His Return to Tears (3)- written by Litia-sama and Shadowcat
Posted: Wed Apr 09, 2003 3:42 am
Ok cat, I did the angst part. If you want to do some more with it, I left it
open. But I also made so you can just leave like it is if you can't think of
anything. I can't think of anything. I'm too tired.
But I made Blake suffer!
Feel free to modify it since it's YOUR story. I just hope you like it and aren't
terribly disappointed.
~Litia-sama
His Return to Tears
Part 3
Blake’s POV:
She belongs to me.
She denies it, she even runs from it, but she belongs to me and she knows it.
And he knows it.
Him. Him. That boy. That boy who touched my Relena. Relena, who belongs to me.
Everyone knows she belongs to me.
From the moment I saw her I knew she was mine. No person could make another
person feel like that without it meaning something. She made me need. She made
me want. There’s no way she could make me feel so many things without knowing
it. And since she gave me those feelings, she owes me more.
It’s all her fault. It’s her fault I feel this way.
It’s because of her that I got angry. She made me raise my hand and strike her.
It was her doing. If she hadn’t been fucking around with her ‘friends’ I
wouldn’t have gotten angry. If I hadn’t gotten angry I wouldn’t have hit her.
It’s all her fault. She brought it on herself.
In spite of everything I gave her, everything I did for her, she turned me away.
She went with that boy. She left me to cry. She made me cry. What right did she
have to do that? After all that we’d been through together? She is so cruel. She
deserves nothing from me.
And yet I still want her. She’s mine. I just need to make her see it. Make her
stop denying that we are meant to be together, and that that boy is nothing. He
is nothing!
She was just pretending to care for him. She simply didn’t want to hurt his
feelings by turning him down. She only said those things to me because she
thought I would disapprove of her plan to let the boy down easily. I do
disapprove; but I can deal with that later.
I can punish her later.
Right now, I just need to make her stop lying, before she hurts that boy’s
feelings anymore than she already has.
And then maybe I’ll make her cry the way she made me cry.
Relena’s POV:
Heero’s face looks best right before he smiles. He tries to fight it at first,
making his eyelids twitch and his lips do this cute little pout. But in the end,
he loses the fight and smiles. And his face is so adorable when he does.
But he’s not smiling now.
I think he’s yelling. I can’t tell. The voices are mixed and I don’t know if
it’s Heero yelling or Blake.
Blake. I thought I was done with Blake. But Blake obviously isn’t done with me.
He came to the door during dinner. Heero and I got up from the table together
when we heard a commotion between our unknown guest and the servant who answered
the door. When I saw Blake I froze. I thought it was a nightmare. I hoped it was
a nightmare. But it wasn’t.
Blake looked at me, his eyes so dark and clouded, yet I could still see the
glaze in them. I knew he’d been drinking. He was always drinking.
He told me it was time for me to stop lying. Time to stop “hurting the boy.” The
only “boy” I saw was him.
I can’t see him now.
I’m standing in the kitchen, my back against the wall and my head in my hands.
Why won’t he leave me alone? What does he want from me? I hope that Heero is not
angry. Blake would be angry. I hope Heero does not turn out like Blake.
I dismiss the thought immediately. Heero would never be like Blake, because
Heero actually loves me. Blake does not. Blake only loves himself. And Blake
loves himself the most when he controls everything around him. When he controls
me.
Well tonight, Blake’s not in control. Heero is in control. And Heero will deal
with Blake.
I’ll just…be right here. Hiding. Like a coward. Of all the things I’ve faced in
my life, I can’t stand up to one stupid man. One stupid man who would no doubt
kill me if he had the chance. Because I didn’t obey him.
I begin to cry.
Heero’s POV:
She’s crying. For a moment I can’t hear Blake’s ranting as my ears pick up the
faint sound of sobbing coming from the kitchen. All the hairs on my body stand
up. The bastard. He’s not even in the same room with her and he makes her cry.
He doesn’t deserve her.
He must have noticed that I’m no longer listening because he’s stopped talking.
He just stares at me, a sick smile forming on his face. That smile. I wonder if
he smiled like that when he hit Relena.
The thought sets off something inside me and I hit him, closed-fisted and as
hard as can, in his face. When my knuckles make contact with his jaw I feel a
rush of adrenaline and then I can’t stop. I keep hitting. It isn’t until Peygan
grabs my arm and yells into my ear that I realize he’s bleeding. For some reason
I think of how much his hospital bill will be. The numbers please me.
