Blissful Ignorance

Okay... I've sort of lost focus... Due to things that have happened recently, I can't think.

The story so far... next chapter is written. IT just has to be typed. Then there is another 'interlude' chapter of relfection... the chapter after that may be Alucard and Integra's big night together or I may split it into two parts with the first chapter being the 'preparation' for the big date. Hey, it's not only Integra who is going to make herself up.

I just need a few ideas or comments that will help jump start this venture... as promised I will try to make a 'ff.net' friendly chappy as that was where Stella discoved it and aske me to post here, and "LEMON" (my first) for you all here for you to enjoy.

Then, as incentive for all of you, I have New Orders 2 the sequel planned. I already have the 'orders' in mind and a few of the exploits. I haven't started writing it as that will distract me even more.

thanks.

Yay!!! I can't wait!! Oh please put them up soon!! I've been following your fic since it started on ff.net, I just never reviewed. *Hangs head in shame. Bad Hime!!*

Integra is going to wear that dress she bought isn't she? Alucard will just die!! Again...

Anyway, please update it soon and remember, I'm cheering for you from the sidelines!!!

-BnH

Hehe... yes, the dress will make an appearence. And guess who she is going to ask for help? ^_~

I suppose I should ask my Alucard for suggestions... a lot of the next chappy came from her hyper mind.

let me guess, Celes? Or walter...can't wait for it!

Seras? Walter? Heck no! Do you think Integra would ask Seras for help? LOL

Come to think of it.... Alucard is going to need some help too...

Oh god, don't tell me she'll ask that guy (the one she dated...who was even more fem than her) as for Alucard, how about anderson?

*Shudders*

Anyone but Anderson! That would be too painful to read.

Now for Integra, Yeah! Get the guy who took her shopping!! Maybe he'll even give Alucard a few tips in passing!

Oh the endless possibilities, . . .

~Eden

hehe.... The shopping dude would be Jack. ^_^

I just have to get over this emotional hump at the moment... It's not easy right now seeing as my stupidity and stuff just ruined 5 friendships... but all I can say is that it wasn't entirely my fault... What hurts is that they just can't see both sides and how they could have possibly been wrong. Oh, no. It was all my fault. Hrmph.

I'm spending the weekend with my Alucard so hopefully I will get out of this dark rut I'm in.

Ouch. That dosn't sound like much fun. Hopefully things will work out for you though. Alucard will pull you through.

~Eden

Awwwwww Thats so sad! *hugs Amidala tightly* It'll be okay. Maybe when things cool down, they will be able to see both sides of the story instead of blaming you for all of it.

*notices Amidala turning a pretty shade of blue* Sorry!! Next time I'll leave the hugging to Alucard, ne?