickly. Because basically, every loser in jail says his innocent.
You learn what you can and watch your back. Then you wait.
Except, who ever said waiting was easy to begin with. Cause it isn?t. Especially when a whole life was snatched away from him just like that. A job. A house. A wife. A kid.
The kid. Best decision he ever made. Best part of him. His heart torn in two when they took Speedy away. Smiling, remembering why he called his
Speedy. Even at two years old, that kid could crawl as fast as any runner. He bought him these pair of little running spikes. Only to get his wife to laugh at him.
But that was another life.
Now it?s time for him to anew.
And this time, he?d do it right.
_____________________________________________________________
Hey!
Ok?.I know it sounds confusing right now, but you?ll understand soon enough what the prologue is all about. I just finish reading a story and I got the idea to write this story. I hope you like it and please to tell me if you life it or there?s something you don?t like and maybe I can change it.
Bbye
CrystalWinterX
______________________________________________________________________
( I do not own Gundam Wing what-so-ever)
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You got mail!!!!
To : WhoeverX9@cyberco.com
From : SpeedyBoy@cyberco.com (Heero Yuy)
Subject : blizzards
Sometimes, you can?t figure out when something started to happen and how it started. Like when you and your girlfriend just broke up, yet you don?t even remember why you when out with her to begin with. Or you get a D is biology but you don?t remember when you started tuning out the teacher and drawing running feet in your notebook instead.
Yet when it comes to me, I can remember the exact day when things changed. I can point to the exact minute and to what I was doing and wearing. And the way my mother?s mouth was moving and how the breeze came through the window blowing her hair in her face. I remember her red locks coming undone from the messy bun she done that morning and the little pieces moving in front of her hazel eyes. Like the snow and the wind combine.
The funny thing is I live in California. I never seen snow before. Yet I remember the cold breeze of winter when the first flake of snow became visible for all to see. Falling in the drifting snow. I remember someone with a deep laugh, laughing at me and picking me up. And it made me happy to hear them laugh.
While trying to picture this in my head, my world was blowing apart in a completely mellow way. This time I can hear a soft voice talking to me and whispering calming thoughts.
And everything changed.
It was like after a blizzard, when you can?t recognize your house, or you yard. When you know they?re still there, yet they are completely covered by the mounds of white. Yet nothing looks the same.
Then when walking out, you sink into the white. Thinking you are going to disappear into nothing. Until you grab onto a big, strong hand.
Except, I never seen a blizzard nor snow. So how could I be able to explain the after affects of a blizzard?
So this is what I?m trying to get at. If nothing makes sense anymore, then you need something or someone to believe in. And you?ll hang on tight to that person until everything is okay again.
Wouldn?t you?
_____________________________________________________________
Ok, I know this part doesn?t also make sense eventually. Just to let you know, when reading the rest of the story, keep thinking about the prologue n this email n by the end of the story you?ll understand 100% what happened in the past. Please review.
Bbye
CrystalWinterX
______________________________________________________________________
( I do not own Gundam Wing what-so-ever)
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Chapter 1 :
?Baby Pictures?
Let me start off by giving you a critical piece of advice. Never, under any circumstances, allow yourself to be trapped in a room with a group of girls and a pile of baby pictures. And I do mean never. Or else you?ll be asking for one hell of a headache afterwards. I still can remember the shrieking of both Hilde and Catherine while they were looking through the pictures. Putting those two together while looking at baby picture of their boyfriends was a big mistake.
You?re probably wondering why I was in that kind of predicament to begin with. I had volunteered to help organize baby photos of the junior class for the yearbook and write a small caption for each of them. Now walking to my mom job, I begin to wonder, why, why, why?
It was for a good cause, if you were to think about it. Plus I had to no choice as well. My best friend, Relena Peacecraft, made sure I had no choice. I mean, the girl was black mailing me if I didn?t do it. How was I suppose to know she still kept the damn video tape of me dancing and singing to the Macarena when I was ten.
Everything was going smoothly if you were to actually think about.
I did try to get some work done, by giving suggesting a couple of ideas. But eventually that stopped. I always had to make sure none of the windows were cracking or breaking with all the shrieking going on.
