I am an evil person. (drabble #7 challenge)
Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2003 3:48 pm
okay, this is too long. it's in response to drabble challege #7. for those of you who don't know what that is: it's a challenge to get back at Heero for all the stupid things he does to Relena in fics. mine's 273 words, when the max was suppose to be 120, so i don't think it actually qualifies (like everything else that starts out as a challenge or contest for me). i don't know WHY i wrote this, but it's the first thing i've written in awhile ::laughs guiltily::, so i apologise and hope nobody eats me. ::grins in hopeful manner::
"I want to try it. A real relationship. With you." He said in his dull tones. She glared at him. How dare he?
"No you don't. You don't care about me Heero. Not really anyway. You just need me under your control. As long as everyone knows that I'm yours it doesn't matter to you whether or not I'm in pain. You don't really think that I'm that big of an idiot, do you? I'm not the kind of person who just needs to be with someone for the sake of it. And even if I was, why would I want to be with you? None of our problems are solved. You're still overbearing and oppressive. You don't treat me like I'm a living breathing human being. You treat me like I'm some trophy that you won simply by laying claim to me. Well I don't want that Heero. I don't want you. And you need to understand that. You want a real relationship for once instead of you just toying with me all the time? Well, Heero, the thing is that a real relationship works two ways. And this time, I'm the one whose leaving. I'm the one who is telling you that you're an immature idiot who doesn't understand the basic principles of human existance. I'm the one who never wants to see you again."
And he stood there and watched as the one person he never thought would ever give up on him, the one person he always believed to understand him, walked away, holding in a strangled grasp the closest thing he had ever come to calling his pathetic heart.
"I want to try it. A real relationship. With you." He said in his dull tones. She glared at him. How dare he?
"No you don't. You don't care about me Heero. Not really anyway. You just need me under your control. As long as everyone knows that I'm yours it doesn't matter to you whether or not I'm in pain. You don't really think that I'm that big of an idiot, do you? I'm not the kind of person who just needs to be with someone for the sake of it. And even if I was, why would I want to be with you? None of our problems are solved. You're still overbearing and oppressive. You don't treat me like I'm a living breathing human being. You treat me like I'm some trophy that you won simply by laying claim to me. Well I don't want that Heero. I don't want you. And you need to understand that. You want a real relationship for once instead of you just toying with me all the time? Well, Heero, the thing is that a real relationship works two ways. And this time, I'm the one whose leaving. I'm the one who is telling you that you're an immature idiot who doesn't understand the basic principles of human existance. I'm the one who never wants to see you again."
And he stood there and watched as the one person he never thought would ever give up on him, the one person he always believed to understand him, walked away, holding in a strangled grasp the closest thing he had ever come to calling his pathetic heart.
