Words (Haru x Rin Lemon)

[Mizaya]

Disclaimer: I don't own Fruits Basket.

A/N: This is a Haru x Rin *LEMON* set during the Ch.79 scene where they get together for the first time. Their conversation isn't word for word to avoid blatant copying and because I wanted to write the scene in my own style, but the context should be the same. Please be forewarned that this is for mature audiences only. This is my first lemon ever, so cut me some slack!
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Hatsuharu pulled his leather jacket tighter around his shoulders as he walked determinedly through the Honke. Early autumn winds blew stray leaves in swirls at his feet, but he barely noticed them, consumed in his thoughts as he was. All day, Rin had been clouding his head until he finally couldn't help himself from going to see her. Kagura's parents didn't mind him visiting, but he tried not to go too often, for fear of Akito. If Akito suspected that there was more than friendship?well, he didn't want to think about it. Haru sighed. He hadn't even kissed Rin, but just the knowledge that he loved her made him wary of Akito and his uncanny ability to read the Jyunnishi's minds.

Shoving those thoughts from his head, Haru strode up to the door of Kagura's house and knocked.

"Hatsuharu? We weren't expecting you." Kagura's father didn't sound upset that he was there, just surprised. He and his wife and daughter were all standing in the foyer, donning their coats and shoes.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Sohma. Is this a bad time?" Peering past the man, Haru saw that Rin wasn't with them. "I was wondering if Rin was home."

Kagura's father stepped away from the door and waved him into the house. "Come in, my boy. It's getting cold out there! We're going out to dinner and a movie, but Isuzu decided to stay here."

With a sad shake of her head, Kagura's mother laid her hand on Haru's back. "We try so hard to include her in the family, but the poor girl has been through so much. Why don't you keep her company while we're gone, Hatsuharu? I know you're very close."

Haru did his best to bite his tongue at her comments. Rin didn't want sympathy like that, but it wasn't Kagura's mother's fault. She was just trying to be kind. "Sure, I'll stay here with her."

Oddly, Kagura wrapped her arms around him and squeezed him tightly. "Take care of Rin for us, Haru. She's like a sister to me now. Maybe you can cheer her up." Haru stared blankly at the top of his cousin's head, not knowing what to say to that. Kagura could get a little carried away at times, but he really hoped that she didn't say those kind of things to Rin's face. It wouldn't go over well at all.

"Let's get on our way, Kagura," her mother said to her, grabbing her hand and leading her to the door. "Hatsuharu, there's food in the kitchen if you're hungry. Take care, dear."

Haru put on his friendliest smile and watched them drive away from the house, all waving. After he shut the door, he leaned against it wearily. Kagura's whole family was exhausting. He didn't waste much time, however, in climbing the stairs and knocking on Rin's door.

"?Haru?" Rin frowned at him curiously. "I didn't know you were coming over."

"I can't stop thinking about you today. Are you going to let me in?" Haru leaned precariously close to her, as if his body was magnetically attracted to Rin's. She seemed almost paralyzed until he was inches away from her face, and then she blushed and moved back hurriedly to sit on her bed. Haru joined her, lounging nearby as he watched her cute blush subside and she visibly relaxed. Somehow he couldn't help wanting to touch her, so he shifted his knee to rest against hers. He smiled softly as he saw Rin's blush start to return.

Rin wasn't expecting Haru to come see her, even though she had been hoping that he would. She always wanted him to be there, especially when she was feeling down. It had been three days since she had seen him last and her whole being was aching without him, though she tried to lock those emotions up, not wanting to get him involved in her sick and twisted heart. "Kagura's parents took her out. I didn't want to go," she said simply. I want to be with Haru forever! Her mind screamed at her, but she forced that voice away.

"I know. I just talked to them before they left. What do you want to do now that we're alone?" He didn't have anything except sincerity in his tone. All he had had been able to do that day was dream about Rin's full and pouty lips, her impossibly long wispy hair, her wide and shimmering eyes. Now that he was face to face with her, he felt like he was being intoxicated by everything about her. Before he could stop himself, his hand leaped to grab hers of its own accord. "Rin, can I kiss you?"