Sometimes I just wonder?..
?HEY HEERO!? I was about to jump into the street. I turned around and faced my other best friends Duo Maxwell.
?Hey Heero, so how did the meeting go?? he asked, ?I kind of wish I volunteered to organize the baby pictures. Knowing how it was going to be all the hot girls at school, volunteering as well.? He smiled.
Just to give you a warning. I have this tiny sensitivity to loud noises. If someone crept up behind me and went boo. I?d go into cardiac arrest. It?s just one of those embarrassing things you don?t want any body to know about.
?Duo, you have Hilde.? I replied calmly, ?Remember, your girlfriend for 3 years.?
?Yeah, I know. She is the best.? While looking up at the sky.
?Yeah she must be. If she willing to put up with you.? I smiled while walking ahead.?
?HEY! What is that suppose to mean?? He shouted while running to catch up. ?Plus we?re you heading to??
?Nothing. And I?m going to visit my mom.?
?Why?? Duo asked. Once he caught up with me.
?For a baby picture.? I replied, while looking both ways before crossing the street.
?A baby picture?? Duo asked in surprised.
?Yeah,? I answered looking up and thinking what happened before.
____________________ FLASHBACK __________________
I turned to my right and saw Relena giggling while holding up a picture of Todd Simons, the junior class would-be stud. ?Look at this picture. Proof that Simons really is a hound in disguise.?
We all looked up and burst out laughing. Baby Todd was a little tyke with the same oval face and blonde curly hair. He was on all fours and had a ball in his mouth.
Just out of no where, Dorothy came beside me and asked, ?So Yuy, where?s your picture??
I pushed my picture to her. I was about four or five and I had a baseball hat on with my stuff animal dog Snoopy on my right hand.
When I asked my Mom about a baby picture, she went through the big drawer and dug up this one. I did buy her a picture album for Christmas. But I?m guessing she just never got the time to put the pictures in.
My Mom is super organize at work. She has everything label from her papers and folders to her own stapler and tape . But when it comes to our home. It?s complete chaos.
Dorothy grin, ?Don?t we miss our stuff doggy??
?What you talking about.? I asked looking up at her. ?I still sleep with it every night.? I grinned.
Relena took the picture from Dorothy?s hand and frown. ?Heero, aren?t you a tad bit old. Everyone is still a baby while you look like, your about to go to preschool??
?It just shows you guys how mature I am compare to you guys.? I replied, taking the picture back, and looking at it again.
Dorothy snorted. ?I hope you like being delusional, Yuy.?
?Yeah, dream on Yuy.? I turned around to a smiling Sally.
?I mean it Heero. Doesn?t your Mom have one baby picture of you??
I looked right back to Relena and thought about it. Taking pictures wasn?t my Mom?s first things to do on her agenda. She?s not really that organized. She?ll just forget to buy the film even. My earliest picture was from kindergarten, now that I think about it.
?Don?t you have a baby album?? Hilde asked from across the room. ?My Mom filled that whole album up with pictures all the way up to when I was potty training.
?Yeah I have one.? Catherine replied.
?Yeah me too.? Noin repeated. ?Only three pages are done. My mom lost interest in it. I was the fifth child after all. The youngest gets left out.?
?No wonder why you need therapy,? replied Sally. Noin rolled her eyes.
They started to organize the picture and thinking about captions to write. But only half my brain was working now. Why weren?t there any baby pictures of me. There weren?t any hanging on the walls. None in photo frames either. Maybe my Mom was tired to take any. My dad left about five to six months after I was born. Nice guy, huh? Never heard or seen of him since.
Basically leaving my Mom to raise me alone from day one. Suddenly I started to think. Did she actually wanted me afterwards or not. Her husband left her because she had the baby. He couldn?t handle the responsibility or the stress. What if she really hated me?
Whoa. Now I needed therapy.
__________________ END FLASHBACK ________________________
?Earth to Heero. Hello?? Duo asked while waving a hand in front of my face.
I turned slightly to get a better glimpse of him while continue walking. ?What is it anyways?? I asked a bit annoyed.
