The shadows behind her smile (1)
Posted: Sun Apr 20, 2003 3:38 am
The shadows behind her smile (1)
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing in any sort of way.
AN: this fic was based on a magazine article i read about eating disorder. I'm sure many of us girls fear their body to be "out of shape" and stop eating to remain in shape. Girls get paranoid about being ugly so I wrote this to be realistic about a woman's emotions about her self. To all the girls out their who have the same problem, don't think that way because everyone is beautiful so don't put your self down!!
The shadows behind her smile.
The gentle moonlight shone into the bedroom and lit up the dark shadows.
Heero kissed his wife gentle on her forehead as he silently admired her delicate features. Relena Dorlian- Peacecraft- Yuy huddled against Heero's body as she rolled over so her head is pressing against his chest.
She even looks beautiful when she is asleep. Heero thought as he smiled and cupped her face. Her smile says it all. Her sky blue eyes lights up her face as her lip curve into an arc. Her honey blonde hair frames her face perfectly and her eyelashes flutter ever so slightly when she blinks.
Beautiful, Heero thought again as he kissed her again and went back to sleep.
***
Heero woke up to find Relena standing in front of the large mirror, three outfits in her hands. She studied herself in the mirror again and sighed. She went into the wardrobe and pulled out yet another suit and looked at it doubtfully. She frowned as I got up and placed both my arms around her slender body.
"Still staining on what to wear today?"I whispered to her ear as I gave her a good morning kiss.
"Yeah" I heard her reply as she put the four outfits on the bed." what one Heero, I really can't decide."
"Well, I really like what you are wearing now."I said as I ran my hands along her thigh.
"This??"She shrieked as she pointed to her slender body. " Heero, I'm only wearing a tank top and boxers! That is highly inappropriate to wear to a meeting with the ministers, it shows too much of my disgusting body!"
"Disgusting body! Relena that was really negative what you said about your self! You do not have a disgusting body! You have the most perfect body in the whole wide world." I said as I gathered her up in my arms and tilted her head up so she was looking up into my eyes. "Don't ever say that about yourself, ever again."
"No Heero…"she said as she looked away. "I do have a hideous figure, please don't try and hide it from me."She pointed at the mirror. "See, I'm too fat." She frowned and picked up an outfit and ran into the bathroom where she slammed the door shut and locked it.
What is up with women worrying about their figure! I thought angrily to my self. She has the best body in the world and she is worried about being fat! Strange how their mind work. I thought as I pulled my shirt over my head and walked down the stairs towards the kitchen. Maybe a nice breakfast can cheer her up!
Relena came down the stairs as she hung her head low to hide her blood shot eyes.
"good morning." She muttered as she sat down and poured herself a glass of water.
"anything for breakfast?"I asked as I held up a plate of bacon and eggs.
"no thank you Heero, I'm full." She said as she got up and applied her make up. Her hands shoke violently as she broke into tears. I ran up to her and held her close.
"Heero, I'm ugly, I'm so ugly." She cried as she burried her face into my chest.
I gently stroked her hair and chose my words carefully.
Nothing I say will make her feel better. She doesn't trust anyone any more. Mot me or even herself.
TBC
Ok ,please don't abandon me!! I need to know how this turned out so if tell me I can learn from my mistakes! PLEASE DON"T LEAVE ME!!! I need to know if I should stop writing!!
I promise the next few chapters would be more eventful!!
Shadowcat
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing in any sort of way.
AN: this fic was based on a magazine article i read about eating disorder. I'm sure many of us girls fear their body to be "out of shape" and stop eating to remain in shape. Girls get paranoid about being ugly so I wrote this to be realistic about a woman's emotions about her self. To all the girls out their who have the same problem, don't think that way because everyone is beautiful so don't put your self down!!
The shadows behind her smile.
The gentle moonlight shone into the bedroom and lit up the dark shadows.
Heero kissed his wife gentle on her forehead as he silently admired her delicate features. Relena Dorlian- Peacecraft- Yuy huddled against Heero's body as she rolled over so her head is pressing against his chest.
She even looks beautiful when she is asleep. Heero thought as he smiled and cupped her face. Her smile says it all. Her sky blue eyes lights up her face as her lip curve into an arc. Her honey blonde hair frames her face perfectly and her eyelashes flutter ever so slightly when she blinks.
Beautiful, Heero thought again as he kissed her again and went back to sleep.
***
Heero woke up to find Relena standing in front of the large mirror, three outfits in her hands. She studied herself in the mirror again and sighed. She went into the wardrobe and pulled out yet another suit and looked at it doubtfully. She frowned as I got up and placed both my arms around her slender body.
"Still staining on what to wear today?"I whispered to her ear as I gave her a good morning kiss.
"Yeah" I heard her reply as she put the four outfits on the bed." what one Heero, I really can't decide."
"Well, I really like what you are wearing now."I said as I ran my hands along her thigh.
"This??"She shrieked as she pointed to her slender body. " Heero, I'm only wearing a tank top and boxers! That is highly inappropriate to wear to a meeting with the ministers, it shows too much of my disgusting body!"
"Disgusting body! Relena that was really negative what you said about your self! You do not have a disgusting body! You have the most perfect body in the whole wide world." I said as I gathered her up in my arms and tilted her head up so she was looking up into my eyes. "Don't ever say that about yourself, ever again."
"No Heero…"she said as she looked away. "I do have a hideous figure, please don't try and hide it from me."She pointed at the mirror. "See, I'm too fat." She frowned and picked up an outfit and ran into the bathroom where she slammed the door shut and locked it.
What is up with women worrying about their figure! I thought angrily to my self. She has the best body in the world and she is worried about being fat! Strange how their mind work. I thought as I pulled my shirt over my head and walked down the stairs towards the kitchen. Maybe a nice breakfast can cheer her up!
Relena came down the stairs as she hung her head low to hide her blood shot eyes.
"good morning." She muttered as she sat down and poured herself a glass of water.
"anything for breakfast?"I asked as I held up a plate of bacon and eggs.
"no thank you Heero, I'm full." She said as she got up and applied her make up. Her hands shoke violently as she broke into tears. I ran up to her and held her close.
"Heero, I'm ugly, I'm so ugly." She cried as she burried her face into my chest.
I gently stroked her hair and chose my words carefully.
Nothing I say will make her feel better. She doesn't trust anyone any more. Mot me or even herself.
TBC
Ok ,please don't abandon me!! I need to know how this turned out so if tell me I can learn from my mistakes! PLEASE DON"T LEAVE ME!!! I need to know if I should stop writing!!
I promise the next few chapters would be more eventful!!
Shadowcat
but don't worry about it! you still got us and we would do our best to make you feel happy every day!!
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