In My Hands 1/?
Posted: Sun May 18, 2003 2:40 am
I don't own Gundam Wing.
I waited patiently outside the bathroom sitting on the edge of the bed. My hands started to sweat. Anxiously, I got up and started pacing around the room, trying to remember how this all happened. Just a few drinks and everything goes downward.
I heard the sound of the door being unlocked and I turned around to face her. She slowly walked out still looking at the contraption in her hand. My breathing became shallow as she finally looked at me. With watery eyes, she nodded. She broke down into tears and I ran to comfort her. My shirt began to dampen but I didn't care. I had worse matters with me right now.
"What are we supposed to do?"
"Shh..we'll think of something."
"What am I supposed to tell him? I don't know what he'll do when he finds out."
"Let's go to the hospital and see how many month's now."
She slowly lifted her head and wiped her tears away.
"Alright."
***
"Well Miss Peacecraft. You sure are pregnant. Let's see...about one month."
She then broke down into sobs again and I patted her back. I looked at Sally and she nodded.
"Don't worry Duo. I won't tell."
I nodded back and picked up Relena to take her back home.
***
I gently put her down on her bed and sat down next to her. She was now taking in deep, slow breaths. This was just too much to handle. Eighteen and pregnant with one of the most stressed jobs I know.
"I'm sorry. This is all my fault. If only I wasn't so depressed about Hilde..."
She didn't answer me and kept looking up at the wall. She was so pale and yet so beautiful.
"Lena, I want you to know that I'll be there for you the whole way. I'll take full responsbility."
"No Duo. I don't want to trouble you. I'll raise this baby myself even if it means quitting my job."
"Relena..."
"Please don't Duo, just..go away for now." She turned her back to me and quietly cried into her pillow. I swallowed the pain and got up to leave. Even I couldn't help her right now. No one could. I closed the door and headed for the stairs. Putting a hand through my hair, I thought about how I was going to go through with this. I couldn't just let Relena take care of the baby without me. It's my kid too. I started up the car and drove to my apartment.
I waited patiently outside the bathroom sitting on the edge of the bed. My hands started to sweat. Anxiously, I got up and started pacing around the room, trying to remember how this all happened. Just a few drinks and everything goes downward.
I heard the sound of the door being unlocked and I turned around to face her. She slowly walked out still looking at the contraption in her hand. My breathing became shallow as she finally looked at me. With watery eyes, she nodded. She broke down into tears and I ran to comfort her. My shirt began to dampen but I didn't care. I had worse matters with me right now.
"What are we supposed to do?"
"Shh..we'll think of something."
"What am I supposed to tell him? I don't know what he'll do when he finds out."
"Let's go to the hospital and see how many month's now."
She slowly lifted her head and wiped her tears away.
"Alright."
***
"Well Miss Peacecraft. You sure are pregnant. Let's see...about one month."
She then broke down into sobs again and I patted her back. I looked at Sally and she nodded.
"Don't worry Duo. I won't tell."
I nodded back and picked up Relena to take her back home.
***
I gently put her down on her bed and sat down next to her. She was now taking in deep, slow breaths. This was just too much to handle. Eighteen and pregnant with one of the most stressed jobs I know.
"I'm sorry. This is all my fault. If only I wasn't so depressed about Hilde..."
She didn't answer me and kept looking up at the wall. She was so pale and yet so beautiful.
"Lena, I want you to know that I'll be there for you the whole way. I'll take full responsbility."
"No Duo. I don't want to trouble you. I'll raise this baby myself even if it means quitting my job."
"Relena..."
"Please don't Duo, just..go away for now." She turned her back to me and quietly cried into her pillow. I swallowed the pain and got up to leave. Even I couldn't help her right now. No one could. I closed the door and headed for the stairs. Putting a hand through my hair, I thought about how I was going to go through with this. I couldn't just let Relena take care of the baby without me. It's my kid too. I started up the car and drove to my apartment.