?I just wanted to know how the meeting went.? Duo replied.
?Just a little of advice Duo.? I answered.?
?Advice, I see. And what is this great piece of advice the great Heero Yuy wants to give.?
?Whenever your planning on looking at baby pictures, don?t have a bunch of girls over. Alright Duo??
?Why not Heero?? Duo asked curiously. ?Is Heero Yuy dissing girls.?
?I?m not dissing girls Duo. They?re much smarter than us then you think. But if you put girls and baby pictures together. Do you know what you get Duo??
?What?? He asked.
?Mayhem. Complete mayhem.? I replied stopping in front of my Mom?s work. She and Relena?s Mom both own a company together called Canon Jet. Which is a CD-ROM company that makes computer games for little children.
?You want to come in Duo?? I asked hoping and praying he might say no.
?Sure why not.? He replied cheerfully. ?You know how much I love to see your Mom.?
Today just isn?t my day, I suppose.
I walked in, with Duo behind me. I walk to my Mom?s Desk and asked, ?Mom, can I ask you a question.?
My Mom looked up at me surprised to even see me there. ?Yes Heero, what is it,? She put her pen down and looked at me straight in the eye.
?Mom, where can I find baby pictures of me??
She blinked at me for about a minute in slow motion. I guess I?d surprised her or interrupted her train of thought on something she was working on.
?Baby pictures,? she repeated.
________________________________________________________
Ok, tell me what you think. Hopefully you like it so far. Next chapter, your find out something surprising about Heero?s past life.
Bbye
CrystalWinterX
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Prologue
The best decision he?d ever made in his life was not to be bitter. It wouldn?t make a difference what-so-ever.
The truth of the matter is that people do disappoint you one way or a other. They might even betray you. So what do you do if they decided to be unfaithful to you.
Everyone gets angry every time. Anger and innocence can go hand in hand. Yet people don?t believe you and don?t understand it.
They throw the book at you or even yet the might throw the freaking law library at you.
When you get hit by a law book it hurts big time. I mean have you ever seen one before. Man, those books weigh something. They knock you unconscious for a day or two.
A innocent guy can?t win against lawyers. Especially if you can?t even afford one who wears the thousand dollars suit with the blue satin tie and matching hankie. The guy who can will convince a jury that you?re innocent. Instead you get the smart ass kid right out law school with the twenty dollar suit and a bad haircut. Who basically lets the system turn the screws on you, hard.
So you end up in jail, left with nothing. Life isn?t fair. Yet you get past that feeling quickly. Because basically, every loser in jail says his innocent.
You learn what you can and watch your back. Then you wait.
Except, who ever said waiting was easy to begin with. Cause it isn?t. Especially when a whole life was snatched away from him just like that. A job. A house. A wife. A kid.
The kid. Best decision he ever made. Best part of him. His heart torn in two when they took Speedy away. Smiling, remembering why he called his
Speedy. Even at two years old, that kid could crawl as fast as any runner. He bought him these pair of little running spikes. Only to get his wife to laugh at him.
But that was another life.
Now it?s time for him to anew.
And this time, he?d do it right.
_____________________________________________________________
Hey!
Ok?.I know it sounds confusing right now, but you?ll understand soon enough what the prologue is all about. I just finish reading a story and I got the idea to write this story. I hope you like it and please to tell me if you life it or there?s something you don?t like and maybe I can change it.
Bbye
CrystalWinterX
______________________________________________________________________
( I do not own Gundam Wing what-so-ever)
.Com
You got mail!!!!
To : WhoeverX9@cyberco.com
From : SpeedyBoy@cyberco.com (Heero Yuy)
Subject : blizzards
Sometimes, you can?t figure out when something started to happen and how it started. Like when you and your girlfriend just broke up, yet you don?t even remember why you when out with her to begin with. Or you get a D is biology but you don?t remember when you started tuning out the teacher and drawing running feet in your notebook instead.
Yet when it comes to me, I can remember the exact day when things changed. I can point to the exact minute and to what I was doing and wearing. And the way my mother?s mouth was moving and how the breeze came through the window blowing her hair in her face. I remember her red locks coming undone from the messy bun she done that morning and the little pieces moving in front of her hazel eyes. Like the snow and the wind combine.
