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Yadda yadda I don’t own Gundam Wing and so on.
Just as he ran
out into the hallway he was nearly knocked over by Relena crashing into him. At
first she just jerked around and tried to get away, as if she didn’t recognize
him. Then she slowed down and stared at his face, her eyes full of terror.
She tentatively
reached up and touched his cheek, her hands shaking. “Oh, thank God,”
He looked at
her, confused. Hadn’t she just been attacked? “What happened? What’d he do?”
She suddenly
embraced him, locking her arms around his neck and burying her face in his
neck. “He told me he was going to kill you, that when you went back to your
room you would-,” she choked on the last word. He could feel his shirt being soaked
with her tears.
“He was here,”
he stated, his body frozen stiff despite feeling her against him.
“Yes,” she
said, raising her head to look at him, “He was standing behind me. I didn’t see
him, I just…heard him.” She closed her and he watched a shiver pass through her
body. “His voice was so cold.”
Cold.
The expression
on her face changed. “Heero? What’s wrong?”
He didn’t look
at her. He merely stared at the wall behind her, not wanting her to see the
bloodlust in his eyes. “I thought he’d done something to you.”
“He nearly
did.”
His body
jerked.
It was time to
‘meet’ Alex.
“Heero, before
you-”
He cut her off
by pushing her away, moving past her and heading towards her room. He didn’t
say a word, his body on fire with rage and pure hatred. Alex had the nerve to
come into her bedroom without permission and try to attack her. That son of a
bitch.
When he reached
her door the security detail was already there, searching the room. Zechs was
just turning the corner into the hall. He felt a hand on his arm.
“Heero,” he
heard Relena say, “Please be calm.”
He didn’t move.
He didn’t say anything. He just stared into her room, the room where Alex had
just been. She moved around to where she was facing him and tried to get his
attention, but he didn’t really notice her. He just stared into the room, as if
he expected Alex to suddenly emerge and say something to him.
When she
grabbed his shoulders and started to shake him he snapped to attention.
“Heero, what’s
wrong with you?” she asked, exasperated. He looked at her and tried to regain
focus.
“I…I don’t
know,” he said, honestly. She reached up and brushed a strand of hair out of
his face. Zechs appeared beside them.
“Are you
alright?” he asked Relena, concern written all over his face.
“Yes, I’m fine,”
she said, breaking the connection between them and turning to face her brother.
“Don’t you think you should be worried about Heero?”
Huh?
Zechs frowned.
“You’re right. Have you told him?”
Relena paused.
“Not everything.”
Zechs nodded
his understanding. Heero did not.
“What are you
talking about?” he asked.
Relena turned
back to him and sighed. “There’s something I left out that night in the study.
Please, come with me.”
His face slowly
started to form a scowl. She’d kept things from him? Still?
Just when he
was about to ask her why she was still keeping secrets, she turned and walked
down the hall, followed by Zechs. He followed as well. They walked down the
hall and turned left. He guessed they were heading to her home office. They
weren’t. They walked downstairs and into the study, which Relena must have
decided was neutral territory. When they were all inside she closed the door
and turned around, not meeting his eyes. He took that as a sign.
She took a few
deep breaths and focused her eyes on a spot behind him. He did not like the way
she was acting. What was left for her to tell? Hadn’t she told him everything
already?
“There’s a
world-renowned plastic surgeon that Alex always kept in touch with,” she began,
“In case he needed to…disappear. The surgeon’s name is Dr. William Netkin, and
he is the best.”
Zechs cut in.
“Dr. Netkin can literally turn you into a different person. If Alex wanted to
be someone else, Dr. Netkin would be his first call.”
Heero was
confused. “Where are you going with this?”
Relena sighed.
“We think that Alex may be planning to impersonate someone. Someone close to
me. It’s the only way he would be able to break security and get to me. Only…I
can’t figure out who it would be.”
His mind
buzzed. A plastic surgeon?
If that were
true, then he could be anyone right now.
“Heero? What
are you thinking?” Relena asked. He finally locked eyes with her, seeing her
fear and uncertainty. With her being so vulnerable, he felt more protective
than ever.
