Too Far Gone (1)
Posted: Thu Mar 20, 2003 9:57 pm
This is going to be a chapter kind of story but just for this part of the story I am going to put in a song so I don't own Gundam Wing of The All American Rejects....gezz Heero and Tyson (Singer of the All American Rejects) are both hot..lol funny thing is that Heero has brown hair and blue eyes and so does Tyson...I guess i'm attracted to guys like that lol. The only thing I have to say here is that there is going to be a lot of FLASHBACKS.
I should warn you
Things you're feeling, aren't normal now.
Think you need me
It's not easy, let you go some how.
Heero covered Relena's chest with the blanket. She was crying like the world had ended,but to her, it probably did.
"Why? What made you to think like this?"
He cupped her face and kissed her passionatly.
"It's not easy for me either but...you deserve better."
She cried even more and threw herself into his arms.
Now we're too far gone,
Hope is such a waste
Every breath you take you give
me the burdens bitter taste
Heero walked around the streets of L-1 and passed by the hugh TV screen and looked up to find Relena giving out a live speech. Just listening to her voice teared him up inside. How he left her a year ago looking for a better life....but was he happy?
She ended her speech and was greeted by Wufei. She remembered how that used to be Heero. He would completment her and give her a smile that he only showed her but she had to promise not to ever tell anyone about it. She laughed and Wufei looked at her but she shook her head saying that it was nothing. She hoped that maybe he would come back but he never did. It has been a year and things were still the same. It was time for her to finally give up and move on.
You promise that you'd stay
You say you want to go
Your lips provide a shelter for the
things that i don't know
Heero walked into his apartment and sat down on his bed. He thought about what exactly happened.
FLASHBACK
"You said you would always stay..you promised." cried Relena as Heero was about to enter the shuttle gate.
"Do you really want to go? Is this really for the best?"
He turned around and stared deep into her eyes and nodded. He left without even saying good bye.
END OF FLASHBACK
Please speak slowly
My heart is learning
Teach me heart-ache,
Stop this burning now.
She sat in her office. She had to much damn work. Even after a year of being lonely, she still thought about him. '
FLASHBACK
"Relena."
"What is it?"
"I...I..."
He had just walked into her bedroom without even knocking which probably meant that this was really important.
"What is it?"
"Teach me."
She looked taken back. "Teach you? Teach what?"
".....to love."
Her eyes softened and she hugged him and he hugged her back.
"Am I supposed to feel like I am burning alive? What ever it is..it feels like it is killling me. I have never felt this before so that could only mean that this has something to do with love."
She kissed him. It was now her turn to give him a surprise since they both shared there first kiss during Blind Target. He's whole body tightend at first but then he softend and they shared there first night together.
END OF FLASHBACK
Wishful thinking
Patience shrinking, bliss is far away
North is calling
Now I'm falling, at your feet please stay
He walked out in the streets and thought about how she had changed him but only to be turned back to normal after having a talk with Zechs.
FLASHBACK
"I dont know what you mean." Heero and Zechs were talking by the corner of the ballroom. They were having a party and Zechs pulled Heero over to talk to him about his relationship with Relena.
"Look at her Yuy." Heero looked over at Relena and saw her some young delegate. They would have looked like a matching couple. Heero now understood what Zechs meant and turned back.
"Do you understand now?"
Heero just walked away and went over to Relena. She smiled but could tell that something was wrong. He asked to talk to her after the party. They went up to her room and he told her how he felt that she deserved better. She cried and cried but he didn't know what happened after that but only remembered waking up with her beside him. That was there last night together.
END OF FLASHBACK
Now we're too far gone,
Hope is such a waste
Every breath you take you give
me the burdens bitter taste
You promise that you'd stay
You say you want to go
Your lips provide a shelter for the
things that i don't know
Please speak slowly
My heart is learning
Teach me heart-ache,
Stop this burning now.
She walked into her room. The room where she lost her virginity to the man that she would ever love. There on her bed was the bear that he had given to her 3 years ago. She grabbed it and laid down on her bed and held the bear tight. If it was a living thing then it would probably die because she was squeezing it so tightly.
