I can hardly believe it...and the look on your face says you can hardly believe it either. Did you ever think the day would come when I would stand by you and we could watch the fireworks from the celebration together? I know that I never thought it would happen.
I never really expected to survive the war, for one. I still don't know what I'm going to do, I don't know how to live. You'll help me, right? You've done your best to stay by my side this entire time; please don't leave now.
The great Heero Yuy, scared. Yes I am.
It's all I can do not to reach out and touch your face. It looks so beautiful the way the fireworks illuminate it. I suppose I do have feelings after all. I would have never thought we would end up like this.
You turn to look at me as if you can feel my gaze burning into you and you smile. I smile in return, well... I do the closest thing I can to a smile but it comes out as a smirk and you giggle. You look so beautiful when you're happy...
Soon you stop when you notice that my eyes are still on you. You look up at me with a serious expression on your face, questioning me. "Heero...?"
I can't help it... I submit to the desire and I grab your waist and pull you close to me. Your eyes widen in mild shock but they soon soften and you relax. Your arms wrap around my neck and I breathe in deeply.
Your body is so frail against mine. One wrong move and it feels like I would snap you in two. I sigh when your fingers brush against my neck, they aren't rough and callused like my hands are. You are completely flawless.
"Heero, I--"
I bring a hand up and place a finger on your lips. No words or explanations need to ruin what is happening right now. I trust you to return these feelings that I'm feeling. You were the one that brought them to the surface in the first place, after all.
I just look into your eyes. They're beautiful...they hold so many stories of heartache, failure, accomplishments, pride, love.
Love...is that for me? I don't deserve it. I don't deserve it, but God do I want it...
I lean down to kiss your lips softly and you return it. My heart races and I pull you closer against my body. You moan slightly and I pull away. The look in your eyes shows that you are about to cry. "What's wrong?"
I bring my hand up to wipe away the tear as it falls and you shake your head. "I'm just so happy."
"That's what I was fighting for." I kiss you again, deeper this time. My tongue runs across your bottom lip and then pushes into your mouth to intertwine with your own. My hands slide down your back to rest on your butt and I pull you closer. Your hold around my neck also tightens. It's almost like we can't ever be close enough.
We continue the kiss to become more familiar with each other. My hands begin to roam your body again and I pull away slightly as the brush up under the edge of your shirt along your stomach. I feel you shiver and you break the kiss. You whisper, "Let's go inside." I nod and you take my hand and lead me to your room.
Once inside you lock the door and you turn to look at me. "Are you sure...Heero?"
"Shouldn't I be asking you that?"
"No." You step closer to me, "You've been through much more than I have. I don't want this to just be a fling."
"I don't want it to be either..."
You smile, "I hardly ever hear you talk that much."
I step forward and pull you near to me again, but you suprise me and push me back onto the bed. You straddle my waist and lean down to kiss me, my arms wrap around you and my hand struggles to remove the tie from your hair. You sit up again and remove it the rest of the way and your hair falls over us both like a silk curtain.
Another part of you that is completely beautiful. I smile and you reach down to pull your shirt over your head. Gods...yet another part.
I grab your waist and flip you over so that I am on top of you. I lean down and lightly kiss your neck up to your ear as my hands explore your chest and move down your stomach to fumble with the button on your pants. When they're unbuttoned you raise your hips and I slide them off of you, your underwear along with it.
And there you are, completely bare, in front of me. My heart begins to beat faster and I start to feel even more restricted in these pants. After gazing over your body, I remove my own shirt and your hands begin to unbutton my pants, but I take over and slide them off faster and easier.
You moan slightly as I kiss you and you feel my arousal rub against you. You slip your fingers under the rim of my boxers and pull them off to throw them in the pile of clothing on the floor. My breathing picks up as your hand begins to stroke me gently. You bring your free hand up to push me over onto my back again and you begin to kiss my chest, teasing each of my nipples with your tongue. I arch my back and thrust into your hand as you quicken your strokes. You kiss your way down my stomach and stop at the tip of my arousal before kissing it softly. I moan your name and you take me into your mouth.
I never knew it would feel like this... I never thought that this would happen...
You continue to suck and tease me with your tongue and I feel the tension growing more since you are doing just enough to let me feel it but not enough to let me have release.
I moan again and you look up at me and smile. You crawl up to straddle my waist and your hair falls over our naked bodies. You lean down to whisper in my ear, "I want you."
I believe you, and I want you also. My hands flip you over and push you up to where your head is resting on the pillows, I don't want you to be at all uncomfortable for this. I lean over and kiss you softly, "Have you done this before?"
You shake your head and I move my hands down your body and push two fingers inside of you to prepare you. You groan and I pull them out and push them back in. You grab my arm and pull it away from your body. "I want you inside me...please Heero..."
I position myself to where i am at your entrance and look down at you, "It will hurt."
"I know, I'm ready for it." You look up into my eyes and I notice yours are filled with trust. I kiss you deeply as I thrust into you and you cry out softly in pain.
"Are you okay?"
"H-hai." Your eyes are closed and I kiss your eyelids. I'm sorry that I'm hurting you...
"Tell me when..."
"Now, Heero." Your voice came in a soft whisper and I began thrusting in and out of you.
You were tight around me and I could tell your whimpers turned from pain to pleasure as I hit that spot inside of you with every thrust. You're real...this is real... I have to keep telling myself that, I'm afraid I'll wake up any moment drenched in sweat.
We're...together.
You move against me and I bury my head into your shoulder. The pleasure I feel with each thrust is indescribable. I feel myself near climax and you tell me not to stop.
And since I have your permission, I don't. Soon I feel your muscles clench around me and this drives me over the edge. I bite your shoulder and moan your name as I fill you with my seed. I lay still inside of you, as i shiver from the after effects of my orgasm. You look at me and smile once again. "I love you Heero..."
I bring up the courage inside of me and I speak the truth.. "Ai shiteru, Relena."