There was only
one way to find Alex before something happened to her. “Move up the date.”
Both she and
Zechs seemed to blink simultaneously. “What?”
“The wedding.
Move up the date. Alex won’t have time to form a plan, he’ll just have to act.”
He took a moment to let them think, his own thoughts coming together as the
words came out of his mouth. “He’s expecting the wedding to take place months
from now. In that time, he could take on a new face. If the date were changed-”
“He’d have to
expose himself as he is,” Zechs interrupted, coming to the same realizations
that Heero had.
“What do mean?”
Relena asked, “’As he is’?”
Zechs turned to
her. “Because if you’re what he’s after, he’s going to do whatever it takes to
stop that wedding. If he thinks he’s got months to sabotage it, then he may be
slacking right now. That may be why he came here tonight; he’s too relaxed. If
it all changes when he doesn’t expect it to, then he’ll have no time to take on
his new face. He’ll have to stop the wedding with his present one.”
Relena’s face darkened.
“You mean, you think he’s impersonating someone right now.”
She was
stating, not asking.
“Yes,” Heero
said, hoping she would turn and look at him again. She did, and he thought for
sure there was hatred in her eyes. Pure, uninhibited hatred. It shocked him. He
couldn’t believe that she could hate someone.
“So you mean
that, right now, someone I care about is either dead or being held somewhere so
Alex can terrorize me for being happy with Heero?”
He had never
heard her voice sound so cold.
In all honesty,
he said, “It’s possible.”
Her eyes
snapped shut. She was angry, she was very angry, but she was trying to contain
it. It was amazing to him that she would make an effort to stay calm during
half of things she went through. But this topped it all. He knew how much the
people around her meant to her; when she wasn’t with him, or at the office, she
was helping someone. She placed a higher value on the health and happiness of
the people around her than she did herself, and now someone she cared about may
be injured, or worse. And not only that, but she was being terrorized for
following her heart. He knew exactly how she was feeling.
He looked at
Zechs and Zechs looked at him, both of them nodding. She needed to sleep. That
was the only way she would be able to calm down. Heero did not want her to go
back into her room, so he convinced Zechs to let her sleep in his room while he
watched over her. He didn’t trust the security detail anymore. Any of them.
They could all be Alex.
Zechs walked
the pair of them up to Heero’s room and gave them a knowing look before he
turned and headed back down the hall. He didn’t say goodnight or give any
warnings. He simply left. Heero led a shaking Relena to the bed and directed
her to lie down. As she did, her hair fell behind her and fanned out over the
pillows, tempting him to run his fingers through it. She closed her eyes and
sighed, and he found himself drawn to the way her chest rose slowly and then
fell. He moved his gaze back up to her face, her lips slightly parted and her
features relaxed. Seeing her like that caused desire to course through him like
a deluge, and his mind began to wander to a place he’d forbidden.
He turned away
from her and walked over to the window.
As he stared up
at the moon, he heard her whisper, “I will never love anyone, as much as I love
you.”
He turned his
head back to her, his ears filled with the sound of his heart pounding. Yet he
still heard her words.
“Come to me.”
He wanted to.
He would give anything to. But he couldn’t.
“I can’t.”
“Why?”
He clamped his
eyes shut. He couldn’t even answer that to himself.
“Because I
can’t,” he repeated.
“Tell me why.”
He opened his
eyes and saw her lying on his bed, her eyes half open and her voice like the
song of a Siren. She was pleading with him, but he convinced himself that it
was only for comfort that she did so, because of what was happening around her.
“You are
vulnerable right now.”
She looked
down, nodding her understanding. He tore his eyes from her and gazed back up at
the moon. It’s pale light resembled the glow she gave off when she stared
directly into his eyes, whispering words of tenderness and affection. She was
his world. She was everything. If Alex took her away from him, there would be
Hell to pay.
*
* *
The wedding was
moved from nine weeks away to just two weeks, causing absolute chaos in the
planning. Relena had bought a dress first thing after they announced their
engagement, so the rest of the planning could be handled (barely) in the time
the wedding planners had been given. The location was moved from Relena’s
church to the mansion, which eased the tension Heero felt as the days passed
by.