At that same time, Heero walked into a abondan area. A man jumped out from behind and tried to stab Heero with a knife. He was too busy thinking about something that he didn't realize anything until he felt pain in his left arm. He turned around and his perfect solider instincts kicked in and he knocked the guy out cold within seven seconds. Heero looked at his left arm and felt the stick blood. He heared a nosie behind him and he turned around to find a man in a really nice suit,lighting up a cigarette. He puffed up the smoke and then dropped the cigarette on the ground and stepped on it.
"What do you want?" asked Heero.
"Oh dont' worry, i'm not with that guy." he mentioned to the guy who was still out cold on the street.
"I saw how you handeled those guys. You look like a fine fighting machine."
Heero just glared.
"So?"
"So, I have my own gang of tough guys. Wanna join?"
"I have no desire to fight anymore."
He was about to walk away when the man said, "I see that you have someone still in your heart."
Heero stopped dead in his tracks and turned around. The man just smiled.
"If you go on doing nothing then you will always remember the harsh memories but if you having something to do...you will forget everything. I'm sure that person of yours didn't want you to fight. Am I right?"
Heero said nothing and the man smirked.
"Fighting helps calms the soul of a fighter. Besides, I know you are trying to forget something..or shall I saw, someone?"
Heero's eyes narrowed.
"So how about it?"
Heero thought hard about this. He didn't have anything to do anyway and he did need to forget her or it would only kill him inside. He smirked and said the same thing he said when he first met Doctor J.
"Sure."
The man smiled and lite up another cigarette.
Now we're too far gone,
Hope is such a waste
Every breath you take you give
me the burdens bitter taste
You promise that you'd stay
You say you want to go
Your lips provide a shelter for the
things that i don't know
Please speak slowly
My heart is learning
Teach me heart-ache,
Stop this burning now.
Noin came and knocked on Relena's door but no one answered so she just walked in. She found Relena on her bed sleeping with her teddy bear. Noin felt sorry for her. She knew she missed Heero a lot. She didn't want to wake her so she just put what she had with her down on Relena's desk.
It was a plane ticket to L-1. She had another meeting to attend to.
Yeah I know it sounds sappy doesn't it? But I promise you all, it will get better! Please write me comments!
I should warn you
Things you're feeling, aren't normal now.
Think you need me
It's not easy, let you go some how.
Heero covered Relena's chest with the blanket. She was crying like the world had ended,but to her, it probably did.
"Why? What made you to think like this?"
He cupped her face and kissed her passionatly.
"It's not easy for me either but...you deserve better."
She cried even more and threw herself into his arms.
Now we're too far gone,
Hope is such a waste
Every breath you take you give
me the burdens bitter taste
Heero walked around the streets of L-1 and passed by the hugh TV screen and looked up to find Relena giving out a live speech. Just listening to her voice teared him up inside. How he left her a year ago looking for a better life....but was he happy?
She ended her speech and was greeted by Wufei. She remembered how that used to be Heero. He would completment her and give her a smile that he only showed her but she had to promise not to ever tell anyone about it. She laughed and Wufei looked at her but she shook her head saying that it was nothing. She hoped that maybe he would come back but he never did. It has been a year and things were still the same. It was time for her to finally give up and move on.
You promise that you'd stay
You say you want to go
Your lips provide a shelter for the
things that i don't know
Heero walked into his apartment and sat down on his bed. He thought about what exactly happened.
FLASHBACK
"You said you would always stay..you promised." cried Relena as Heero was about to enter the shuttle gate.
"Do you really want to go? Is this really for the best?"
He turned around and stared deep into her eyes and nodded. He left without even saying good bye.
END OF FLASHBACK
Please speak slowly
My heart is learning
Teach me heart-ache,
Stop this burning now.
She sat in her office. She had to much damn work. Even after a year of being lonely, she still thought about him. '
FLASHBACK
"Relena."
"What is it?"
"I...I..."
He had just walked into her bedroom without even knocking which probably meant that this was really important.
"What is it?"
"Teach me."