"Why?!" she demanded. Rin's heart scrambled into her throat at his question. It wasn't right for Haru to want her, not when she wanted him so badly. The things that Akito would do to him if he found out were unthinkable, and for so long she had pushed her love away to prevent that.
Now to hear him ask her for a kiss made her willpower shatter. She knew that her desire for Haru's love was written all over her face.

Looking intently into her dark eyes, Haru could see the fire of her love burning there. Without answering her ridiculous question, he moved his free hand to pull her head in towards him and tenderly give her a small kiss. "I love you, that's why," he whispered against her trembling lips.

Tears sprang to Rin's eyes at the words that he told her with such conviction. Leaning back, she searched his face and saw the conviction there, as well. "I love?." She couldn't finish, so instead she freed her hand and reached out to Haru's chest and edged herself near his face for another kiss, which he gave willingly.

Haru didn't need to hear the rest of what Rin would say. He knew what she meant and words were just trivial things when love was true. Rin's sudden kiss caught him off-guard, but he recovered as her honeyed taste came to him again. He couldn't help his tongue sneaking out to drag it across the hairsbreadth opening, teasing it open while languorously enjoying her soft lips on his. Inhaling deeply as he moved his hand up her leg to rest on her waist, he was overcome by the flowery scent of her hair and the clean smell of her skin. Sensory overload was driving him mad with the need to be closer to her.

Rin tensed as she felt Haru's hand slide around her midsection to her back, forcing her in to be pressed as closely against his body as was possible in their position. Her stiffness had obviously worried him, because he lifted his mouth from her and inquired with his eyes. "Don't stop," she responded to his unasked question, snaking her arms around his neck for encouragement and drawing her face to his. Desperately, she sucked on his lower lip to demonstrate her desire, and it was received with a grunt of approval. Before she knew it, she was sitting on his lap, legs entwined behind his back, ferociously trying to win a battle with his tongue. It wasn't enough. "More," she moaned incoherently.

At Rin's moan, Haru opened one eye to see if she was all right. Even with her eyes closed tightly, he could tell that she was wanton, and he was there with her in that. Her subconscious grinding against him was beginning to take a toll, so he calmly assessed the situation while he let her terrorize his mouth. Keeping one eye shut still, he looked down to see her bosom heaving in the confines of her scanty bodice. With each breath her cleavage was more pronounced, calling to him to be let out. Deftly, he ran the hand that was behind her back up to her shoulder and then to her side and down, reveling in the curves that he came across in his journey. His fingers found the tie that held her breasts so snugly together at the bottom of the shirt and he quickly pulled it. The weight of her heaving sent the bodice apart in the middle, revealing more expanse of silky skin, including the barest hint at her left nipple. There was no way he could sit like this with her slammed up against his crotch any longer.

Rin gasped when she felt Haru flip her onto her back, breaking their kiss. He shifted his weight to hover over her on his hands and knees, panting slightly from their passionate kisses. "Rin, are you sure this is what you want?" he asked her solemnly, bringing a serene smile to her face. She merely nodded and dragged his head down to nuzzle in the crook of her neck, securing him there as if to reassure him. In reality, she was the one who needed reassuring. Haru had always been there for her, standing up for her and comforting her, and to feel the warm flesh of his cheek pressed against her neck, the somehow delectable scratch of his stubble on her skin, it was so much more than she had ever envisioned. Rin felt alive with him there, and she wanted more. To convey her desire, she twisted his head upwards and scored her teeth into his ear, making him twitch beneath her in a most satisfactory manner.

Haru exhaled involuntarily at Rin's brutal and callous affection on his ear. Did she have any idea how hot it was to feel her humid breath sliding down his neck? From his new vantage point, he was face to face with her generous chest again, and he smirked devilishly as he returned to unlacing the erotic bustier-style top. When the lace was completely free, he trailed it along the opening in the shirt, from below her navel to the prominent valley that existed between her breasts. Pleased with the goose bumps that he brought forth, he paused a moment to wrap the leather twine around his wrist several times and tie a quick knot. He wanted to keep something besides mental pictures as a momento.