When he’s thrown out, (I personally threw him down the steps, still filled with
adrenaline as I was,) I go into the kitchen and find her huddled on the ground
with her face in her hands. She must have been standing at one point because
some of her hair is bent sideways and standing up against the wall. I kneel in
front of her and touch her face with my left hand, the right one being slightly
bloody.
She looks up at me and then down at my right hand, frowning.
What she says is the one thing I never expected to hear from her.
“…You stopped?”
Litia- Well, there you go! Blake's fate is now in your hands. *crosses fingers
with hopes of more bloodshed* PLEASE add something to it, I feel like
something's missing. Please. I need a surprise. I can't do it on my own, cat! I need your help! *puppy dog eyes* Please cat? Please?
Ok ok Litia...Cat to the rescue!!!
"...You stopped?"
My eyes widened with shock, Relena was all ways this innocent angel and now she wants me to totally eliminate Blake???
I thought to how Blake treated her to get her so upset. Relena never wanted me to hurt anyone and now she wants me to destroy Blake! Blake must have really hurt her to get her this upset!
I looked into her eyes and saw fear and dark shadows of horrible memories swirling around her blue orbs. Crystal clear tears spilled out of her eyes as I regret letting Blake go so easily. I should of got loose of Peygan and kept on hitting him, for Relena.
I wiped her tears away with my non-bloody hand and kissed her gently on the forehead.
" Don't worry Relena, he won't come back anymore, I'll make sure of it, next time I see him, i'll make him regret ever hitting you, I promise."
She smiled as I picked her up and carried her pale form to our room. Knowing that Blake will never bother us again.
Relena giggled as i gently put her on the bed and covered her up with the lacy white sheets.
"I wonder if Peygan did anything with Blake's body out side our stairs, I wouldn't want the mailman to trip and hurt himself"
"I don't know." i replied as i crawled into the bed and fitted her slim figure against my body. "the last time I looked, Peygan spat at Blake and pushed him in one of the gutters, but I think dear old Peygan called the ambulance solved our problem."
" Thank you Heero, and Peygan too." Relena said as she leaned her forehead against my chest and drifted off to sleep.
? looked out the window and hoped that Blake would never bother us again. I kissed Relena on the forehead and too, drifted off to sleep.
END
Written by Litia and the very end by Shadowcat
Sorry Litia, the ending wasn't very good!! I tried!! i just can't think of any ideas...i'm so sleepy!
Maybe we could replace the ending with your LEMON FICS
i would sure love that!!!
** cat
open. But I also made so you can just leave like it is if you can't think of
anything. I can't think of anything. I'm too tired.
But I made Blake suffer!Feel free to modify it since it's YOUR story. I just hope you like it and aren't
terribly disappointed.
~Litia-sama
His Return to Tears
Part 3
Blake’s POV:
She belongs to me.
She denies it, she even runs from it, but she belongs to me and she knows it.
And he knows it.
Him. Him. That boy. That boy who touched my Relena. Relena, who belongs to me.
Everyone knows she belongs to me.
From the moment I saw her I knew she was mine. No person could make another
person feel like that without it meaning something. She made me need. She made
me want. There’s no way she could make me feel so many things without knowing
it. And since she gave me those feelings, she owes me more.
It’s all her fault. It’s her fault I feel this way.
It’s because of her that I got angry. She made me raise my hand and strike her.
It was her doing. If she hadn’t been fucking around with her ‘friends’ I
wouldn’t have gotten angry. If I hadn’t gotten angry I wouldn’t have hit her.
It’s all her fault. She brought it on herself.
In spite of everything I gave her, everything I did for her, she turned me away.
She went with that boy. She left me to cry. She made me cry. What right did she
have to do that? After all that we’d been through together? She is so cruel. She
deserves nothing from me.
And yet I still want her. She’s mine. I just need to make her see it. Make her
stop denying that we are meant to be together, and that that boy is nothing. He
is nothing!
She was just pretending to care for him. She simply didn’t want to hurt his
feelings by turning him down. She only said those things to me because she
thought I would disapprove of her plan to let the boy down easily. I do
disapprove; but I can deal with that later.
I can punish her later.
Right now, I just need to make her stop lying, before she hurts that boy’s
feelings anymore than she already has.
And then maybe I’ll make her cry the way she made me cry.
Relena’s POV:
Heero’s face looks best right before he smiles. He tries to fight it at first,
making his eyelids twitch and his lips do this cute little pout. But in the end,
he loses the fight and smiles. And his face is so adorable when he does.
But he’s not smiling now.
I think he’s yelling. I can’t tell. The voices are mixed and I don’t know if
it’s Heero yelling or Blake.
Blake. I thought I was done with Blake. But Blake obviously isn’t done with me.
