GW
and its characters don't belong to me but to Sunrise/SOTSU Agency and such.
I
don't own Stabbing Westward or their song Inside You...nope sorry, I'm not
affiliated with them in any way.
A soft moan had begun to escape Relena's lips, though the sound was cut
off abruptly, swallowed whole my Heero's own breath as his mouth covered hers.
It was taking every ounce of Heero's restraint to prevent himself from
taking her quickly, harshly, and violently.
It had taken him two years to come to terms with his feelings for this
girl and now that he had finally admitted to himself his need and love for her
he did not want to ruin it with rushed animalistic lust.
His lips tore away from hers and began to nibble down the rest of her
body, her jaw, her neck, the dip between her clavicle until he reached the top
of her breasts; her skin felt hot as if underneath the softness the blood itself
was boiling within her. The words
oh God Relena hissed with the exhaling of his breath. How could he have denied
himself the pleasures of her for two years? If only he had known it would be
like this, if only he had known the completeness this vulnerable, naked woman
beneath could bring him. He licked
and nipped one of her hardened nubs a final time before pulling himself back up
to her body, his cheek to hers, his breath tickling her ear, though this time he
inhaled her scent deeply no longer able to control himself.
"Heero please...don't hold back just..." He entered her swiftly
and once again he sealed off another whimpering cry of hers with his mouth, the
cry of shock, the cry of a young woman loosing her innocence.
//I
feel your lips//
//I
taste your skin//
//I
need to know//
//I
need to feel you from within//
//as
your blood burns through my skin//
//I
feel complete//
//I
breathe you in//
//It's
where you end and I begin//
//If
only I could stay here... forever//
//so
much to tell you//
//so
much to sow you//
//so
much to confide//
//now
that I'm inside you//
Heero cursed himself silently guilt washing over him; wishing that he
could stop, wishing he could ask if she was in pain, but his words and logic
were lost in the pure emotion and sensations of the moment. He had begun moving
in her slowly at first, as his mind and body continued to wage war with his
impulses. He had admitted to himself a while ago that he had always loved her,
wanted her and needed her, but until this moment he did not realized that it was
a love that could last forever. That in this physical act of joining there
bodies they would be forever entangled in a web of unbridled and eternal union.
Not only as each other's lovers, but each other's guides, each other's confidant
and each other's sole reasons for living. He
found himself pulling her closer, whispering in her ear, "I love you
Relena."
//we
are flesh//
//we
are one//
//so
shy do I//
//feel
so much guilt for what I've done//
His forehead pressed deeply into the curve of her neck and shoulder, his
cheeks felt wet with her tears, or were they his?
He moaned into her neck though the sound was more of a high-pitched
whine. His fingers dug into her back as he felt her clamping down around his
sex. He gritted his teeth in an attempt to contain any sound but was
unsuccessful, his growl strained his throat causing it to burn and his cock
betrayed him as well, releasing its jism, flooding her deep inside. His final
thrust was his most forceful and his body shook as chills ran down his spine. He
tried his best to steady his breathing, though that control of even that had
seemed to leave him as well. He raised his body to lift himself off of her but
she clamped her legs around his back. "No Heero. Not yet."
//as
the blood burns through my skin//
//I
feel release//
//I
breathe you in//
//it's
where you end and I begin//
//If
only I could stay here...forever//
He raised his head to look at her, though he kept himself nestled within
her. The tears on her cheeks were already dried and what he had expected would
be a pained look was instead of look of pure contented bliss, her smile even
more so. She smoothed away a few of
his sweaty bangs from his eyes. "I
love you Heero." "Relena,
I," She placed a finger to his lips. "I'm
fine Heero. There'll be time to talk later. Just promise me you'll never
leave." His hands cupped both
sides of her face, his thumbs stroking her cheeks, his Prussian blue eyes
drilled intensely into her eyes that were the color of the sea. He had made a
promise to himself to love her, even if he knew not how she could teach him and
he would allow himself to be molded by her. "Never Relena. I will never
leave you again."
//so
much to tell you//
//so
much to give you//
//so
much to confide//
//now
that I'm inside you//
//so
much to teach me//
//so
much to show me//
//so
much to give me//
//so
much to tell me.//