Should We Really Try So Hard? (3/5) *NC-17 Warning*
Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2003 3:54 pm
Disclaimer: I dun own Full Metal Panic, what a shame too. I'd be so proud!
Full Metal Panic!: Should We Really Try so Hard? (3/5)
Rated: NC-17 for the beginning part of this chapter because it pertains to rape. If you don't want to read it, I am putting *** to show that it begins and when it's over, and the rest of the reading will clear up what happened. ^^
Chapter 2: I Did It Because I Love You ...
Kaname didn't want to go. Even Tessa could see that. But this man was getting on her nerves. What she hadn't expected, was Tessa breaking her promise ... and telling Sousuke about the meeting. So finding him outside the school waiting for her ruined her plans. He stood stoic and impossibly straight. She frowned knowing better than to try and run from him. Confrontation was the only way to go.
Sousuke had been watching her ever since she had come out of the school. He wasn't so sure why he was there, but Kurz had mentioned something about him being jealous. He had never felt jealousy, never really had a reason too. But the idea of her going to meet a man she barely knew alone didn't please him one bit. He didn't say anything until she stopped directly in front of him, her arms crossed over her chest.
"What in the hell are you doing here?" She hissed at him, trying her best to keep her voice down. He simply raised his brow, his face remaining emotionless.
"What does he want?" Kaname threw her hands in the air, before turning and pointing at him sharply.
"I have no idea ... but Tessa told you didn't she!?" Sousuke snorted softly, looking away from her.
"Even if she did, I have the right to know! Now, what does he want?" He was impossible. She grabbed his wrist, practically dragging him into the school before they could be seen in yet another argument.
"Really ... I don't know what he wants." Sousuke crossed his arms over his chest, a clear indication that he was determined to go with her. She scowled at him, before reaching over and pulling the gun from his coat.
"Remember that you just can't go and shoot random people for things that happen in everyday life!" He glared at her lightly, before closing his eyes and shaking his head.
"All right then. Find out what he wants. I guess you really don't need me anymore." His eyes snapped open, grabbing the gun from her hands and placing it back into it's rightful place. He pivoted quickly and casually walked away, leaving her naturally stunned.
She hadn't expected him to give up so easily. Truthfully, she had wanted him to grab and drag her away from the school so she didn't have to meet with Cade. And what he said ... that she didn't really need him? She frowned lightly, hoping that it didn't mean what she thought it did.
As she was expecting, Cade stood before her right out back. The scowl she had given Sousuke hadn't left her face. This guy was seriously screwing with her mind. He smirked watching her approach. He is going to get it ... I swear! She simply stopped in front of him, out of his reach. His smirk fell from his face, replaced by a pouting look.
"Don't you trust me?" Kaname easily snorted his comment back at him.
"Of course not." Cade blinked and leaned forward, and to keep the distance, she took a step back. He smirked again, crossing his arms.
"You trust the blue-gray eyed boy." Kaname blinked. Sousuke? What in the hell did he have to do with any of this?
"He set you up girl." Kaname stared at Cade, before laughing.
"Please ... you expect me to believe he set this up?" She continued to laugh, nearly falling over from the shear thought of it. Sousuke trying to set her up ... for what? She backed all the way into the door laughing, closing her eyes.
"Okay ... so he didn't, but I got you."
"What?" Kaname opened her eyes and gasped. Cade had quickly closed the distance between them, grabbing her arm roughly and sticking a needle into her arm. Before she knew it, she felt herself falling drowsy, and falling straight into Cade's arms.
"Like I said ... I got you."
Sousuke sat in his apartment, his face covered in his own scowl and arms crossed. Kurz had tried to cheer him up, but he just didn't seem to hear him. Melissa was the one to finally get his attention, though even then, his mind was half elsewhere.
"What exactly did you say to her?" That was what caught his attention. He lifted his gaze from the floor to find her bright purple eyes blazing right back into his.
"Uhh ... that she doesn't need me anymore. And she doesn't. There isn't anymore threats to her because she's a whispered, and she said things like this happen in everyday life, so I don't need to be around her anymore." Melissa snuffed at him, before whacking him hard upside his head.
"Is that so? Just because she doesn't need your protection anymore, it doesn't mean she doesn't need YOU!" She snapped the last part directly in his ear, causing him to fall out of his chair, rubbing his ear in pain. Kurz nodded directly behind Melissa, his arms crossed.
