The Second Entry

 

Ok Relena the only reason I am writing this is so that I can say some things to you that I can’t say to you in person and so that I can be by you for just a little longer so bare with me.

 

After I threw the book on the bed at you and began taking orders I was completely amazed at what you knew to do to ease a man of his suffering. I don’t guess I was suffering I just hope that you don’t decide to do that to me again it was quite embarrassing to have a hard on in front of Duo because he acts like he never gets one. 

 

To go on with this I wanted to tell you that you looked really good in that light blue nightgown that you had on.  Let me see if I can remember it correctly the one that was completely see through and was split from your breast all the way down and had the matching panties that were thongs if I remember correctly.  By the way you should wear that kind of underwear more often I really liked them.

 

I am going to be horney after this I can tell all ready.  I hope that you are ready to write that third entry as soon as I get back from this damn training session.

 

Your body is so splendid, soft, and completely wonderful to touch.  I love it when you call out my name and moan ever so softly.  Love is a word I would have to use to describe you or rather how I feel about you but telling you will take a while so just read and I hope that you understand.

 

Well, that gown was just the tip of the iceberg when I walked in I guess you can say that I was the titanic and you sunk me as soon as you stood up.  For some reason I feel as though you knew that I was coming that night.  As you were walking towards me I noted that it was opening as you walked and I could see bare skin showing through and this excited me even more.

 

You knew that I obviously like what I saw because you asked me, “Like something you see?”  I don’t even think I answered with anything but a simple, “Yes.”  I felt stupid and I felt a little bit like I was losing control and needed to gain it back.  Did I lose control or was I just that mesmerized by you and your grace.

 

I just wanted to touch you, and feel you.  To give you all that I could and yet you would not let me.  Every time I reached for you, some how you seemed to dodge my hand.  It was as if it were a dream.  Then I felt your hand lightly touch my back and begin to pull off my jacket.  I just let you control me for once.

 

You pushed me towards the bed and I fell face first into it.  Then I heard you say roll over but keep your hands above your head.  I did as you asked.  You started to unbutton my shirt and I tried again to reach for you and again you dodged my hands and you said, “No, no, no, you can’t touch me yet.”  I was just lost as you pulled my shirt off and started to undo my pants. 

 

I felt you unzip them and heard you say, “My Heero you certainly do have a problem here do you think I can fix it?” I could only respond with, “If you let me touch you I could probably work that fix in with what I would like to do to you.”

 

“Sorry but not now.” You said.  You know Relena you can really be a bitch at times but damn you’re good at it.  I was hurting but you started to pull my pants off and my boxers too.  I would have been okay I think but no you just had to run your finger right down my dick and make me try harder. 

 

When I grabbed you and pulled you on the bed you let me kiss you but then you pulled away and said, “Heero let me up and don’t touch me again or I will send you home to jack off.”  I think that I had done my share of that because of you and wasn’t about to let it happen again.  You got up and unlaced my boots and threw them onto the ground along with my pants and boxers.

 

Oh god you started to kiss my thighs and I think I lost consciousness after that because when you got up higher you skipped over my aching manhood and went straight up my belly.  I will tell you now it pissed me off because I wanted you blow me really bad.   You licked all the way up to my belly button and stopped. My dick was right below your chin and I could feel your breath on the very tip of it and had to do every thing in all my power to keep from grabbing your head and pushing it into your mouth and down your throat. 

 

Then if all things in the world could have happened you stood up and said, “Heero I don’t think that tonight would be good for it so…” I couldn’t resist any longer and pulled you down on top of me and kissed you passionately.  I wanted you I wanted to taste every inch of your body I wanted to kill you if you left me like that to go home in that kind of misery.

 

“Is there something that you want Heero?” you asked me.  All I could do was growl I was so horney but something inside of me wanted me to scream I love you Relena, I’ll do whatever you want just don’t leave me like this.  I couldn’t tell you how I felt because I knew if I did it could possibly mean death for the both of us.

 

You kissed my neck and ears as I growled I was so horney and you still would not let me touch you I was getting pissed and you knew it.  I shot you the death glare trying to warn you not to do anymore and yet you kept on as if, it was as if you weren’t scared of me any longer.  You had me in your grasp and right where you wanted me to be.  You kissed down my neck onto my chest and teased each of my nipples.

 

Now I was really pissed but really horney and wanted to cry like a baby to get you to stop but I couldn’t it felt to good.  On you went down my chest and to my belly button again teasing me taunting me and leaving me to wonder just what in the hell you were trying to do to me.

 

“Please Relena I can’t take much more of this.” I growled out.  “Well then answer my question Heero.  Is there something that you want?” I could have killed you then but I didn’t have my gun on me. 

