Title: Deep
Author: Kendra
Email: ghettostar_2001@yahoo.com
Website: http://clik.to/gwficsart
Rating: R/NC-17
Pairing: 1xR
Warnings: Unexplicit Lemon.
Disclaimer: *points at Ashura* She has all of my money now so you
should sue her instead of me.
Dedication: To Beck. Your lemon was supposed to be on another song,
but 2xR and I do not agree. Sorry if this seems a little rushed. Took
the usual scenario for 1xR lemon.
Notes: Thankees to Killraven, the bestest friend and website helper
ever for finding the lyrics for me.
Deep by Nine Inch Nails
//blank stare
disrepair
there's a big black hole gonna eat me up someday
(but) someday
fades away
like a memory - or a place that you'd rather be
some place
lost in space
an itch in my head that's telling me somewhere
somewhere
out there anywhere I don't care get me out of here//
Heero looked up at the ceiling. The silence of the rainy night was
calming yet annoying as he laid in bed.
He tried to sleep, but all he ended up having was being twisted in
his sheets as he couldn't sleep.
He was alone with his thoughts and he hated it. But what was he to
do? He was alone in his apartment, far from what he truly needed.
He turned, he didn't want to think about her. The Dove of Peace, the
Queen of the World.
All that he wanted and needed. The only person in the world he could
truly understand him.
The only person who was his weakness. The one woman he could never
have.
//if I could feel
all the pins and the pricks
if you were real
I could take what's apart and put it all back together now//
All he had of her was his dreams. She was the world's, she could
never be his no matter what she said.
Yet, every time he pushed her away, he felt as if he was pushing a
piece of himself away.
Heero groaned. He said, "I don't understand. How can I be strong if
she has the power to bring me to my knees?"
A feminine voice said, "Stop fighting it and you'll become stronger."
//this will come true
help me get through
into you
deep deep deep deep deep deep deep deep
all I can do
driving me through
into you
deep deep deep deep deep deep deep deep//
Heero turned around and sat up on the edge of the bed. It was Relena,
wet from the rain.
He growled, "How did you find me?"
Relena smirked before calmly replying, "Duo told me."
Heero rolled his eyes, what did he expect?
Relena took off her raincoat and dropped it along with her umbrella
on the floor. She walked over to a chair and sat down
Relena said, "We need to talk Heero. Seriously."
Heero nonchalantly said, "Talk about what?"
Relena folded her fingers in her lap. She said, "About this
attraction between us and what we're going to do about it."
//one track
got you on your back
your skin speaks up but you lips couldn't say it
right now I know somehow
we could take the chance and we could make it make it
right here make it all disappear
everything that we've been missing missing
you make me feel
like there's a part of me
that I want to get back again//
Heero opened his mouth but Relena cut him off. She said, "Don't dare
deny it. You want me, I want you. You probably love me and I know I
love you so no bullshit Heero."
Heero asked, "What makes you think that I love you?"
Relena counted to 10 before answering. Relena said, "Because they way
you look at me. The way you act around me."
Heero countered, "So that can mean anything."
Relena smirked before saying, "Heero don't deny that you tried to
kiss me that time during the yearly Romafeller Meeting."
Heero blushed a little before saying, "That was a mistake."
Relena smirked as she walked over towards him. She purred, "You know
that if I kissed you right now, you probably couldn't control
yourself."
As Relena's lips came towards his, Heero's last thought was ,'Damn
her.'
//make this come true
help me get through
into you
deep deep deep deep deep deep deep deep
all I can do
pushing it through
into you
deep deep deep deep deep deep deep deep//
Relena kissed Heero, first tentatively then fully when she felt Heero
react underneath her. She twined her arms around his neck as she felt
his arms come around her waist.
Heero pulled Relena into his lap as his tongue darted into her mouth.
His tongue battled hers as his fingers began to pull up her shirt.
As Relena ended their kiss, Heero rasped, "You started this, no
regrets."
Relena shook her head. It was now or never.
Heero smirked as his fingers trailed up Relena's ribcage, unhooking
her bra. Relena smiled down at him as she took off her shirt.
Relena playfully pushed on Heero's chest as they fell onto the bed.
//all I can do
driving on through
into you
deep deep deep deep deep deep deep deep
you're slipping through
I'm coming, too
into you
deep deep deep deep deep deep deep deep//
Relena kissed him again as Heero unzipped her jeans. Heero whistled,
"No panties."
Relena wiggled out of her jeans as she said, "I wasn't going to
except no as an answer."
She grinned. "I think I should surprise you at night more often."
Heero blushed as he saw his upright member. Relena grasped it
slightly as she crouched over him.
Relena said, "Don't freeze on me now Heero," as she slid down on top
of him.
Heero gasped as the feel of being inside Relena overwhelmed him.
Relena rode him, moving up and down as Heero thrust up to meet her.
Heero's hands wrapped around her waist, pulling her towards him,
setting their pace.
Relena's hands played with Heero's hair as Heero's mouth attached
itself to one of her breasts. Relena moaned as Heero started to move
harder and faster beneath her. She screamed out his name as she came
as he grinded against her.
Saying Relena's name softly, Heero bit softly on her throat as he
came inside of her. His last thought was ,'This is perfection.'
//we could become
two into one
leave this behind
over and done//
Relena laid on top of Heero as she gazed at him. He was lying still,
eyes closed.
Relena nudged his head. She said, "Heero?"
Heero said, "Hn," before gathering himself.
Heero said, "That was dangerous what you did tonight, Relena."
Relena giggled and said, "What was you going to do, kill me? You have
to admit, it had been 3 years, something needed to be done."
Heero nodded as he felt sleep overcome him. His soul felt calm, he
was finally whole.
//everything new
I'm getting through
into you//
Finished, hope ya liked Beck! *hugs*