"As hard as it is to believe this ... she loves you and you know you feel the same! Your just jealous, that's all it is." Melissa blinked and glanced back at Kurz. Sometimes the man really amazed her, others, made it impossible for her to even stand in the same room as him.
Sousuke sighed and looked at the ground.
"Get over to her apartment and get to talking with her." His glazed eyes looked up at Kurz and Melissa. The look in their eyes told him not to even bother fighting it. He stood, brushing himself off and immediately left without a word.
"Do you think he's going to her?"
"You know it."
*********
Kaname groaned and rolled over. Her head felt like someone had bashed her to unconsciousness. Rubbing her neck, she slowly sat up, forcing her eyes open. Her room. She smiled softly. A dream ... thank God. She began to push herself off the bed, when arms wrapped themselves around her from behind.
"Now that your awake ... I think we can begin." She growled. Whipping around, she found her face right up next to Cade's, causing her flinch. She could smell that he was drunk. She gagged and tried to pull herself from his grasp.
"Now now ... the drug I gave you is still in effect. There is no way you can get away from me." She frowned and leaned forward, biting down on his nose. He growled, letting her go, but not long enough for her to get anywhere. He grabbed her wrists as he stood up off the bed. He held her wrists easily with one hand, while his other undid his belt.
It surprised her how fast he moved even when he was drunk. He tied her wrists like an expert, and she guessed he had done this before. Pushing her onto the bed, he continued to hold her down with one hand, while his other began to tear at her shirt. He sat between her legs, holding them down with his knees.
"Get off me! Someone help me!" She screeched as loud as she could. Before she could even take another breath, she felt a heavy and painful smack cross her face.
"Sousuke!!!" Cade's backhanded hit only caused her to call the only name that came to mind as he made contact. He growled and double-backed, hitting her across the face again. She bit her tongue to keep herself from crying out again. The belt around her wrists was so tight, she could already feel the bruises forming beneath them, and around her face.
Kaname felt the drugs taking affect again. With his hits, it only made it worse. She could barely hold consciousness. Cade had finally gotten her shirt open when he noticed her eyes were hardly open. He grunted, moving his attention to her skirt and panties, pulling them down with one easy swipe. He grinned at her as her eyes opened wide, before she shut them tightly as he began to work his pants. Sousuke...
"I had better work fast. I want you to be awake for this." He snickered lightly, still smirking at her.
"The only thing your going to be doing fast is getting off her!" Cade's eyes shot behind him, only to see straight down the barrel of a gun. Sousuke stood behind him, his face emotionless, but his eyes flared with an unseen fire. Cade did his best to scramble down off of Kaname. But Sousuke's first priority was her. He brought the end of the gun around to the back of Cade's head. Kaname would have killed him if he shot him in the middle of her bedroom.
**********
Kaname's body had slid into a ball, her arms in front of her of her. She whimpered softly, trying to pull the belt off her wrists, but only caused them to hurt even more. She flinched when a pair of hands came down to her wrists. She was still oblivious to the fact that Sousuke had saved her. She just knew Cade got off her in a flash. She opened her shut tight eyes, to find Sousuke working the belt off her wrists. She simply watched him, as he finally got the belt off her wrists.
He looked up at her eyes as he rubbed her wrists. She whimpered and flinched again. I should have known better ... this is all my fault. He let go of her wrists, looking down at the floor. She continued to stare at him, until what little her mind could collect finally did. She threw her arms around his neck, sobbing hard. It caught him off guard, but he slowly wrapped his arms around her waist. Unlike before on the couch, he picked her up and sat on the bed, muttering softly into her ear about how sorry he was.
"Your here ... your not gone." It was the most she could choke out her throat while sobbing. Sousuke glanced over at Cade, and blinked. Kurz was kneeling over him, with Melissa in the doorway. He wasn't sure how they found out, but they seemed to understand without anything said. Kurz and Melissa picked up Cade, dragging him out to leave the two alone.
Sousuke sighed and buried his face into hair, closing his eyes. Kaname's grip on him didn't change, as she began to repeat herself over and over, before suddenly breaking the trend.
"You saved me again. I didn't know you were still ordered to protect me..." He smiled slightly, nuzzling her hair lightly.
"I'm not. I did it because I love you."
!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!