The funny thing is I live in California. I never seen snow before. Yet I remember the cold breeze of winter when the first flake of snow became visible for all to see. Falling in the drifting snow. I remember someone with a deep laugh, laughing at me and picking me up. And it made me happy to hear them laugh.
While trying to picture this in my head, my world was blowing apart in a completely mellow way. This time I can hear a soft voice talking to me and whispering calming thoughts.
And everything changed.
It was like after a blizzard, when you can?t recognize your house, or you yard. When you know they?re still there, yet they are completely covered by the mounds of white. Yet nothing looks the same.
Then when walking out, you sink into the white. Thinking you are going to disappear into nothing. Until you grab onto a big, strong hand.
Except, I never seen a blizzard nor snow. So how could I be able to explain the after affects of a blizzard?
So this is what I?m trying to get at. If nothing makes sense anymore, then you need something or someone to believe in. And you?ll hang on tight to that person until everything is okay again.
Wouldn?t you?
_____________________________________________________________
Ok, I know this part doesn?t also make sense eventually. Just to let you know, when reading the rest of the story, keep thinking about the prologue n this email n by the end of the story you?ll understand 100% what happened in the past. Please review.
Bbye
CrystalWinterX
______________________________________________________________________
( I do not own Gundam Wing what-so-ever)
.Com
Chapter 1 :
?Baby Pictures?
Let me start off by giving you a critical piece of advice. Never, under any circumstances, allow yourself to be trapped in a room with a group of girls and a pile of baby pictures. And I do mean never. Or else you?ll be asking for one hell of a headache afterwards. I still can remember the shrieking of both Hilde and Catherine while they were looking through the pictures. Putting those two together while looking at baby picture of their boyfriends was a big mistake.
You?re probably wondering why I was in that kind of predicament to begin with. I had volunteered to help organize baby photos of the junior class for the yearbook and write a small caption for each of them. Now walking to my mom job, I begin to wonder, why, why, why?
It was for a good cause, if you were to think about it. Plus I had to no choice as well. My best friend, Relena Peacecraft, made sure I had no choice. I mean, the girl was black mailing me if I didn?t do it. How was I suppose to know she still kept the damn video tape of me dancing and singing to the Macarena when I was ten.
Everything was going smoothly if you were to actually think about.
I did try to get some work done, by giving suggesting a couple of ideas. But eventually that stopped. I always had to make sure none of the windows were cracking or breaking with all the shrieking going on.
Sometimes I just wonder?..
?HEY HEERO!? I was about to jump into the street. I turned around and faced my other best friends Duo Maxwell.
?Hey Heero, so how did the meeting go?? he asked, ?I kind of wish I volunteered to organize the baby pictures. Knowing how it was going to be all the hot girls at school, volunteering as well.? He smiled.
Just to give you a warning. I have this tiny sensitivity to loud noises. If someone crept up behind me and went boo. I?d go into cardiac arrest. It?s just one of those embarrassing things you don?t want any body to know about.
?Duo, you have Hilde.? I replied calmly, ?Remember, your girlfriend for 3 years.?
?Yeah, I know. She is the best.? While looking up at the sky.
?Yeah she must be. If she willing to put up with you.? I smiled while walking ahead.?
?HEY! What is that suppose to mean?? He shouted while running to catch up. ?Plus we?re you heading to??
?Nothing. And I?m going to visit my mom.?
?Why?? Duo asked. Once he caught up with me.
?For a baby picture.? I replied, while looking both ways before crossing the street.
?A baby picture?? Duo asked in surprised.
?Yeah,? I answered looking up and thinking what happened before.
____________________ FLASHBACK __________________
I turned to my right and saw Relena giggling while holding up a picture of Todd Simons, the junior class would-be stud. ?Look at this picture. Proof that Simons really is a hound in disguise.?
We all looked up and burst out laughing. Baby Todd was a little tyke with the same oval face and blonde curly hair. He was on all fours and had a ball in his mouth.