Something strangely ticklish and fantastic made Rin neglect Haru's ear altogether. Curious, she gazed down at her chest to see Haru massaging her breasts while he slowly and frustratingly nibbled his way around her left nipple. His circumnavigation of the most sensitive spots were driving her mad, so she jolted her body to the side, sending her aching bud into its target of Haru's welcoming mouth. He got the hint and immediately began suckling on it, shooting a mischievous look up at her, which made her blush. As she closed her eyes and bit her lip at the invigorating feelings, his fingers closed around her right nipple, and the sensation of the pair of them getting attention, one being bitten playfully and the other pinched between thumb and forefinger, was sending a demanding throb to her core. She needed him.

Rin's squirming beneath him signified that she wanted something more. Regretfully abandoning her now hardened peak, he trailed his kisses up along her collarbone to her neck while his fingers made their way lower. Upon reaching the low slung waistband of Rin's tight pants, he traced his fingers along the edge and finally behind her back to press her pelvis up into his. Leather ground into leather and he had to ultimately stop his mocking thrusts or be faced with an even more uncomfortable strain in his pants. Haru wasn't the type to beat around the bush, so to say. Skillfully unbuttoning and unzipping her pants, he shoved them down past her knees and to the floor. Meanwhile, Rin was raking her fingers through his hair and down his spine. Nerve endings all over his body seemed ultra-responsive to her touch. "Rin, I can't take this anymore. I need you now!" he moaned through a clenched jaw.

"Please, Haru, I need, also. Love me. Please." Rin heard cloth tear as she ripped Haru's shirt up over his head. Throwing it across the room, she moved to his pants and copied his talent at undoing them. Sometimes it was beneficial to wear similar garments as someone else. Though she had on a racy translucent black thong, she wasn't expecting the flimsy material that barred her from seeing Haru's engorged member. The zebra striped g-string didn't keep much from the imagination, though, and she covered her traitorous grin with her hands for fear of insulting Haru.

Shrugging, Haru grabbed her legs and pulled, sending her abruptly onto her back. "What were you expecting?" he inquired as a flash of his Black side found its way into his grey eyes.

Rin cleared her throat and let the grin subside. She wasn't scared of Black Haru, but she much preferred his White side and wanted to keep him there for this. "Haru, I want to be near you." She tried to make her tone lost and scared, to entice White Haru back to her, and she could see that it was working. He was always White Haru in his protective mode.

Lowering his body back to hers, Haru gently kissed her swollen lips. "I'm not going to leave you, Rin," he said as he looked into her eyes. Rather than let her continue, he encased her mouth with his once again as he tenderly dragged her thong down her legs to join her pants. Now that he had freed her of all of her clothing, he spiraled his fingertips back up her thighs, coaxing them apart so he could finally touch the moist furnace of her sex. Gliding his index finger up the thin slit, he found her nub of sensitive nerves and added a light pressure, at which Rin arched her back compulsively. Haru broke their kiss to settle his lips on her right breast, lapping with his tongue until he found the already erect bud. Rin arched again when his finger slid from her clit into her dampened opening. Watching in pleasure as her face contorted with his administrations, he added a second finger, swirling them inside of her until he reached a particularly prone spot and she elicited soft groans.

A sharp buzzing rose up from the depths of Rin's body. Her muscles clamped down in wavelike succession on Haru's fingers as she neared the brink of something. Having never experienced anything like this before, she wasn't sure what she was on the edge of, but her soul struggled to plunge into some mysterious waiting exhilaration. The feeling was just past her perception, as if trying to catch a glimpse of something on the verge of peripheral vision. A wash of remorse swept over her as Haru's hands left her. Looking down at him, she saw that he was waiting removing the last of his clothing. The ridiculous zebra-print g-string was doffed and Rin sat face to face with the evidence of Haru's desire for her. It was large, and she could see it pulsating with a need to be inside of her.