That's the first time I've typed something like that, so if it's bad, that's probably why. I had to end with a little fluff. I also figured out that this story is probably about two more chapters ... one with a lemon, if this goes over well anyway. ^^
Full Metal Panic!: Should We Really Try so Hard? (3/5)
Rated: NC-17 for the beginning part of this chapter because it pertains to rape. If you don't want to read it, I am putting *** to show that it begins and when it's over, and the rest of the reading will clear up what happened. ^^
Chapter 2: I Did It Because I Love You ...
Kaname didn't want to go. Even Tessa could see that. But this man was getting on her nerves. What she hadn't expected, was Tessa breaking her promise ... and telling Sousuke about the meeting. So finding him outside the school waiting for her ruined her plans. He stood stoic and impossibly straight. She frowned knowing better than to try and run from him. Confrontation was the only way to go.
Sousuke had been watching her ever since she had come out of the school. He wasn't so sure why he was there, but Kurz had mentioned something about him being jealous. He had never felt jealousy, never really had a reason too. But the idea of her going to meet a man she barely knew alone didn't please him one bit. He didn't say anything until she stopped directly in front of him, her arms crossed over her chest.
"What in the hell are you doing here?" She hissed at him, trying her best to keep her voice down. He simply raised his brow, his face remaining emotionless.
"What does he want?" Kaname threw her hands in the air, before turning and pointing at him sharply.
"I have no idea ... but Tessa told you didn't she!?" Sousuke snorted softly, looking away from her.
"Even if she did, I have the right to know! Now, what does he want?" He was impossible. She grabbed his wrist, practically dragging him into the school before they could be seen in yet another argument.
"Really ... I don't know what he wants." Sousuke crossed his arms over his chest, a clear indication that he was determined to go with her. She scowled at him, before reaching over and pulling the gun from his coat.
"Remember that you just can't go and shoot random people for things that happen in everyday life!" He glared at her lightly, before closing his eyes and shaking his head.
"All right then. Find out what he wants. I guess you really don't need me anymore." His eyes snapped open, grabbing the gun from her hands and placing it back into it's rightful place. He pivoted quickly and casually walked away, leaving her naturally stunned.
She hadn't expected him to give up so easily. Truthfully, she had wanted him to grab and drag her away from the school so she didn't have to meet with Cade. And what he said ... that she didn't really need him? She frowned lightly, hoping that it didn't mean what she thought it did.
As she was expecting, Cade stood before her right out back. The scowl she had given Sousuke hadn't left her face. This guy was seriously screwing with her mind. He smirked watching her approach. He is going to get it ... I swear! She simply stopped in front of him, out of his reach. His smirk fell from his face, replaced by a pouting look.
"Don't you trust me?" Kaname easily snorted his comment back at him.
"Of course not." Cade blinked and leaned forward, and to keep the distance, she took a step back. He smirked again, crossing his arms.
"You trust the blue-gray eyed boy." Kaname blinked. Sousuke? What in the hell did he have to do with any of this?
"He set you up girl." Kaname stared at Cade, before laughing.
"Please ... you expect me to believe he set this up?" She continued to laugh, nearly falling over from the shear thought of it. Sousuke trying to set her up ... for what? She backed all the way into the door laughing, closing her eyes.
"Okay ... so he didn't, but I got you."
"What?" Kaname opened her eyes and gasped. Cade had quickly closed the distance between them, grabbing her arm roughly and sticking a needle into her arm. Before she knew it, she felt herself falling drowsy, and falling straight into Cade's arms.
"Like I said ... I got you."
Sousuke sat in his apartment, his face covered in his own scowl and arms crossed. Kurz had tried to cheer him up, but he just didn't seem to hear him. Melissa was the one to finally get his attention, though even then, his mind was half elsewhere.
"What exactly did you say to her?" That was what caught his attention. He lifted his gaze from the floor to find her bright purple eyes blazing right back into his.
"Uhh ... that she doesn't need me anymore. And she doesn't. There isn't anymore threats to her because she's a whispered, and she said things like this happen in everyday life, so I don't need to be around her anymore." Melissa snuffed at him, before whacking him hard upside his head.
"Is that so? Just because she doesn't need your protection anymore, it doesn't mean she doesn't need YOU!" She snapped the last part directly in his ear, causing him to fall out of his chair, rubbing his ear in pain. Kurz nodded directly behind Melissa, his arms crossed.