Just out of no where, Dorothy came beside me and asked, ?So Yuy, where?s your picture??
I pushed my picture to her. I was about four or five and I had a baseball hat on with my stuff animal dog Snoopy on my right hand.
When I asked my Mom about a baby picture, she went through the big drawer and dug up this one. I did buy her a picture album for Christmas. But I?m guessing she just never got the time to put the pictures in.
My Mom is super organize at work. She has everything label from her papers and folders to her own stapler and tape . But when it comes to our home. It?s complete chaos.
Dorothy grin, ?Don?t we miss our stuff doggy??
?What you talking about.? I asked looking up at her. ?I still sleep with it every night.? I grinned.
Relena took the picture from Dorothy?s hand and frown. ?Heero, aren?t you a tad bit old. Everyone is still a baby while you look like, your about to go to preschool??
?It just shows you guys how mature I am compare to you guys.? I replied, taking the picture back, and looking at it again.
Dorothy snorted. ?I hope you like being delusional, Yuy.?
?Yeah, dream on Yuy.? I turned around to a smiling Sally.
?I mean it Heero. Doesn?t your Mom have one baby picture of you??
I looked right back to Relena and thought about it. Taking pictures wasn?t my Mom?s first things to do on her agenda. She?s not really that organized. She?ll just forget to buy the film even. My earliest picture was from kindergarten, now that I think about it.
?Don?t you have a baby album?? Hilde asked from across the room. ?My Mom filled that whole album up with pictures all the way up to when I was potty training.
?Yeah I have one.? Catherine replied.
?Yeah me too.? Noin repeated. ?Only three pages are done. My mom lost interest in it. I was the fifth child after all. The youngest gets left out.?
?No wonder why you need therapy,? replied Sally. Noin rolled her eyes.
They started to organize the picture and thinking about captions to write. But only half my brain was working now. Why weren?t there any baby pictures of me. There weren?t any hanging on the walls. None in photo frames either. Maybe my Mom was tired to take any. My dad left about five to six months after I was born. Nice guy, huh? Never heard or seen of him since.
Basically leaving my Mom to raise me alone from day one. Suddenly I started to think. Did she actually wanted me afterwards or not. Her husband left her because she had the baby. He couldn?t handle the responsibility or the stress. What if she really hated me?
Whoa. Now I needed therapy.
__________________ END FLASHBACK ________________________
?Earth to Heero. Hello?? Duo asked while waving a hand in front of my face.
I turned slightly to get a better glimpse of him while continue walking. ?What is it anyways?? I asked a bit annoyed.
?I just wanted to know how the meeting went.? Duo replied.
?Just a little of advice Duo.? I answered.?
?Advice, I see. And what is this great piece of advice the great Heero Yuy wants to give.?
?Whenever your planning on looking at baby pictures, don?t have a bunch of girls over. Alright Duo??
?Why not Heero?? Duo asked curiously. ?Is Heero Yuy dissing girls.?
?I?m not dissing girls Duo. They?re much smarter than us then you think. But if you put girls and baby pictures together. Do you know what you get Duo??
?What?? He asked.
?Mayhem. Complete mayhem.? I replied stopping in front of my Mom?s work. She and Relena?s Mom both own a company together called Canon Jet. Which is a CD-ROM company that makes computer games for little children.
?You want to come in Duo?? I asked hoping and praying he might say no.
?Sure why not.? He replied cheerfully. ?You know how much I love to see your Mom.?
Today just isn?t my day, I suppose.
I walked in, with Duo behind me. I walk to my Mom?s Desk and asked, ?Mom, can I ask you a question.?
My Mom looked up at me surprised to even see me there. ?Yes Heero, what is it,? She put her pen down and looked at me straight in the eye.
?Mom, where can I find baby pictures of me??
She blinked at me for about a minute in slow motion. I guess I?d surprised her or interrupted her train of thought on something she was working on.
?Baby pictures,? she repeated.
________________________________________________________
Ok, tell me what you think. Hopefully you like it so far. Next chapter, your find out something surprising about Heero?s past life.
Bbye
CrystalWinterX