She looked taken back. "Teach you? Teach what?"
".....to love."
Her eyes softened and she hugged him and he hugged her back.
"Am I supposed to feel like I am burning alive? What ever it is..it feels like it is killling me. I have never felt this before so that could only mean that this has something to do with love."
She kissed him. It was now her turn to give him a surprise since they both shared there first kiss during Blind Target. He's whole body tightend at first but then he softend and they shared there first night together.
END OF FLASHBACK
Wishful thinking
Patience shrinking, bliss is far away
North is calling
Now I'm falling, at your feet please stay
He walked out in the streets and thought about how she had changed him but only to be turned back to normal after having a talk with Zechs.
FLASHBACK
"I dont know what you mean." Heero and Zechs were talking by the corner of the ballroom. They were having a party and Zechs pulled Heero over to talk to him about his relationship with Relena.
"Look at her Yuy." Heero looked over at Relena and saw her some young delegate. They would have looked like a matching couple. Heero now understood what Zechs meant and turned back.
"Do you understand now?"
Heero just walked away and went over to Relena. She smiled but could tell that something was wrong. He asked to talk to her after the party. They went up to her room and he told her how he felt that she deserved better. She cried and cried but he didn't know what happened after that but only remembered waking up with her beside him. That was there last night together.
END OF FLASHBACK
Now we're too far gone,
Hope is such a waste
Every breath you take you give
me the burdens bitter taste
You promise that you'd stay
You say you want to go
Your lips provide a shelter for the
things that i don't know
Please speak slowly
My heart is learning
Teach me heart-ache,
Stop this burning now.
She walked into her room. The room where she lost her virginity to the man that she would ever love. There on her bed was the bear that he had given to her 3 years ago. She grabbed it and laid down on her bed and held the bear tight. If it was a living thing then it would probably die because she was squeezing it so tightly.
At that same time, Heero walked into a abondan area. A man jumped out from behind and tried to stab Heero with a knife. He was too busy thinking about something that he didn't realize anything until he felt pain in his left arm. He turned around and his perfect solider instincts kicked in and he knocked the guy out cold within seven seconds. Heero looked at his left arm and felt the stick blood. He heared a nosie behind him and he turned around to find a man in a really nice suit,lighting up a cigarette. He puffed up the smoke and then dropped the cigarette on the ground and stepped on it.
"What do you want?" asked Heero.
"Oh dont' worry, i'm not with that guy." he mentioned to the guy who was still out cold on the street.
"I saw how you handeled those guys. You look like a fine fighting machine."
Heero just glared.
"So?"
"So, I have my own gang of tough guys. Wanna join?"
"I have no desire to fight anymore."
He was about to walk away when the man said, "I see that you have someone still in your heart."
Heero stopped dead in his tracks and turned around. The man just smiled.
"If you go on doing nothing then you will always remember the harsh memories but if you having something to do...you will forget everything. I'm sure that person of yours didn't want you to fight. Am I right?"
Heero said nothing and the man smirked.
"Fighting helps calms the soul of a fighter. Besides, I know you are trying to forget something..or shall I saw, someone?"
Heero's eyes narrowed.
"So how about it?"
Heero thought hard about this. He didn't have anything to do anyway and he did need to forget her or it would only kill him inside. He smirked and said the same thing he said when he first met Doctor J.
"Sure."
The man smiled and lite up another cigarette.
Now we're too far gone,
Hope is such a waste
Every breath you take you give
me the burdens bitter taste
You promise that you'd stay
You say you want to go
Your lips provide a shelter for the
things that i don't know
Please speak slowly
My heart is learning
Teach me heart-ache,
Stop this burning now.
Noin came and knocked on Relena's door but no one answered so she just walked in. She found Relena on her bed sleeping with her teddy bear. Noin felt sorry for her. She knew she missed Heero a lot. She didn't want to wake her so she just put what she had with her down on Relena's desk.
It was a plane ticket to L-1. She had another meeting to attend to.
Yeah I know it sounds sappy doesn't it? But I promise you all, it will get better! Please write me comments!
Keep it up!
I'm new by the way!