He came to the door during dinner. Heero and I got up from the table together
when we heard a commotion between our unknown guest and the servant who answered
the door. When I saw Blake I froze. I thought it was a nightmare. I hoped it was
a nightmare. But it wasn’t.
Blake looked at me, his eyes so dark and clouded, yet I could still see the
glaze in them. I knew he’d been drinking. He was always drinking.
He told me it was time for me to stop lying. Time to stop “hurting the boy.” The
only “boy” I saw was him.
I can’t see him now.
I’m standing in the kitchen, my back against the wall and my head in my hands.
Why won’t he leave me alone? What does he want from me? I hope that Heero is not
angry. Blake would be angry. I hope Heero does not turn out like Blake.
I dismiss the thought immediately. Heero would never be like Blake, because
Heero actually loves me. Blake does not. Blake only loves himself. And Blake
loves himself the most when he controls everything around him. When he controls
me.
Well tonight, Blake’s not in control. Heero is in control. And Heero will deal
with Blake.
I’ll just…be right here. Hiding. Like a coward. Of all the things I’ve faced in
my life, I can’t stand up to one stupid man. One stupid man who would no doubt
kill me if he had the chance. Because I didn’t obey him.
I begin to cry.
Heero’s POV:
She’s crying. For a moment I can’t hear Blake’s ranting as my ears pick up the
faint sound of sobbing coming from the kitchen. All the hairs on my body stand
up. The bastard. He’s not even in the same room with her and he makes her cry.
He doesn’t deserve her.
He must have noticed that I’m no longer listening because he’s stopped talking.
He just stares at me, a sick smile forming on his face. That smile. I wonder if
he smiled like that when he hit Relena.
The thought sets off something inside me and I hit him, closed-fisted and as
hard as can, in his face. When my knuckles make contact with his jaw I feel a
rush of adrenaline and then I can’t stop. I keep hitting. It isn’t until Peygan
grabs my arm and yells into my ear that I realize he’s bleeding. For some reason
I think of how much his hospital bill will be. The numbers please me.
When he’s thrown out, (I personally threw him down the steps, still filled with
adrenaline as I was,) I go into the kitchen and find her huddled on the ground
with her face in her hands. She must have been standing at one point because
some of her hair is bent sideways and standing up against the wall. I kneel in
front of her and touch her face with my left hand, the right one being slightly
bloody.
She looks up at me and then down at my right hand, frowning.
What she says is the one thing I never expected to hear from her.
“…You stopped?”
Litia- Well, there you go! Blake's fate is now in your hands. *crosses fingers
with hopes of more bloodshed* PLEASE add something to it, I feel like
something's missing. Please. I need a surprise. I can't do it on my own, cat! I need your help! *puppy dog eyes* Please cat? Please?
Ok ok Litia...Cat to the rescue!!!
"...You stopped?"
My eyes widened with shock, Relena was all ways this innocent angel and now she wants me to totally eliminate Blake???
I thought to how Blake treated her to get her so upset. Relena never wanted me to hurt anyone and now she wants me to destroy Blake! Blake must have really hurt her to get her this upset!
I looked into her eyes and saw fear and dark shadows of horrible memories swirling around her blue orbs. Crystal clear tears spilled out of her eyes as I regret letting Blake go so easily. I should of got loose of Peygan and kept on hitting him, for Relena.
I wiped her tears away with my non-bloody hand and kissed her gently on the forehead.
" Don't worry Relena, he won't come back anymore, I'll make sure of it, next time I see him, i'll make him regret ever hitting you, I promise."
She smiled as I picked her up and carried her pale form to our room. Knowing that Blake will never bother us again.
Relena giggled as i gently put her on the bed and covered her up with the lacy white sheets.
"I wonder if Peygan did anything with Blake's body out side our stairs, I wouldn't want the mailman to trip and hurt himself"
"I don't know." i replied as i crawled into the bed and fitted her slim figure against my body. "the last time I looked, Peygan spat at Blake and pushed him in one of the gutters, but I think dear old Peygan called the ambulance solved our problem."
" Thank you Heero, and Peygan too." Relena said as she leaned her forehead against my chest and drifted off to sleep.
? looked out the window and hoped that Blake would never bother us again. I kissed Relena on the forehead and too, drifted off to sleep.
END
Written by Litia and the very end by Shadowcat
Sorry Litia, the ending wasn't very good!! I tried!! i just can't think of any ideas...i'm so sleepy!
Maybe we could replace the ending with your LEMON FICS
i would sure love that!!!
** cat
. You did a great job, cat. 