Haru gasped as Rin's hands encircled his painfully aroused shaft, causing an animalistic urge to consume him. He loved her more than anything, but right now it was hard to think with the head on his shoulders and apparitions of ravaging her senseless toyed with his brain. He wasn't about to let Black Haru come out and ruin Rin's first time, but in order for his darker half to go away, he needed to get inside of her quickly. Coming to rest expectantly between her legs, he positioned his flexing member at her womanhood, now glistening with anticipatory wetness. "I promise it won't hurt much," he said in a caressing tone. "You know I wish that it didn't at all."

Rin nodded frantically at Haru's words. Right now even pain was welcome to her, as long as the suffocating need that had grown within her would be fulfilled. Haru's silky smooth skin against her folds was making her excruciatingly delirious. Bracing herself, she felt a bolt of pain like she had been stabbed as he stretched her wide with his initial thrust. Apologetic lips were pressed to hers and careful palms wiped away stray tears, but she didn't feel the pain any longer. All that was left was that unending surge of force the made her slam her hips up into Haru's. Understandingly, Haru began assaulting her with long, steady thrusts, each more powerful than the last. Rin could tell by Haru's heavy breathing that he was having trouble keeping himself from falling over the same cliff that she was standing precariously on. She had never thought that her first time would be so thrilling and complete, but she didn't want it to last any longer than it had to. Right now they were just torturing themselves. Calling out her lover's name in ecstasy, Rin sent herself reeling over the edge, feeling the light of the sun heat her core and spread in waves outwards, sending shocks instantaneously down her legs and up her arms and back to where Haru continued to move in her body. The electric feeling condensed around him, contracting her muscles to bring him down with her.

Shivers coalesced throughout Haru's being when he heard his name and felt the heedless attack of Rin's muscles tighten around him. Her orgasm dragged him along with it, and a pooling of pure pleasure seemed to form somewhere deep and alien within his own self. Never had the necessary attention that he gave himself in the shower even held a candle to the sun of this feeling. The unintelligible joyousness heightened as it followed the path of his seed up and out into Rin's inviting heat. He lay there for a minute, gulping for air and staring into her eyes, unable to move or speak until the spasms subsided. Finally, spent of all energy, he collapsed on top of her, still mindful not to crush her delicate body with his.

"Haru?" Rin whispered after her breath had returned to her. "I love you, too." Face still buried in her shoulder, Haru lifted his hand and brushed it across Rin's flushed cheeks. "I didn't want you to think that I don't. I want to be with you forever, too, even though I don't deserve you."

Haru's head finally moved and her propped his chin up on his fist to look into her eyes closely. "Shut up," he said quietly, and he knew that she understood. Rin could always have him if she wanted. There was no deserving involved. They simply were. Although they had just said it that day, they both knew deep in their souls that love had been there for them from the first time they met, years ago. Words meant nothing to them because there were other forms of communication in relationships as close as theirs. Haru had little use for words, especially when they were as silly as Rin's sometimes were. Haru could read everything he needed to about Rin simply by looking at her, and he knew that she could see him, too. No, words only got in the way for him.

Moments passed as Rin let Haru into her heart by locking eyes with him. She was lost to him completely now, not that she wasn't before, she assumed. All that was left was for love to be expressed profusely, so she demandingly drew his head back to hers. She needed him again, and forever. Haru would always be her heart.

[Raspberry]

$hit, don't tell me no one has commented on this!.. ... Well, no one has ><"

Wow, I'm... speechless So intense, so IC, yet so... romantic This is really marvellous, I enjoyed every single word of this fic, since you have composed them PERFECTLY, creating a true masterpiece!

And who would have thought that besides sharing same feelings, Haru and Rin shared same type of... underwear

Great great job!

[flynfreako]

ah! i'm so glad someone's comment brought this to the top! i can't believe i missed this fic! it's awesome, i couldn't even tell it was the author's first lemon @.@