The Most Difficult Choice...Love
Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2004 5:32 pm
The Most Difficult Choice...Love.
Disclaimer I do not own Gundam Wing. Cause if I did I would have definitely had more of Gundam Wing episodes & movies.
'Why can't I get you out of my head? Why can't I get rid of you? Why is it so difficult?'
"Miss Relena?"
"Hmm... Oh yes. I'm sorry, here are the documents that need to be sent out A.S.A.P. Send them to their respective places."
"Yes ma'am."
'Oh how long has it been since I've last seen all my dearest friends together...too long.
'Well I'm going to change that! They all will come even Wufei would come with a little encouragement from Sally. Well almost everyone I know my brother and Noin won't be able to make it. They're still on Mars. And Noin is 6 months pregnant. So them being here would be impossible. And then of course the one and only Mr. Yuy who's been very busy trying to keep himself busy to notice me. Does he do it...to annoy me or is there something more to the story? Either way I just don't know if he has any remote feelings for me. Or if I'm still looked on as that annoying little girl that followed him around to the end of the earth.
'God I wish I could only do that for the rest of my life. But I can't now not with everything and everyone for that matter riding on me alone to keep the peace stable. Why is it that everyone sees me as if I'm the only one capable of doing such a thing as maintaining peace. I mean they know of the Preventers so why do they still look at me if I did more so then anyone.
'Well, either way I know I'm still needed. I just wish I was needed by someone other than arrogant old geezers that look for you to mess up at any moment. No. I want to be needed by the one that I need.
'Heero Yuy.'
'Yeah right, like he really wants you.'
'What if he does?'
'What would you do for him, Relena? What would you give him? You can't just say that you want him to need you, if you can't even give what you're proposing. Relena, think about this; you know you love him but you need to understand that if you want him to love you and need you then you have to be willing to give him what he needs...
'You.'
'Not just a little nibble or a bit. The whole thing. All of you. You can't tell him that you want him if you can't give yourself in return. He's been through too much for you to screw him over like that. You can't, you won't, tell him until you're sure about what you're saying.
'I understand.' Relena sat there alone in her huge office, devoid of light except for the thin beam from her desk lamp. Crying was all she could think about. Because what she planned to do was going kill her heart and soul and...maybe even his.
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Relena awoke to bright light coming from her window. She had a nagging feeling that someone was out on her balcony. She slowly reached for her nightstand and pulled the gun out the she had gotten from the Gundam Pilots saying it was best to have one with her at all times. She pulled the safety guard off on the gun. Aimed it at the window with one hand and carefully got out of the bed. She walked about halfway when she noticed a bound of brown chocolate hair blowing ever so slightly in the wind. Then with just a turn her eyes met with a pair of deep sapphire blue eyes. There was only one man that had those eyes, and only one man that could make her crumble if he desired. There was only one man that she loved and always would.
He was just standing there in the rain. He was completely drenched from head to foot. His clothes clung to his body like a second skin.
His face was impassive as usual but something in his eyes made her heart jump. What was it about those eyes?
Tbc...
Well i haven't had any request to finish this unless somebody says so but i think i'll finish it anyway. Just for the hell of it. Can't stand leavin somethin half done.
Lady Casper
pls let me know what u think it might not be the best but I still wanna know.
Disclaimer I do not own Gundam Wing. Cause if I did I would have definitely had more of Gundam Wing episodes & movies.
'Why can't I get you out of my head? Why can't I get rid of you? Why is it so difficult?'
"Miss Relena?"
"Hmm... Oh yes. I'm sorry, here are the documents that need to be sent out A.S.A.P. Send them to their respective places."
"Yes ma'am."
'Oh how long has it been since I've last seen all my dearest friends together...too long.
'Well I'm going to change that! They all will come even Wufei would come with a little encouragement from Sally. Well almost everyone I know my brother and Noin won't be able to make it. They're still on Mars. And Noin is 6 months pregnant. So them being here would be impossible. And then of course the one and only Mr. Yuy who's been very busy trying to keep himself busy to notice me. Does he do it...to annoy me or is there something more to the story? Either way I just don't know if he has any remote feelings for me. Or if I'm still looked on as that annoying little girl that followed him around to the end of the earth.
'God I wish I could only do that for the rest of my life. But I can't now not with everything and everyone for that matter riding on me alone to keep the peace stable. Why is it that everyone sees me as if I'm the only one capable of doing such a thing as maintaining peace. I mean they know of the Preventers so why do they still look at me if I did more so then anyone.
'Well, either way I know I'm still needed. I just wish I was needed by someone other than arrogant old geezers that look for you to mess up at any moment. No. I want to be needed by the one that I need.
'Heero Yuy.'
'Yeah right, like he really wants you.'
'What if he does?'
'What would you do for him, Relena? What would you give him? You can't just say that you want him to need you, if you can't even give what you're proposing. Relena, think about this; you know you love him but you need to understand that if you want him to love you and need you then you have to be willing to give him what he needs...
'You.'
'Not just a little nibble or a bit. The whole thing. All of you. You can't tell him that you want him if you can't give yourself in return. He's been through too much for you to screw him over like that. You can't, you won't, tell him until you're sure about what you're saying.
'I understand.' Relena sat there alone in her huge office, devoid of light except for the thin beam from her desk lamp. Crying was all she could think about. Because what she planned to do was going kill her heart and soul and...maybe even his.
~~~~~~~~~~
Relena awoke to bright light coming from her window. She had a nagging feeling that someone was out on her balcony. She slowly reached for her nightstand and pulled the gun out the she had gotten from the Gundam Pilots saying it was best to have one with her at all times. She pulled the safety guard off on the gun. Aimed it at the window with one hand and carefully got out of the bed. She walked about halfway when she noticed a bound of brown chocolate hair blowing ever so slightly in the wind. Then with just a turn her eyes met with a pair of deep sapphire blue eyes. There was only one man that had those eyes, and only one man that could make her crumble if he desired. There was only one man that she loved and always would.
He was just standing there in the rain. He was completely drenched from head to foot. His clothes clung to his body like a second skin.
His face was impassive as usual but something in his eyes made her heart jump. What was it about those eyes?
Tbc...
Well i haven't had any request to finish this unless somebody says so but i think i'll finish it anyway. Just for the hell of it. Can't stand leavin somethin half done.
Lady Casper
pls let me know what u think it might not be the best but I still wanna know.
I'm afraid of heights!
*falls off cliff* 
heh, I love my goddess powers...*flying just above the cliffhangar*
Elyn Yuy
