Blissful Ignorance

I don't have lot of friends. Even in school. And now, a few friends of mine have a crush on some boys, while I'm the main feminist in the class. I don't have any topics to talk with them, 'cause they're always talking 'bout the boys or exams we are before/after. My point is, I FEEL VERY LONELY and in feedback of my classmates I'm perverted girl, because I wrote some lemons (in polish-sorry guys).I dunno know what to do. I don't know how to find real friends. I even don't know are those girls could be called by me friends. Heero, could you help me with my problem? Yeah, I know it's stupid... sorry..

All of us in BI are your friends, Raspberry-san!

I had that problem to, but searching for people who are understanding and sweet made me lose that problem. You don't have to be so mad to those who like boys. I mean, I don't like boys from the real world, just the anime one, and my friends are all "this one's cute, that one's cute, oh i wanna meet him!" type people and we get along just fine. If you don't find people in your school who you want to be friends with, search other places.

Um... Heero... well... It's hard to explain - in Poland we have diffrent *school system*... Maybe I'll tell you my age, so you could know how old I am. On 27th February I'll be 14... *gosh don't hit! don't hit! * Um, I know this isn't much, but believe me- I'm much more then mature on my age. When people talk with me, they say that they thought that I'm much older. Ok, now you could answer me?..

And one silly question *I have good mood :o * : in stories "what if" you would have CHILDREN with Relena, HOW MANY would it be?

Oh, White Wchich I didn't saw your reply... But the problem is they ignore me! When I try to say something to them, they say "yeah, but be quiet for moment ok? I have something important to tell her" -_-'
They really speak with me rarely. I like boys, I have many pals, but I don't like that whole "he's cute" etc. stuff like you admitted and "oh my God! He left me!<cry>" and whole girlfriend/boyfriend buisness. But sometimes I fight with boys Manga and anime boys are cute! But only them Another thing is that I really don't have many free time. When I'm back from school, I have time to eat something, and then I go to school to learn foreign languages, after I do my homework, learn for tests, and 3 times a week I have kendo lessons. It's hard for me to search for friends. And I'm very shy That's why I am so desperate. Sorry for bothering you guys... I know I'm just another stupid kid. But thanks that you all are my friends, even if I don't know you well :o Hugs for everyone! And Which, how did you get out from your problem???

Well, at that age, it is to be expected. Ask anyone from anywhere, that is a rough age. I can promise you, later on, you will have more friends that suite you better, with similar intrests. Give it anywhere from a few months to a couple years. (It may seem like a long time, but it's REALLY not) The most you can do now is relax. In the long run, these few years won't be very important. So you can just take a deep breathe and smile. It's easier to socialize if you are laid-back and smileing. (As long as you keep up with your school work)

And I really hope not to have kids. They're so troublesome. Don't get me wrong, I like kids, but Relena and I just don't have the time. But I suppose if we had to, one kid wouldn't be too bad.

Heero, have I ever mentioned how cute you and Relena look together??

..................I think I'll make my hasty retreat now..................

Thanks Heero. You helped me much. I've heard "Oh, don't worry" from my mum, but she doesn't uderstand me. Ok, I'll smile and I won't break :o If you have told me that I would have friends-it must be truth :razz: I know it's rough age... But I am cool and I am strong Really, really thanks Heero! You're such a great friend!

One child huh... And what would you like to have- girl or boy? Oh and in what age do you plan to have child with Relena???..

I completely agree with Morrighan! You and Miss Peacecraft are such a cute couple

Heero, have I ever mentioned how cute you and Relena look together??

..................I think I'll make my hasty retreat now..................

*nod, nod, nod*

Raspberry-san, you're older than me by a few months...am I the youngest here at BI?
Well, Yuy-san helped you now. I hope you earn more friends! As for how I got out of my problem, I got a few friends and met their friends and met my friend's friend's friend and so on until I see someone who just clicks with my personality and interests.

Hmm... I have one friend. He's a boy. But I don't see with him often. And I have another friend-my best friend which I call Nee-chan Yeah, I love her like my own sister, but she lives very far from my town. Hm, I thik I will have real friends, but I have to wait paitiently Witch, I want to be the youngest member of BI, too!

Yeah. I'm optymist Witch, you're the youngest, but I just after you in "age category". When do you have birtday??? And the same question for you, Heero

When do you have birtday??? And the same question for you, Heero

Yes Heero when is your birthday and since we're not on the AC calender here, how old are you exactly?

Yeah! I need answer right now! And don't even try to avoid of answering!