The World Through His Eyes [14 p.II/?]

[ice princess]

I'm glad to hear about your dad, too, Hitomi. Lord knows I understand what you're going through with that. My dad had a heart attack two years ago while I was in college. He's fine now, but needless to say it was emotionally draining. God blessed me with pals that drove me to the hospital at two in the morning (I went away to school). It sounds like you've got tons of other stuff to deal with on top of your family's emotional roller coaster ride. My heart goes out to you, girl. Do not, and I repeat, do NOT work yourself into a tizzy with this fic. It is amazing, and we fans know it's not going anywhere. We will always be giddy with anticipation!!

As for the virgin thing, Lord knows I understand that too...okay, so this is obviously "share your dirty laundry that no one else want's to see" hour. Yeah, yeah, I'm 24, and I've had dates and boyfriends, but I haven't yet met anyone that's felt right. Well, one, but let's not go there...I don't want to say that it's standards or morals or self-respect...it's more instinctual. I'm weird, and I think I'll just 'know' who it should be. Of course, the older I get the harder it is to keep the "V" card membership, if ya know what I'm sayin'. I do have an imagination, and BELIEVE ME, the lemon would not be hard to write. So anyways... I'm embarrassed I wrote this...I understand your hesitance, if nothing else!

Take it easy, babe! We love your fics and we love you!!!

~Ice Princess

[Hitomi Lei]

*is overwelmed by all the support*

Thanks guys you're the bestest!!!!!!!

I have all these warm snuggly feelings inside from all the kind words. Sometimes I think it's easy to feel like an island in a sea of people when things start getting rough, but you've all reminded me that I'm not alone in my struggles!

I know what you mean IP ( is it okay that I called you this...your name is kinda hard to shorten) but I have very little experience with the opposite sex as embassesing as that is to admit...I'm always the best friend and never the girl friend...I'm just afraid that what ever I write in regards to a lemon will just be regurgitated lines from other authors...

Erg...I'm whining again...eesh

Anyway, thank you all again for the lovely suport and for making me feel so loved!!


PS I'm glad your dad got better. I didn't know how much I'd miss mine until there was the possiblity that he wouldn't be coming home ever again.