With only one
week left to go, the mansion was constantly busy. He barely saw Relena before
the wedding and when he did, he felt himself tremor. Imagining her in her
wedding dress had a similar effect, and he found himself beginning to feel
anxious. Wedding. Wife. Relena.
Alex.
It was all
coming together. Everything was happening according to plan, and the wedding
was only days away. Ignoring the tension between himself and his fiancé, Heero
went about teaching the members of Relena’s security detail what they would be
instructed to do when Alex was discovered. As much as he wanted to, he wouldn’t
kill Alex. He knew that he would never recover from it if he did. And besides
that, Relena had asked him not to. So, Heero drilled them on simply detaining
Alex. Killing him was not an option.
His proper
punishment required him to be alive.
On the day of
the wedding, Relena wouldn’t allow Heero to see her. Something about ‘bad
luck’. He didn’t understand, but he left her alone. She wished to not be seen
until the ceremony; that was fine. He was standing in his room, putting on his
tux when a chill ran up his spine. The room wasn’t cold, but something felt
cold. He heard a knock on the door and went over to answer it.
“Peagen,” he
greeted the old man. Peagen pushed past him into the room, not turning around
or acknowledging Heero’s presence. Heero decided to go back to his mirror and
finish tying his bowtie. There were only a few hours left until the wedding.
He was very
nervous about seeing her walk down the isle. To him.
“You don’t
deserve her,” Peagen said. It made Heero stop and look at the old man through
the mirror. He was wearing a tuxedo as well, and had his hands clasped behind
his back, looking up out the window.
“I know,” Heero
answered, going back to his tie.
“Then why are
you with her?”
He didn’t look
at the old man this time. “Because she wants me.”
He heard the
click of a gun. It came from behind him, and he stopped moving immediately.
Through the mirror he could see Peagen pointing a gun right at his head.
“You
impertinent bastard,” the old man said, his voice suddenly sounding different.
It hit Heero all too late.
Alex.
“Alex,” he
said. Their eyes locked onto each other through the mirror and sparks of fire
shot between them.
“Heero,” Alex
said, his tenor voice strange and unfitting to the face he boar. “Heero, Heero.
The ‘great’ Heero. She talks about you…”
Unconsciously,
he flinched. “Who talks about me?”
“Why, my
darling Relena,” he said, smiling in a sick, twisted manner. “She speaks of you
so often. Every day she tells me of how much she adores you, how much she
admires you, how much she loves you.”
Alex stopped
for a moment, and Heero’s only thought was that Relena loved him.
She loved him.
“She loves you.
You,” Alex went on, “A boy with nothing to offer her, and yet she
prefers you. She prefers you over me. Me!”
Alex was
shaking. It didn’t faze Heero to hear his speech, but the thought that he might
kill him and hurt Relena did.
He must not
allow himself to be killed. For Relena.
“And just what
am I supposed to do about that?” Heero asked, trying to egg on his anger so
that he might try to strike him with the gun. Then he’d have a chance to take
it from him.
Alex laughed.
“Nothing. I don’t expect you to do anything! Except to sit…here, until I’ve
made her my wife.”
“Huh?” He heard
the shot before he had time to move. The dart went into his shoulder, and he
whipped around to charge at Alex. He made it to him, clasping his hands around
the other man’s neck as his fake face started to blur.
“She will be
mine,” Alex said, watching him with madness in his eyes. Heero felt his body
relaxing, his mind slipping. He fought to hold on to consciousness, which he
did by tightening his grip on Alex’s neck. His arms and legs began to feel lax,
and he slowly slumped to the floor. Alex’s eyes looked confident, and Heero
wondered how he could not have known. From the moment he arrived, he’d been
watched by the man he hunted. It was all so clear now. But as his knees hit the
floor, the final piece of the puzzle fell into place.
Alex reached
under his chin, hooking his fingers under a rubbery looking seem and pulling it
up over his face. He dropped the mask to the floor and breathed deeply, then
looked back down at Heero as he was swallowed by darkness.
Heero panicked
for the fourth time in his life as he stared at the mirror image of himself.