 

“I want you, cant you tell damn I am at full attention here.  Baby, please don’t leave me like this I need to feel you, I need to love you, I need you.”  I couldn’t believe that I had said those words and I don’t guess that you could either because you looked at me dumbfounded.   “Yes I love you Relena and yes I need you I wont lie but…” you stopped my talking with a kiss and went back to my belly button and then I felt something wet and warm lick the end of my dick. 

 

Your tongue traced around the end then your lips encircled it with passion.  Not the whole thing just the tip of it.  While you were there I noted something about those panties you had on.  Not only were they thongs but, they also tied on the sides and you didn’t say anything about not touching your clothes.  So, I pulled on the tie and off one side went.  I don’t guess you noticed until I untied the other side. 

 

“Heero I told you not to touch me yet.” You stated flatly.  I just pushed you back down in the direction of dick and told you, “Yeah but you didn’t say anything about your clothes.”  I felt you smile a little as you took more of me into your mouth.  I wanted to taste you to feel your warmth so I took a finger and lightly brushed across the lips of your vagina.  You were wet.  I took the finger that contained some of your sweetness and stuck it into my mouth.  You tasted like honey it was pure and sweet.

 

I knew I couldn’t take much more of you sucking on me and made you stop.  Although, I wanted to just let you blow me and go home but that would not do not after all that I had told you.  Tonight would have to be a very special night of loving you.  I gently pulled you up and embraced you into another kiss.  Holding you tight like my life depended on it and to me your embraces are my life.  Seeing you is my life, loving you is my life, living without you I might as well be dead.

 

“Dammit,” my watch was going off and I had meant to turn that off before I had even reached your house.  “Relena I will be right back.”  I walked out onto the balcony and turned around so that whomever was calling would not know where I was.  “Dammit Duo what do you want?” 

 

“Well, we were just wondering where you were you left awful quick.” He said and I was looking at you as you were pulling that nightgown off in front of me making me hard again since Duo made me lose it.  “Heero are you there buddy.”

 

“Duo I will be back later I just need to be able to think straight I will see you soon enough.” I didn’t say anything else to him I just turned it off and watched you as you played with your tits for me to see.  Mesmerized by your beauty I walked towards you and stood up against the wall you were leaning against and helped you. 

 

I leaned in and kissed you, starting with your mouth working my way to your ears and down your neck until I reached your titty that you had in your hand.  I barely licked your nipple when I heard you take in a deep breath that told me that you liked it.  I played with them for a while until I decided that I should torture you also.  I started to kiss down your stomach and got to your belly button and played with it and started kissing down your hip and onto your thigh.  I spread your legs a little and worked my hand in between them and felt your heat and wetness.  Taste her yes I needed taste you my mind began to go blank and all I could think about was drinking you in, tasting your honey.  Torturing you was defiantly out of the question here I had lost to you.

 

I dropped to my knees and spread your legs further apart and stuck my tongue in places that I knew that only mine would go because any other man that touched you would die.  I began to grow jealous in a sense thinking of it so I asked you, “Relena, would you let anyone else touch you like this?”

 

I saw the compassion in your eyes the understanding and the wanting for me to continue.  You answered me with, “I had saved myself you and you only and from here on out anyone who touches me will die if not by me but by you because I can see that you would do that in a heart beat.”  After that answer I dove back into what I was doing with some added aggression.  You were moaning pulling on my hair to get me closer then I somehow sensed that you were going to release at any second and I wanted to feel that release on me. I picked you up and pinned you to the wall and you instinctively wrapped your legs around me as I entered you.

 

I placed my thumb on your clit and began to make soft circles around it.  Within a mere second you released spilling your honey onto me.  It made me thrust into you.  Your muscles tightened around me, you got wetter and… Oh god Relena I have made myself horney again what will I have to do to have you all the time.  Marry you I will marry you if that is what it takes to feel you all the time.

 

I was thrusting in and out of you using the wall for support to hold us up.  You were so warm so inviting to me. You moaned my name softly into my shoulder and then your head went back as you said it even louder.  I knew you were reaching a second release, as I was about to reach mine.  In and out I went pumping harder the closer I got the more I moaned.  Okay it was more like growls as you say but then I heard myself say your name over and over again.  “Relena, Relena!”  Then you screamed my name and I felt you tighten around me once again this time making me push harder and faster into you finally causing my release. 

 

I walked you over to the bed and laid you down you are so beautiful to me.  I told you again that I loved you and had to leave but that I would not leave until you were asleep.  I watched you sleep for a few minutes before picking this book up to write in it for you.  There are these things that you need to know.  I love you and I always have, I want to marry you if you will have me and I will ask you properly when I return in a week from training.

 

I told Trowa one time to follow his emotions now I will defiantly follow mine and they are telling me not to let you go. 

 

Love always,

 

Heero