"As hard as it is to believe this ... she loves you and you know you feel the same! Your just jealous, that's all it is." Melissa blinked and glanced back at Kurz. Sometimes the man really amazed her, others, made it impossible for her to even stand in the same room as him.
Sousuke sighed and looked at the ground.
"Get over to her apartment and get to talking with her." His glazed eyes looked up at Kurz and Melissa. The look in their eyes told him not to even bother fighting it. He stood, brushing himself off and immediately left without a word.
"Do you think he's going to her?"
"You know it."
*********
Kaname groaned and rolled over. Her head felt like someone had bashed her to unconsciousness. Rubbing her neck, she slowly sat up, forcing her eyes open. Her room. She smiled softly. A dream ... thank God. She began to push herself off the bed, when arms wrapped themselves around her from behind.
"Now that your awake ... I think we can begin." She growled. Whipping around, she found her face right up next to Cade's, causing her flinch. She could smell that he was drunk. She gagged and tried to pull herself from his grasp.
"Now now ... the drug I gave you is still in effect. There is no way you can get away from me." She frowned and leaned forward, biting down on his nose. He growled, letting her go, but not long enough for her to get anywhere. He grabbed her wrists as he stood up off the bed. He held her wrists easily with one hand, while his other undid his belt.
It surprised her how fast he moved even when he was drunk. He tied her wrists like an expert, and she guessed he had done this before. Pushing her onto the bed, he continued to hold her down with one hand, while his other began to tear at her shirt. He sat between her legs, holding them down with his knees.
"Get off me! Someone help me!" She screeched as loud as she could. Before she could even take another breath, she felt a heavy and painful smack cross her face.
"Sousuke!!!" Cade's backhanded hit only caused her to call the only name that came to mind as he made contact. He growled and double-backed, hitting her across the face again. She bit her tongue to keep herself from crying out again. The belt around her wrists was so tight, she could already feel the bruises forming beneath them, and around her face.
Kaname felt the drugs taking affect again. With his hits, it only made it worse. She could barely hold consciousness. Cade had finally gotten her shirt open when he noticed her eyes were hardly open. He grunted, moving his attention to her skirt and panties, pulling them down with one easy swipe. He grinned at her as her eyes opened wide, before she shut them tightly as he began to work his pants. Sousuke...
"I had better work fast. I want you to be awake for this." He snickered lightly, still smirking at her.
"The only thing your going to be doing fast is getting off her!" Cade's eyes shot behind him, only to see straight down the barrel of a gun. Sousuke stood behind him, his face emotionless, but his eyes flared with an unseen fire. Cade did his best to scramble down off of Kaname. But Sousuke's first priority was her. He brought the end of the gun around to the back of Cade's head. Kaname would have killed him if he shot him in the middle of her bedroom.
**********
Kaname's body had slid into a ball, her arms in front of her of her. She whimpered softly, trying to pull the belt off her wrists, but only caused them to hurt even more. She flinched when a pair of hands came down to her wrists. She was still oblivious to the fact that Sousuke had saved her. She just knew Cade got off her in a flash. She opened her shut tight eyes, to find Sousuke working the belt off her wrists. She simply watched him, as he finally got the belt off her wrists.
He looked up at her eyes as he rubbed her wrists. She whimpered and flinched again. I should have known better ... this is all my fault. He let go of her wrists, looking down at the floor. She continued to stare at him, until what little her mind could collect finally did. She threw her arms around his neck, sobbing hard. It caught him off guard, but he slowly wrapped his arms around her waist. Unlike before on the couch, he picked her up and sat on the bed, muttering softly into her ear about how sorry he was.
"Your here ... your not gone." It was the most she could choke out her throat while sobbing. Sousuke glanced over at Cade, and blinked. Kurz was kneeling over him, with Melissa in the doorway. He wasn't sure how they found out, but they seemed to understand without anything said. Kurz and Melissa picked up Cade, dragging him out to leave the two alone.
Sousuke sighed and buried his face into hair, closing his eyes. Kaname's grip on him didn't change, as she began to repeat herself over and over, before suddenly breaking the trend.
"You saved me again. I didn't know you were still ordered to protect me..." He smiled slightly, nuzzling her hair lightly.
"I'm not. I did it because I love you."
!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!
That's the first time I've typed something like that, so if it's bad, that's probably why. I had to end with a little fluff. I also figured out that this story is probably about two more chapters ... one with a lemon, if this goes over well anyway. ^^
